I've been interrupted for a few days.,Hehe-hee.,I'm really embarrassed.,I've been thinking about how to push the storyline behind for the past few days.,Found that it's useless to think about it.,It's still necessary to write it realistically.,emmm.。

Forty-six's ex-girlfriend is also a ruthless character

A girl like Cheng Yan, born in a wealthy family, has heard and seen since she was a child is not comparable to ordinary people, not that there is any difference between hating the rich or the rich and the noble and the average family, etc., but that money also means resources, which means that they can obtain more social resources than their peers.

Therefore, Cheng Yan almost didn't need to open his mouth when he stood there, and the temperament that had been shaped around his body for many years also exuded from the inside out.

Of course, temperament has a certain relationship with the cultivation of this thing, but the most important thing is the nature that emanates from the bones, and the nature of this thing has an absolute relationship with the innate character, but it is also inseparable from the experience formed by the day after tomorrow, which does not need to be proven, as long as you observe, not all the children of the blessed family are very spiritual and smart~

And Cheng Yan, the free and easy and smart in his bones, as well as the nobility formed over the years, are very harmonious in girls, just like sexy and cute do not only exist in novels, but really exist in life, because traits can exist in a person with multiple faces, and not showing it does not mean that it does not exist, but it cannot be denied that such girls are indeed rare.

Cheng Yan habitually wanted to hold Si Han's arm but put it down because of Si Han's very tactful avoidance, and then tilted his head at Si Han and smiled, "What's the matter, my arm can't be saved~"

The delicate and glutinous tone is full of the coquettishness of a little woman, but the coquettishness is very natural, and it is not offensive at all, which is the unique charm of beauty.

"What's the matter, why did you appear so suddenly, why did you come back to China this time, are you tired of staying abroad and changing the environment?" Si Han did not answer Cheng Yan's question directly, but it seemed that the answer was not what he asked, but in fact, it was already an answer, the adult world is like this, in fact, all they care about is the result, and the reason and explanation are not so important.

Cheng Yan immediately stopped dwelling on the arm-holding incident just now, but the girl still had some loss on her face, because she understood that when a boy who was indifferent before suddenly became a little strange, or a little clean and self-conscious, it was serious, and it was really tempting.

"I miss you, going around and around, that is, if you have to choose a person to live your life, I think you are a very good object, and I actually like you. The words were generous and untwisted, and the natural expression of feelings also made Si Han's heart skip a beat.

Si Han touched his nose, he said in his heart that it was impossible not to feel at all, but this feeling was just fleeting, and at the same time there was some emotion in his heart, another face also appeared, a slightly stubborn expression.

"Oh, Miss Yo said with a smile, my crooked-necked tree is not worth your hanging, you have better development and prospects. Si Han said calmly.

"Can't we try again? I think I'll make you feel different. Cheng Yan looked at Si Han very sincerely.

Si Han did not avoid it at this time, he has always been a very sober person, and he is also a very rational person, he admitted that he used to really like this girl, when they were together, he really felt that such a girl was worth treating, but some things that happened later finally made him understand that in this life, some people and things are indeed something he can't solve, and the fundamental difference between the two people in principle can't be run-in, like it really like it, but they are not suitable.

When his needs are not responded to her, the feelings always fade step by step, and in the end it is very lucky that it does not develop into a resentful couple, and she actually understands that such a gap is insurmountable, and she also has the same experience, but like and love will eventually be consumed by the blockage between souls, and in the end it is a chicken feather.

"At that time, we are still young, we don't know how to love someone, and we don't even know what love is, I once thought that a girl would be responsible for her to the end, but when we get along to the end, you and I are exhausted with enthusiasm, and it is indeed necessary to know each other at the soul level, there is a saying that understanding is more important than love. ”

Si Han had never said such a thing to a girl, because he had never been a talkative person, but at this time, he suddenly felt that he wanted to tell this girl, so he didn't wait for the girl to answer, and continued:

"So we got along until later, when both parties became very tired, I didn't feel like I wanted to give up, that would be very simple, just want to be good to you, but you still left after all, later, during the time you left, I felt like I had lost my soul, so I worked hard and diverted my attention, and wanted to come out of this nowhere to trace the relationship, but then gradually found that at that time, in fact, at that time, we were not so much in love with each other, but rather as loving ourselves more appropriately, we all lived in our own emotions and could not extricate ourselves, we all drew a box to ourselves, we were obsessed with the stubbornness in our hearts, it's not so much that we are too young and immature, but that we didn't know what love was at that time. ”

Si Han turned his eyes and looked away slightly, he was actually never a hypocritical person, but when he was able to say these words at this time, he suddenly felt a lot more relaxed in his heart, this can be regarded as an explanation for his past, it is an explanation for himself, because a person's life, to put it bluntly, is a contest between himself and himself

"Yes, we were really too young at that time, and we really didn't understand love, but now that we are mature, we have all had some experiences and experiences, and if we get along again, we won't be as naïve as before. Cheng Yan said softly, she felt very helpless for a while, but she was vaguely distressed, she blamed herself for being ignorant when she was young.

"The past is the past, in fact, not only you are changing, but I am also changing, we don't know about each other's changes, even if we are now more mature and rational, and we know how to get along, but we do have a fundamental difference, I can't go into your world, you can't get close to my world, we are not the same kind of people after all. Si Han said sincerely, but when he said this, he still felt a slight pain in his heart.

"Haha, so we don't have any possibility. Cheng Yan didn't look at Si Han at this time, and his slightly depressed tone was a little sullen.

"Cheng Yan, in fact, I don't think I'm necessarily very good, you may be unwilling, maybe you're competing with yourself, but you look at the world, is there anything you can't let go, in fact, no, our feelings are dominated by our own subjective will, sometimes our so-called love, not so much falling in love with someone else, but rather that we are in love with ourselves, the part we covet each other has always been something we lack. Si Han smiled slightly, and there was some embarrassment in his tone.

I don't want to listen to your so-called great truths, and I don't want to listen to your so-called exhortations and explanations now, in fact, I know that what I want is nothing more than the result I want in my heart. Cheng Yan has regained the free and easy energy he had at the beginning.

"In the end, it's all over, no matter how much we say, it's all over, and we really don't fit. Si Han said lightly.

"Then have you ever loved me?" Cheng Yan stood in front of Si Han and looked at Si Handao.

"Loved, love is deep and tired, but I also let it go, Cheng Yan, you can let it go too. Si Han looked at Cheng Yan a little helplessly, he looked at the girl in front of him for so many years, and the stubbornness in his bones still hadn't changed.

"Haha, I'm satisfied, I once got you, and your departure was also my own initiative to separate from you. Cheng Yan's eyes were slightly wet, but he suddenly felt less stubborn in his heart.

Si Han looked at the girl in front of him, and couldn't help but feel a little sad, although they were inappropriate, but in the abuse of herself, they were incomparably similar, in the end, she was still competing with herself, if she said so, it could make her feel more comfortable, then he didn't mind.

They have had very beautiful moments, and they have also had very intimate and intimate moments, at that time they didn't know how to love, but they still desperately wanted to love, Si Han didn't know whether that kind of love was the so-called love, maybe it was also a kind of love, but it was not a mature love.

"Yes, I completely got my heart, and then you lost it ruthlessly, so, Cheng Yan, you bless me, and I also hope that you can have a better choice. Si Han patted Cheng Yan on the shoulder, after all, it was a mirror.

"Well, okay, I bless you, I hope you and that girl named Xiao Xiang can be together for a hundred years. Cheng Yan put away the unhappiness just now, asked for a frankness, and put it down simply.

"What are you talking about, haha. Si Han felt that Xiao Xiao was good, but he felt that he just liked to be with Xiao Xiao, he didn't think about it for so long, he wanted to get close to Xiao Xiao, and it was entirely because he wanted to know why Xiao Xiao could make him feel comfortable.

But he didn't want to explain more, because there was no need to explain too much, what the matter was, didn't he just need to know it, what could the explanation itself change?

It's just that I'm afraid that I'm going to disappoint the old man again, and I'm afraid that the old man's painstaking matchmaking will be in vain again, and he is still thinking about how to explain to the old man when the time comes, and then scratched his head, at this time, Si Han finally showed a little hairy boy's appearance, which made Cheng Yan on the side laugh.

"What are you thinking, are you thinking about what to tell your old man? Haha, don't worry, I will tell the old man that you don't look down on me, let him scold you, say that you have no vision, hum~" Cheng Yan looked like a little daughter, and her tone was so bad that she said.

"Miss Cheng, leave a way out. Si Han said helplessly.

"Aren't you quite tough, take out the momentum and toughness that you just rejected me. Cheng Yan teased Si Han, the wind blew slightly through the ends of her hair, and the eyes that swept through the tips of her hair were also full of mist.

"Let's go, I'll send you back, I'll accept my fate!" Si Han looked at the girl in front of him helplessly.

"Okay, I may have to stay in China for a while, and I will try my best not to disturb you and your little girlfriend during this time~" The girl said freely, her slender arms leaned against the car window, her head was slightly tilted out of the window, she didn't look at Si Han, and she didn't wait for Si Han's reply, she seemed to be talking to herself, and she seemed to be talking to Si Han.

Si Han smiled and didn't answer, he knew that the girl might not feel good in his heart, but he felt that these emotions were useless no matter how much he said, life is like this, if you miss it, if you miss it, if you don't have it, if you don't have it, what has passed will eventually spread out and disappear like the wind.

And with Wen Yan and the gentle Xiao Xiao looking at the spicy shrimp tail in front of him at this time, he felt that he was not as good as in the past, and his appetite was also very good.