If only as first seen (forty-five) predecessor 4
Si Han looked at the back of Cheng Yan leaving, there was a moment of stunned and distraction in his eyes, he was not an innocent man, but he was not a scumbag either, he was just a simple and ordinary person.
When he broke up with Cheng Yan, he didn't have pain, nor did he not keep it, at that time he became silent and prodigal, he knew that his friends around him were worried about him, so at that time he became more cowardly and pompous than usual, he understood that the world always sees the appearance, because this life, can't see through, can't understand the driving force of social evolution.
He doesn't want the people he cares about to worry more about himself, so he would rather digest the panic of seeing the night alone, as well as the consumption of hard work, it's not that he can't accept the kindness of the people around him, it's just that he doesn't want to choose that kind of life.
There are a thousand faces in life itself, but there is only one choice.
Later, because time passed long enough, and the night was cold enough, he repeatedly reproduced those details in his mind, so that later, when he thought about such a person, he felt that everyone was just a person, everyone had their own needs and seven emotions and six desires, and there was no right or wrong choice for each other, just a simple choice.
After all, the world is like this, and it can't withstand meticulous crafting, and it can't withstand speculation, and once the veil is torn, all that is left is hideous.
When he saw her again, he just felt that the other party was very beautiful, still as beautiful as before, but the other thoughts were no longer able to withstand the slightest wave, this calmness and calmness was not deliberately suppressed and expressed, it was an epiphany and letting go after I don't know how many days and nights.
So, he just felt that such a back was very beautiful, but other than that, no ripples could be stirred up.
If you understand it, you won't have obsessions, and you won't be attached anymore.
He smiled and turned back, his eyes were already clear at this time, and they were clear again. I laugh at the world for being too crazy, and the world laughs at me for not being able to see through it.
He is smart enough and patterned enough that he can let go of the past and let himself go.
It's only been a few decades, so you don't have to let yourself go so much.
It's just that what suddenly appeared in his mind at this time was the loss in Xiao Xiao's little girl's eyes when she saw Cheng Yan and himself very close, and he thought that he still had to find a chance to explain it to the little girl.
He didn't want her to misunderstand, he didn't want to hurt her because of some unnecessary things, he knew that Xiao Xiao, a little girl, might like him, and he also felt very comfortable with such a little girl, because he cared and liked, so he had enough patience and tolerance.
But it won't work today, he still has to go home and talk to the old man, complete the report, if there is no old man fanning the flames behind his back, Cheng Yan can't know his whereabouts well, and probably there won't be a scene that made Xiao Xiao a little unhappy, but since what happened, it's useless to talk about it, and it's important to put an end to it.
This old man in his own family is really not a big deal to see the excitement.
Thinking of this, Si Han also felt smiling, forget it, forget it, what do you have to say to the old man in person.
Wen Yan and Wen Wan, who were with Xiao Xiao at this time, looked at Xiao Xiao on the side eating a little absent-mindedly, the two brothers and sisters glanced at each other, and Wen Yan said: "I'll go out and call Si Han to see if this kid is still coming." ”
Xiao Xiao's eyelids moved when he heard this, but he was stunned for a moment, and Wen Wan, who heard Si Han's eyes shining, didn't pay attention to Xiao Xiao's reaction at all, and Wen Yan had already dialed Si Han's phone at this time.
"Si Han, are you still coming over at night, or do you want to renew your relationship with your old lover~" Wen Yan joked gloatingly.
"I can't go over at night, I have to go back to the old house, let's be together another day, you eat first, don't wait for me." Si Han said a little helplessly, he didn't explain much about Cheng Yan, because he didn't feel that he had to say anything more about his private affairs.
"Well, that's good. Wen Yan also replied briefly, and after ridiculing, he didn't ask Cheng Yan what was going on, because even if he is a good brother, some things may not be able to be talked about, and between people, no matter what the relationship, a certain distance must be maintained.
Besides, if Si Han can really get together with Cheng Yan, he will also be happy to see it, this is not a villain, he is just a person, but he will not make some moves behind his back, he is willing to gamble and lose, life, that's it.
After Wen Yan returned to the private room, he told the two girls that Si Han would not come at night, so we would eat first.
As soon as Wen Wan heard this, her pink mouth immediately skimmed, the loss on her face was not concealed at all, looking at her brother coquettishly, begging for comfort, Wen Yan rubbed Wen Wan's head, but her eyes always left a trace on Xiao Xiao's body, Xiao Xiao lowered his head and did not see obvious fluctuations, but the chopsticks that stopped slightly still betrayed the girl's heart at this time.
Wen Yan didn't say anything directly to Xiao Xiao, but Wen Yan was still a little lost in his heart, he looked at the girl he had liked since he was a child, and suddenly he liked his good brother, and the feeling in his heart was also mixed, but he couldn't say anything about feelings, this is not a problem that science can solve, in the ultimate sense, this is a metaphysical problem.
Xiao Xiao was in a little unhappy mood at this time, now she just wanted to finish this tasteless meal quickly, hurry home after eating, and be quiet by herself, not wanting to indulge in these unfriendly emotions and tossing herself, divert her attention, and make her life as comfortable and easy as possible.
Because this is also an extremely intelligent girl, she has to have the past and experience to shape her such a character, but in fact, since she was a child, she knew that crying was useless, so she thought, instead of being afraid of losing, she should not get it at all.
A meal, after eating for less than half an hour, the three of them didn't have the heart to eat slowly, they all wanted to be able to end it quickly, Wen Yan didn't want Xiao Xiao to be so sad, Wen Wan's mood came and went quickly, but he saw that Wen Yan and Xiao Xiao were not interested in eating well, so she also felt bored.
"Xiao Xiao, I'll send you. Wen Yan chased after Xiao Xiao after settling the bill.
"No need, I'll just take a taxi back by myself, you guys hurry home, I see Wen Wan is also a little tired. Xiao Xiao stared at Wen Yan's eyes and already hid his emotions, but his eyes were far from the bright colors of the past.
"Okay, just call me if there's something going on. Wen Yan said helplessly.
It's not that he doesn't want to stage the drama of a domineering president, it's just that at this time he knows that Xiao Xiao needs to stay by himself, and being with her will put pressure on her, so that she can suppress her emotions to deal with herself, and in the face of the girl he likes, he doesn't want to force her to do anything at all.
Si Han had already returned to the old mansion at this time, and the old man was sitting on the leather sofa in the living room with a cup of tea.