Tang Duoduo's emotions gradually calmed down.

But her shoulders were still twitching, and she sobbed from time to time.

He Yuan took a tissue from the car, drew a few, and handed it to Tang Duoduo.

After Tang Duoduo took the tissue, he buried his head and wiped it on his face.

He Yuan just looked at her like that.

It wasn't until Tang Duoduo finished wiping his face that He Yuan said, "Are you better now?" ”

"Hmm. Tang Duoduo made a nasal voice.

Maybe because of the crying just now, Tang Duoduo's nasal voice was a little slurred.

There was still a little flower on her face, and tears left tears on her white cheeks.

The two little eyes are red, like a little rabbit, obviously very aggrieved, but there is a stubborn look on his face, which makes people feel funny and sad.

Counting it up, except for the time when Donald left, this is the second time He Yuan saw Tang Duoduo shed tears.

"It's better to say it, say it. He Yuan sighed and flicked the cigarette ash on his hand.

Tang Duoduo crumpled the paper into a ball, squeezed it in his palm, and said in a low voice: "Don't you really don't want me." ”

When she said this, her thin shoulders were still trembling.

He Yuan couldn't see her expression, but from her voice, he could feel her nervousness, not pressing, and ...... Terrified.

As a person with the same highly sensitive character, He Yuan knew very well how much courage Tang Duoduo had used to say this. If it were him, he would rather be hypocritical to death than open his mouth.

Therefore, He Yuan stared at Tang Duoduo with very serious eyes, and said heavily and slowly: "No." ”

Tang Duoduo raised his head and looked at He Yuan's eyes, as if confirming something.

He Yuan just looked directly into her eyes, motionless, until Tang Duoduo himself was defeated first.

Tang Duoduo quickly shifted his gaze, turned his head to the window, and wiped his cheek with the back of his hand. Her expression was a little flustered, and two blush flashed on her delicate and fair little face.

She took two deep breaths and said, "Since this is the case, then there is no need to change schools or move, I think the current life is very good......

"Duoduo. He Yuan spoke up and interrupted her, "Do you remember what your grandfather can't let go of the most in his heart?"

"I know, but I don't think anything needs to change. I'm studying hard now, I understand those things, it won't be long, I ......" Tang Duoduo wanted to explain, He Yuan didn't stop her, just watched quietly from the side.

Gradually, Tang Duoduo's voice became smaller and smaller, but she still tried to argue: "I think, I really don't need to, I'm working hard now, or it won't be long before I can improve my grades." ”

After Tang Duoduo finished speaking, He Yuan spoke: "Duoduo, do you think that what your grandfather wants to see is only your grades?"

This time, he didn't give Tang Duoduo a chance to speak, as if talking to himself.

"If he just wants you to live and improve your academic performance, really, Duoduo, he doesn't have to hand you over to me. He just needs to hand you over to your group of relatives, use the last bit of face he has as a father, and beg them to let you continue your schooling. Believe me, although it may not make your life better, at least it can make you grow up safely. But, is that really what he wants?"

"Duoduo, your grandfather, I hope you have a stable growth environment, and she hopes that you can grow up healthy and happy like other children. He Yuan said, his eyes staring at Tang Duoduo.

Tang Duoduo was silent.

She bit her lower lip and put her hands on her laps, her fingers crossed.

"I also came from when I was a student, and I know very well what is going on. Really, I'm not afraid to hit you, I was desperate when I first knew Donald's wishes. Because learning this kind of thing is originally a steady and gradual thing. Even those geniuses, in the absence of nearly nine years of education, want to rely on their own efforts to get a good score, it is almost impossible. ”

"Okay, even if you work hard enough, you are smart enough, but the college entrance examination is such a thing, it never depends on whether you work hard or not. In addition to your own efforts to do your best, you also have to look at others, others play well, your chances are small, on the contrary, others play badly, your chances are big. ”

"The most terrifying thing in this world is not that others are smarter than you. It's people who are smarter than you who work harder than you, and people who work harder than you can find a way. You want to overtake in a corner, but someone else doesn't give you a chance to overtake at all. ”

"Duoduo, reality is not a fairy tale, not everyone, they are all rabbits in the tortoise and rabbit race. Those who are really smart are not going to stop, stand there, wait for you to overtake them. ”

"So, do you really think that with your current state and your current living environment, you can really put your front body and mind into studying, improve your academic performance, and let yourself be admitted to university smoothly?"

Tang Duoduo wanted to open his mouth several times.

But every time, he just opened his mouth, but he didn't speak.

Seeing this, He Yuan smiled and said, "And, Duoduo, do you really think that just being admitted to college can satisfy you?"

When Tang Duoduo heard this, he tilted his head and looked puzzled.

He Yuan didn't look at her, he was holding a cigarette in his left hand, his eyes were looking ahead, his vision was a little blurry, and he didn't know what to recall.

"I don't know, have you ever heard the story of the frog at the bottom of the well. ”

"When I heard this story when I was a child, I thought it was a satire on the frog, that it was a satire of the frog, that it was sitting in a well, watching the sky, and that it was very arrogant. It wasn't until I grew up that I felt that this story was actually a very sad story. ”

"Why is the frog at the bottom of the well, because it was born at the bottom of the well, where it was born, where it grows, and where it sees. It is not like a white swan, as soon as it is born, it has the whole sky, for it, that well is its home, it is the whole world. ”

"And the white swan, from the beginning, it knew how big the world was. And it's lucky, very lucky, because it's a swan, it's born with wings and can soar through the sky. Therefore, it knows how big the world is, and it has the ability to explore how big the world is, because ...... It can fly. ”

"And the frog, it's just a frog, and you're going to have it climb out of that deep well on its little short legs, and measure how big the world is on its two legs? ”

"Moreover, swans are naturally stronger than frogs. For the swan, because it can fly, as long as it does not die on its own, then in most cases in this world, it will not cause harm. On the contrary, the frog is much more miserable, it has many natural enemies, almost everywhere outside its enemies, snakes, weasels, cats, dogs, and even people - roasted frogs are very delicious, I remember that there used to be a lot of frogs on the delicious street, and in summer, the street was full of the smell of roasted frogs. ”

"But, do you dare to blatantly roast a swan?"

"As long as someone takes a picture of you and posts it on Weibo, it won't be long before you will be doxxed, scolded by netizens, and even approached by law enforcement agencies, going to the bureau to drink a few cups of tea, and if you are unlucky, you can drink for several years. ”

"So, you see, the world is so unfair. ”

"When others are laughing at the frog's short-sightedness and sitting in the well and watching the sky, does anyone consider that it is because of its birth and living environment, so that it can only choose such a way of survival. ”

"After all, the well is a little smaller, but it's better than going out and being swallowed by snakes, taken by owls, tricked by stray cats, and roasted and eaten by humans...... It's much better. ”

"Although this way of survival is aggrieved, it is better to die than to live, and the first instinct of living beings is to survive. There is a saying that 'poor can not be more than three generations', which makes sense, because when you are poor to the third generation, you can no longer afford to raise children, and you can't even raise your offspring, how can you talk about the fourth and fifth generations......"

"But, Duoduo. He Yuan said this, paused, and looked at Tang Duoduo.

"Not everyone wants to be a frog. A lot of people enjoy it because they can only be frogs, after all, not everyone has that opportunity to meet the right person and be able to pull themselves out of the deep well. However, you have to fight anyway, are you willing to be a frog hiding at the bottom of a well for the rest of your life, are you willing to stay in this small city for the rest of your life. ”

"Duoduo, tell me, do you like Beijing? He Yuan stared at Tang Duoduo's eyes.

When he said this, his heart was heavy.

In the heaviness, there seems to be a trace of flame.

He Yuan was talking about the frog, but in fact, he himself was the frog.

Before college, He Yuan told everyone that he likes a leisurely life, likes to stay in a small city, has a small house of his own, and stays in the county seat for the rest of his life, and will not go anywhere......

It's all!

Does he not want to go out?

He didn't dare to go out!

It's like that frog in a fairy tale.

What do you rely on to get out, and why do you get out?

At that time, he didn't have much pocket money on him, until he was in college, he saved 2,000 yuan from a part-time job, and it happened that Brother Qi was joking in the group and invited everyone to go to Beijing to play.

At that time, the Internet was still relatively pure, and He Yuan's circle was relatively small, only a dozen people, everyone had known each other for four or five years, and although they had never met each other, they knew each other. What's more, He Yuan felt that he was a big man and had no money on him, so what was there to deceive.

In addition, at that time, he made money in his hands, and his heart was beaten.

He wanted to go out into the outside world, as his mother said.

Therefore, He Yuan chatted with Brother Qi for a while, including what to bring to Beijing, toiletries, bedding or something. Seventh Brother said no, why take so much, buy it again in Beijing.

He Yuan thought about it, it was the first time he went out, he didn't know anything, he didn't know anything, and it was really inconvenient to carry so many large bags and small bags.

Then He Yuan asked again, how much does it cost to rent a house when he goes over there.

Brother Qi said no, go to him directly to live, you can save a little room fee.

When He Yuan heard this, he was still a little embarrassed, after all, he went over and asked others to pick him up and take care of himself, it was already very troublesome for others, and if he lived with someone else, he wouldn't say anything about it, it was really too disturbing to others.

But He Yuan really didn't have any money in his hands at that time, so he couldn't pretend to be atmospheric, so he could only make up his mind that after he got there, he would find a house as soon as possible, even if it was a basement, and he would live there. I heard that the basement house is relatively cheap, only a few hundred yuan a month, and I only spend one summer vacation there, two months, and this money on my body, plus the income from part-time work, should be enough.

When he went to Beijing, He Yuan didn't know how to buy a ticket, so he still asked Xiaolan for advice. As a result, Xiaolan was also in college in Chengdu at the time, so she said that she was going back to her hometown during the summer vacation, so she helped He Yuan buy the ticket by the way, and even confiscated the money, saying that she would give it to her after He Yuan went home.

Originally, He Yuan had no money at that time, although the ticket money was not much, but for He Yuan at that time, it could solve a lot of problems - at least he could buy a quilt and a set of toiletries.

Although he was embarrassed, at that time, he could only accept it with a cheeky face.

To be honest, there are many places that He Yuan has been to now.

But he will never forget the trepidation and apprehension he felt when he first went to Beijing.

He Yuan didn't dare to buy train tickets, couldn't take the subway, and even went to a big shopping mall to buy things, He Yuan didn't dare to go in - he had never entered such a big shopping mall before, with He Yuan's mentality of a small citizen, he felt that if he went to a convenience store on that kind of street corner, he could just buy it casually, and if he went to the mall, it should cost a lot of money. As a result, Brother Qi told him that this is not the case, there are discounts in large shopping malls, which are cheaper than convenience stores on the street.

It's true.

He Yuan was a special little white at that time.

When he looks back at the past now, he has a feeling that he can't bear to look at it directly.

But, that time.

He Yuan, a frog who has lived at the bottom of the well since he was a child, finally jumped out of the bottom of the well.

Like a white swan, he finally saw the vast world outside.

Maybe in the eyes of the white swan, what He Yuan, the frog, sees is just something that it is tired of seeing every day. But for He Yuan, it was indeed a never-before-seen, completely fresh, and strange world.

It wasn't until that time that He Yuan knew what he really wanted.

Tang Duoduo's current situation is exactly the same as He Yuan's original.

Because she has not seen the outside world, she feels that she can endure a mediocre life.

However, He Yuan did not want this.

It is precisely because of this stage that He Yuan knows better that once Tang Duoduo grows up and sees the outside world of flowers, she will definitely regret it.

Just like when I was a child, I regretted why I didn't study hard and get admitted to a better university; after working, I regretted why I didn't keep my eyes open and choose a better major, but I could only get a peasant's salary; a few years after graduation, I regretted why I didn't work hard to succeed in the management and became a manager; I regretted why I didn't buy a house in the first place, and I regretted it......

He Yuan has already regretted it.

He didn't want Tang Duoduo to regret it in the future.

"I ......" Tang Duoduo opened his mouth, his expression a little tangled, "I, I don't know." ”