The god smiled and said, "Stinky boy, if you are really a female doll, then the position of this dream builder is yours!"

"What?!" He Zhidrunk jumped for a moment.

"When your aunt picked you up earlier, she said, it would be nice if this child was a female doll, but unfortunately, you are a male baby, and your aunt's face was full of regret at that time!" said the god with a sigh of relief.

"No wonder she raised me and didn't treat me as her own! torture me!" He Zhizhi drunk Yang Yang said, although all the care for him is hidden in the trivialities of life, those unknown places are both worry-free and rare sincerity, but He Zhidrunk is still hope, and that kind of pity is blatant.

"Okay, I don't know you yet, I always say that my aunt is not good to you, but in fact, what you care about most in your heart is your aunt. God looked at him and shook his head, the young man's heart, he saw it better than anyone else.

He Zhidrunk tilted his head and covered his mouth, "Why are you talking about it, it's really!"

The god laughed and said no more.

In the dead of night, thoughts are always extraordinarily thick.

But no matter how thick the thoughts are, they will be solved with the arrival of dawn.

The sun is shining, shining on the camphor road, leaving a lingering fragrance.

Pedestrians walked by, it was a shade, and the fallen leaves took root under their feet, crushing into the traces of the past.

Chen Yanran walked through the bamboo forest path and went straight to the dance studio, the thoughts of the night made her not sleep well, and the whole person's spirit was a little depressed, she opened the wardrobe in the dressing room, looked at her dancing shoes, and felt inexplicably gloomy in her heart.

She suddenly felt that the shoes made her a little unsatisfied.

She wanted to break through, to find things she hadn't touched yet.

- Things that are outside the rules, not allowed by the mother.

Most of the rebellious period begins at the age of fourteen, which is the most headache for parents and teachers.

The rebellious period may be late, but it will never be absent.

Chen Yanran's rebellious period began, born from curiosity about the unknown.

She slammed the door shut, withdrew her dance costume, walked back to the dormitory, changed into a loose sweatshirt and shorts, and a pair of casual shoes, she looked at herself in the mirror, put down the combed balls, and her long hair fell on her shoulders along the sun, like a streamer.

She smiled happily.

Chen Yanran ran all the way back to the dance studio, her long hair scattered was lifted by the breeze, blowing out the best appearance of youth.

"Chen Yanran!"

She stopped running and turned to look at the man who had called her.

It's Hui Eun.

"Huien!"

"What's so happy?" Hui En just opened her voice in the vocal music building, looking at Chen Yanran outside the window and running back and forth twice, and also changed a set of clothes.

"Hmm...... It's nothing. Chen Yanran took a few breaths.

"It's going on a date, you're in such a hurry!" Hui Eun quipped.

"Oh, no!" Chen Yanran hurriedly explained, "I just want to change myself." ”

"Change yourself?" Hui Eun wondered.

The breeze blew away all the tiredness, and the large osmanthus forest sprinkled a piece of gold, dripping on the long wooden chair, branding the autumn shadow.

Chen Yanran and Hui En sat on the bench, the tip of their noses full of faint osmanthus fragrance.

"What do you mean by changing yourself?" asked Huien.

Chen Yanran shook the milk tea in her hand and said glutinously: "...... Well, yesterday I saw someone dancing in the dance studio, they sat there in a circle, competing with each other seriously, there is no glamorous stage, as long as there is music and rhythm, they can have a good time!"

Chen Yanran's face was full of envy, "I want to do this too, I want to be able to rhythm with a happy heart all the time, I want to learn hip-hop, I want to do something I have never done before!"

Before Hui En could express some thoughts, she nodded to herself, determined.

Hui En was very surprised, she saw Chen Yanran yesterday, she was still a well-behaved girl who would only follow the steps, and when she saw her today, she was really a three-day girl, and she should be impressed.

"Because of that, you want to change?" said Hui En.

Chen Yanran nodded, "Well, yes!"

Hui En was silent for a while and didn't speak, Chen Yanran saw that she hadn't spoken, and her heart was at a loss, "No-"

"It's good!" Hui En interrupted Chen Yanran.

Chen Yanran's face once again bloomed with color, and she said happily: "Really!"

However, you have to think about the consequences of the changes you make and whether you can afford them. Hui En's tone was much more serious, no longer the hearty look of before, like a senior, talking eloquently between a junior after dinner.

"The consequences ......" Chen Yanran paused a little, she never thought about this, her family is very wealthy, her mother's arrangement is also very reasonable, she has never been forced to do anything, she has always been step-by-step, and her long-term rebellion almost made her dizzy, she didn't think about the consequences.

"It seems like you haven't thought about it. Hui En said.

Chen Yanran didn't speak, just lowered her head.

"You're an adult and can take responsibility for your own decisions, but ...... It's better to think twice than to regret it in the future. Hui En said in a deep voice.

Chen Yanran lowered her head and said "um".

The company that Hui En signed with had something to do, she left, Chen Yanran sat alone in the osmanthus forest, looking at the golden buds in the sky, scattered one by one, and then blown down by the breeze.

I can't help myself, but it seems to have completed one of the most important rituals in my life.

I've been to this world, I've lived, I've lived, I've loved ...... Maybe that's enough.

Chen Yanran walked back to the dormitory with heavy steps, and her roommates also came back with sweaty clothes.

This is the first time she has skipped class.

It was not as easy and enjoyable as I imagined, and it was full of heaviness.

Heavy enough to breathe......

......

......

"Heavy ......" snorted coldly, shook the wine jug in his hand, and said, "But you still chose to be a trainee, and finally made a successful debut." ”

"Yes...... I still made my choice, and I thought about it a lot in those days...... If I only have classical dance in my life, will I be happy?" said Chen Yanran with a blank face.

The answer is...... No. But if I choose to change, the answer is unknown, and winning or losing is a half-bet. ”

"So you chose to take a gamble. He glanced at her without worry, and his eyes were a little indifferent.

"yes, I bet. Chen Yanran said.

"Then do you regret seeing the result now?" After taking a sip of wine, at that moment, she forgot her other identity and regained her original sarcasm.

"Regret...... What's the difference between not regretting it and not regretting it?" Chen Yanran smiled bitterly twice, it seemed that no matter what the ending was, it would be a kind of torture for her.

"Oh?" looked at Chen Yanran meaningfully, "Why?"

Chen Yanran didn't answer the question of Worry-free, but looked at Worry-free with indifferent eyes, the corners of her mouth were level, and said, "Didn't you say that you are different from them, why don't you even know this?"

In the face of the sudden questioning, there was no reaction for a moment, and then the corners of his mouth twitched a little, "Chen Yanran, you are playing with fire!"

"I just want to know the truth, now everyone says they love me, but how many are there who really are? I just don't want to be fooled by the surface. Chen Yanran was like a soul change, the whole person became stronger, and gradually regained control from the hands of no worries.

Neither worry-free just sneered, "Don't show your posture in front of the owner." ”

As soon as the words fell, Chen Yanran's face began to distort, and the whole person was in pain, she held her chest tightly, there seemed to be a meat grinder installed there, constantly smoothing her flesh and blood, and finally healed, and continued to grind.

There was a purple smoke at the fingertips of the carefree ones, she gently knocked on the table a few times, and different rhythms bloomed on the fingertips of the carefree ones, Chen Yanran heard it, it was the first single of her debut - "Breaking the Concealment".

Chen Yanran understands everything, the mysterious and moody god in front of her knows her past well, she can't be sure if she is a fan or not, but it is certain that she must have paid attention to her.

This single was not her famous song, it was the beginning of all her abuse, and it wasn't until the second single that she really gained a group of fans.

Knowing this song without any worries is enough to prove a lot and a lot.

The corner of his mouth smiled contemptuously, and he put away his fingertips, "The owner of the shop said, don't challenge the bottom line of the owner, even if you are a ghost and have no soul to drive, the owner of the shop can still make you worse than dead." The carefree tone was like a frozen sword, straight into Chen Yanran's heart.

Chen Yanran only completely woke up at this time, she was no longer obsessed, she breathed a sigh of relief, looking at the expressionless and worry-free, those deep eyes had a similar past to her, or the same persistence as her.

"Sorry...... I was abrupt just now. Chen Yanran's tone was much more relaxed, and the nerves of the whole person were not so tense.

A smug smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, no matter who he was, he had to abide by her rules when he entered this nameless wine shop.

Even the most respected people in the Six Realms.

Even if it's him.

"It's time to answer my question, why are both outcomes the same?, and you haven't experienced the former's life, what basis do you have to believe that you will be unhappy?"

"Yes, I have rejected that path before I experienced it, but I have concluded that another path can reach the other side of my dreams. It's a little ridiculous, but it turned out to be my own choice. Since Chen Yanran relaxed, she has become a little decadent, no longer aggressive, and no longer indifferent.

"So you...... Regret?" is looking forward to Chen Yanran's answer, she likes to see others regret, but she expects others not to regret.

"I don't know. Chen Yanran shook her head.

"......" is worry-free and feels a little speechless.

"As you said, I haven't experienced it, so ...... I couldn't make a choice, and I didn't know if I would regret going down that path. Chen Yanran said indifferently.

She smiled without worry, she felt that this answer was a little interesting, took another sip of wine, and then looked at Chen Yanran with cold eyes, "Do you think that taking the path of classical dance will make you feel miserable and finally commit suicide?"

Chen Yanran paused, she didn't expect that she would ask so sharply.

The air froze in that moment, and the two looked at each other in silence.

I don't know how long it took, but I laughed out loud, "Don't be nervous, joke." ”

Whether this is a joke or not, it has already penetrated Chen Yanran's heart.

If she hadn't become a trainee, maybe she wouldn't have died, she would just be unhappy.

Mother and brother also don't have to endure the pain of the white-haired man sending the black-haired person.

At that moment, Chen Yanran hesitated, she didn't know if she regretted it, and her heart ached faintly.

"Okay, okay, the owner won't make it difficult for you, the sky will soon be bright, you are a lonely ghost now, or honest daizai in my wine bottle!"

The smell of wine lingered on her, urging her to sleep.

He stretched his waist and snapped his fingers, and there was an extra brilliance in the kitchen.

"There's a god of labor, that muddy boy was drenched in some rain yesterday, make him some cold repellent. "Neither worry-free said.

The god of food smiled, he naturally knew about this matter, and the rain god was scared out of it yesterday.

After worrying about taking away the mess in the wine shop, he left a sense of sadness and turned back to the wine shop.

"This is the first time I've seen your aunt build a dream, so procrastinating. God said suddenly.

"Hmm...... Really. He Zhidrunk nodded again and again.

In the past, when she was worry-free and dreaming, she wished that those guests would finish telling their stories quickly, saving her energy, but today, she dragged it again and again, as if there was something hidden.

Sitting on the bed without worry, looking at the purple bed curtain, which is embroidered with a water lily, it also looks particularly silent and distant in the night light.

She watched like this, watched all night, and stayed awake all night. The heaviness at the corners of her eyes made her smear a thick layer of rouge, this look ...... He Zhidrunk has seen it, after building a dream for Chen Zheng that day, he has such a look of worry-free.

There is not a trace of blood, and it is as if he is on the verge of death.

Could it be that from this time on, my aunt's health has begun to deteriorate?

He Zhidrunk thought in his heart, he didn't dare to tell God in vain, after all, on the surface, Worry-free was just staying up late, but in He Zhidrunk's eyes, that was the beginning of deterioration, or that Worry-free's body had already deteriorated.

It's just that he didn't find out.

Because that day, he was sick, lying in bed, his eyes were blurred, and he took care of him for a day and a night, not leaving an inch.

He Zhidrunk held his head in his hands, and somehow, this memory that he had never experienced suddenly popped up in his mind, and he squatted on the ground, his whole body trembling.