167. Sunset (5)
I don't know how long I was silent, but I slowly came back to my senses after being carefree.
He Zhidrunk had already put away the table and went back to the bedroom.
Looking at the reflection on the polished wooden table, he lost his mind again. She looked at herself in the reflection, her face turned pale, and she didn't know if it was because of the pale lantern, or if she was really afraid of something.
No one knew, no one asked.
Chen Yanran's gaze kept following without worry, "Can you start?"
After a pause, he nodded, "...... Well. ”
After putting away all her thoughts without worry, she returned to her former posture, her palms tightened, and she and Chen Yanran sat at the west window, the bow moon in the distance was not inferior to the brilliance of the full moon, and the stars all retreated.
"Let's start with your story. Neither worry-free retracted his gaze: looked at Chen Yanran.
"The story ......" Chen Yanran lowered her brows, but quickly raised it again, "Aren't you my fan, most of you have heard it." ”
"The main thing in this shop is those that are unknown, you better think clearly, the story you tell is also a key point in building dreams. She looked at her coldly, now that she was just a dream builder, she had her tasks to do.
No one can stop it.
"Oh, I see, I'm thinking about it. Chen Yanran moved her eyes out the window, and there were two oblique shadows under the moonlight, Chen Yanran recognized them, and said lightly: "They are here." ”
Looking out the window, one black and one white in the moonlight, it was particularly mad.
"Chen Yanran, the owner of this shop will ask you one last time, are you willing to build a dream?"
"Why do you want to ask again, are you afraid that I will regret it?" Chen Yanran smiled faintly.
"Answer me. The tone of the carefree voice was very cold, and the cold knife was inserted into the hot heart, and the blood that oozed out at the end revealed a chill.
"I do. Chen Yanran said firmly.
Neither Worry-Free straightened her waist a little, then turned into a puff of purple smoke, disappeared into the nameless liquor store, and spread to the black and white impermanence, Neither Worry-free expelled the black and white impermanence from the nameless liquor store with a palm, she waved her long sleeves and said angrily: "She is now the guest of the owner of the restaurant." ”
Black and white impermanence is also shrewd, hearing the word "guest", he knows everything, no more words, after bowing to both worry-free, he jumped away and ran to another abyss.
"They're gone, have you figured out the story?" glanced at the quarter hour on the wall, and there was a hint of impatience in his tone.
"Think about it, let's get started. The corners of Chen Yanran's mouth were a little bitter.
"This story started five years ago, when I had just been admitted to art school......"
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Five years ago, Chen Yanran was admitted to the Academy of Arts, and the day of the freshman report was a turning point in her originally comfortable and stable life.
On that day, the entrance of the art academy was full of people, and the volunteer seniors in red clothes helped the new students carry their luggage to their dormitories.
Chen Yanran doesn't have much luggage, she is from Zhongdu, and it just so happens that the Art Academy is also in Zhongdu, very close to the community where she lives, she only carries a small suitcase to report, but her brother and mother always feel that she can't do it alone, so they still follow her to report.
Chen Yanran was a little helpless, she felt that she had grown up, an adult, and could make choices for her own things, she was not very happy, but when she thought of her mother's worry about her, she accepted it calmly.
Her brother told her what she should pay attention to when she went to college, she can suffer, but she can't always suffer, she must have a pair of discerning eyes and know how to identify the good and bad people around her......
These words Chen Yanran went in and out of her left ear and out of her right ear, how can this world be so complicated!
Yes, how can this world be so complicated, and when it defines something, most of it is simple and crude.
The world in the eyes of an eighteen-year-old girl is always simple and beautiful.
The mother and son walked into the school very happily, and suddenly a man in a black suit blocked Chen Yanran's way.
"Hello classmates, you're a freshman, right, I'm from Jiayang Film and Television Company, would you like to come to our company as a trainee?"
Chen Yanran's brother swept his eyebrows coldly and pushed the man away, "I'm sorry, we still have something." ”
But Chen Yanran was thinking about it.
Jiayang ......
Isn't this the company of the K2 portfolio?
Her brother knocked her head and glared at her slightly, "What do you think!"
Chen Yanran rubbed her head and pouted, but she had no choice but to keep up with her brother's pace.
The man in the suit noticed Chen Yanran's hesitation, secretly rushed to her side, stuffed her with a business card, and said softly: "Contact me later!"
Chen Yanran nodded, clutching the business card tightly in her hand, as if she had caught some treasure.
Chen Yanran settled everything, her mother and brother also returned home, she sat alone on the swing under the camphor tree, swaying alone, feeling the faint smell of fallen leaves in autumn.
Suddenly there was a loud bang, as if something had fallen, followed by a wail.
Chen Yanran immediately opened her eyes and searched for a girl, who was still covered in grass clippings and mud.
Chen Yanran immediately went over and helped her up, "Are you okay?" ”
"I'm fine, thank you!" the girl clapped her hands and shook the dust off her body. Muttering to himself, "Next time, I'll never climb a tree to sleep again, it hurts to death." ”
Chen Yanran was stunned and said, "You just fell off the tree!"
"That's right!" replied the girl.
"Then I really admire you. Chen Yanran cast an envious gaze, she had never done anything out of the ordinary since she was a child. has always been a thief but not a thief.
"You're interesting. ”
"You're interesting, too. Chen Yanran blushed a little embarrassed.
"My name is Hui En, a sophomore in the vocal department, what about you?" asked Hui En very heartily.
"Hello senior sister, my name is Chen Yanran, a freshman from the dance department. Chen Yanran said very politely, and Hui En couldn't help but sneer when she saw her so well-behaved and sensible.
"What's wrong?" Chen Yanran looked at her with some confusion.
"You really look like a nerd like this!"
Chen Yanran scratched her head a little embarrassed, this is not the first person to feel like this, her previous life has always been on schedule, there are no unexpected twists and turns, and there is no rebellious period, she has always been a very well-behaved girl, the kind of child of other people's families that parents often say.
She's been following the rules, thinking it's who she is.
"You are from the dance department, the stage is your life, when the time comes to perform in front of Bill, if you are so squirming and stupid, what will you do!" Hui En put her hand on Chen Yanran's shoulder, and taught her experience to the younger generations with the attitude of a person who came over.
There are some fools, but there are also some factual words.
Chen Yanran felt very reasonable when she heard it, and the seed of restlessness in her heart was slowly germinating.
Hui En took her to the hot pot restaurant at the school gate, and on the way, Chen Yanran saw the man in a suit who had named her before, and he was still handing out business cards to others, Chen Yanran flashed a trace of doubt in her heart, and also flashed a trace of determination.
In the hot pot with pain and pain, the smoke is filled, and you can't see each other's faces clearly, so "listening" becomes extremely important.
"Senior sister. Chen Yanran spoke.
Hui En said, "Just call me Hui Grace." ”
"Hui En......" Chen Yanran called her name.
In the smoke, Hui En picked up a piece of hairy belly, raised her eyebrows, and said, "What's the matter, Xiao Yanran." ”
"Someone just stuffed me with a business card. Chen Yanran plans to ask Hui En, she is a senior sister after all, and she is more experienced in many things.
As soon as Chen Yanran's hand reached into her pocket to get the business card, Chen Yanran interrupted her movements.
"Jiayang?"
Chen Yanran nodded and said, "You know?"
Hui Enwan smiled, there was nothing she didn't know about this school. "yes, I know. ”
"That'...... Do you think it's reliable?" asked Chen Yanran curtly.
"Hmm......" Hui En clasped her hands on her chest, looked at Chen Yanran, and asked, "Have you understood?"
"What do you know?" Chen Yanran was puzzled.
"Jiayang. Hui En said.
Jiayang ......
"K2's brokerage company. Chen Yanran replied.
"What else?" Hui En looked at Chen Yanran meaningfully.
“...... Well, no. Chen Yanran shook her head, the whole person was a little depressed, she really left the house, she didn't investigate anything clearly, so she almost made a decision without authorization.
"There is no doubt that Jiayang is a reliable brokerage company, after all, people have certificates there, but you have to figure out that Jiayang is recruiting trainees now, what are trainees, do you understand?"
Chen Yanran felt a strong sense of oppression, which made her speechless for an instant.
She knows what a trainee is, continuous selection, continuous elimination, and finally become the shining self, the lucky person succeeds in a few months, and the unfortunate person is a grain of sand sunk in the golden sea after seven or eight years.
"Yanran, you need to think clearly, once you become a trainee, what kind of price and effort you will have to pay, and how much luck you will have in it, which can provide you with food and clothing. Hui En said earnestly.
Behind the seemingly glamorous idol, it is all caused by years of insomnia and sweat, and hard work is not the decisive factor here, luck is.
Before Chen Yanran's enthusiasm could burst out, it was extinguished by Hui En's rational words.
She returned to the dance studio, just put on her dancing shoes, and was attracted by the music released from the dance studio next door.
She got up and went to the dance studio next door, and through the window, she saw a group of people sitting on the ground, in a small circle, with two people in the middle, one of them dancing to the rhythm of the music, a dance move she had never seen before, sometimes mechanical, sometimes as if it were cartilage dancing, it was magical.
The other person watched him show off his skills, and with the agitation of the music, the person also began, his limbs twisted as if he was walking in space, and then the whole person seemed to be electrified, and the current passed through the arm, and the whole person was shaking regularly.
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Chen Yanran felt that everything in front of her was very magical, in her dance cognition, classical is all she has, she is too little involved in swan dance and tango, and her mother thinks that girls should be gentle, and only let her contact classical dance and guzheng.
She's never touched anything else.
Chen Yanran stuck to the window, perceiving the rhythm of the music, she found that this kind of music is also very beautiful, and the dance they dance is also very different, as if they are catharsis, and they seem to be telling something, which is very interesting.
One of the girls was just about to get up and compete with the other, but as soon as she looked up, she saw Chen Yanran sticking to the window.
Then everyone's eyes were focused on Chen Yanran's body, Chen Yanran's ears were hot, and she fled.
At night, quietly, Chen Yanran had just spoken to her mother on the phone, she lived in school for the first time, and the whole family was very nervous.
But she herself is quite comfortable, she feels very excited, lying alone on this small bed, looking at the white ceiling, the whole dormitory is dim, occasionally a few night lights are shining, or the snoring of roommates, and the murmuring of her boyfriend......
These are the first experiences she has experienced.
Her mind kept thinking about the group of people she had seen in the dance studio this afternoon, and she was a little puzzled, in her perception, dance had to be on a lit stage to bloom the brightest colors, she had seen so many dances performed in the dance hall, but none of them were more thrilling than today's unintentional encounter.
A bunch of people in a small circle can also be a glittering stage.
The corners of her mouth suddenly rose slightly, took out the business card from under the pillow, held it in the palm of her hand, and began to fantasize infinitely, if one day she could be like that group of people, she could dance as she wanted, vent, or express her happiness, or she could tell her heart silently......
She was fantasizing, dreaming.
Chen Yanran recalled the road she had traveled in the first half of her life, without any waves, as if it was a perfect life, but there were not too many seeds of happiness in this life, most of them were comfortable.
She wanted to break that comfort.
"Hey-" He Zhizui looked at the smile on the corner of Chen Yanran's mouth and sighed.
"What's the matter?" said the god, quipped.
"A woman's heart is full of needles!" He Zhidrunk shrugged his shoulders and said, "It's not okay to be comfortable, and it's not okay to be turbulent...... What are they thinking in their heads, if she knows that she has chosen this path, all she will be greeted by scolding, see if she doesn't regret dying!"
God couldn't help but laugh, "You stinky boy!"
"What's the matter! I think my aunt must be really glad that I am a man, if I am a woman, she will probably be tortured and crazy!" He Zhidrunk said with his hands held and his chin raised.