This is the end of the story that has been hidden in my heart for many years.

Zeng Shu narrated intermittently, unconsciously approaching dawn.

Li Ling leaned against the wall of the corridor, listening quietly with a cool breeze, and sat on the stairs when he was tired of standing.

After telling the story, Zeng Shu leaned her head on Li Ling's shoulder, and after a long time, she said: "I recall that bitterness and sourness are indeed far greater than sweetness and beauty, and even many times he will only make me sad." ”

"But even though he was bad, I was still grateful to him, and he wouldn't know, and no one else could understand, what a difficult time he had with me. ”

Li Ling was still immersed in this story and it was difficult to get out, it turned out that Zeng Shu had lied before, and she didn't let it go.

Li Ling hugged Zeng Shu and said, "I know, he is a beam of light." ”

It's the light that suddenly flashes in the youth that you try to desperately go up but sink deeper and deeper into the swamp.

Suddenly, Zeng Shu smiled, it was a wry smile: "I thought I had found a boy who was completely different from him, a boy who worked hard to excel in his studies, didn't like to play games, was willing to communicate, and had common topics with me, so that I would be held at the top of my heart, but then I found out that I was wrong, they are not completely different, they all have one thing in common - they don't love me." ”

"Roses for Valentine's Day and birthday were not given to me by Chen Yongquan, I forced him to buy them, he said that flowers are easy to wither and a waste of money, but I just want a little romance. ”

"I'm not afraid of long-distance relationships, I know that he will give up sooner or later, I'm not afraid of hardship, I know that his future plans don't have me. ”

As dawn broke, the thin clouds in the east were smeared with a pale pink, and a golden light pierced the clouds and illuminated the entire land.

Li Ling wanted to comfort Zeng Shu like this: The light has come and gone, and the unworthy people should be regarded as a passing cloud, and there will be someone in the future like the dawn of the dawn, not fleeting, but getting brighter and brighter, surrounding you, warming you, cherishing you, you will go to the twilight together, you have to believe.

But she knows that this kind of words about putting the fault on the other party and leaving love to imagination is just used to coax children who don't know what to do, and Zeng Shu has already tasted the bitterness of love.

"Zeng Shu, you are a bit like an anxious lover, and your ex happens to be an avoidant lover, you are afraid of being abandoned, he is resistant to intimate contact, one is chasing the other and running, but you may not be able to catch up with such a boy in your life, because your love needs are fundamentally different. He wants short-lived shallow pleasure, you're not, you're craving to hug and crave to be close to longing for wholehearted love. ”

"He can never like you as much as you like him, is he wrong? In reality, he doesn't seem to lie to you that he likes you, but he reminds you many times with words and deeds - don't love me, it doesn't work. But he has been ambiguous with you for a long time, receiving your gifts, or scum, you have worked hard in this relationship, and you know how to withdraw if you don't work hard, you are really good. ”

"Think about it carefully, how much right and wrong can you distinguish between right and wrong in such a thing as love? Not all one-man shows are played for yourself, the other party can't see or the other party sees but can't return the equivalent love, there is no way to do it, love can't come reluctantly with reason. ”

"I originally thought that you and Chen Yongquan were getting along very well, but I didn't expect you to be as happy as you imagined. ”

"It's very strange between people, you think the game is boring, he thinks the game is charming, you say the flowers are beautiful, he says the flowers will wither. It's not that you're bad, it's not that the other party is too bad, it's just that you're not suitable, just like they don't love you, it's not because you don't bloom, it's just that you are not the flower that he can care for at all costs, your perception and experience of the world are different. ”

But because of such differences, it reflects the value of fit. There are more than 7 billion people in the world, we are constantly looking for the right person to find it, it is lucky to find it, and it is normal to find it, not to mention that it is easy to fall in love and difficult to get along, how to get along with the other half, we don't have to spend a lifetime to learn. ”

"So, you don't have to force yourself to wake up, suddenly open up, forget it if you can't let go now, just eat well, pay attention to rest, listen to the doctor's instructions, take medicine on time, keep exercising, and the rest of the time will tell you the answer. ”

Zeng Shu carefully considered Li Ling's every word, and felt that his mood slowly opened up a lot.

"Ling'er, how do you know so much?"

"Maybe I've read too many novels, but fortunately you don't think I'm a master of chicken soup. In the past few years, some friends have come to consult me about relationship problems, I can be regarded as an emotional counselor, hey, I should really charge some money!"

Zeng Shu smiled dumbly: "Thank you, Ling'er, I have been in love several times, but I have not been able to carry love as clearly as you." Actually, I've always wondered why you and Jiang Zhiqing broke up, you never talked about it, and I didn't dare to ask, but looking at the way you looked when you were with him, I think you and him should be very compatible. ”

Li Ling was silent for a while, and said quietly: "Don't mention it, it's all over." ”

Suddenly thinking of something again, Li Ling got up, trotted back to the dormitory, and found a painting and gave it to Zeng Shu.

There is a calm sea in the painting, where half of the sun is exposed at the junction of the sea and the sky, and the ship with its sails hoisted sails sails in the direction of the rising sun.

Li Ling smiled and said: "Shu, this is the day I went to the A&C interview to draw, before the interview I was messed up, so I painted to relieve the mood, painting and painting I feel that life is still full of hope, and finally I successfully entered the A&C, now I give it to you, I hope to bring positive energy and good luck to you I love so much!"

Zeng Shu hugged Li Ling and said in a choked voice: "I promise you, I will definitely work hard to defeat depression." ”

"Okay, I believe in you, although I won't be by your side after graduation, you can come to me to chat with me whenever you want, and I'll go to play with you when I have the chance. ”

The cleaning aunt holding a broom saw the two people hugging each other tightly, afraid of ruining the atmosphere and delaying the work, and after a few seconds of entanglement, she spoke: "Two little girls, Auntie is going to sweep the stairs!"

The two glanced at each other and immediately slipped back to the dormitory to make up for sleep.

Li Ling only slept for about three hours before getting up and rushing to the next location - Zhou Youer's university, A University.

Today is the day when Zhou Youer took graduation photos, and yesterday she helped Li Ling a lot, not only as a makeup artist, but also as a photographer, and as a bag bearer, of course Li Ling also wants to be her "assistant".

But Li Ling didn't expect that he would reunite with Geng Jingsi, who was at the same table at A University. Although she hasn't seen her for four years, she doesn't seem to have changed much, and she still wears two playful short braids, just as cute as she did in high school. She is now studying medicine at a medical university, and she is also here to see a friend today, but not Zhou Youer.

After looking at each other, the two greeted each other awkwardly, said that they hadn't seen each other for a long time, and then took a few photos together under the encouragement of Zhou Youer. Geng Jingsi still had to meet her friend, and after a few small talks, they went their separate ways.

After a while, Li Ling heard Geng Jingsi calling her name, she turned around and saw that Geng Jingsi was still standing at the fork in the road just now, talking but not hearing.

Zhou Youer asked, "What is she talking about?"

"It's fine. ”

Li Ling smiled at Geng Jingsi, then turned around and continued walking.

Geng Jingsi's voice was very small, but Li Ling could understand the shape of her mouth, and she said solemnly word by word: "I'm sorry." ”

I'm sorry for being four and a half years late.