Chapter 244
Without waiting for Gong Yu to ask Zhou Sheng, he continued to speak, "But these hypocritical people still have to hide it, and they don't admit those thoughts in their hearts, but say that I am greedy for profit and have no humanity, and they say that I am hypocritical." It's a big joke. ”
Obviously, this time Zhou Sheng wanted to complain about the backlog in his heart for a long time, Gong Yu knew that maybe these words had been held in his heart for many years, and no one had been able to listen to him, so it may be because he had decided to leave the private school, but this time Zhou Sheng had a rare chance of spitting out all the words he had accumulated in his stomach.
"Living with them, I feel so tired that it is difficult to breathe. Moreover, I think completely differently from them, and if I tell them what I think, they will look at me in amazement, as if I had said something shocking. Actually, what's the matter, I'm just telling their hypocritical hidden sincerity. But as if they had been stabbed by me, they immediately turned their faces and refused to admit it, and resolutely refused to admit that they were what I said. ”
After a long sigh, Zhou Sheng didn't wait for Gong Yu to react, and continued to speak. "I really can't stand it, being with them, I have to wronged myself every day, and I can't say what I want to say in my heart. It's the same with those people, what they say and do every day is not actually what they want to say and do. What they do every day when they open their eyes is to pretend that they are as kind as they are, and that they are as good as they are to others. But in reality, all these people think about is themselves.
But they refused to admit it. Not only that, but not only are they reluctant to express their true thoughts, but even the people next to them are like this, and even people like me, who like to say what they think in their hearts, are aliens in their eyes, they don't allow me to exist at all, they don't want to see me, they don't want to hear what I say. ”
It's rare to hear Zhou Sheng's long list of words, as long as other people in the private school hear them, they won't believe that Zhou Sheng still has the time to say such long words. After all, in their impression, Zhou Sheng can not speak without speaking, and try to just use a smile instead of all words, as if his smile contains everything, and he doesn't need to say anything.
And this time, Zhou Sheng seemed to have completely let go of himself, and he was still chattering there, "That's it, they actually ask the people around them to be the same as them, all of them are united, and they are trying to make me exactly the same hypocrisy and hypocrisy as them, why should I become like that?" I hate my ugly appearance, they don't give me room to live, so forget it, I don't need to mix with them anymore, force myself, and watch them in front of me every day, all kinds of ugly dramas full of loopholes. ”
Hearing Zhou Sheng say this, Gong Yu couldn't help but be surprised, just now Zhou Sheng had already said that he was going to leave the private school and no longer come to the private school to go to school. Originally, Gong Yu thought that he was going home or had another direction, but listening to Zhou Sheng's words, he found that he didn't seem to want to stay even with his family.
So where is he going? Gong Yu couldn't help but feel relieved, even if this person had been with him for a few months, even if there was not much communication between the two of them, but Gong Yu felt his deep disappointment and resentment from what Zhou Sheng said just now, and such feelings could easily infect others. At least now Gong Yu is a little worried about Zhou Sheng in his heart.
Zhou Sheng, who had finally finished venting over there, sank into loneliness again at this time, as if the space he was in had been gray, and the whole person was hidden in the shadows, making it impossible to see emotions and expressions.
Thinking of the worry in his heart just now, Gong Yu couldn't help but ask: "Do you have any plans for the future?" He asked very carefully, after all, he could hear from Zhou Sheng's description just now, Zhou Sheng was now in a very excited mood, and he didn't know if his words would make him even more excited and do some radical behavior. Fortunately, Gong Yu's worries are still superfluous.
However, although Zhou Sheng did not show too much excitement, he did not answer Gong Yu's question for a long time, as if he didn't know how to answer at all, or that he never thought that Gong Yu would ask such a question.
After waiting for a while, just when Gong Yu thought that Zhou Sheng would not answer his question, Zhou Sheng opened his mouth faintly, but what he said had nothing to do with Gong Yu's question just now.
"I didn't expect you to ask me that. I thought that no one in this world would care about my whereabouts anymore, and no one would care about my existence. After all, in this world, everyone has their own troubles. Worrying about one's own interests and one's own future, and so on, is enough for a person to care about, and will anyone care about the existence of a person like me? ”
Hearing Zhou Sheng's emotion, I don't know why Gong Yu's heart was sour, and he had a feeling of wanting to cry. To say that the relationship between him and Zhou Sheng is really nothing, in fact, there is very little communication between the two of them. Zhou Sheng said nothing to himself than to others in the private school, but for some reason, Gong Yu could always see in Zhou Sheng, a little bit similar to himself. It's not that I can't say which aspect it is, it's not the way to look at the problem, it's not the reaction to some things, which specific aspect is really impossible to talk about, but Gong Yu did see a familiar feeling in his heart from Zhou.
So Gong Yu was really worried about him just now, and after listening to his words, he didn't care whether what Zhou Sheng said was the truth, but the feeling in his heart was real. Even, Gong Yu thinks that maybe Zhou Sheng's feelings in his heart are much stronger than what he said.
After all, Zhou Sheng is a person who doesn't like speech, and it is very difficult for a person like this to be able to say one-tenth of what he feels in his heart and express it clearly.
And after listening to Zhou Sheng's emotion just now, Gong Yu only felt sadness in his heart. Zhou Sheng never thought that there was still someone in this world who would care about him, care about his whereabouts, and worry about his future. Take a look at the latest chapter of "My AR Goddess Claw Book House" to read it for free for the first time.