After waiting for a while, just when Gong Yu thought that Zhou Sheng would not answer his question, Zhou Sheng opened his mouth faintly, but what he said had nothing to do with Gong Yu's question just now.

"I didn't expect you to ask me that. I thought that no one in this world would care about my whereabouts anymore, and no one would care about my existence. After all, in this world, everyone has their own troubles. Worrying about one's own interests and one's own future, and so on, is enough for a person to care about, and will anyone care about the existence of a person like me? ”

Hearing Zhou Sheng's emotion, I don't know why Gong Yu's heart was sour, and he had a feeling of wanting to cry. To say that the relationship between him and Zhou Sheng is really nothing, in fact, there is very little communication between the two of them. Zhou Sheng said nothing to himself than to others in the private school, but for some reason, Gong Yu could always see in Zhou Sheng, a little bit similar to himself. It's not that I can't say which aspect it is, it's not the way to look at the problem, it's not the reaction to some things, which specific aspect is really impossible to talk about, but Gong Yu did see a familiar feeling in his heart from Zhou.

So Gong Yu was really worried about him just now, and after listening to his words, he didn't care whether what Zhou Sheng said was the truth, but the feeling in his heart was real. Even, Gong Yu thinks that maybe Zhou Sheng's feelings in his heart are much stronger than what he said.

After all, Zhou Sheng is a person who doesn't like speech, and it is very difficult for a person like this to be able to say one-tenth of what he feels in his heart and express it clearly.

And after listening to Zhou Sheng's emotion just now, Gong Yu only felt sadness in his heart. Zhou Sheng never thought that there was still someone in this world who would care about him, care about his whereabouts, and worry about his future.

These are originally everyone's own care for themselves, few outsiders will care about themselves, even their own family members don't care about these, in their opinion, their own alien disappears as soon as possible is the best thing, of course, maybe when working or need to contribute their own efforts, they will first think of such a person, but other times, they would rather not have this person in the family.

Such a clear understanding of the meaning of his existence made Zhou Sheng's heart more calm, and his heart became harder and harder. At first, he would be sad, he would feel sad, he would feel sorry for his situation in this family, but he even wanted to beg for affection, but gradually he knew that these were his extravagant hopes.

Perhaps, these people do regard themselves as homemakers, and maybe they are still a little better than outsiders. But one thing is true, that is, his family does not have the courage to provoke outsiders, but they can bully themselves at will.

These people are called family members who break bones and tendons, but in fact, you are only valuable when you are used. Maybe. In the minds of these people, their own family is not as good as outsiders, after all, outsiders will not, poke their hearts every day, and they will not be an eyesore to turn around in front of their eyes.

Maybe he was born to feel this kind of strong hurt from his family, so that he became more and more silent, whether it was at home or in a private school, he had long closed his heart, unwilling to contact anyone again, even his family treated him like this, so how could he open his heart to other people?

Moreover, what those people said about Zhou Sheng, saying that he was selfish, saying that he was hypocritical, etc., although Zhou Sheng shouted in his heart, struggling and unwilling to admit it, it still had some influence on him, after all, in Zhou Sheng's heart, his family still has a special nature, so what these people said, even if they were born and no longer want to admit it, they were still greatly affected in their hearts.

Such Zhou Sheng, sometimes can't help but wonder if he is wrong, and others are right, he is the most selfish, the most ruthless and hypocritical, maybe others are really as selfless as they say, as they say, fraternity, like they say to take out a heart, wholeheartedly for this family.

But soon, Zhou Sheng will see the disappointment of himself, and all kinds of signs will prove that his original idea is correct, and he really did not admit them. These made Zhou Sheng doubt himself again and again, then be hit, then confirmed, and then be hit even more, in the process of constantly wandering and circulating, and there was no day when he could come out.

Sometimes, Zhou Sheng is always very indignant, but he is really fed up with the faces of other people in the family, but what is the result of his anger, it is nothing more than to let those people add another crime when accusing themselves, that is, they have a bad temper, they are easy to get angry and quarrel with others, which has become their own problems.

It's really funny, Zhou Sheng sometimes thinks about himself, if he can really live with his eyes closed like them, with a heart, facing other people's words, or rather, they do use their sincerity, but that heart can only see themselves, not others' contributions.

What they can see is that they are working hard for this family, and they think so from the bottom of their hearts, rather than looking at things from a third-person perspective like Zhou Sheng saw, and they can see it clearly. Everyone thinks about themselves, and they can't see the efforts of others.

In their hearts, they only picked up one thing from the ground, so it was a very, very hard thing. It must be how careful they must be to see that there is something left on the ground, how carefully they must analyze that this thing needs to be picked up, how hard they must work to bend down to pick it up, how patient they must be to put it back smoothly, this is simply a huge project.

And what do other people do? It's just washing the vegetables, cooking, washing the clothes, sweeping the floor, or the work they should do every day, these are all the same, pieces of cake, these are not worth mentioning.

Only what you do is the most important, only your own contribution is the greatest, others can't see this, then they are all white-eyed wolves, they are all ungrateful, they are all blind, or they are pretending to be blind with their eyes open, they are all unfair to themselves. It's your own dedication that counts. Take a look at the latest chapter of "My AR Goddess Claw Book House" to read it for free for the first time.