"Don't you want to go too, now, you have a wife, I guess your character, forget about the affair!"

"Do you think you're okay?"

"Why not, I'm still planning to go, maybe ......"

"Maybe what's wrong with you, who doesn't know? ”

"Look, look, you know too much, do you think I need to be silenced?"

……

The two of them communicated, and the atmosphere became instantly harmonious, as if it was back to the days when they were not returning to China for a long, long time, when the three of them were still young, and then there was no contradiction, there was nothing bad about it, what I thought about every day was to eat and drink, and then I was entangled in some irrelevant things, or even just wind and snow.

"Well, I didn't ask you, how did you get that problem? How could anyone be allergic to girls from the beginning? Isn't it allergic to girls? It must be a little shy, the sweat glands on your hands or some other way, right?"

Xu Qingming asked Lin Musheng as if he was joking, because after all, he had never asked about other people's privacy issues before, but now that this topic is mentioned, maybe the atmosphere at this time makes him feel very relaxed, and then there is no iceberg with very low air pressure between the two of them, so he may just say it naturally. However, after Xu Qingming asked, he waited for a long time, but he didn't hear Lin Musheng's answer, and then when he turned around to see what Lin Musheng was doing, Xu Qingming suddenly found that Lin Musheng's face was very wrong.

"What's wrong with you, why is your face so ugly all of a sudden?", Xu Qingming put down the wine glass in his hand and turned around, and said to Lin Musheng with great concern.

And Lin Lin Musheng raised his head and looked at Xu Qingming who was anxious, and suddenly for a moment, he was actually moved in his heart, many times like the feelings between men, sometimes don't say it, everyone understands very well, in fact, men are also people, there are some things for others to feel, know your mind, that may be the most important, at this moment Lin Musheng did feel Xu Qingming's care for him, but there were some topics he didn't want to mention, so he could only smile bitterly in his heart, and then showed a smile that might seem to others to be more sad than crying, and then waved his hand at Xu Qingming。

"It's fine, it's just that something suddenly comes to mind. ”

"Is it really okay?", Xu Qingming stared at Lin Musheng in disbelief and said.

"It's really fine, don't worry. ”

"What's on your mind? Is it because I asked you a question?"

Xu Qingming sometimes feels that he may not be as good as Lin Musheng and Xiao Xiche, they are smart, they see problems so thoroughly, and even sometimes people are not so transparent, but he also knows that he is not a fool, he can still understand some things, at least now he knows Lin Musheng's expression of refusal, but at this moment, the two of them can sit down like this, and mention that problem like a joke, Xu Qianming knows that he has a reason and the qualification to know some things.

"Is there any privacy you don't want to mention?"

Xu Qingming said very bluntly, but Lin Musheng was taken aback, it seemed that only Xiao Xiche knew about this problem, and it was very unexpected, and he didn't know what the reason Xu Jinming also knew, but the adult world is like this, even if they have such a long friendship with each other and such a long time of mutual companionship, but some things will be asked very actively if others don't say it, but now Xu Qianming suddenly mentioned it, and when you are strange, you are very entangled, and I don't know how to talk about it, and he never thought about the causes and consequences of this matter, as well as those experiences in the past。

It's not that she's afraid that others will feel pity for her, but she feels that as long as she doesn't feel pitiful, those pasts, those encounters have passed, and he doesn't want to revisit them, and even use these old injuries to cause some unnecessary things.

"I don't have any bad experiences, or memories, and I don't say I don't want to talk about that thing, I just think it may be a personal cleanliness problem, in fact, sometimes I can't figure it out myself, what is the reason? You see I have been in contact with Huahua so much, and there are a lot of physical ones, but there are no allergic problems, but if you are in contact with some other people, some will appear, maybe it is the sweat glands you think, or some other external factors. ”

Obviously, Xu Qingming also heard the perfunctory in Lin Musheng's words, as well as the meaning of changing the topic, although he had already raised this question himself, and he asked this question again, but Lin Musheng said this, so that Xu Qingming would not be able to ask again, so he smiled and said.

"Maybe, maybe you and some women are destined to not stay together in life, but some girls are destined to be together. ”

After this sentence was finished, Xu Qingming was a little surprised, destined to be together, obviously he had already warned Lin Musheng about this topic just now, and now he brought it up again, but he felt how stupid what he just said, so as soon as he finished speaking, he smiled at Lin Musheng very embarrassedly, but Lin Musheng didn't seem to pay attention, and just drank with a wine glass.

"How can there be so many destined, I've been looking for a lifetime in the world, I'm destined, maybe I can't find it, so ah, don't think about what is destined, it's just enough to meet one that can make you settle down. ”

"You can always run into it. ”

"Yes, you must be able to meet that person, you have to cherish it, Ziyu, you have known each other for so many years, at that time in the United States, we also know the things between the two of you, although it is not very clear now, whether she knows that person is you, but now you are married, no matter what she once thought, what kind of person she loved in her heart, but you must know, at least now she is your wife, this is reality, this is a reality that no one can change, you don't have to dwell on everything in the past, think about the present, think about the future, and in the future, your children。 That's it, don't be there all day long, does he love me or not, why did he marry me, will he divorce me, will he suddenly regret it?...... It's useless to think about this, you still have to think seriously about the future of the two of you, this is the most important thing. ”

Lin Musheng patted Xu Qingming's shoulder vigorously as he spoke, expressing his support for him.

In fact, Lin Musheng said this, in fact, the three of them really have their own sorrows and joys, maybe this is the real life, always have to experience all kinds of joys, sorrows and sorrows in life, so that they can really live this life.

"Okay, let's not talk about these bad things, drink well, drink this meal, maybe when we meet again. But when you have a baby, you have to tell me, if you don't tell me, it's too little buddy. ”

"Tell you, why don't you tell you? It's like you're going to go, and when I have a baby, it will probably be a year or two away, and you're not going to come back in a year or two? Wandering around alone all day?"

"It's not like you don't know that I'm a person, especially fond of spending time and drinking, maybe one day you're going to travel around the world and make your home. ”

"I don't believe it, you just go out to play for a while, get past this matter, and then come back well, you should do your job, do your job, oh, by the way, maybe your sister has also been found, and when the time comes, the family will be reunited, maybe you will have to take the child!"

"With children? You joke with me, how can you take children? Just me, children don't take me, I still have children. ”

Xu Qingming made Lin Musheng's words laugh when he arrived, the child took him? How old is the child? How old is he? This person is embarrassed to say it, and the more he says it, the more he doesn't like it!

"You're a ......"

"What's wrong with me? What's wrong with me? What's wrong with me?......"

"Alright, alright, I see, you're nothing. ”

……

These are the two people at this moment, it seems that there is no longer the heavy atmosphere when they first came to the bar, and there is no, the embarrassment of the topic of allergies just now, the two people at this time are really like friends who are about to part, and they can reveal a strong parting with each other, but the two of them are very tough, and they don't say anything, so the two of them sit quietly side by side, cup after glass, drink the wine in their hands.

……

"When you go out, you must take care of yourself and take care of yourself. ”

"Got it, it's not a child. ”

……

The two of them looked at each other and smiled, as if they were about to part.

"Oh, are the two big men like this? It's embarrassing to make it too much, and it's not that we won't see each other again. ”

"Yes, maybe we won't see each other in the future, and I'm not leaving tomorrow morning, and the projects in my hands haven't finished yet, maybe you'll dislike me to death tomorrow." ”

Lin Musheng said to Xu Qingming with a very self-aware smile.

Looking back at each other, the two of them looked at each other, nearly ten years, their entire youth, and then now look back and see, from the beginning to the later things that happened one by one, the two people know in their hearts that each other never says, but there has always been a relationship, and then this time left, in fact, even if they don't say anything to each other or even say something they don't believe, but they also know in each other's hearts that the next time they meet is really not as simple as saying a year or two.