"Don't you think that what Xi Che is doing now is becoming more and more incomprehensible? I don't even understand what his purpose is now, I originally knew the experience between him and Tao Jingjing, and what happened to him, I knew that I needed to do my best to help a good friend of my own solve all these things, so that he could make up for it, but.but.but.but......"

Lin Musheng's words were intermittent for a long time, but after all, he still couldn't express the accurate feelings in his heart, because he knew what he said, maybe Xu Qingming also had an experience, but Xu Qingming was not as sensitive as himself, and what happened in Xiao Xiche's office in the afternoon, Xu Qingming didn't know, and he couldn't understand the feelings between him and those colleagues during the period when he worked in Clark, although the time was very short, but he knew that some feelings could not be measured by the length of time.

"I don't know how to accurately express my feelings at the moment, but Qingming, you must know that I chose to accompany him back and choose to help him, and now I can also choose to leave this place of right and wrong. ”

"I know, you can, you can make a different choice, it's just that I always feel why can't we start from the beginning? Why are you now almost seeing the end of the things you insist on? Why are you leaving like this? This is something I really can't understand, when Senior Xiao told me, I really didn't know what other words I could use to express my feelings except for shock. ”

"It's okay, isn't he still with you here? You help him well, sometimes you are by his side, and the time to really help him do things is actually much longer than mine, and you also know my character, maybe I really said that I want to help him here, and I guess it won't help much, but looking at these bad things, and some things that happen to the people around me, I think I'd better leave as soon as possible, or get out of the current situation, otherwise I'm afraid that in the end we really can't even be friends." ”

"Friends can't do it, how can it be so serious? What happened between you and Senior Xiao? Is it because of Tao Jingjing's matter, in fact, we all know that you like her, but ......"

"I like her, who is she?", Lin Musheng was inexplicable by Xu Qingming's expression.

"Tao Jingjing, Huahua, we all know that anyone with a discerning eye can see it, but you also know the matter between him and Senior Xiao, some things and some feelings are reluctant, you can't abandon the feelings between brothers because of this matter. ”

Xu Qingming's words made Lin Musheng's face more and more ugly.

"That's how you see me in your heart. ”

"No, Mu Sheng, you listen to my explanation, it's just a reason, I'm just guessing a reason, but this is also a fact that cannot be denied. ”

"What is the undeniable fact, I don't know the emotional problems you are talking about, how can you be clear?

"I don't know what you are talking about, who are you, but Xu Qingming, at this moment I still solemnly explain to you Yes, I have a good impression of Tao Jingjing, but it is limited to a good impression, I, Lin Musheng, am a bastard, and I also know that there are some things that cannot be touched, and some things that cannot be done, and ah, I decided to leave this time and tell you very clearly, not because of any feelings, or because Tao Jingjing left and suddenly disappeared, I blame Xiao Xiche for everything, it is not like this, but I think that so far, Xiao Xiche and I have done a lot of things and treated people very inconsistently, and another thing is that Xiao Qingshan's side has already contacted me privately, and he seems to have reached some agreement with the United States, I am afraid that in the end we will have to be on the hostile side, I don't want to face this situation, and you, and Xiao Xiche, I don't want to. ”

"Xiao Qingshan contacted you alone, how is this possible? Moreover, on the US side, don't your head office and seniors have signed long-term agreements? How can it be possible to put these agreements aside and cooperate with Xiao Qingshan alone? This is absolutely impossible. ”

"At first, I thought it was very unlikely, and even when Xiao Qingshan contacted me privately, I thought it was a joke, but Qingming, I received a dispatch mission from the US headquarters, it is not an impossible thing, it is something that has already happened, and Xiao Zixin also contacted me alone this afternoon. ”

"This, this, this ......"

Xu Qingming didn't say a word for a long time, and was shocked by the news he knew.

"Did you tell the seniors, did you solve any problems if you just left?"

"No, I think Xiao Xiche already knew the news, so he didn't do anything to keep him when I left, and I think he probably didn't want to end up on the hostile side of us and make each other embarrassed. ”

"You don't have to do it in your head office, you just resign, and then work in the company on the senior's side, can't you?"

......

At this moment, looking at Xu Qingming's very impatient expression, Lin Musheng found that Xu Qingming also had times when he was not calm, and there were times when he was talking about naïve topics.

"Qingming, don't you think I haven't thought of these methods you said? Do you know that I may take this path you chose?"

In fact, Xu Qingming was also thundered by his own thoughts after speaking, obviously he knew the agreement that Lin Musheng owed, and he knew all the things about Lin Musheng, but at this moment he still said such naïve words.

"Mu Sheng ......"

"Okay, I know, you guess you're too impatient, but a lot of things don't mean that we can solve them if we find a way to solve them, you also know that my agreement, it's purely like a deed of sale, to this day, do you think I can have any other choice, I think before they officially give notice, I can escape from this place, far away, far away, if the final outcome can't be changed, then in the end we can only stand on each other's positions to compete. ”

"Why don't you tell your seniors about your thoughts? she has a way to help you solve them, he and ......."

"No need, my own business, I don't want to trouble anyone, originally this matter is my own business, I just thought that there was another choice before this thing happened, if it really can't change the ending in the end, it is also a matter of God's destiny. ”

Looking at Lin Musheng like this, Xu Qingming really has an idea that God is unfair at this moment, why do the people around him experience so much and encounter so much, why do some people just not get fair treatment.

"What is the origin of that family in New York? Why did you have to sign that agreement like a deed of sale until you are 50 years old, have you sold them all your time until you are 50 years old? Do you have no time of your own, no life of your own?"

Xu Qingming said to Lin Musheng very irritably, but he was not angry but powerless, really powerless, for these friends around him, for them to face everything powerlessly.

Seeing Xu Qingming lose control, Lin Musheng just smiled bitterly, if he had a choice, how could he ever be willing to do such a thing......? At this moment, he remembered Xiao Zixin in the afternoon, and said Xiao Zixin's words by himself. If there is a choice, who doesn't want to live well, and then live happily and happily for the rest of their lives, but God has no room for his own choice, so he throws all the problems behind, and he has to face it and accept all this.

Thinking of this, Lin Mu Musheng gently patted Xu Qingming's shoulder, and then faced the bright life in the bar, and said in a very ethereal voice.

"If I really had a choice, I wouldn't have chosen to live another life, but God never gave me a choice at all, what I could do, what I had to do, was to do my right, and then let myself grow, and then I could protect the people I wanted to protect. ”

"Is there any news from your sister?"

"There is no news at the moment, and I have asked a lot of people to look for it in the past two years since I came back, but I have not found it. I don't know if he's doing well now, or who he meets. In fact, I sometimes think that she has already left that environment, and now I am getting her back, and then let him face everything with me, do you think it is too unfair to her? Maybe he is now married and has children, and has a warm and happy home, I may be an outsider to him. ”

"How can you be an outsider? You are his brother, her own brother, her own brother who gave up everything for her, maybe she is also looking for you, you must not give up. ”

"Don't worry, after looking for so many years, how can there be any giving up and not giving up, as if it is just one thing, every year, every season, every month, every day must be done. ”

......

Xu Qingming looked at Lin Musheng like this, and felt very strange but unfamiliar, it made Xu Qingming feel very uncomfortable, wanting to say something, wanting to do something, but after all, he still didn't do anything, didn't say anything, just patted Lin Musheng's shoulder lightly, expressed his support, and didn't do anything else, didn't say anything, the two of them just sat there quietly, quietly drinking the wine in their hands......

"And where do you want to go in the future?"

"I don't have any ideas yet. ”

"Walk around?"

"Maybe, it seems that I haven't really looked around in the past two or three years since I came back, and I just came back at that time, and I still really have these thoughts. ”

"Didn't you want to go to Lijiang in the first place?"