"Actually, your dad wouldn't be like this when he was young. ”

The time in her eyes seemed to go back to that good time.

"When she was young, she was handsome and talented, although her family was poor, but he worked hard and was very good to me, and at that time, he also had a lot of girls who liked it, and he finally chose to be with me, which can be regarded as my luck. ”

Qingqing's mother paused, her mood was a little low, and continued:

"But women in love are actually very brainless, and they are also irrational, because people in that era were not as free as they are now, and they could get along openly for a period of time, and at that time we got along with each other secretly, and he showed me a good side, I was also young, I had no social experience, and it was normal to believe in him and feel that he was worthy of trust. ”

A hint of sarcasm crossed the corner of Qingqing's mother's mouth when she said this, as if she was laughing at this life, and as if she was laughing at her own stupidity again.

Qingqing listened to his mother's description of his father, and his heart was a little incredible, but he just listened to his mother talk about some of her previous experiences, and did not interrupt her train of thought.

"Later, the more time I spent together, the more dependent I became on him, and I felt that he fulfilled any expectations I had imagined, and although his family was not good, I didn't think it was a bad thing, or even a thing, because my family was not short of money, so I didn't realize how much poverty could affect a person. ”

"Later, our relationship was already inseparable, and finally one time because of our playfulness, I was pregnant, and then I told him, thinking that now my parents would have no excuse or reason to object to me being with him again. So I was very happy to tell Luo Ting the news, and his eyes were full of joy when he looked at me at that time, but when I think about it now, I think his joy may not be because he was going to be a father. ”

Qingqing's mother pulled the blanket on her body, and the two of them chatted so engrossively that they didn't notice that it was already pouring rain outside the window at this time, as if they wanted to wash away the haze of this world.

"Later, I took him to confess this to my parents, my father was furious when he heard it, and felt that I shouldn't hide it from them, in fact, at that time, my father didn't look down on Luo Ting, he just felt that this Luo Ting City Mansion was too deep, and he was afraid that I would be easy to suffer and be bullied if I married him, my father said that Luo Ting was not a frank and unscrupulous person, but at that time, I felt that what my father said was wrong, because in my eyes, he was a man who stood up to the sky. But now that I think about it, my father at that time probably already knew something. ”

"Then, it was very logical, we got married, had children, at that time I thought he was the best man in the world, I think I was so lucky, I should never find a better man than him. I waited for him to go to work at home every day, and he cared for me every day, and I felt that it was worth it to marry such a man. ”

When Qingqing's mother said this, she suddenly sighed, and her hand holding the blanket tightened unconsciously at this time, and said:

"But, but one day, when he came back drunk, he was talking about another woman's name, and his clothes even smelled of perfume, and the first time I opened his things, the most surprising thing to me was that there was a picture of a boy who looked exactly like him in his wallet. ”

When Qingqing heard this, she looked at the numbness and coldness on her mother's face, and the tingling in her heart couldn't help but deepen a little, and she suddenly felt a little nauseous in her stomach, this was the first time she felt physically nauseous because she hated someone.

Qingqing's mother relented and continued: " But after that time, I still pretended not to know, and I didn't ask him about these things, but every time I lay in bed with your father, when I listened to him fall asleep, I would think about what I saw, so I hid from everyone to investigate, entrusted a private detective to follow, investigate, and the final result was that I felt tired and disgusting in my heart, I felt that every day lying next to me was a poisonous snake that was ready to eat me at any time, his blood was cold, his heart was cold, he looked like a person, but in fact he was not a person at all。 ”

When Qingqing's mother said this, she was still calm and calm, and her words were ordinary and plain, but it was precisely this that made Qingqing shocked and distressed by the woman in front of her.

"I'm thinking, are all the simple and happy times we spent before fake, did he lie to me, are they all pretending, why did he lie to me, why did he do this, why can a person be so hypocritical and complicated, I really can't believe that the person who hurt me the most is actually the person I feel closest to the pillow. ”

The rain outside the window was still very fierce, and it seemed that she was feeling sad that she couldn't bear it after listening to the woman's statement.

But the silhouette of the woman looks cold and cold against the backdrop of the light, as if it reflects the emotion of the storyteller.

I thought about it repeatedly, and suddenly at a certain moment, I remembered that my father looked at me with a look, and suddenly understood in my heart, it turned out that my father knew all this, so he was so angry, I regretted it, but at that time I saw you babbling and you still rely on me, even if I regret following such a man, but I don't regret giving birth to you. ”

"And at that time, your father really loved you very much, he thought about you first, and he was never soft and stingy when he spent money on you, and he was also tolerant and tolerant of me. So I have to be shaken in my heart. But the good times didn't last long, because of a failed investment, he wanted me to ask my dad if I could lend him money, I hesitated a little and went anyway, but in the end my dad rejected me. Since that time, Luo Ting has gradually become less attentive to me than before. ”

Qingqing listened a little depressed, and couldn't accept it in her heart, because she couldn't empathize with what it was like to have such a contradictory love-hate experience, so she was a little confused and puzzled, Qingqing thought that her grandfather could accept his daughter's marriage, but he wouldn't lend money to his father, which was a little unreasonable, so he asked, "Why didn't my grandfather lend money to my father?"

Qingqing's mother looked at Qingqing and said, "Actually, I was puzzled at that time, but I really regret that I didn't listen to your grandfather's words earlier." ”