30. Perception
In the noisy bar, Gu Quan leaned on Su Ze's arms, holding the Swarovski necklace in his hand, a small snowflake shiny, which was in line with the winter when he and Gu Quan met, Su Ze took a fancy to this one at a glance in the counter, he felt that Gu Quan was like a snowflake, transparent and pure.
Su Ze chuckled in a low voice: "Do you still like it?"
Gu Quan said softly: "You put it on for me." ”
She turned around, Su Ze reached out and wrapped the necklace around her slender neck, after putting it on, Gu Quan turned around, the snowflakes just fell between her two collarbones, and she was wearing a V-neck sweater when she went out, which was very matching and conspicuous.
But Su Ze followed the dim light, I don't know if it was the reason for the colored light or what, and found that Gu Quan's thin white neck was a little bit red, and her skin was white, so the comparison was a little stark.
Su Ze asked casually: "Is that an allergy in your neck?"
Gu Quan was stunned for a moment, his fingers subconsciously touched it, and then he realized that it should be the kiss mark left by Yuan Ye just now.
Yuan Ye's habit is to always kiss her vigorously, like an animal that wants to leave a symbol of possession, but she usually wears a high-necked sweater, which can be covered and disappears almost overnight, and she doesn't often stay with Yuan Ye, so she doesn't care too much about the kiss marks, but at this moment, Gu Quan is a little flustered.
But Gu Quan looked very calm when he said anything, and he would look at the other party's eyes, even if he felt guilty, he still said lightly: "I went home at night and ate some mangoes, I have some allergies." ”
Su Ze didn't doubt him, and doted on her: "Sister Quan knows allergies, and she is still so greedy?"
Gu Quan shrugged his shoulders, picked up the scarf and wrapped it around, and said, "I won't buy it next time, if I don't buy it, I won't eat it." ”
Su Ze reached out to help her straighten her scarf to make it look a little neater, and said, "You look a little different tonight." ”
He is talking to Gu Quan like warm water now, Gu Quan is a frog in the pot, she likes the warmth he creates, she lowered her head, and always felt that she had just finished meeting Yuan Ye, and she had obviously taken a bath, if there was still any smell left.
I only heard Su Ze stroke her hair: "If you're not in a good mood, I'll send you home first tonight?"
There was a miasma in the bar, maybe Gu Quan didn't like this atmosphere, and besides, Gu Quan just said that she had dealt with things at work, maybe she was really tired, but she was still holding on to see herself.
Gu Quan shook his head, Yuan Ye was still sleeping in her bed when she left, she didn't want to go back to see him, and she didn't want Su Ze to set foot in the community.
So she said, "I don't want to go home, I want to follow you." When she said this, her dark eyes also looked straight at Su Ze, and she didn't react to what it meant for a woman to say this to her boyfriend in the middle of the night.
Although Gu Quan is six years older than Su Ze, because he has no experience in love, he is actually not good at grasping the sense of proportion in romantic relationships, and he is not very familiar with the progress between him and his boyfriend, plus he and Yuan Ye have always been straightforward, so it will seem a little casual.
Su Ze's eyes when he looked at Gu Quan were still clear, but there were some other feelings, he bent down and whispered in Gu Quan's ear, "Sister Quan, I drank wine today." ”
Gu Quan felt it when she kissed, and when she heard Su Ze's words and then thought of what Fang Cai said, it might have been a little misleading, she was a little embarrassed for a while, and said suddenly: "I...... I didn't mean that......"
As if this sentence was not quite right, he explained: "Although I don't mean that now, I actually accept your ......"
It still doesn't seem right.
Su Ze laughed, Gu Quan was in love, the cold in the past was gone, and he was a little overwhelmed when he spoke.
Gu Quan sighed, drank a glass of water, and said, "I think I'd better go home." ”
Let today pass, let the night pass, tomorrow is a new day, and all the bad emotions are thrown away.
Su Ze stood up when she heard this, Gu Quan was about to leave with her bag, and Su Ze called her behind her.
Gu Quan turned his head suspiciously.
The light in the bar is very ambiguous, hitting people will make people look better than in the daytime, Su Ze has a fair and handsome face, smiling, and the dimples are rippling with tenderness, Su Ze stretched out his right hand, handed it to Gu Quan, and said, "Sister Quan, stay with me in the future, you have to get used to holding my hand." ”
Gu Quan felt that someone was setting off fireworks in his heart, bang, bang.
She stretched out her hand and intertwined the ten fingers of Su Ze's hand, clasping them tightly.
"—so that I will always be by your side. ”
Su Ze's hands were very warm, and the thick calluses on his hands were rough to the touch, Gu Quan felt relieved, and she smiled faintly at Su Ze.
A tall and thin man at the bar, looking at the lovers in the corner from kissing to giving gifts, huddled together and talking intimately, and then sweetly holding hands and looking at each other and leaving, his eyes were cold and gloomy.
The man coldly spat out one word: "Get out." ”
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Since that day, Yuan Ye didn't know whether he had figured it out or wanted to save some face for each other, so he didn't appear in front of Gu Quan, and he didn't even send a message on WeChat.
Gu Quan was really happy to go out and shoot a cannon battle.
But she couldn't let go of the photos and videos in Yuan Ye's hand, but she was afraid that if she took the initiative to mention it, Yuan Ye would do something crazy.
A few days after Christmas, it was New Year's Day, Gu Quan and Su Ze discussed where to go to play after Christmas, but Su Ze's one-week sick leave was over, he had to go back to work, and the catering industry could not rest during the holidays, it would only be busier.
Gu Quan lay on the bed with headphones plugged in, listening to Su Ze and said apologetically: "I'm sorry, Sister Quan, but I'll try to find some time to spend with you." ”
Gu Quan wrapped the string of the headset and said, "It's okay, anyway, I'm going to do PPT at home on New Year's Day, and after the holiday, I'm going to Nancheng on a business trip." ”
Su Ze asked, "Okay, then I'll order you Haidilao takeout to be delivered to your house to eat." ”
Gu Quan smiled, she wanted to say that Su Ze came over to eat together, but thinking that Yuan Ye had come to this small apartment and stayed overnight several times, she didn't want Su Ze to come over, and she always felt that there was a strange man's breath still there.
"Are you sure your hands are okay, can they work?"
Su Ze seemed to be walking briskly outside, a little panting, and said: "It's not a big problem, it's just that there are still some scars, but it's no different from before when you put on a shirt, don't worry." ”
Gu Quan: "Well, it seems to be snowing on New Year's Day, remember to wear more clothes when you commute to work, it's very cold." ”
Su Ze finally got home, climbed up to the second floor to open the door, listened to Gu Quan's concern, and said with a smile: "Okay, I know, I'm home." ”
Listening to Su Ze, it seemed that he was going out to get medicine today, and he came back so late, it was almost midnight, Gu Quan also thought about not disturbing him, so he said: "Well, then I'll hang up first, you can rest early." ”
She hung up the voice phone, leaned on the head of the bed and swiped the circle of friends for a while, and saw that Molly had posted a photo of the moon ten minutes ago, and the moon in winter was a little gray, the key was her copywriting: "There is a moon and you are by your side." ”
When Molly first joined the company, she was very keen on adding friends, so Gu Quan could watch her circle of friends, even if it was unpleasant, she didn't delete each other.
Although she flirted with boys everywhere before, she had never posted such a vague circle of friends revealing her emotional line.
Gu Quan gave a very sullen thumbs up, thinking to himself, is Molly going to have a real boyfriend?
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On the high-speed train to Nancheng on a business trip, Gu Quan was next to intern Gong Sheng, who was about to turn regular, but it was the first time to follow Gu Quan to meet customers, so he was a little nervous, and his face was red.
Gu Quan didn't rest well, he ate hot pot the day before, and his stomach was not very comfortable, as if he was getting older, and it would take a day or two to recover after eating a hot pot barbecue.
The scene outside the window quickly passed, Gu Quan leaned back in his chair, thinking that the new year was coming, and he declared that he was twenty-eight or twenty-nine? If he was twenty-nine years old, he would definitely be twenty-nine, but in fact, his twenty-ninth birthday had not yet arrived, so he could barely be called twenty-eight, right?
However, on the side of her parents and relatives, she has automatically called her "an old girl who has not yet been married at the age of thirty", she remembers that when she returned to her hometown during the Chinese New Year last year, there were young couples of the same generation who brought their children to their parents to pay New Year's greetings, and the three of them just went out after leaving, Gu's mother found that it was raining, and asked Gu Quan to go out to send an umbrella, Gu Quan heard the woman's shrill voice, and said to the daughter in his arms: " We have to study hard in the future, but we also have to pay more attention to good boys at school, don't be like your Aunt Gu Quan, just studying, I haven't talked about a partner in my thirties, an old virgin ......"
Her husband frowned, "Hey, don't talk to children like that. ”
The woman laughed and said, "Children can't remember it when they hear it." ”
So Gu Quan went home with a cold face and didn't go to deliver the umbrella.
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Gu Quan took a breath and spit out heavily, working alone in the city, every time she thought of things in her hometown, she felt a sense of suffocation, she flipped out the calendar, and looked at when the Chinese New Year was this year, but it was still early, and the New Year was only in mid-February.
This year, when relatives from all walks of life were having dinner together, when the aunt said again the sentence that had been said for six or seven years, "I wish you to find Prince Charming as soon as possible", Gu Quan was thinking, should I say that I already have a boyfriend?
The high-speed train lasted four hours, and finally arrived in Nancheng, Gu Quan and Gong Sheng got off the station, Nancheng was a little hot, fortunately, Gu Quan specially wore less cold when he went out in Haicheng, only wore a white shirt inside, and pinned a brooch if he was too plain, she brushed her hair and went directly to the subway station, "This address is not very far, just take the subway." ”
Gong Sheng asked: "Will the company reimburse me if I take a taxi?"
Gu Quan said: "Don't report it." ”
Gong Sheng was a little surprised, and asked dissatisfiedly, "Why?"
Gu Quan smiled faintly and walked towards the subway station with steps: "Because it means that both buses and subways can be reached, there is no need to take a taxi." ”
Gong Sheng was speechless and talked about the company's badness.
After reading it, she was going to sit for a few stops, and as soon as she raised her eyes, she was in a trance, as if she saw Yuan Ye crossing the road with a backpack on one shoulder and an indifferent face, and went straight to the high-speed rail station.
Because it was the peak of the return trip after New Year's Day, there were a lot of people, so Gu Quan looked carefully, but he couldn't see the familiar figure, and laughed at himself, maybe he was wrong.
Why can I hallucinate and see him? After a quick glance, Yuan Ye in the hallucination lowered his head, and the whole person was not in a high mood, or the whole person was indifferent.
Gu Quan clicked on the double-open WeChat software, and she didn't add a few people to her account, they were all people who were added to the online appointment app before, but there was only one Yuan Ye left who was often contacted.
Sitting on the subway, there was no seat, Gu Quan leaned aside, looked at Yuan Ye's WeChat account in the trumpet, clicked in, and saw that Yuan Ye had changed his avatar and replaced it with a picture of an astronaut standing on a barren planet.
Gu Quan thought to himself, hey, he also walked into the lonely wind of literature and art.
As soon as she withdrew, as if she had a heart, Yuan Ye sent a screenshot.
Pressing his finger on the keyboard, the person on the opposite side can see a prompt of "The other party is typing...", maybe Yuan Ye also opened Gu Quan's dialog box, so he took a screenshot and asked, "What do you want to say?"
Yuan Ye kept looking at the portrait with the middle finger, which was Gu Quan's trumpet, thinking that Gu Quan couldn't help it and was going to talk to him first.
All along, it was Yuan Ye who looked for her first, and Gu Quan responded to him passively.
When he saw that "the other party is typing...", he was still a little relieved, but in the end, Gu Quan still didn't send anything, no way, he was still the one who took the initiative to speak.
Gu Quan couldn't turn a blind eye this time, and was about to explain that he was bored for a while, Yuan Ye then sent another picture, Gu Quan clicked on it and saw that it was the back of her and Gong Sheng walking side by side towards the subway station, she was still wearing the haze blue coat, wearing a black tight skirt underneath, a pair of high-heeled leather boots, the whole person was tall and thin, and Gong Sheng on the side, thin and tall, was carrying a computer bag, and was smiling and saying something to Gu Quan.
Gu Quan sighed, Yuan Ye always acted like he was caught/raped.
Sure enough, Yuan Ye sent a sentence: "This year, it's not good, your vision is getting worse and worse." ”
Gu Quan replied: "It's the intern in my group." ”
Yuan Ye had already entered the station, standing on the outside of the tracks, waiting for the train, he laughed, he knew that Gu Quan was in love with that man named Su Ze, of course he knew that this boy was not the object, just a joke.
Yuan Ye said, "The day before yesterday, on New Year's Day, you didn't even send me a polite blessing. ”
Gu Quan: "You didn't send it to me either." ”
Yuan Ye: "Are you angry that I won't send it to you, so you didn't send it to me?" If that's the case, Yuan Ye thinks it's acceptable.
Gu Quan rolled her eyes, and Yun Hui from the business end of the tuba asked her where she was, and there was still an hour before the meeting began.
Gu Quan ignored Yuan Ye and chatted with Yun Hui for a few words.
Yuan Ye was accustomed to Gu Quan's attitude of always ignoring him, and the roots of his teeth were a little itchy, thinking that when he saw her back, he should have scooped her over and slapped her twice, and asked her why she always ignored herself like this.
The high-speed train entered the station, Yuan Ye found his window seat, and sent a message to Gu Quan, not a teasing, but very serious and serious-
"Gu Quan, I'm actually very curious, why I can feel your presence in Nancheng, and I can see you in the crowd at a glance. ”
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Gu Quan went to the customer company, and when he returned to the hotel after the meeting, he saw this sentence from Yuan Ye, and his heart was a little strange.
She originally thought that seeing Yuan Ye this morning was a mistake and an illusion, but she didn't expect that he was indeed in Nancheng, if Yuan Ye said this, in fact, Gu Quan also noticed him at a glance in the crowd.
It's the same frequency that is really unpleasant.
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Nancheng was very damp and stuffy, Gu Quan stayed for two days before finally returning to Haicheng, and as soon as he got off the high-speed train, he received a call from Su Ze, saying that he was waiting for her at the exit of the station.
Gong Sheng had already taken a taxi to leave first, Gu Quan walked out of the station with a computer bag, and saw Su Ze who stood out like a flock at a glance, he was tall and white-skinned, and he was holding a balloon in his hand, which was very conspicuous, Gu Quan saw a cute Pikachu floating up and down next to his energetic face, and he couldn't hold back his smile for a while.
It's so cute.
He saw at a glance that Gu Quan was dressed thinly, stepped forward and took off the brown plaid scarf, and wrapped it around Gu Quan, Gu Quan only felt that he was instantly surrounded by a warm feeling, looked up at him and said, "How long have you waited?"
Su Ze took her somewhat heavy computer bag in one hand, "It didn't take long." ”
He handed her the Pikachu balloon he was holding in his left hand and said, "I saw it on the way here, so I want to buy you one, does Pikachu like it?"
Gu Quan patted the red dots on Pikachu's cheeks, no one had ever given her such a small thing, although it was not valuable, but there was a feeling of being cared for as a little girl's pet.
At the age of twenty-eight, I experienced this feeling, and the joy was doubled.
"Loved it very much. ”
The two of them took the subway back to the city center, there were a lot of people, Gu Quan shrank in the corner of the carriage, Su Ze saw that she had no one to rely on, put his hand next to her head, and said, "Sister Quan, just drag my clothes." ”
As soon as Gu Quan raised his head, he could meet Su Ze's delicate and good-looking face, breathing slowly, Gu Quan stretched out his hand and grabbed Su Ze's coat, only to feel that his heart had also settled.
Su Ze asked her in a low voice, "What do you want to eat at night?"
Gu Quan thought about it, because of the hot pot two days ago, he just wanted to eat some soup and water in his stomach, so he said: "Just look for a store, I want to eat casserole." ”
Last time, I wanted to take her to eat good, Gu Quan wanted to eat Lanzhou ramen, this time I thought that she would be tired when she came back from a business trip, so she took her to eat a good meal, but she only wanted to eat a casserole of twenty per capita.
Su Ze squinted and smiled, looked at Gu Quan's cold face, only felt sour and sweet in his heart, and said, "Sister Quan, you are so good to serve, I don't even know how to be your boyfriend." ”
Gu Quan raised his eyes and raised his eyebrows, "What?
Su Ze said, "No, I just think you don't have any requirements, anyone can be your boyfriend, I have a sense of crisis for a while." ”
Gu Quan understood for a moment and said with a smile: "Oh-you mean, I need to be a little hypocritical?"
Su Ze was stunned and shook his head again, "I think that if you can be raised by me to be hypocritical, then I have succeeded." ”
Gu Quan actually didn't quite understand.
But Su Ze understands, he has been in love, and he knows that if girls start to learn to behave in front of their boyfriends, be coquettish, and be unreasonable after dating...... That's all about trusting him and relying on him.
Obviously, Gu Quan is not at the moment.