31. Communication
In winter, after drinking the casserole, you will sweat slightly, and you won't feel cold when you walk in the cold wind.
Walking in a park passing by, there were residents of the nearby community who came to walk and exercise at night, walking along the lake in the park, the floor lamps in the park were too dim, Gu Quan couldn't see Su Ze's expression clearly, he could only see the three-dimensional outline, but he could feel that he was a little depressed.
It was evident from the time of eating.
Gu Quan's balloon was actually stopped when he got on the subway, and he was not allowed to bring it in, there were a lot of people during the rush hour, and Gu Quan didn't want to block everyone's way, so he released it with gas, folded it up and stuffed it into his bag.
It's just a trivial matter, but some of the people waiting in line to go through the security check in the back were impatient and said, "What kind of subway is so romantic, driving." ”
Su Ze doesn't have a car, he even buys a mobile phone for more than a thousand, as long as he can use it.
Gu Quan thought that Su Ze didn't go to his heart, but when he was eating the casserole, Gu Quan said that he wanted to pay, but he was stopped by Su Ze, his tone was very tough, "I will pay for the dinner in the future, Sister Quan, I am your boyfriend." ”
Gu Quan smiled gently, "Okay, you buy it, you buy it." ”
......
Gu Quan said: "I happen to have a pump at home, and when I turn around, I fill Pikachu with air and hang it at the head of my bed." ”
She said this to make him not care about the past.
Su Ze took her hand, Gu Quan's palm was very small, and his hand felt soft, unlike other little girls' hands that were slender and good-looking, Su Ze recently found that Gu Quan was the type who was thin and undressed and fleshy, and his simple skeleton was small and slim.
He said softly, "Be careful when you fall asleep and the balloon bursts, don't be scared." ”
Gu Quan: "Then blame you, you have to compensate me for mental damages." ”
Su Ze: "How to compensate? Is it okay to compensate with your body?"
Gu Quan patted him, "I can't see it, Brother Su Ze, he can say such things."
Su Ze turned his face to look at her: "Boyfriends talk to their girlfriends like this." ”
Gu Quan stopped, raised his head and said, "Then tell me again, what else will your boyfriend say in front of your girlfriend?"
Su Ze suddenly chuckled, Gu Quan felt for the first time that his laughter could be linked to sexiness, probably because she always felt that he was young, so he could only be said to be boyish, not mature and sexy.
But at this time, by the lake in the grove, Gu Quan's back was against the railing, watching Su Ze take two small steps closer to him, lowered his eyes to look at her, and said, "I will say, I like you, I miss you-"
"—I want to kiss you now. ”
His eyes were bright, and he was particularly affectionate in the dim light, Gu Quan bit his lip, smiled shyly, and said, "How should that girlfriend respond? I want to kiss you too?"
Su Ze chuckled, wrapped his powerful forearm around Gu Quan's waist, leaned over and kissed her.
Gu Quan's instantaneous reaction was to hug him in the same way, because Su Ze's breathing was very enthusiastic this time, so Gu Quan subconsciously wanted to respond to him, when she kissed Su Ze skillfully, Su Ze suddenly stopped, his lips and teeth were still lingering, but he heard him jokingly say: "Sister Quan has no teacher." ”
Gu Quan opened his eyes, and his eyes were clear.
She didn't say anything, she felt that once she opened her mouth to explain something, it was like trying to cover it up.
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It's just that I remembered Yuan Ye in my mind, when I was so close to Yuan Ye, Yuan Ye must have laughed at her jokingly, the last time he was in peace with her, Yuan Ye kissed her and said casually: "Sister, kissing skills have improved." ”
Then Yuan Ye would press her head, lift her chin with the other hand, and hook her palate with a somewhat cold tongue.
......
The cold wind blew, Gu Quan shivered, and the sound of someone gradually approaching the conversation on the path outside the woods, Su Ze let go of the hand holding Gu Quan, looked at Gu Quan with his head down and felt a little uncomfortable, and said with a smile: "Shy?"
Gu Quan said: "...... A little unaccustomed. This is ambiguous, but it is not a lie.
Su Ze thought that her unaccustomed was that she had never kissed deeply, so she smiled deeper, took Gu Quan's hand, warmed her somewhat cold fingertips, and said, "I will get used to it in the future." ”
Gu Quan was a little dazed, changed the topic and said, "Why do you feel that the wind has become stronger?"
Su Ze held Gu Quan's computer bag in his left hand, "It seems to be." ”
At more than seven o'clock in the evening, the wind increased, and it hurt a little on the face, Su Ze pulled Gu Quan to the avenue and walked towards the exit of the park, Su Ze said: "Actually, today, I have something I want to tell you, but as soon as I see you, I only think about other things, and forget about this stubble." ”
Gu Quan: "What's the matter?"
Su Zelang said: "I plan to resign from Haidilao." ”
Gu Quan was very surprised: "Why did you suddenly decide like this?" She thought that Su Ze was indeed very tired from working a double job for almost two months recently, and asked again, "Too tired, right?" ”
Su Ze said: "No, I plan to shoot short videos by myself in addition to shooting commercials, thinking of making an account." ”
Gu Quan understood what he meant, in today's short video era, if you can really make an account, it can even be called a personal symbol, and the realization brought by traffic is very considerable.
Gu Quan himself has been operating for many years, and some detailed questions quickly arose in his mind: "Have you considered what form of it? What kind of audience do you target? The selected traffic platform, scripts, storyboards, etc., should also be considered......
Walking out of the park, the light of the street lamp at the door was brighter, and Su Ze found that Gu Quan was very excited at the moment, and his eyes were full of light.
Su Ze nodded, "I've thought about it, I wrote a planning plan, I'll send it back to you, you can help me take a look." ”
Gu Quan walked slowly and said, "Okay, I've been working for many years, and sometimes I will talk with my colleagues at dinner, where to go after the age of thirty, like we do, if you can't do management, you will be eliminated when you get older......"
It was the first time she told Su Ze about her worries, Su Ze felt a little surprised in her heart, sometimes in the studio, she would hear the choreographer complaining about some pressure from leading customers, but Su Ze and Gu Quan were often together, and they had never heard Gu Quan complain, and the Gu Quan he knew had always been very calm and calm, as if nothing could crush her.
She frowned slightly at the moment, and talked about women's job search in the workplace: "...... I guess I'll quit my job after a year, but it's also dangerous, I want to take a break for a month or two, but after quitting naked, and then looking for a job, I will definitely be asked about my relationship and plans to get married. ”
Su Ze comforted her: "Sister Quan is so good, you don't need to look for a job, there will be headhunters who take the initiative to contact you." ”
Gu Quan listened to this, but he was not comforted, as if he was answering as she expected.
She rarely talks about her troubles with others, and says that the reason for the pressure is that when she does not experience the state of the person, she will not have any empathy, and any relief and enlightenment will be in vain.
If you continue to talk like this, the more you chat, the more anxious you become, so Gu Quan didn't talk about himself, and only asked him, "Have you ever thought about the cost of starting a business for the short video account you want to make?"
Let's call it entrepreneurship, Su Ze has freed up time, but what about the purchase of cameras, venues, and actors?
Su Ze was not worried, but said, "In terms of money, I can still afford this level of shooting." ”
Gu Quan nodded, thinking of something, but he didn't continue to talk more.
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Su Ze sent Gu Quan to the door of her community, the two of them stood in the place with the light on their backs, Su Ze hugged her and said gently: "I found a job as an actor in another family this weekend, I guess I don't have time to accompany you, if you want me, you can send me a message, I will reply when I see it." ”
Gu Quan nodded, her height was only up to Su Ze's chest, and she saw that the corners of Su Ze's coat were a little pilling, and she wanted to go back and pick out a set of clothes for Su Ze on the Internet.
After watching Su Ze leave, Gu Quan went to the shops near the community and bought some vegetables to cook at home on the weekend, and unexpectedly saw Yuan Ye across the street.
Gu Quan only felt frightened, Yuan Ye must be looking for himself here, if he bumped into Su Ze at the gate of the community, it would be a disaster.
Yuan Ye is still so tall and eye-catching, wearing his usual cold temperament, black short cotton clothes and gray cargo pants, a pair of black Martin boots on his feet, and his side face is extremely three-dimensional and deep when he looks at it from a distance.
He stood in a fruit shop with his hands on his chest and waited for the waiter to peel jackfruit, packed two large boxes and weighed a whole durian, but after weighing, he talked to the waiter about his body, picked up his mobile phone and nodded a few times.
So a WeChat prompt sounded in Gu Quan's pocket, and Yuan Ye sent a sentence, "Do you like to eat durian?"
Gu Quan replied: "I like it." ”
After Yuan Ye saw the reply, he asked the waiter to pack the durian, and the whole durian was packed in a cardboard box, and then tied a rope, Yuan Ye carried two more bags of fruit, and Gu Quan looked at it as apples and oranges.
He walked out of the fruit shop and happened to look at Gu Quan, who was carrying a handful of vegetables.
The two were across a sidewalk, looking at each other without smiling.
If you exclude the passing in Southtown, the last time we met was on the night of Christmas, which was not very pleasant for both parties.
Yuan Ye's long and narrow eyes still showed coldness, but he still walked towards Gu Quan and said, "Just came back from a business trip?"
She carried a computer bag in her hand and a small backpack on her back, which contained portable cosmetics and replacements for business trips.
Gu Quan's expression was faint, the two walked into the community side by side, Yuan Ye's attitude was much colder than before, Gu Quan felt that the atmosphere between the two people was as rusty as when they met for the first time.
It's just that the fruit that Yuan Ye is carrying in his hand is more abrupt, standing in the elevator, the small square space is full of the strange smell of durian, Gu Quan couldn't help but open his mouth, "If you buy fruit at the gate of this community, it is equivalent to being slaughtered." ”
Yuan Ye squinted at her, Gu Quan's apartment had a low floor, and the elevator opened quickly, Gu Quan walked in front to open the door, and continued: "The price is several yuan more expensive than that of the supermarket." ”
Yuan Ye stood behind her and let out a faint "oh".
When I entered the apartment, I was a little dry and a little stuffy, and the doors and windows were locked before the business trip, and I didn't ventilate for a long time.
Gu Quan opened the door of the balcony, and Yuan Ye casually put all the fruits on the coffee table.
Gu Quan walked directly into the bedroom, locked the door, changed into comfortable rabbit cotton pajamas, removed his makeup, and walked out to the kitchen to boil water, Yuan Ye sat on the sofa with his hands on his chest, he was wearing a black baseball cap with a low brim, a pair of eyes hidden in the dark, unwavering, and said: "Gu Quan, they are all women with men, can you prepare two sets of sexy pajamas." ”
Her little bear, rabbit, and pajamas are too cartoonish and childish to wear, and Yuan Ye doesn't like cute ones.
Gu Quan leaned against the edge of the kitchen table and waited for the water to boil, the apartment was too small, and he could hear clearly where he stood and spoke.
She stared at Yuan Ye and said lightly: "Anyway, it's all going to be taken off, what to wear is so heavy." ”
Yuan Ye laughed: "Are you hinting at me that I want to take it off tonight?"
Gu Quan: "Didn't you come to me just for that kind of business?"
Come and do it once, and never get tired of it.
Yuan Ye snorted coldly, and his thin lips opened lightly: "I don't think much about it tonight." ”
Gu Quan breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, but he didn't show it, worrying that it would stimulate the psychopathic Yuan Ye again.
She had just come back from a business trip, and she had another date in the evening, she was really tired, the water was boiling, she poured a cup, and took out a disposable cup and poured a cup for Yuan Ye, which was very polite.
She sat on a chair and asked Yuan Ye, "Then what do you want to do today?"
Yuan Ye took out a USB flash drive from his pocket, threw it to Gu Quan, and said calmly, "There are a total of five videos and twenty photos, I put them in five USB flash drives, one video and four photos in one, you listen to me five more times, and we will end it." ”
Gu Quan held the USB flash drive, and for a while he felt that it was an auditory hallucination, and it was a little incredible.
She asked calmly, "Are you sure that the five USB flash drives are all originals?"
Yuan Ye said: "It's all going to be over, what am I still doing with your things?"
Oh, maybe Gu Quan thought he would use it, but he Yuan Ye was not at the point of watching the video to solve it, and laughed at her, "I'm not you, only me." ”
Gu Quan ignored his ridicule and realized that what Yuan Ye said was "You listen to me five more times", instead of doing it five more times, this difference is still quite big.
Gu Quan had a bad premonition, Yuan Ye suddenly said that this inexplicable relationship was coming to an end, but it was so calm, Gu Quan suddenly thought of that sentence - the tranquility before the storm.
She held the USB flash drive in her hand and asked, "The first USB flash drive you gave me was to ask me to listen to you?"
Yuan Ye leaned lazily on the sofa, looking at her as if he was looking at an object, and said casually: "Your name before college is Gu Anquan?"
Gu Quan's body was a little stiff, his face was not good, and he said, "You check me?"
Yuan Ye let out an almost inaudible "um", and asked again, "Why did you change your name?"
Gu Quan said: "'An' is the word of our hometown Gu surname to my generation, plus the spring character at the back is called Anquan, Gu Anquan is not good, after the college entrance examination, I went to the police station to remove the word An, it's as simple as that." ”
Yuan Ye listened, knowing that Gu Quan still didn't have a few words of truth about him.
"Isn't it because your high and middle school nicknames are called condoms?"
Gu Quan's face at the moment was really ugly, this was the word that had the deepest and worst impact on her in the entire girlhood, and she didn't expect Yuan Ye to be able to check it so carefully.
The name Gu Anquan, when she was studying, everyone called her "Anquan", the world of children is relatively boring, and a little homophony will make jokes, saying that "Anquan" equals "safety", those with poor grades and low quality in the junior high school class said that this is what her parents expect from her, and they must remind her not to forget the safety measures, so they gave her a nickname called Condom, even if she was promoted to high school, some junior high school classmates would joke like this when they saw her.
In this way, she accompanied her for six years, and after the college entrance examination was over, she resolutely took her ID card and household registration book to change her name, and her parents were so angry that she scolded her at home, saying that she had no ancestral rules in her eyes.
Gu Quan's voice cooled, "You know everything, and you still ask me what to do?"
Yuan Ye asked again, "I just want you to understand, I know everything about you, don't hide it from me." He pointed out, "Including the people around you, if I want to find out, I can find out anything unseemly." ”
Gu Quan seemed to hear the sound of his heartbeat accelerating abnormally due to tension.
"What do you mean?"
Yuan Ye: "What do you mean by me?"
Gu Quan: "Of course I don't know what you mean, you'd better make it clear, I'm old, and my brain can't keep up with you young people." ”
She is a character who does not give up when she doesn't see the Yellow River, even if she guesses that Yuan Ye has found out about her falling in love, she still won't let go easily.
Yuan Ye thought it was funny, but this was indeed Gu Quan, such a stubborn and stubborn personality - somewhat similar to himself.
So Yuan Ye simply and directly broke it, "The first USB flash drive I gave you was to let you tell me, why do you like Su Ze, what do you like him?"
Suze.
He even knew his name.
Gu Quan had a kind of steadfastness when the dust had settled.
Instead, she laughed, held up the USB flash drive, and asked, "I doubt now, are you cheating on me?" Whether there is an original copy in the USB flash drive, she hasn't had time to verify.
She stood up, returned to the bedroom, turned on the computer and plugged in the USB flash drive, opened the file inside, and sure enough, she saw a video file and four photos, her fingers trembled a little, and after pressing mute, she opened the video file and tuned to the small window, which was really the picture in her memory.
Even if I knew that he had taken a picture before, but when I really saw it with my own eyes, there was an uncontrollable itch in my throat and my eyes were a little sour.
Yuan Ye was standing behind her at the moment, saw the picture being played by the computer, a smile on the corner of his lips, his dark eyes were cold and ruthless, he stepped forward and hugged Gu Quan from behind, his strength was very strong, his lips were close to Gu Quan's ear, and he whispered: "Look, how beautiful and sexy I photographed you." ”
Gu Quan forced back the tears that were about to flow, only to feel that her mouth was salty, and she said, "You have been filming since the second time we dated." ”
The hotel in the video is clearly the second place to go, and she also wore a claw button coat that day.
Yuan Ye said "um", "Don't worry, the video is not spread - are you telling me now, what do you like about Su Ze, or will you wait a while?"
His hand had already moved along the corner of Gu Quan's pajamas.
"Didn't you say you didn't think much about it today?"
Gu Quan didn't resist, let him fiddle, she was mentally and physically powerless at the moment.
Yuan Ye kissed the back of her neck and kissed the Swarovski necklace she was wearing, he knew that it was given by Su Ze, the necklace was thin, with Gu Quan's body temperature.
Gu Quan turned around and looked at Yuan Ye's wild and cold face with a pair of gloomy eyes.
I just heard Yuan Ye say slowly, "Gu Quan, I really want to have a good chat with you, but you don't have a few honest words to me, it seems that you prefer other ways." ”