Chapter 246: Another Me

It turned out to be woken up.

While He Yuan breathed a sigh of relief, he faintly felt a trace of loss in his heart.

In fact, sometimes, He Yuan also hates his own character, he always feels that his personality is very hypocritical, and when he encounters something, he is shocked, and he does not have the calmness that a successful person should have.

However, after coming into contact with more people, He Yuan found that those "successful people" in the eyes of others are actually not as tall as they are portrayed on the outside. They can also be sad, they will be irritable, they will suffer from gains and losses, and they will be depressed.

He Yuan has seen those corporate executives with a net worth of tens of millions of dollars drinking silently in a bar alone, and then playing drunk on the street, talking nonsense in their mouths.

So everyone is an ordinary person.

They are just enough to hide themselves and always show a perfect appearance in front of outsiders.

When he knew this, He Yuan was a little disillusioned, after all, he had been fantasizing about being able to become such a perfect person one day for a long time.

"Oh, excuse me, you go back to sleep. He Yuandao.

When He Yuan sent a message, he didn't expect others to reply.

Now that he knows his news, he has disturbed others to rest, and the shame that has not completely disappeared made He Yuan type such a sentence.

"It's nothing, I woke up, and I couldn't sleep anymore. "There was such a message from the other side.

I don't know why, when I saw this line of text, the figure of that person appeared in He Yuan's mind.

She was lying on the bed, wearing delicate pajamas, her beautiful figure was unobstructed, and the whole person was lazy, exuding a lazy atmosphere all over her body.

He Yuan's heart fluttered, and after hesitating for a while, he did not continue to persuade.

After all, this kind of thing, persuading once is polite, persuading many times, that is hypocrisy.

"What's wrong, I feel you...... I don't seem to be very happy. ”

seemed to feel He Yuan's hesitation, and sent another line of text over there.

I don't know why, when he saw this news, He Yuan's nose turned red and he almost burst into tears.

After reacting, He Yuan hurriedly wiped his eyes, and there were no tears.

He Yuan was a little self-deprecating, he was a big man, he had experienced all the ups and downs, but now he was so easy to shed tears, and he really went back the longer he went.

"Well, it's not in a good mood. He Yuan replied.

"What's wrong, what's going on. ”

"No, I suddenly felt a little uncomfortable......"

After typing this paragraph, He Yuan hesitated for a moment, and then continued: "You say, what kind of person am I?"

"Why do you suddenly ask such a question. ”

"I just wondered. ”

“......”

There was silence for a while.

He Yuan noticed that the nickname above WeChat showed "...... typing", and after a while, it disappeared again.

After waiting for a while, about a few minutes, the message from the other party came.

"You...... Didn't you remember something. ”

Remembered something?

For a moment, He Yuan was in a bit of a trance in front of him.

He was silent for a while before he sent a sentence: "Is it that you won't tell me because I didn't remember it?"

He was met with a long silence.

It took a long time before he replied, "Hmm." ”

He Yuan put down his phone, and an emptiness suddenly rose in his heart.

To use an analogy, it's like doing winter vacation homework as a child.

When you work very hard and finish your homework very seriously, hoping that the teacher will correct you, praise you, and verify your learning results, the teacher will put the homework aside, and then, there will be no more.

He Yuan feels like this now.

For a moment, He Yuan suddenly felt that everything was boring, as if what he had done before was meaningless.

"You don't have to think too much, just let it be. "The news from there came again.

He Yuan didn't want to reply anymore.

He got the answer he wanted.

Although this answer is a little cruel to him.

"I ...... How far is it from him?"

After thinking about it, He Yuan still felt a little unwilling, typed this sentence, and clicked to send it.

In the midst of anxiety, a message came from there: "It's late, go to sleep." ”

After receiving this reply, He Yuan put down his phone.

Is there any comparison between a person who gives millions of dollars and tens of millions of real estate at will, surrounded by beautiful women and boundless scenery, and a loser who has worked hard for five or six years and only has a deposit of 200,000 yuan and has nothing around him?

Some things are clearly there, but some people have to hit their heads and break the blood flow before they learn to accept reality.

But.

It's true.

I'm so unwilling.

Obviously they are all under the same conditions, why, why can he be better than himself?

He Yuan lay on the bed, staring at the ceiling, his mind rolling like a river.

Unconsciously, He Yuan lay in bed all night.

When the light outside the house began to brighten, He Yuan realized that it was already dawn.

He Yuan got up from the bed, walked to the window, and opened the curtains.

Outside, the sky was already dark, and there was the sound of sweeping the floor, the sound of cars, and the sound of passers-by buying breakfast on the street.

He Yuan didn't sleep all night, He Yuan didn't feel too sleepy, but his brain was a little dizzy.

He went to the bathroom to wash his face, counted the time, and went to the hotel restaurant for breakfast.

If it were to be placed in the past, He Yuan would not go to the hotel for breakfast alone.

However, after a night of thinking, He Yuan felt that he should change.

It's not like it used to be, it's fitness, improving mentality and so on.

It was the change He Yuan wanted to make most in his heart before he got a million dollars.

There is a yard, a few pets, and some flowers and plants, which He Yuan has already moved.

Playing ball, drag racing, and soaking women, these are things that He Yuan has never done.

He once thought that after he had money, he would have to live a completely different life.

But after really getting the money, He Yuan hesitated, and finally stayed in his comfort zone.

In fact, He Yuan is also the same as ordinary people.

He also has his comfort zone and doesn't like to step out of his comfort zone.

It's just that the vast majority of people, under normal circumstances, have a hard time realizing where their comfort zone is.

Only after experiencing some changes can we find the problem by re-examining ourselves.

This is also why, it often appears that after the protagonist's parents die or are betrayed by his girlfriend, he will undergo a transformation, so as to reform and reach the peak of life.

Without being stimulated, ordinary people who want to get out of their comfort zone need great wisdom and perseverance.

That is, the legendary see through the red dust, everyone is drunk and I wake up alone.

Obviously, He Yuan has not yet sublimated to this extent.

He just felt that he should make some changes to his current self.

After eating breakfast, He Yuan went to the hotel to check out, and then used his mobile phone to search for the nightclub yesterday, looked at the distance, not far, so he chose to walk over.

Along the way, He Yuan saw those brightly dressed urban white-collar workers, hurrying on the streets, holding bags in their hands or twisting breakfast, holding their mobile phones to check the time while walking.

From time to time, there are voices such as "hurry up, it's almost late", ", it's over, I forgot to bring my card", "I've arrived at the area, hurry up and punch in, what? Positioning is inaccurate? Lie in a groove!" and other voices.

Looking at the nearby office buildings, even through the glass door, He Yuan could see the men and women at the elevator door, anxiously waiting for the elevator.

Back then, when He Yuan went to work, he basically punched in with his fingerprint or work card. Every time He Yuan arrives at the company in advance, because there are too many people in the office building, when he often goes in the morning, the downstairs is an urban white-collar worker waiting for the elevator, and he basically does not go to the elevator, often has to make two trips, or even three trips, so that He Yuan goes out half an hour early, and he may not be reimbursed, usually he has to go out fifty minutes in advance, and after arriving at the company, he can ensure that he can punch in smoothly.

But in that case, He Yuan was basically the first batch to arrive at the company.

So the earliest to go and the latest to go is a portrayal of He Yuan's real life at that time.

Recalling his hardships at that time, He Yuan looked at the group of white-collar workers waiting for the elevator and shook his head.

I wish you all success today.

Amen.

He Yuan followed the navigation and found his car.

He Yuan sent a message to Lu Huihui, and then threw the phone aside.

It's so early, Lu Huihui should still be resting, and He Yuan is ready to let her sleep well.

Anyway, he had already got the key to the company yesterday, so he could go directly to it himself.

After arriving at the location, He Yuan walked around, found the parking lot, and parked the car.

Taking the elevator to the company, He Yuan opened the door with the key, then went in and walked around, and finally sat down in the office.

The furniture here has been cleaned by the cleaning aunt, so there is no dust.

He Yuan sat on the boss's chair, his fingers tapped on the solid wood table, through the glass of the office, looking at the workstation outside the door, in a daze.

He Yuan finally has his own company.

Although he was in those small startups before, he was also at the top level.

But in He Yuan's heart, those companies are not his own companies.

This is the first company that invests its own money, dominates itself, and can build a team, set up processes, and make products according to its own ideas.

No one interfered.

When Tian Rui was watching Ziwei's fortune telling before, he tested He Yuan. said that He Yuan's next year is the birth of the right to enter the palace.

The right is in the palace of life, and the right has the ability to have talents, professions, and skills, which is a specific representation of ability and ability.

The so-called capable people work more, and the right itself is to implement the implementation of pay, so the right is to work more and work harder. Because the right is also to show responsibility and self-confidence, so when things are done, they do not flinch and have the courage to do things.

Power represents power, power, authority, like to fight for power, and has leadership and hegemonic dominance.

The palace has the right to be more stubborn and more subjective, is a preconceived person, has a high degree of principle, is not easy to compromise, has a strong personality, is very conceited, and is righteous.

The appearance is solemn and solemn, giving people the impression that it is not easy to approach and has a majestic appearance.

The right is to fight, although the performance is profitable, but the fight is a lot of things, and the invisible enemy has right and wrong and the harm of the villain.

The right is changing, and the change is changing, and the stagecoach is rushing, so the order to sit in power must be guarded against.

Power is also control, so I like to use my talents or leadership performance in a sequential situation, and I don't want to lose control.

The palace has the right to pay attention to the efficiency of work and the execution methods and skills of Lu, so it is sometimes indifferent and ruthless in the workplace. It often gives people a sense of oppression.

The palace has the right to position and has a better chance of promotion.

It is easy to have accidents such as external collisions, falls or burns.

The struggle for power is also encroachment, and it is easy to give birth to right and wrong and official wrong.

To put it simply, He Yuan's ability is very strong, he is close and has too strong desire to control, and he is too principled in doing things, which is called efficiency, so it is easy to offend others, and it is difficult for people to have a sense of closeness.

To put it more bluntly.

It is very capable, so it is easy to offend the interests of colleagues.

At the same time, it is easy for subordinates to feel that the leader is too strict and not easy to get close to.

Although He Yuan feels that he is a very open-minded person, he also likes to mingle with others outside of work.

But I have to say that since my position has risen higher and higher, I have fewer and fewer friends around me.

Influenced by his surroundings before, He Yuan didn't believe in Zhou Yi's things very much.

But after coming into contact with more things, He Yuan felt more and more that the existence of these things was not unreasonable.

In He Yuan's understanding, Zhou Yi is not a mysticism, it is just an inductive summary of everything in the world, which contains a law.

It's like a math problem.

In a math problem, the more conditions you get, the more accurate the final result will be after applying the formula.

So in He Yuan's view, Zhou Yi is nothing more than another mathematical principle. It's just that unlike mathematics, the number symbols in it are replaced by the eight characters of birth.

It's not something mysterious and unknown.

A lot of things flashed through He Yuan's mind, and then he gradually came back to his senses.

He raised his head, and such a thought suddenly flashed in his mind, and he didn't know what the boss of the previous company was thinking about when he sat in this position.

He stood up and stood on the top of the tall building, looking down on the crowd below.

This feeling is completely different from when you look down at a high-rise building in Beijing.

Standing on the high-rise building at home, what he overlooks is the joys and sorrows of the world. And here, what He Yuan sees is control.

Take control of yourself, control the feelings of others.

He Yuan looked at it for an unknown amount of time, and was suddenly awakened by a shock.

When I looked back, it was the mobile phone that I had placed on the table before, and it rang.

"Hey. He Yuan picked up his mobile phone and glanced at it, it was Lu Huihui's phone.

"Where are you?" Lu Huihui's voice rang on the phone.

"I'm on the company's side. He Yuan replied.

"You're going to the company so early?"

"Hmm. ”

"Then you wait, I'll wash up and go over. Lu Huihui said.