The effect of Western medicine is really great, like hypnosis, so that she can fully rest and relax. She kept falling asleep and I prepared her usual favorite meal. She didn't have an appetite. People are getting thinner and weaker.

She used to like to talk to me, talk about ideals and life. I also like to listen to it. And now it's gone, and I'm talking without words, and she's a listener.

"Do you want to study abroad?" I asked.

As soon as she heard about going abroad for further study, Xiaoya seemed to be in spirit, "Of course I want to!"

I solemnly said to her, "Which university do you want to go to?"

"Brother Wen, aren't you coaxing me to play?" Xiaoya was a little unconvinced.

"I'm serious, I'm not kidding. I'll provide you with where you want to go to school!" I said to her sincerely.

"Brother, where did you get so much money?" she asked, puzzled.

I felt the blue card given by Sister Hong in my pocket, I checked it, and there were 2 million in it. I dare to say this when I have the bottom in my heart. I didn't answer her directly.

Originally, this card was used for godmother's medical treatment, but now it can be used on Xiaoya. The cost of studying abroad is not affordable for the average family.

It is also my idea to let her study abroad, and I hope that she can get better as soon as possible and complete her studies well. In this way, the godmother can rest in peace under the nine springs.

Seeing that Xiaoya's pale face had a little energy, I felt extremely happy. For so many days, she didn't think about tea and dinner, and she was depressed, which made her face extremely haggard.

Xiaoya's long-cherished wish is to go abroad for further study and gild in well-known foreign universities. Feel the exotic atmosphere of learning. She pays special attention to the information of world-famous universities, which universities are popular in what majors, and which world celebrities have been produced. It's also a topic that I particularly like to chat about.

"I love Stanford University in the United States, and I have always dreamed of studying at this school. She excitedly continued.

Stanford University was founded in 1891 by railroad tycoon Leland Stanford, then governor and senator of California, and his wife, Jane Lessrop Stanford. The university is named after their son, Leland Stanford, Jr., who died of typhoid fever. The grief-stricken Stanfords decided to use their $20 million savings and his 3,561 hectares of land in the city of Palo Alto to create a university. Very close to Silicon Valley, it is a world-renowned private research college. I really like the MBA program here. I've always dreamed of studying in the business school of this university. ”

Her eyes sparkled with excitement, and she seemed to have improved considerably.

"The body is the capital of the revolution, if you don't have a good body, how can you go to study abroad, let's eat first!" I pointed to the steaming delicious meal on the table.

She hurriedly picked up the chopsticks and ate them with relish, watching her eat in large and small bites, and I looked at her with peace of mind, my eyes full of encouragement.

People are destined to have a goal in this life and work hard for it. Just like a ship in the sea, if there is no goal, it will eventually deviate from course.

The route of the Xiaoya has been lost for some time, and all I have to do is to get this lost ship back on track.

Sudden happiness works better than any good medicine. Once again, she seems to have found her purpose in life. This made me understand more about the meaning of grinding ghosts.

"Brother Wen, why are you so good to me, am I worthy of you treating me like this?" she said movingly.

"Silly girl, I can't do anything about many things, after going through so much, I gradually understand that there are too many things in the world that are more important than money. ”

"For example?"

"For example, feelings are like this! Really, people are emotional animals, my godmother and I never knew each other, and she could stretch out a warm hand to help me tide over the difficulties when I was in the most difficult time. It's a feeling I'll never forget. Now is the most difficult time for you, if I don't do my best to pull you back from the edge of the cliff, how can I be worthy of your dead mother? For you, the road of life is still very long, and you will have to enjoy a lot of happiness and glory in the future, there is nothing that cannot be passed on the road of life, although life has given us a lot of tribulations, but there will be a day when the hardships will come to an end. We must not be crushed by these sufferings, and we will be depressed from now on, or even do stupid things. Do you know? When I saw you jumping off the building that day, I was frightened, I was so anxious and angry, I wanted to beat you up for my godmother, you are too cowardly, no matter how much you think about it, you can't do such a stupid thing!" I said angrily.

"Brother Wen, I didn't know what to do at that time, my mother left me, my body was defiled by that demon again, what face do I have to see you, and how to face my future life. I feel very sad in my heart. My feelings for you, you know. Now I'm not qualified to talk to you about it. I just want to free myself completely, and I don't have to worry about endless worries anymore. She said excitedly.

"You're so stupid! You didn't cause these things, why should you bear them yourself! The fault is not you, you are the biggest victim, you should live well, and live a better life than before. I said encouragingly.

"Xiaoya, your feelings for my brother, of course my brother understands in his heart, you are right, in the matter of the two of us, I am inferior. At first, we communicated through letters, and I sent you a lot of things that I wrote myself, which actually best reflected my lack of confidence in my own cultural accomplishment and my own temperament. When my godmother was alive, she already had the intention of fulfilling the two of us. I have also compared you and mine countless times, and I am not worthy of you in any way.

I wanted to say this to you when we went to the beach. Think about it, you are currently a graduate student, and you are about to go abroad for further study. I'm just a high school graduate, although I'm studying at the University of Electrical Engineering, after all, it's only a post-secondary degree. In the future, when you finish your studies, you will find a very good job. As for me in the insurance company, it can be said that there is no tomorrow, and it is extremely unstable. Brother doesn't want to hold you back and delay your life and happiness, you are now in the golden period of study, and this precious time will pass in a flash! In the future, you will need to find a high-quality intellectual with a knowledge level similar to yours. ”

"Brother Wen, I have a very deep affection for you, you are right, I am now in the study stage, when I finish my studies abroad, I will definitely come back, as long as you don't dislike my unclean body, I will generously let you marry me home!"

"Brother Wen, I don't want to leave you for a moment, really, I only have you as a relative in this world. Don't leave me, okay?"

"Silly boy, I won't leave you, you study hard, after you finish your studies, you can come back and see me, I don't expect anything, and my brother is not qualified to expect anything!" I hugged Xiaoya tightly, tears couldn't help but burst out of my eyes, dripping onto her soft hair, dripping into her tears, and the tears that blended with each other dripped deep into our hearts.