32. Self-deception
Gu Quan was lying on the bed with his eyes open, still being squeezed uncomfortably, Yuan Ye habitually rested her legs on his legs, making her lie more comfortable.
He sat on the head of the bed, peeled the orange he bought tonight, tasted it, it was worth a few dollars more expensive, it was quite sweet, cold and cold.
He stuffed the remaining half of the oranges into Gu Quan's mouth one by one, Gu Quan seemed to be in a daze, but he did eat it obediently.
Yuan Ye asked, "What do you like about Su Ze?"
It seems that after most of the times, Gu Quan will have no strength, but her attitude is not so choked, she just said calmly, "Su Ze is very measured, has a good temper, and respects me very much." โ
Yuan Ye felt funny, she was saying that he had no sense of proportion, had a bad temper, and didn't respect her.
"What else?"
Gu Quan said, "He is very hard-working, very motivated, and very gentle. โ
Yuan Ye slowly peeled the orange and sarcastically mocked her: "He worked hard, so he was expelled from the class teacher after being found out about falling in love in high school, transferred to another high school, and was admitted to a junior college that was not very good?
Gu Quan raised his eyebrows, he couldn't listen to Yuan Ye talking about Su Ze with such disdain, although Gu Quan didn't know the details that Yuan Ye said, but he didn't want to hear it, she wanted to hear Su Ze in person.
She glared at him and said, "You are not allowed to speak of him like that." โ
Yuan Ye lowered his eyes, "What?
Gu Quan said, "I just like him." "She suddenly has no confidence, lying in bed with a man and talking about her boyfriend, no matter what, it's a betrayal, right?
She despised herself from the bottom of her heart, but she also told herself that it would be good to endure it four more times.
Yuan Ye suddenly said, "Gu Quan, why do you like Su Ze compare them with me? Do you really like him, or are you forcing yourself to like him?"
When Yuan Ye also heard Gu Quan's answer, his eyes that had been cold softened, and he felt that Gu Quan was a little pitiful.
Just like when he made an online appointment for the first time, he found out that Gu Quan was bloody, and he felt that this woman was strange and funny.
is obviously a very cold-blooded woman, but she happens to think that she is a soft-hearted person, and she also thinks that she will be like other women to be attracted to a gentle little milk dog, and want to find a man to love well.
Yuan Ye saw Gu Quan through and knew her better than herself.
Gu Quan retorted: "You really will give yourself gold, I like him, it has nothing to do with you." โ
She turned over and faced the wall, not planning to deal with Yuan Ye anymore.
But Yuan Ye's mobile phone kept dingdong, Yuan Ye took the phone, and looked at the two girls he had recently met inside who were sending messages, his face did not change, and he was a little annoyed.
It was a resident female singer I met at the bar on Fanghe Road the day before yesterday, named Ni Fanyi.
Yuan Ye will go to the bar to drink when he is not busy, the more lively the place, the more superficial the human contacts, both men and women can have fun, almost every time I go, there will be a number of girls who take the initiative to add Yuan Ye's WeChat, Yuan Ye will give a few when he is in a bad mood, but it is also quite picky, it depends on whether the girl is right for his taste, he likes some characteristics, such as this Ni Fanyi, who looks very beautiful but second, the main voice is very special, the girl is rare low and dumb and ethereal, very recognizable, Yuan Ye was quite impressed by her at that time.
also claimed to be an agent and wanted to sign him, Yuan Ye took a sip of wine at the time and said: "I don't want to pick up, I'm still restless, are you sure you want to sign me?"
As soon as the man heard this, he knew that this man was not a good man, so he withdrew.
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Yuan Ye opened Ni Fanyi's dialog box, which was a demo sent by Ni Fanyi, and asked Yuan Ye if he thought it sounded good.
Yuan Ye clicked on it at random, and saw that it was Ni Fanyi's tall figure standing in her bedroom, only a lot of small star lights were turned on, and the background was very romantic, she was playing with the guitar in front of the camera, humming without words in her mouth.
The video has one minute, and Yuan Ye turned it off after listening to it for fifteen seconds, but he couldn't reply so quickly, and the reply was fast, and the girl would know that it was perfunctory.
He clicked on another window of the WeChat dialog box, and it was also a girl who came to add his WeChat that day, who had just come to work in the bar, and was a college student, named Li Keli.
Li Keli has good bones and a great figure, but what Yuan Ye noticed at the time was that the lower half of her face looked a little like Gu Quan.
The mouth is a cherry mouth, and the chin is not the kind of Internet celebrity face that comes down the line, but with a little angular arc, and it looks very advanced from the side, like a soft and hard character.
It's just that Li Keli's nose is not good-looking, and Yuan Ye judged that it was plastic surgery at that time, and it was not as natural as Gu Quan's.
Li Keli's voice is loud, and the WeChat she sends is always not typing, and she sends voices, as if she thinks that men will like such voices.
Yuan Ye clicked open, and Li Keli asked him, "What is my brother doing?"
"Tsk-" Gu Quan didn't fall asleep, and when he heard the message from Yuan Ye's mobile phone, he shrugged his shoulders and smiled happily.
"I've always been curious about what types of girls on your phone are other than Molly, listen to this, are you hooking up with some late-night female anchor?"
added another sentence, "It's like this, you're embarrassed to look down on my boyfriend." โ
The rabbit opened its mouth again to bite.
Yuan Ye replied to Ni Fan with an indifferent expression, "It's good." โ
replied to Li Keli, "I'm sleeping." โ
After replying to the message, he turned sideways, a pair of dry and warm palms touched Gu Quan's still bare shoulders, he leaned against her, hugged her, and said in a voice above her head, "Gu Quan, if I say, be with me, what do you think?"
Gu Quan was silent for a moment before asking, "Aren't I with you now?"
Yuan Ye's hand rubbed her skin and said in a low voice, "I'm talking about you and Su Ze's kind together." โ
Gu Quan chuckled, "Yuan Ye, are you kidding?"
She closed her eyes, thinking that it was really Yuan Ye, and she was going to toss something on a whim, and she would not let her go.
Yuan Ye said, "Is this joke funny?"
Gu Quan laughed, "It's very funny." โ
She is a person who has a boyfriend, and she is still entangled with her friends, and she is going to change videos and photos, and the despicable man still wants to develop a normal boyfriend and girlfriend relationship with her, no matter how you think about it, it's funny.
It's funny, it's shame.
Gu Quan felt that her morality and Joan of Arc that she had guarded for twenty-eight years had been broken after meeting Yuan Ye.
He let go of Gu Quan, the WeChat on his mobile phone was a message from two girls, but he didn't bother to read it, and he was a little bored.
He suddenly thought of something and asked her, "Gu Quan, have you ever wanted to understand me?"
Gu Quan scoffed, "I don't want to." โ
"Then have you ever wanted to know about Su Ze?"
The bed was too small, Yuan Ye's body was close to Gu Quan, and he could feel that Gu Quan's body was a little stiff.
Yuan Ye already knew her answer.
But Gu Quan said, "Of course I want to know him, and I have even thought about our future with him." โ
Yuan Ye lifted the quilt, got up and put on his clothes, and said in a cold voice, "Gu Quan, do you know what you women have in common that I find most ridiculous?"
- Self-deception. "He almost jumped out of his mouth word by word.
Gu Quan turned over and sat there looking at him with a cold face.
Yuan Ye looked down at her, put on a black cotton suit, and said, "Other women are deceiving their men and still love them, but you are deceiving yourself, you are loving Su Ze." โ
He had the same expression again, with long narrow eyes, the tails of his eyes were raised, but his tone was gentle, "Gu Quan, I really feel sorry for you." โ
He bowed down and kissed Gu Quan's lips, Gu Quan was so out of breath by him that he kissed him, and in his ear was his last words before leaving-
"Look at you, even forcing yourself to like Su Ze is so unprofessional and stingy. โ
Gu Quan was a little angry and powerless, she was disgusted with the feeling of being in front of Yuan Ye, and Yuan Ye could always see through her at a glance.
Miserly.
Gu Quan thought that Su Ze talked about the funds he planned to start a business tonight, although Su Ze said at that time that he didn't have to worry about her, he could afford it, but as a girlfriend, her first reaction was to be silent, and she didn't plan to continue to ask more.
She could have said, "Don't worry, I won't have enough money when the time comes," but she didn't say it.
Unlike the expenses between boyfriends and girlfriends such as paying bills, buying clothes, and buying necklaces, Gu Quan has to be taboo when it comes to the financial expenditure of larger projects.
Su Ze's reaction at that time was very natural, Gu Quan felt that he could wait for Su Ze to really set up the account, and it would be okay to add the icing on the cake.
However, Yuan Ye hit the nail on the head and said that she was "stingy".
Yuan Ye didn't know the details of the relationship between himself and Su Ze, he meant something, stinginess can refer to love, or money.
Both of them, Gu Quan was poked.
But she still didn't think it was like that.
Just like before the college entrance examination, the head teacher said to Gu Quan's parents, your child should be able to pass a line, Gu Quan just felt that he could go to Fudan and turn in with a little effort, but the final result was not much different from the head teacher's prediction.
Is life really a bystander, a mystery of the authorities?
Gu Quan, who is twenty-nine years old, still doesn't believe it.
Gu Quan muttered, saying to himself, "I like Su Ze, I like him very much." โ
There are still four USB flash drives, and Gu Quan can get rid of Yuan Ye, but at this moment, Gu Quan feels that he can't just forget it.
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Yuan Ye walked out of Gu Quan's community, it was cold and lonely outside, he didn't wear much, and he felt a little cold through his bones.
He took a taxi and sat in a taxi to go back to the dormitory, but happened to receive a call from Molly.
Molly's tone was a little sneering, and she said, "I have done what you said, you promised me something, you won't break your word, right?"
Yuan Ye leaned on the back of the chair, listening to Molly's voice was deliberately lowered, and there was the sound of the shower sprinkling water over there, guessed something, and said with a smile, "Sleeping with Su Ze?"
Molly let out an "um".
Yuan Ye was suddenly very curious about one thing and asked, "Is he alive?"
Molly was in the bathroom, listening to Yuan Ye ask this irrelevant question, and almost wanted to tear his face through the phone line.
But she didn't dare, she would regret provoking Yuan Ye every day for nearly a month.
Molly replied, "Okay. โ
Yuan Ye looked out the window, a playful smile on the corner of his lips, and said, "Of course what I say countsโyou can enjoy it." โ
After finishing speaking, he hung up the phone.
In the hotel, Molly stood in front of the mirror, which had been covered with water vapor and was no longer clear, a little stunned, she was only wearing a bathrobe, her hair was wet, and she had just taken a shower after the incident.
Originally, she and Su Ze only met by chance, but in Haidilao, the uncle who chased her was very unqualified, and injured a handsome waiter, Molly couldn't see it, so she dragged Su Ze to the hospital.
also added WeChat, because when the hospital was numbered, Molly looked at Su Ze, who looked very dazzling and handsome, spoke softly, and smiled a little shyly.
But within a few days, she saw Su Ze post a circle of friends, showing affection.
Molly doesn't care if a handsome guy has a girlfriend or not, it's okay if he's not married, but he didn't expect his girlfriend to be Gu Quan.
It's really a dog, and for the first time, I feel that the earth is so small, and Haicheng is so small.
Why is she so unlucky, she thinks that the ambiguous little brother has something to do with this old woman.
And seeing that this Gu Quan was so cold and serious, he went to Yuan Ye's dormitory to sleep with him, how could he still have a boyfriend and girlfriend relationship with Su Ze?
I can't see that I'm so good at playing.
But Molly also asked Su Ze at that time, Su Ze was a little surprised, and asked her, "Do you know Sister Quan?"
Molly replied vaguely, "I don't know, I recognized the wrong person." โ
She was struggling with whether to snatch Su Ze from Gu Quan's hands, which could be regarded as ending her revenge, but she didn't expect Yuan Ye to find her.
Yuan Ye called her directly and asked, "Do you know Su Ze?"
Hey, this guy shouldn't be studying medicine, he should be reading the news, being a journalist, and he knows everything.
Molly was pushed down by him that day, and was slapped by Gu Quan in front of so many people, so naturally she didn't bother to pay attention to him, "What's the matter with you?"
Yuan Ye's voice was low, and he said painlessly, "Heh, Molly, do you need 'help' for your second uncle's bar regulars?"
Molly's mind went blank.
She had long felt that something was wrong, thinking of a while ago, the second uncle's bar was suddenly raided by the police station, fortunately she was not there that day, and the regular customers were not there, so there was no danger, but the second uncle was indeed suitable for being scared enough, and when he drove home, he chased the tail because of his distraction, but fortunately, the airbag popped out, and the person was fine.
Molly felt lucky when she knew it, but now Yuan Ye's sudden phone call made Molly understand - it was not luck, it was a warning.
Molly was very good at being subdued, and asked in a coquettish voice, "Yuan Ye, what do you want?"
He didn't call the police directly, but contacted himself first, and inexplicably mentioned Su Ze, there must be something to ask for.
Yuan Ye: "You get Su Ze in your hands." โ
Molly asked, "Then you're going to assume you don't know?"
Yuan Ye: "Hmm. โ
It's such a deal, and Molly doesn't think it's difficult.
Because she didn't expect Su Ze to be even better at fishing than she imagined.
In front of Su Ze, his figure, appearance, and personality ...... It's not as attractive as showing off your wealth.
Molly has met all kinds of boys since she fell in love in high school, but in fact, it is the first time she has met a boy like Su Ze.
That day, she asked him out, saying that she wanted to accompany him to the hospital again to see the injury on his left arm and get some medicine.
Su Ze agreed.
Molly also specifically asked, "Your girlfriend won't mind, right?"
Su Ze replied, "No." โ
Molly drove her second uncle's new car Audi that day, she didn't expect Su Ze to live in such a remote place, and she was still a little impatient on the way to drive.
When she arrived near the address given by Su Ze, she saw Su Ze standing at the crossroads at a glance, his figure and appearance were very superior, so that as soon as Molly saw him, the impatience in her heart disappeared.
Su Ze's eyes are always so bright, and his smile is hearty and soft, and Molly actually doesn't reject being with him.
Molly's baby face was specially put on European makeup that day, and she looked a little mature, Su Ze sat in the passenger seat and said, "I can't see that you have bought a car." โ
Molly smiled, "My second uncle borrowed me to drive it, and I'm still a student, how can I afford this car." โ
Molly added, "I've been to the hospital today, so please go eat Japanese food." โ
In fact, Su Ze was taken by his friend Guo Xue to eat Japanese food with Gu Quan a few days ago, but when Molly said so, he didn't object, and nodded and said yes.
When she came out of the hospital, it was at the height of the sun, Molly stood at the door and took out sunscreen from her bag, smiled and said to Su Ze, "Don't look at the sun in winter, the sun is not dazzling, in fact, ultraviolet rays are also very poisonous, and it is easy to tan." โ
Su Ze was naturally beautiful, plus he was a straight man, so he didn't care much about maintenance or anything, just stood aside, helped Molly carry the bag, and watched her wipe her hands and neck that were exposed to the air.
Su Ze asked, "Why don't you paint your face?"
Molly smiled, "I applied my face when I went out in the morning, and now I still have makeup, I will wipe it on my face, you will be scared away by me later." โ
Su Ze shook his head with a smile and looked at Molly, "I won't be scared away by you." โ
Molly took advantage of the situation, her voice was already sweet, and asked, "Really?"
At the same time, I squeezed more sunscreen into my hand.
Su Ze raised his eyebrows, but he still didn't guard against Molly suddenly tiptoe and smeared the white and fragrant paste in his hand on Su Ze's face, Su Ze subconsciously turned his head and didn't dodge, Molly's silver bell-like laughter came into her ears, she didn't have much strength in her hand, and said, "Don't hide, I'll wipe it for you." โ
Su Ze was easily shy, the dimples on his cheeks were shy, and Molly saw that the roots of his ears were a little red.
His tall figure was also because Molly was a little short, in order to take care of her, he bent down a little, Molly moved slowly, and looked at Su Ze with a pair of big eyes with affection, she sprayed perfume on her body, as sweet as her person.
For a while, there was an ambiguous/ambiguous atmosphere between the two.
After the smearing, Molly's palms seemed to still have the heat on Su Ze's cheeks, she pretended to be shy and lowered her head, and whispered, "I see you are so white, if you are tanned...... What a pity. โ
Su Ze smiled and was about to leave with her, when someone behind him hurriedly ran out and bumped into Molly, and Molly hugged Su Ze.
Su Ze felt the rise and fall of her chest/front, and was a little stunned.