Don't you feel embarrassed by your arrogant self-esteem? Let go, I'm saying it again, you quickly let me go, otherwise I really won't be like just now, you're really welcome. ”

This time Lin Musheng was really angry, originally he still wanted to save a little face for each other, at least in public, he was a big man, he would not do anything to girls, and downstairs in the company, even if he planned to leave after a while, but at least he had worked in this company for nearly two years, and so many colleagues also knew about it, leaving himself with an image of beating a woman, which was not good for himself, so he kept putting up with it not to let himself really get angry, and he didn't know what he really did, but he felt that he might not be able to do it。

"Let it go, Xiao Zixin, I don't want to say it too ugly and go too far, at least your mother and I still have to see each other after all, so you let me go." ”

"I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid of strange brother, let's sit down and have a good chat, okay? Over the years, every time we meet, you are with Xiao Xiche, and you don't have the opportunity to get to know me seriously, you don't know that there are many things between us, it's really not what you see, it's not what you think, I really ......"

"What's wrong with you? You're really a victim! Xiao Zixin, I'm not interested in you, and you're not interested in me, the two of us have known each other for so many years, I've made it very clear to you, if you have any ideas, or what kind of thoughts you're thinking about now, it doesn't matter to me, I'm telling you very clearly, I'm not involved in the matter between you, I'm leaving, so you let me go, we're like this, I won't say anything about today's matter, even Xiao Xiche, Xu Qingming, I won't say it. If you let go, we think that anything happens, I haven't seen you either, the Xiao Zixin I saw is still the arrogant Xiao Zixin who was at the door of Xiao Xiche's office two or three hours ago and disdainful of me, instead of being so dead-faced nowAs long as it doesn't involve my personal interests, I will never get involved in it. ”

Xiao Zixin looked incredulous, staring at Lin Musheng, it was impossible to believe that Lin Musheng was leaving the news, he and Xiao Xiche had been together for a few years? Xiao Zixin thought, it seems that it has been almost ten years since college, right? The two of them have been together, and Xu Qingming, the three of them are inseparable all day long, doing bad things together, doing good things together, even when he and Xiao Zhouhua were going to return to China, Lin Musheng originally planned to be with them, but because of other visa issues and school problems, Lin Musheng did not follow after all. At that time, Xiao Zixin still thought that finally Xiao Xiche was her own, but who would have thought that Xiao Xiche was alone, but she was also stupidly imagining. Xiao Xiche was never alone after all, and at the beginning of the beginning, he never belonged to himself.

"Don't believe me?, if you don't believe me, you can go to Xiao Xiche and ask, it is estimated that it will take less than five minutes to get on the elevator, you can find Xiao Xiche, at this point, he must be in the office, you can go to him and ask." I really want to leave this place, and then the things between you, I will definitely not get mixed up little by little, okay, you let go, Xiao Zixin, let's not get the appearance of enemies when we meet again, at least we have known each other for more than ten years, I sincerely advise you, evil is rewarded, good is rewarded, it's not that you don't report, the time has not come, so ah, you let go, and then go back and think about it, what you do now and what you did before, and even what you plan to do in the future, you are pulling me like this now, saying such things, what kind of thoughts do you have, I can't say that I know clearly, but I can also guess one or two, you don't have to be in me

Spend your thoughts, just your appearance, Xiao Zixin, it's not that I belittle you, you can't get into my eyes, and even if you are not a little better, but Xiao Zixin, those thoughts and thoughts of yours, I can't look down on them, the girls who go back and forth around me are taller than you, and they are much kinder than you in their hearts, if I had ideas, I would have already started, so ah, you are a person, I am not interested, and I will not be interested in the future, let it go. ”

At this moment, Lin Musheng said very calmly, but his eyes did not have a trace of emotion, as if he was a machine without any emotion, but the feeling from his wrist let Lin Musheng know that Xiao Zixin has never had a edge, and Xiao Zixin is still the proud Xiao Zixin in the past.

"Let it go!"

……

Xiao Zixin looked at Lin Musheng, and from beginning to end she was humiliated or humiliated in her heart, especially the problem of being pushed and then being said to be in her posture just now, which made her feel the biggest humiliation she had received in her life except for Xiao Xiche, and no one could say this about herself.

"Let it go!"

……

Xiao Zixin lowered her head but originally grabbed Lin Musheng's arm tightly and slowly let go, that is, in that moment, Lin Musheng broke free of Xiao Zixin's hand, and then stood opposite Xiao Zixin from a distance, looking at Xiao Zixin who couldn't see the expression with his head down, Lin Musheng originally planned to walk away quickly, but he still sighed deeply, despised himself, turned his head and looked at the sky outside for a while, this city doesn't seem to have spring and autumn, after the scorching summer, I can't experience the feeling of autumn high and refreshing, and then it suddenly came to winter, it was a very long winter, so long that I didn't know what season it was, It's so long that what I experience is still cold in addition to the cold, and it should be the season to warm each other, but I have to part with each other little by little, and then everyone has to experience the feeling of shivering.

"Xiao Zixin, why do you bother, all of this has nothing to do with you, why do you have to get involved, why do you have to be a victim in these battles of men, you could have lived a good life, you can live a good life......"

Lin Musheng's words became lower and lower, and in the end, he knew the sound of a gentle sigh.

"Why should I? Have I ever had a choice? Who has ever given me a choice, my parents didn't, Xiao Xiche didn't, and even none of you have given me a choice, now why do you say that I bother, this matter is unfair to me, why don't I fight, why don't I rob, why should I bother, why shouldn't I!"

Xiao Zixin's voice was very ethereal, but it was very blocked in Lin Musheng's ears, and the part of the heart was also muffled, which made Lin Musheng's mood fall to the bottom in an instant. Yes, who has ever given himself a choice at this time that he is talking about others, why bother, but what about himself, why should he be so persistent, how can he ask others for things that he has never done? And what can other people's experience have to do with their own experience, sometimes they say empathy, but they really don't really empathize, you haven't experienced other people's experiences, you haven't stood on others' stands, and you haven't thought about the problems that others need to think about, how to talk about these empathy, so why bother with others, why bother with yourself.

Lin Musheng wanted to turn around and leave, but he still took two steps forward, stretched out his hand and gently patted Xiao Zixin's shoulder.

"You're doing it yourself!"

Then Lin Musheng didn't hesitate anymore and turned to leave, but he didn't know that because of such a small action, Xiao Zixin's originally hard and indestructible heart instantly collapsed, looking at the back of Lin Musheng leaving, there was moisture in his eyes gathering little by little, but Xiao Zixin also knew that he couldn't be like this, couldn't be like this......

"Ding Ding ......"

At the moment when her emotions were about to get out of control, the mobile phone in the bag rang, which made Xiao Zixin come back to her senses in an instant.

Xiao Zixin turned her back slightly, looked at her eyes, then took out her mobile phone from her bag, looked at the phone number, took a deep breath, controlled her emotions, pressed and held the connect button, and then said very calmly.

"Daddy!"

"How's it going?"

Xiao Xiche disagreed. ”

"If he doesn't agree, then we'll find a way to get him to agree. You know what to do, right?"

"I know. ”

"That's okay, settle the matter, and then come back for dinner in the evening, I made an appointment with your mother, and the family will have a meal together then!"

"I try to go back as much as I can. ”

"Not as much as possible, but to go back at seven o'clock in the evening. You also tell Xiao Xiche to let him go back at night!"

He didn't think it was likely. ”

"Why is it impossible? Why is it so difficult to let you notify the individual to do something? Why is it impossible for the family to have a meal together? You just notify him, and also, about opening a project, I will find her myself in the evening, you just tell him, you don't have to worry about the rest, how about Lin Musheng? Have you come into contact with it?

"I've already been in contact, but listening to Lin Musheng's meaning, it seems that he is going back to the United States, and then she is no longer involved in domestic affairs, so do we still need to have further contact with her?"

"When did you go back to the United States, why didn't you hear from there?"

"I haven't received any news from my side, maybe it was just a decision, they didn't communicate with the United States, listening to Lin Musheng's meaning, it seems that he has just left, it should be a matter of deciding. ”