Mu Qin looked at Xiao Xiche's impatient expression and the movements to leave, as if he was constantly giving himself psychological hints, repeating some words.

"I know, I'll tell you if there's any news, by the way, Aunt Qin, you don't have to go to Zixin to ask, when you say that you are still arguing, I'll tell you if I have any news, then I'll leave first, I'll tell you if I have any news!"

Xiao Xiche said this, and no longer looked at what kind of expression Mu Qin could have behind his home, turned around and left without looking back. Mu Qin was left alone. Standing at the door of the house and stunned.

Xiao Zixin tried to restrain the moment she turned around, and let herself turn back, she was afraid that she would no longer be able to control her emotions as soon as she turned around and saw Xiao Xiche, and she would never be able to turn back as soon as she turned around and saw Xiao Xiche. He told himself early that he was going to give up, and he told himself that Xiao Xiche didn't love him, he couldn't see his own good, all he saw was the wrong things he had done, and the harm he had suffered to Tao Jingjing.

But I really can't control my feelings so many times, I say to myself, this is the last time, this is the last time, but when I see him again, I still can't control it. There are obviously so many people around me who are better than Xiao Xiche, but why? I always can't see their good, and I always feel that in this world, only Xiao Xiche is the best......

When walking step by step towards the stairs, there were many times, Xiao Zixin thought that as long as Xiao Xiche called her, even if it was to ask her again, she felt that she would turn back uncontrollably when he was going to ask the question just now, and then tell him everything, as long as he asked, as long as he told himself that he would definitely tell him everything, but Xiao Xiche never said a word to herself. Obviously, the distance was less than ten meters, but Xiao Zixin felt that it was very far, far away, she used all her strength for more than 30 years to complete these short steps, as if her lifelong feelings were over.

He tried his best to control himself, control his steps, control his emotions, and not let Xiao Xiche and Mu Qin see his strangeness, since he had reached this point, Xiao Zixin walked all the steps step by step, and then wanted to tell himself really, this is the last time, this is really the last time, but as soon as he left Xiao Xiche and Mu Qin's sight, Xiao Zixin squatted down uncontrollably, and then leaned against the wall behind him, holding himself in pain. She told herself over and over again that this was really the last time, this was really the last time, she didn't know if Xiao Xiche was the catastrophe in her life, whether she owed him a debt in her previous life, so in this life he came to collect debts and she came to cross the catastrophe, Xiao Zixin thought that if she continued like this, she would definitely be doomed.

And Mu Qin, who was downstairs, watched Xiao Xiche leave, standing alone at the gate, quietly watching the darkening night outside, thinking about something. I don't know how long it took, Mu Qin looked upstairs, and there was no longer Xiao Zixin's back upstairs. But looking at the empty scene at the staircase, he still sighed deeply, and then silently walked to the door and closed the door.

What Mu Qin saw along the stairs was Xiao Zixin, holding herself alone, she couldn't see her face, she couldn't see his expression, there was no movement, she was quietly holding herself against the wall. Despite this, he still knew that his daughter was sad, so he quietly walked in front of Xiao Zixin, stretched out his hand to hold the spoon in his arms, gently touched his hair and said, "Zixin, good boy, everything is over, everything is over, and there is still mother!"

"Everything will pass, it will pass. ”

In fact, when Mu Qin walked towards the staircase, Xiao Zixin had already heard the voice, according to the previous scene, at this time, she would definitely run to the room quickly, so that no one could see her fragility at this moment, but today's Xiao Zixin didn't know what was going on, she didn't want to run away at all, she didn't want to pretend to be sad at all.

"Zixin, let's give up, give up! Xi Che, he doesn't love you, if you persist like this, if you persist like this, if you continue to be stubborn like this, what good will it do you? What good will it do to each other, you will only hurt each other, and in the end it will only hurt you. Mom, I can't bear to see you hurt like this. We don't like him, okay? You see there are so many excellent boys around you, let's find a better one, find a better one that only hurts you, okay?"

Mu Qin said to Xiao Zixin with a pleading voice, hoping that she could understand, hoped that she would not be so persistent, and then still stood in the perspective of a mother, hoping that her daughter would be truly happy.

"Give up, I want to give up too, after so many years, how many times have I had the urge to give up, but is it so easy to give up?", Xiao Zixin lowered her head and said in a very low tone.

"Let's go back to the United States! Really, let's go back to the United States, we don't care about all this at home, let's go back and live our good life." Don't you want to learn some art stuff? Let's learn and do whatever you want, and your mom will be with you, okay?"

Mu Qin thought about her past experience, looking at such a painful daughter, she really didn't want her daughter to go, the road she had walked, and then make the wrong decisions she had made, and in the end it was her daughter who was hurt, this is really not what she wants to look forward to, whether it is this daughter or another daughter, she doesn't want them to make some decisions that she has made, feelings are not a necessity for us, it sometimes, we cherish it, and when there is not, we live our lives well, and our hearts are open, so this life is also happy。 But looking at the three of them entangled, and these three children were all distressed children, she really didn't want any of them to be hurt.

"Do you think I'm going back to the United States? So that Xiao Xiche and Tao Jingjing can be together in the name of righteousness, and there will be nothing to hinder them, right? You still feel sorry for Tao Jingjing, or you feel sorry for your daughter. But am I not your daughter? Don't you feel sorry for me? I also like Xiao Xiche, I have loved him for so many years, and I knew him first, I liked him first. Why do you want me to give up, why do you want to give up it is me, or Tao Jingjing to give up. ”

"You want me to go back to the United States, you think too much, why should I go back to the United States, I go back, just let them live a peaceful life like this? Impossible, all of you can't do it, all of you don't want to think about your own peaceful life, you have done something wrong, you don't want to take responsibility, and you still want to live a good life, it's really whimsical. ”

"Didn't Xiao Xiche want to renew his relationship with Tao Jingjing, didn't he feel that he had done something wrong and hurt her, and he wanted to make up for it?"

"Do you think that what you did didn't hurt me? Didn't you try to make up for the wrong things you did to me? Did I do everything wrong?

"It's nice to say, feelings can't be forced, but why do you want to force my feelings, what effect do my feelings have on you? Why do I have to be wronged, and I have to give up my feelings. ”

......

Mu Qin didn't know which sentence he said that suddenly touched Xiao Zixin's nerves, making Xiao Zixin yell at him hysterically.

"No, you listen to me, it's not what you think, you ......"

"What's wrong with me? Isn't what I'm saying the truth? Every time Zhou Hua slaps Zhou Hua for no reason, he will say that I did it, but what about you? What do you think about always asking me to give up and let me go back to the United States? Am I getting in the way of you in the country, and what does it have to do with you when I do my own thing? Are you all immortals? Haven't you done anything wrong? Why should you accuse me and evaluate my behavior?"

"Zixin, I didn't say that what you did was wrong, or what's going on? You and Xiche, the two of you have been growing up together for so many years, and your feelings for him, your mother sees it in her eyes, and she also thinks that the two of you can have a good result. But you also know that Xiche doesn't like you, he doesn't love you anymore, and the things he thinks about and thinks about now are all to make up for it.

Those things that happened before, my mother can't evaluate whether he did the right thing or not? Or evaluate your behavior at that time, my mother only knew that she did something wrong at that time, and now she wants to save it, but she has no chance to save it, and she doesn't want you to regret it, and she doesn't want you to be like your mother in the future. Huahua, she is your sister, she is your own sister, I don't want the two of you to have a quarrel in the end. No matter what happens, Mom ultimately wants the two of you sisters to support each other. ”

Listening to Mu Qin's words, Xiao Zixin seemed to be listening to a big joke.

"Sister? Who is a sister with whom? Don't joke here, how can I have a sister? She's my sister, does she recognize it? Do I recognize it? Do everyone else recognize it? Don't lose sight of the facts here, let me tell you, she's not my sister, I've never had a sister. ”

"Zixin, you don't want this!"