"I don't want that? So what do I do? What do you think I should do? Do you just listen to you and then obediently don't care about anything, just like you. Don't you think that's ridiculous?"

"Zixin ......"

Mu Qin took Xiao Zixin's hand and wanted to persuade and explain, but Xiao Zixin didn't give her a chance to continue talking, she shook off Mu Qin's hand and shouted at her mother with cold eyes: "Don't you call me! What you think, what you all think, don't I know? You think it's all my fault, isn't Tao Jingjing wrong?"

"All of you will always see her good, but I'll always be disobedient and ignorant. All the wrong things were done by me. ”

Mu Qin looked at Xiao Zixin's hideous face, and the hurtful words that came out of her mouth, as if she didn't know, how could she say that, how could she say that, how much she gave up for her, how much she lost, and how many people she hurt, she didn't know it, now she can say this, she can yell at herself like this, if Mu Qin says that she is not sad, it is not sad, it is all fake, how can she not be sad, not sad, she has paid, she has treasured, but this daughter has not seen it at all.

"Zixin, how can you say that! You and Huahua are both my daughters, I think of you for the good of that one, and I want you to be happy for the other one. You're all mother's sweethearts, you ......"

"Do you think I'm going to believe this? I want me to be happy? Where are you when I'm suffering and being beaten? I love me? I'm hiding alone in a dark room, where are you? You're not there, you're sharing the joy of family with your precious daughter, you're enjoying the beauty of life, you're smiling happily in another man's arms. You ......"

Syllable......

Mu Qin looked at her hand in disbelief, why did she do it, how could she ......

"Zixin, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Mom, Mom, Mom......"

Mu Qin said, wanting to reach out to touch Xiao Zixin's face but was pushed away by Xiao Zixin, looking at Mu Qin with an incredible face, looking at this person who said he loved himself but slapped himself hard.

"This is what you keep saying loves me, this is what you say loves me!"

"I'm sorry, Zixin, I didn't mean to, I just ......"

"What's wrong with you? Did I talk about your sore spots, did I say things that you didn't dare people to know, since you did it, why didn't you dare to let people know, why were you afraid that people would know!"

"I didn't, I didn't, Zixin, you listen to my explanation, it's not what you think, it's not what you think, you listen to your mother's explanation, okay?"

Mu Qin looked at Xiao Zixin's indifferent face, she felt very uncomfortable, she was anxious to explain, she wanted to explain herself, no matter what she did, what the reason was, who was sorry, but the last thing she wanted was not to let her daughter misunderstand herself, even if she suffered more grievances, she felt that it didn't matter, but when she thought of her daughter looking at her with strange eyes, Mu Qin just couldn't accept it, she really couldn't accept it.

"Zixin, there were a lot of things at the beginning, I wasn't what you thought, you ......"

"What's wrong with you? I secretly slept with other people, and now I am still standing in front of me seriously and saying what I am going to do, what qualifications do you have, what qualifications do you have to take those so-called experiences you have, let me do something, teach me what to do, you are the least qualified to educate me!"

Xiao Zixin's eyes were cold and her tone was cold, which made Mu Qin, who couldn't accept Xiao Zixin's changes, even more devastated, and at this moment, she finally accepted that this daughter was no longer the well-behaved daughter who was lying in her arms twenty years ago, and now her daughter has already become a stranger to her.

Xiao Zixin looked at Mu Qin's devastated appearance, and there was actually a trace of unbearable feeling in her heart, but it was because of this trace of unbearableness that Xiao Zixin really couldn't accept herself like this.

Thinking of this, Xiao Zixin pushed away Mu Qin who was standing in front of her, and then she didn't look at the road, so she rushed downstairs.

"Zixin, Zixin, Zixin......"

Mu Qin was only stunned for a moment, and then ran downstairs after him, shouting Xiao Zixin's name as she ran, telling her to be careful, but Xiao Zixin didn't think she heard it, so she rushed out like this.

But how can Mu Qin compare with Xiao Zixin, in an instant, Xiao Zixin disappeared from Mu Qin's sight, the door of the house was wide open, Mu Qin ran into the small community, looked at the road that spread out, and under the street lamp, the shadow of the quiet street lamp, and did not find any figure of Xiao Zixin.

Mu Qin wandered around like a headless fly in the community for a long time, and he didn't see Xiao Zixin, so he remembered to call Xiao Zixin, but when he got through the phone, no one answered, so anxious that Mu Qin was all over the house, and he didn't know what to do.

wanted to call Xiao Xiche, but thinking about the tense relationship between Xiao Xiche and Xiao Zixin, he picked up the phone and dialed the number, but finally gave up. Suddenly, she found that in this city, she wanted to find someone to help, but she couldn't find anyone to help her, and she said that she was looking for someone to ask about Xiao Zixin's whereabouts, but she didn't know who to ask.

In the end, she could only get through that person's phone, the phone number of the person she didn't want to contact anymore, thinking that when she didn't leave with him, he said that he would ask him one day, Mu Qin really didn't want to contact this person again, and she didn't want to be messed up by this person in her life that had calmed down, but after all, reality still didn't allow her to do this, after all, her current life was still entangled with him.

Thinking of this, Mu Qin tried to calm himself down, trying to tell himself that there was nothing, nothing, nothing......

"Hey!"

Before the phone was called, the person over there instantly picked up the phone.

"Xiaoqin!"

Listening to the familiar voice, as well as the familiar tone, it seems that many things have not changed, Mu Qin really had a moment of swaying, but she knew that the reality had already changed, and this person was no longer the person who shouted about himself Xiaoqin twenty or thirty years ago, and he was full of trust and kiss.

"Zi Xin ran out, I couldn't find her, she didn't answer her calls, do you know where she is now, or where he and she might go?", Mu Qin didn't want to talk to this person, and went straight to the point.

"Zixin, why did she run out, what happened on the night?"

"Nothing! Do you know where she might go? I'll go find it. Mu Qin didn't want to talk to Xiao Qingshan about those things, she just wanted to know Xiao Zixin's whereabouts now, and then persuaded her to go home.

"I don't know where she might go, I'll ask someone to find it, and I'll tell you when there's news. You have just been discharged from the hospital recently, and your health is not good, don't be too anxious, Zixin is so old, and he is not a child anymore, and besides, he has lived here for many years, it's okay, you don't have to worry about me, I'll let people go find it now, and I'll tell you immediately if I have any news. ”

"No, since you don't know, forget it. I'll look for it myself!"

Mu Qin didn't expect it, so he rejected Xiao Qingshan's proposal, although he didn't know if what he said was the truth, but Mu Qin really didn't want to have any entanglement with him, since he said he didn't know, then treat it as if he didn't know.

Thinking of this, Mu Qin said in a depressed mood: "Since you don't know, then forget it, I won't trouble you." Thank you for bothering you so late. See you soon!"

Saying this, Mu Qin thought about hanging up the phone, but was interrupted by Xiao Qingshan.

"Wait a minute, wait a minute, Xiaoqin!"

"Hmm!"

"You don't have to worry about Zixin, I'll go find you, you're not in good health, take a good rest, don't worry so much. Have you been to the hospital for a check-up recently?What does the doctor say?", Xiao Qingshan said to Mu Qin with concern.

"It's fine. Thank you for your concern, if nothing else, I'll hang up. ”

"Xiaoqin, don't you want to talk to me like this? Do you know how I've been here for the past few years?"

"What does it have to do with me how you came here?"

"Xiaoqin, don't talk like that, I'm sad when you talk like this. ”

"You are sad, may I ask Mr. Xiao, what are you sad about? What is our relationship?

At this time, Mu Qin was like a copy of Tao Jingjing, stubborn, sharp, even more admitting death than Tao Jingjing, and the words he said were more stinging than each sentence.

Xiao Qingshan actually didn't expect Mu Qin to take the initiative to contact him, even with the existence of Xiao Zixin's daughter, he knew the result when he left suddenly four years ago, so this time when he came back, he never thought that Mu Qin would be able to talk calmly with him, but the real reality is that when this is the case, he still can't accept it.

"Xiaoqin, can we talk calmly and well? Even if it is not for anything else, we still have Zixin, a common daughter, for Zixin, we should also have a good talk, talk well, what do you think?"

"I don't have anything to say to you, and I don't have anything to talk to you about, although Zixin is your daughter, she is also my daughter, and she is now an adult, she has her own choice, and she also has her own judgment, I have nothing to talk about about her affairs. ”

"And Xiao Qingshan, no matter what you came back this time for, or what you are doing, there are some things, you know, I will never allow it, no matter which one it is, I will never let you do anything to hurt them. ”