Autumn turned to winter, and snow shrouded the barren village again.

The jackdaw sits on the roof and cries, which is meaningful.

There was a letter from Zhongdu, which belonged to Li Li.

Li Li's father died suddenly of a heart attack, and the organization specially approved her to leave Ansan and return to Zhongdu to guard her father's filial piety.

Li Li packed her luggage and looked at everything in the dormitory, for more than a year, she had long been accustomed to life here, she had thought about leaving, although she still wanted to leave now.

Xu is fate, she has fantasized many times, when she leaves, she must be laughing, running wildly towards the middle of the court.

She looked at herself in the mirror, without a trace of blood on her face, like a walking corpse.

The female students of her classmates hugged her and comforted her, but Li Li couldn't feel a trace of warmth.

Her heart was numb.

Died in the land where he came.

She walked out of the dormitory with her luggage and saw Yang Yun.

The two men didn't speak, just looked at each other for a moment. Then Li Li took out a hero pen from her pocket and handed it to Yang Yun.

"This is this year's Chinese Valentine's Day, I plan to give him a gift, but unfortunately I didn't send it, I and he may not see each other again in this life, since that's the case, then leave a thought, please help me transfer it to him, thank you." Li Li said.

Yang Yun held the pen in her hand and hurriedly put it in her pocket, she choked up and didn't speak.

Li Li smiled, pulled her luggage, and got on the board car to return to Zhongdu.

In the distance, under the plane tree, stood a tall shadow, and he watched the car drift away and slowly disappear into the snow.

I was at a loss.

He was glad that Li Li could finally leave this land that did not belong to her, but he was worried that she might not survive this winter.

Li Li left, completely disappearing from everyone's sight.

Yang Yun found Chen Zheng, and the two of them came to a quiet corner, Yang Yun looked around and found that there was no one, so he said slowly.

"This is a gift that Li Li Qixi wants to give you. Then she took out the fountain pen of Li Li's hero card.

Chen Zheng trembled and followed the pen, and the whole person froze in place.

In those days, there was a hero brand pen that was to be caught and criticized.

But Chen Zheng likes it.

Although he is a science student, he likes to dance and write since he was a child, so he knows Li Li from the Department of Literature.

It is not easy to find this fountain pen in Ansan Village and hide it carefully.

This was a gift that once belonged to him for the Qixi Festival, but it was a pity that it was too early that day, and Chen Zheng missed it.

If you miss it, you miss it, even if Chen Zheng later spent a lifetime remembering.

Chen Zheng has lived in Anshan Village for more than ten years with guilt and regret, and won his own 80s.

He finally got the opportunity to return to Zhongdu for further study. He returned to Zhong with great anticipation, and there was only one thought in his mind, and that was to find Li Li.

He ran to Li Li's house like crazy, but saw only a deserted mansion.

Neighbors told him that Li Li's mother had moved to her hometown, and Li Li had also died of a serious illness and had never married or had children in her life.

Chen Zheng was like a thunderbolt from the blue, stunned and at a loss, he thought that he had finally found an opportunity in his life to make up for the vacancy of Li Li for more than ten years.

He thought about 10,000 possibilities, Li Li was still waiting, or marrying someone else, having children, and having a safe and smooth life.

Or move to a quiet place, spend a leisurely day, and recuperate.

I never thought that I hadn't seen each other for just over ten years, and I was forever separated.

That day, Chen Zheng sat at the door of Li Li's house, looking at the dusty bluestone pavement, in a daze.

The dust covered the memories and the traces of everyone's coming, but the breeze blew, and the ripples in my heart dispersed, and it was another round of bitterness.

The story came to an abrupt end and did not continue.

Chen Zheng found Li Li's grave, and the black-and-white photo on the cemetery was taken by Chen Zheng when they were studying at Zhongdu Iron and Steel Institute.

At that time, she was sunny, cheerful, and gentle. It quickly touched Chen Zheng's heart.

Chen Zheng looked at the photo and smiled, and said, "You are still as good-looking as before." ”

Every year since then, Chen Zheng will bring a bouquet of daisies to visit Li Li.

Occasionally, I would chat with Li Li, or stay here for a while, and then continue to go back to work.

Every time he came here, he would say: "Li Li, why haven't you changed at all, after so many years, I still miss you very much, can I dream of you?"

Chen Zheng's parents would go to his place of work every year to arrange a blind date for him, but Chen Zheng refused.

He threw himself into his work desperately to give himself a little free time, and whenever he stopped to rest in bed, Li Li's smile always appeared on the ceiling, but she just laughed and disappeared.

He had never dreamed of Li Li in the middle of the night.

The old man often said that if a person leaves you, but he misses you very much, he will tell you in a dream.

Chen Zheng had never received such a dream.

Later, Yang Yun told him: "If one day you dream of someone who hasn't dreamed for a long time, then it means that she is forgetting you." ”

Chen Zheng smiled, it turns out that you still remember me.

......

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Nameless liquor store.

The story is over, the glass of wine is sprinkled, and the night is rested.

"You are Chen Zheng, and the person you want to dream of is Li Li. "Neither worry-free said.

The old man's eyes rippled, and he smiled: "Yes, I want to dream of her." ”

"Didn't you say that dreaming is equivalent to her forgetting you? Then you still dream!" He Zhidrunk finally couldn't help but interject and asked.

"I don't have a long time to die, I want to see her again, if I hadn't spoken first, would it have ended differently?" the old man asked them, and he asked himself.

"It's a pity, there are no ifs in this world, and everything is the best arrangement for the old gentleman. "It's both carefree and very calm.

Everything was arranged for the best......

This sentence is said without worry, and I don't believe it.

"Old man, what if you still think about it, after you break up with him, you shouldn't be so close to Yang Yun, let alone with Yang Yun, what kind of heavy military trend? I see, Li Li just died depressed!" He Zhidrunk said with a crooked mouth.

He didn't like this old man very much.

Neither worry-free nor did he refute He Zhidrunk's words as before, but just glanced at the old man lightly.

She wanted to hear what the old man had to say.

The old man took a deep breath and said bitterly: "Everyone thinks that Yang Yun and I are together, but only Yang Yun and I know how far away we are. ”

The old man shook his head, and even Li Li had misunderstood. Perhaps, how do you really know what you say, Li Li is really depressed.