119. Unattainable (11)

Li Li looked at him for a long, long time, Chen Zheng slept deeply, and he didn't know if he had a good dream.

It was late at night, and the moon was hitting the high treetops, which was inexplicably cold.

Li Li sat alone on the wooden railing, looking at the sky in the distance, which was pitch black, but it seemed to be very bright.

The light of the moon pierced the sky, but it could not be lit up. It's as if Chen Zheng has always paid for her, and has never received a trace of his own concern.

Li Li is brutal and willful.

But I really like Chen Zheng.

It's just that the likes of two people don't keep the balance in balance, one side loves too much, and the other loves too freely.

One side is humble to the bone, and the other party takes everything for granted.

It's dawn.

Chen Zheng woke up.

When I woke up, the infirmary was empty, and there was no sign of it.

Chen Zheng smiled, his complexion was much better, but the corners of his lips were still very dry and cracked.

It's a June, a seed that has been sown and can't grow properly.

During the day, the sun is shining and the land is dry. The night is a lonely moon, and the cold is pressing.

Chen Zheng is still doing double farm work as always, but he is no longer the same as before, and he will share anything good with Li Li.

He chose to escape, to hide and not to see.

And Li Li also knew that she seemed to have really hurt Chen Zheng's heart invisibly. She thought about making amends, she wanted to go over and apologize.

And she did.

That day, Li Li stopped Chen Zheng, took out an egg from his pocket, and handed it to Chen Zheng.

"Give your supplements some nutrition. Li Li said.

Chen Zheng held the egg in the palm of his hand, which was the first warmth that Li Li gave to Chen Zheng in more than a year.

Somewhat late.

Chen Zheng choked up, "Hmm...... Thank you. ”

His tone was very flat, as if the egg was just given to him by an ordinary person.

"Chen Zheng, I'm sorry...... I'm sorry for making you think I don't care about you anymore!" Li Li apologized to him.

Chen Zheng sneered inwardly, his face light and light.

"No, I think it's that you are. Chen Zheng returned the egg to Li Li, turned around and left.

Li Li looked at Chen Zheng's back, she didn't know what she had done wrong, or what she had said wrong.

But that back is so lonely, so thin, and there are many disappointments......

It stung Li Li's eyes, and she knew that she must have done something wrong again.

Li Li took heavy steps back to the dormitory, and when she raised her eyes, she saw Yang Yun grooming.

The aura on Li Li's body was too gloomy, and Yang Yun could see through it at a glance.

"Contradictory with Chen Zheng?" Yang Yun said.

Li Li didn't deny it, just looked at herself in the mirror, as rude and willful as when she came, and there was a world of difference from Yang Yun behind her.

What is she doing here? She's a young intellectual, but she hasn't done anything related to young people.

Because all of this was done by Chen Zheng for her.

"Yang Yun, how can I get Chen Zheng back?" Li Li looked at Yang Yun.

Yang Yun was a little surprised, Li Li would ask herself for scriptures?

"Be kind to him, don't let him down. Yang Yun replied.

Li Li nodded, "...... Well. ”

It's another year of July fire, which ignites the whole summer.

Li Li never saw Chen Zheng again, nor did she take the initiative to do farm work in the field. Chen Zheng has two jobs as always.

Many people will ask why the two of them are not glued together. The two of them replied as if they had discussed it.

"She's busy. ”

"He's busy. ”

The rare tacit understanding is full, but it is already a sign before parting.

Moon Bay Bay, pull up the Magpie Bridge.

The Tanabata festival lit a fireworks – squeezing out the flames, jumping into the sky, and blooming a delicate flower in the night sky.

It is fleeting, but it has also become one of the most beautiful scenery in Ansan.

Chen Zheng was submerged in the sea of people, his head was lowered, his face was very heavy, and he didn't know how to live

After a long time, he looked up and turned to meet Li Li's eyes.

The two didn't say anything, just walked to a dark place, turned their backs to the lonely moon, and faced the stars.

After a moment of silence, the two spoke almost simultaneously.

"Chen Zheng ......"

"Li Li ......"

"Let's talk about it first. ”

"Let's talk about it first. ”

The two were stunned for a while, and Li Li smiled, "It's better for you to say it first." ”

"Good. Chen Zheng's voice was very low, but it was extremely clear, "Let's stop here." ”

"What?" Li Li was a little suspicious of her ears.

"I'm tired. Chen Zheng said.

Li Li sighed twice, "That...... Then you have a good rest, and I will ...... in the future Don't bother anymore. ”

Li Li's voice was very calm, but her hands were trembling all the time, and her eyes were already moist, but it was because the dim twilight had become her best disguise.

Li Li left, holding the things in her palm tightly, taking heavy steps, and leaving.

Chen Zheng stayed where he was, he thought that if he said these words, he would be much more comfortable.

But now he was depressed in his heart, as if something was missing, and it was very uncomfortable.

The lonely moon is lonely, the stars are paired in pairs, and the magpie bridge is still facing each other in pairs, and the myth is just a myth after all.

Li Li and Chen Zheng never spoke again, and they occasionally met on the road and passed by like strangers.

The remarks spread out in all directions, and everyone knew the news that Chen Zheng and Li Li were separated, and Li Li was also taking on what she had to do.

She began to endure the scorching sun, carrying a hoe on her back, hoeing the ground, doing farm work, and moving steel bars in the middle of the fire.

Everyone thinks that a young lady who has been held in the palm of her hand for a whole year can't stand this kind of suffering.

Even Chen Zheng thinks so.

It's a pity that to everyone's surprise, Li Li didn't shed a single tear or cry out bitterly, she silently did what should have belonged to her.

And all this is great pain and torture for Chen Zheng. Leaving Li Li, his work is relaxed, he has a lot of free time, and in that spare time, Li Li's happy smile always comes to mind.

He got some rewards, but he didn't have anyone to share with.

A month has passed since going around and around, Li Li's face is beautiful, and her voice is sweet.

In addition to Chen Zheng, she has many admirers who pursue, but she refuses them one by one.

In the dead of night, Li Li would always take out that thing from under the pillow and hold it tightly in the palm of her hand to cry.

In the haze of broken love, Yang Yun's appearance made Chen Zheng slowly smile.

They seem to be together.

Like, she's not sure.

Because Li Li had never asked, nor did she inquire, the message reached her ears, and she believed it.

Li Li often sees Chen Zheng and Yang Yun walking side by side in the fields, paths, and mountains......

Chen Zheng smiled happily.

Li Li also smiled.