Chapter 171: What I Can't Let Go
"Well, yes, there's one more thing. ”
He Yuanlai, there is really something else.
At that moment, he described Tang Duoduo's situation to Lao Huang.
"Do you think that in her situation, what she studies will have a higher chance of going to undergraduate? He Yuandao.
Originally, He Yuan had asked Tang Duoduo about this matter before, but Tang Duoduo did not answer positively.
Considering that she was about to take the high school entrance examination, He Yuan didn't ask, and was ready to slow down and wait until she was in high school, and then mention this matter.
But not anymore.
He Yuan had a sense of urgency in his heart, he always felt that something was about to happen.
After getting rid of that irritable mood, He Yuan immediately realized that he had to hurry up and arrange some things.
"This, in fact, vocal music, broadcasting and hosting, are relatively easy. And I've seen your sister too, she has a good appearance and a natural advantage. I don't recommend dancing or anything like that, it's too time-consuming, and many people who learn this start from a young age, and very few can succeed in becoming a monk halfway. Lao Huang thought about it and put forward his own suggestion.
"Vocals, or announcers...... Is it too late?" He Yuan was mainly worried about this. Dancing and other projects, why not think about it, it will take too long.
"There's a lot of time to do, but the most important thing to learn these things is personal. If I'm interested in these things, it's easier, but if she's not interested...... "The old yellow dot stops."
He Yuan understands very well.
It's the same as when they were in school.
Some people just take studying as a hobby, studying when eating, drinking water, and even studying while walking. And some people completely regard learning as a task, and even some children from rich families give money to others to help them do their homework every day.
He Yuan didn't understand the role of learning before, but everyone else said so, and he had to be the same as others when he did this. However, rote memorization and active learning are completely different things.
After He Yuan came out to work, he realized how important self-learning is.
He often goes to bookstores, and if he doesn't have time to go out, he buys e-books online, not like that, but subscribes to some training books on Dangdang. In addition to work-related books, there are also books on the Internet, games, finance, easy to learn, psychology, and so on.
Recently, He Yuan even plans to subscribe to some books on ancient cultural traditions, including classical poems and biographies......
These things that he used to throw aside when he saw them in bookstores were now particularly interested.
Especially in the traditional culture, when I was a child, I always felt that I couldn't understand it, and I had a headache to read, but when I grew up, I thought, why are our ancestors so dicked, much more powerful than today.
Logically speaking, in adulthood, the learning environment and memory are completely different from those in juvenile life. I have to go to work every day, work overtime, and catch up with the schedule, and it is difficult to calm down, think about nothing, and concentrate on studying.
However, in terms of efficiency, He Yuan feels that in the past five years, he has learned more through self-study than he has learned in more than ten years.
No way, I used to study for the sake of handover.
After leaving the society, I studied in order to let myself go further.
The more I see, the more I feel my poverty.
It's something I didn't feel at all when I was in school.
He Yuan didn't expect Tang Duoduo to reach this realm, there are some things that you must have seen and seen through before you can understand the truth, just from the mouth is meaningless.
His requirements for Tang Duoduo are very realistic and utilitarian, that is, he wants her to become an art and sports student to increase her chances of being admitted to the undergraduate line.
He Yuan himself is a junior college student, and he doesn't think that junior college students must be weaker than undergraduates. In fact, after comparing with some undergraduates, He Yuan feels that undergraduates are stronger than junior college students because they have more theoretical knowledge and stand in a higher place.
In the words of the older generation, at that time, junior college students came out to work as workers on the front line, while undergraduates came out to work in the office as leaders.
The difference between the two can be seen here.
Undergraduate students pay more attention to theoretical knowledge, and junior colleges focus more on practical experience.
However, with the expansion of enrollment in major colleges and universities, undergraduates are not much better than junior college students, and everyone does the same work after they come out. No way, except for a few industries, the vast majority of industries, especially the Internet, do not have such a big gap in the technical content of each other's positions.
But, undergraduate is a stepping stone.
He Yuan actually has always had regrets in his heart, regretting that he didn't go to undergraduate at the beginning, which led to his career bottleneck being too low. Otherwise, with his ability, with the blessing of the college, he would have climbed to a higher position by now.
Not to mention anything else, at least 500,000 yuan of annual salary, most of which can be obtained.
Instead of doing harder and more tiring work like before, he only got half of the money, and he could barely get 300,000 yuan a year.
This is the addition that academic qualifications give to practitioners.
"Okay, then I'll go back and ask her again. He Yuan picked up the teacup thoughtfully.
After chatting with Lao Huang about this matter, I talked to him about cooperation.
This thing, they had already talked about it last time, and Lao Huang had already returned, sorted out the things, printed them on paper, and put them on the table. As soon as he heard He Yuan talk about this, Lao Huang took the things out of the drawer and handed them to He Yuan.
He Yuan flipped through the pages, and after reading them page by page, he found that there was no problem, so he finalized it with Lao Huang.
However, because the Chinese New Year is coming, Lao Huang is about to have a holiday, and He Yuan's side, the APP is also being developed, so the two chatted well, saying that they would cooperate for the first time and talk about it after the year.
After finalizing the matter, He Yuan and Lao Huang chatted again, and it was soon noon.
Lao Huang wanted to take He Yuan out to eat, but He Yuan waved his hand and said that he would go back and do something. Besides, he was both driving and couldn't drink. He Yuan chatted with Lao Huang and said that when he had time, let Lao Huang go to him to sit down and have a good drink.
After saying goodbye to Lao Huang, He Yuan drove the car and returned home.
I wanted to find some leftovers and fill my stomach casually, but I didn't expect that yesterday's dishes were all eaten, and today's dishes haven't had time to be made.
However, He Yuan didn't have the heart to cook, he found in the refrigerator the alcoholic candy he bought when he accompanied Tian Rui to the mall, it was the kind of candy that he ate when he was a child, it was chocolate on the outside, and after biting, there was an alcohol-flavored candy inside, He Yuan liked to eat it when he was a child.
When he saw it in the mall, He Yuan immediately bought a bag, but unfortunately after tasting it, He Yuan felt that the taste was a little different from when he was a child. The chocolate is more delicate than before, unlike the candy bought back then, when you open it, the chocolate inside is still slag.
However, He Yuan ate it, but he didn't feel it when he was a child.
It's like the Mimi shrimp crackers he bought before, and they don't taste like they were when they were children.
I don't know if it's because things have changed, or if people have grown up, or both.
This bag of alcoholic candy, after He Yuan ate a few pieces, he didn't want to eat it.
Tian Rui is not interested in these things, not to mention that there is chocolate in them, Tian Rui stays away from everything that is high in fat and calories.
In her words, following He Yuan for a few months, her weight has risen by four or five pounds, and the New Year is about to begin, and after this year, her weight will be over 100 again.
So Tian Rui is now exercising again, that is, running at night, every night around the park in the center of the lake. Then I didn't go out with He Yuan for supper at night, I cooked some boiled vegetables by myself, and I just ate as much as I wanted.
She said that she hopes that when the spring comes, her weight will still be kept at less than 100 catties, so that she can go to the beach with He Yuan in the summer.
Actually, He Yuan felt that Tian Rui's figure was already very good. Even a little more meat and a little more flavor is not a bad thing.
Besides, if she doesn't grow flesh, won't the pair of A never grow up?
Having said that, He Yuan still admired Tian Rui's perseverance, at least he insisted on running in the morning for a few months, and stopped after winter.
A few days ago, He Yuan was still thinking about resuming exercise, but he didn't expect that the succession of events would make him so busy that he had already thrown this idea to Java.
At this point, he should learn more from Tian Rui.
Because neither of them ate it, the bag of alcoholic candy was put in the refrigerator and almost forgotten.
I just happened to see this bag of things today, and He Yuan thought about simply getting rid of it. It just so happened that there was a bag of milk sticks in the fridge, which was a long strip made of cheese, which was a little sweet and sour.
He Yuanti slipped these things, entered the study, put the things on the desk, He Yuan made another cup of black tea, and then sat in front of the computer.
He Yuan turned on the computer and sorted out his thoughts.
Yesterday's incident not only frightened Tang Duoduo, but also He Yuan.
Coupled with the doctor's unclear words today, He Yuan's heart sank.
After experiencing Donald's affairs, He Yuan understands very well that if sometimes what the doctor tells you is a little unclear, then it is probably not a good thing. Of course, the situation may not be so bad, and if it is really bad enough, he will tell you directly - by the way, hinting that you are ready for the future.
But come to think of it, the situation should not be good.
Recalling the feeling of dizziness, He Yuan still had palpitations.
At that moment, he really felt the fear of death......
He Yuan was a little unwilling.
If you say, when he was facing death before, he had nothing on his body.
There are many things that I want to do, and there are many things that I haven't had time to do.
So now, because he has more concerns, he doesn't want to die even more.
He had his own house, had the first million in his life, renovated the house to his liking, bought his favorite car, had a girlfriend, and a cat, went to worship his mother's grave, and was entrusted by Donald to take care of Tang Duoduo......
He already had so many things, why did he die?
However, there are some things that cannot be changed by human will.
For example, luck.
Another example is life and death.
He Yuan didn't know if he was going to die, but he didn't want to wait until that incident really happened and leave regrets.
He had to do something.
He Yuan opened the document and recorded his wishes.
First of all, it is Tang Duoduo.
He Yuan owes something to Donald, although Donald doesn't care, but he really thinks that because of his own reasons, he has reached the limit in advance.
He Yuan has always felt guilty about this matter, although he took Donald to Beijing for a trip, took him to visit many places, and fulfilled his dream when he was young, but ...... The last thing Tang Lao can't let go of is Tang Duoduo.
Therefore, Tang Duoduo's matter must be handled well.
Donald's biggest wish is for Tang Duoduo to grow up safely, to be admitted to a good university, and to come out to be a useful person in the future.
He Yuan closed his eyes, thought carefully for a moment, and then continued to type on the keyboard in front of the desk.
First of all, there is the matter of Donald's legacy.
According to He Yuan's thoughts, Donald's money is the most important thing for those white-eyed wolves, but for He Yuan, it is the least important thing.
He still has 5 million cash lying in his account, and his house in Beijing is worth nearly 10 million, even if he doesn't have any of these, he can almost earn this money in half a year when he goes out to find a job.
If they really want it, give it to them.
But, Donald's house, is a problem.
He Yuan could see that Tang Duoduo wanted to keep some traces of Tang Lao.
Originally, there were some furniture in the house, but these things were damaged by those white-eyed wolves last time. All that remains now is the old house.
To tell the truth, that old house is not worth a lot of money at all, the house is too old, too long, and no one may be willing to give it away for free. The only thing that is worth it is probably the land.
However, because the house is built in the countryside, there are probably some problems in terms of property rights.
He Yuan didn't know if Tang Duoduo could inherit this house, and if he wanted to inherit it, what procedures he needed to go through.
He Yuan has to write down this matter.
As for Tang Duoduo's reading, He Yuan also arranged it.
Peng Peng's side should be able to get things done, at most, it will cost a little money. In addition, Lao Huang trained Duoduo as an art and sports student, and when he took the college entrance examination, he took the route of an art and sports student, and it was basically no problem to take the undergraduate exam.
As for the things that come out to work in the future, it's very simple. When He Yuan was in Beijing, he also left a lot of contacts, many of his former colleagues and friends, all of whom worked in major Internet companies, and He Yuan knew most of the rules of major companies.
If you just arrange a serious job, it is not difficult for He Yuan.
What's more, He Yuan felt that if Tang Duoduo graduated successfully, with her situation, it would not be difficult to find a serious job on her own.
The reason why things are difficult is that people don't understand something. Like He Yuan, it was because he didn't know anything before, so he took a lot of detours.
After he knows everything, those things that seem difficult in the eyes of others will be very easy to deal with.
Therefore, He Yuan is not particularly worried about Tang Duoduo's matter.
After Tang Duoduo's matter is resolved, it will be Tian Rui.
When he typed these two words, He Yuan was in a somewhat complicated mood.
At the beginning, when the relationship between him and Tian Rui was in an ambiguous state, He Yuan subconsciously didn't dare to determine the relationship, what he was afraid of was encountering today's situation.
Finally, knowing that his brain tumor was getting smaller and that he was very likely to heal, He Yuan formalized his relationship with Tian Rui, and even went to meet Tian Rui's parents, but he didn't expect it......
As soon as he thought of this, He Yuan closed his eyes and opened them for a while.
He sighed, with mixed feelings, not knowing what to do with it.
Whether to say it or not, it is a very difficult thing for He Yuan.
For a long time, He Yuan still hadn't made up his mind, how to tell Tian Rui.
Although nothing has happened between him and Tian Rui, the relationship between the two has long been a matter of course. It is impossible for him to say in his conscience that he did not touch Tian Rui, and he can bless her to find a better person.
He now somewhat understands why some seriously ill people would let their other half find someone better, but ...... He Yuan couldn't speak.
He wanted to spend the rest of his life with Tian Rui, but he was also afraid that he would harm Tian Rui.
People, when it matters, are always so selfish.
For a long time, He Yuan still didn't knock out a few words.
He couldn't help but take out a cigarette and light one for himself.
As for the doctor's order this morning, asking him not to smoke, he would have been thrown out of the clouds by He Yuan a long time ago.
All he knew was that he was in a very irritable mood right now and desperately needed something to relieve his stress.
After smoking half of it, He Yuan decided to put Tian Rui's matter aside, he hadn't thought about it yet, how to confess to Tian Rui...... What if things aren't that bad?
After Tian Rui, the next one is his own home.
At the mention of home, He Yuan's mood began to complicate again.
To be honest, since he came out to work, He Yuan has had very little contact with his family.
In the first two years of going to Beijing, He Yuan could still keep calling his grandmother every week, but in the next three years, because he was too busy with work, He Yuan gradually lost contact.
From a weekly call, to a month, to a call every two or three months. He Yuan could feel it himself, and his emotions were becoming indifferent.
In fact, it's not that I don't want to call, it's just that many times He Yuan gets off work, and it's already late, and when I call at this time, the old people are already asleep.
On weekends, He Yuan is generally catching up on sleep, finally getting up, having a meal, brushing down the data, and getting some work, and in a flash, it's evening.
Of course, these are all excuses, He Yuan actually just doesn't know how to face his family.
Especially every time I call my grandmother, my grandmother will ask how her recent work is, whether she is busy, and whether her salary is enough to spend. By the way, I would like to tell He Yuan again, let him stay in a company with peace of mind, don't change jobs everywhere, money, just earn enough, don't think about it.
He Yuan smiled bitterly, he didn't want to jump, he had to jump.
Money, of course, is enough, but the key is not enough.
If He Yuan doesn't move, stay in one place, with the current rate of rising housing prices, his salary, after removing the rent and then removing the meal, basically only has the moonlight left, and even the ticket home for the New Year every year, you have to swipe your credit card - the train ticket is not grabbed, there are very few trains from Beijing back to Chengdu, it takes thirty or forty hours, and the high-speed rail is even less, and even the usual business trip may not be able to grab the ticket, let alone the New Year.
So He Yuan goes home every year, and he swipes the air ticket.
Because he wants to grab low-cost tickets, He Yuan basically flies in the early morning, and the air flow at night is particularly strong, every time he encounters cold air, He Yuan feels that the plane is going to fall apart, and whether he is going to prepare a suicide note.
Until he landed, He Yuan was still trembling and felt that his legs were weak.
The old man has lived a lifetime, and many things have been seen, whether poor or rich, as long as the family stays together, reunited, and there is no illness or disaster.
But he is far from it.
He Yuan admitted that he was vain.
He loves money, and he values it very much. He would rather leave his hometown and run to a completely unfamiliar city, risking his life to work hard, just to prove that he is no worse than others, just to earn what he wanted before with his hands, but he was not able to get it.
He Yuan doesn't think that money is everything, but no money is everything. He had experienced the pain of not having money, so he hated it very much. He didn't want his own children to follow the same path as him in the future, because he was incapable...... If he has children.
Now, as the old man wished, he had returned to his hometown. Can......
Thinking of what happened to him, He Yuan couldn't help but close his eyes again.
He didn't know how he should tell the old man about it, he only dared to hide it from the old man now, as for the future......
He Yuan shook his head and thought of his father again. To be honest, he didn't feel much about his father.
He doesn't hate his father, and he doesn't blame him, as a father, when he was out of the house, he pulled He Yuan up and raised him as an adult, which He Yuan felt was very remarkable.
At least if He Yuan came by himself, he might not be able to withstand this pressure.
He Yuan just felt that his father's thinking was a little too conservative. He actually has conditions and many opportunities, but he always lets these things be lost in front of his eyes because of such and such scruples.
He Yuan felt this very deeply.
Not only because his father always does this kind of thing, but also because He Yuan himself also has such a problem.
Especially when trying new businesses in the past, He Yuan always saw the problem first.
Although there is nothing wrong with this, in fact, it was proved afterwards that He Yuan's vision was right.
However, everything that exists must have its meaning of existence.
It may be wrong in the long run, but in the light of the time it was developing, it was valuable.
Just like buying a house, He Yuan felt that the country's economic development was good, and housing prices would rise in the future. But my father felt that it was impossible for housing prices to rise to the sky, they were all empty, and they would inevitably fall back in the future.
Yes, house prices are going to fall, but by the time it comes down this week, you can't afford it.
Just like He Yuan's younger brother, in fact, He Yuan himself didn't feel anything, but his father deliberately concealed it in order to take care of He Yuan's emotions, and this concealment was more than ten years.
To be honest, He Yuan didn't know how to face them, as if he was the bad guy.