I was shocked. He glared at me, his face was familiar, and I asked him calmly:

"Who are you?"

He was stunned, "Don't pretend to be confused for me, I'm Mu Yu! Although I have received your favor, it doesn't mean that you can do such an excessive thing to my third brother!"

"You've come just in time. I breathed a sigh of relief, "Put me in a prison car and send me to Tiandu." Your third brother, he's going to be fine....."

So I started my second experience in my life in a prisoner's car.

The soldiers who escorted me looked at me as if there was a fire burning in their eyes. Mu Yu rode a horse next to me, the sun was setting, I couldn't help but ask him:

"You say you know me, so do you know why people say I'm dead in the first place?"

Mu Yu sneered, "I heard that he died in a battle with Xirong. This is the pain of the third brother, and no one dares to mention it. ”

"Mu Cheng, where is he now?"

"You want to know? Isn't there some kind of ghost idea in your heart? Mei Ziyan, with your calculating mind, only my third brother is stupid enough to believe that you have really lost your memory! If he didn't like you, what do you really think you can calculate for him? Okay, let me tell you, although the Xijon Flame Sect successfully robbed Helian Yue last night, it fell into an ambush that we had prepared for a long time, and it was supposed to be captured, but unexpectedly, a group of men in black rescued them. Now my third brother has probably led people to chase after the Ulan prairie. If anything happens to my third brother......"

"Crow's beak!" I interrupted, the last thing I wanted to hear.

"You-" Mu Yu froze.

"I want to drink water. "My throat was so bad that it was so dry that I wanted to smoke. The soldiers along the way ignored me, and I didn't drink a single drop of water at the end of the day. Leaning on the wooden railing of the prisoner car, he felt dizzy and dizzy.

"Zhang Lei, give her water!" Mu Yu waved his whip and drove to the front of the team, and the guard named Zhang Lei threw in an uncovered water bladder, and when I got it, the water in the water bladder flowed away. I put the water bladder down, closed my eyes and leaned against the wooden railing to fall asleep. The carriage was bumpy, I always couldn't sleep restlessly, and I dreamed that I was in the green mountains and forests, and then turned into a sword and sword shadow, and the neighing and shouting of the horses came to the sky.

My head started to ache again.

Probably because the night was as cold as snow, I just felt like I was soaking in ice water. When the prisoner car arrived on the bank of the Meijiang River, it was changed to a boat, and went straight down the Meijiang River to Mianyuan, and then through Huzhou to Tiandu.

The night was dark, and a big boat was parked on the Meijiang River.

When the soldier was about to open the door of the prisoner's car, the ground shook slightly, and suddenly he heard the faint sound of horses' hooves, dense as a drum, and he rode a green shirt and white horse, galloping like a gallop in the faint night. The horse neighed, and the white horse, which was suddenly reined in, raised its front hooves, and I opened my eyes slightly to look at Mu Cheng, who had jumped off the horse and came to me, with a tired face, and said with a weak smile:

"Still caught up by you......"

He pulled out Zhang Lei's knife next to him with one hand, and the knife fell to split the door of the prisoner car, and the sawdust splashed a little straight towards me, and as soon as he grabbed my wrist, he pulled me off the prisoner cart, Mu Yu came over and shouted to him in surprise:

"Third brother, why did you rush over?"

Mu Yu didn't look at her at all, just pulled me forward, and when I walked to the ship, I couldn't stand on my feet and stumbled to the ground, he grabbed me by the collar and lifted me up and threw me on the deck, and said to Mu Yu in a deep voice:

"I have something to say to her, Cheong-so Baek-hyun and Xuanwu will come on the boat with me. I will personally escort people, you take people back to defend Licheng first, there is no room for mistakes!"

I was already thin, and the cold deck made my bones hurt all over my body, Mu Cheng couldn't help but pull my hand and drag me to the bow of the boat, I was so uncomfortable that tears were about to fall.

There is a small table in the bow of the boat, and there are two bamboo chairs next to the small table. He let go of me and sat down in one of the chairs, and I gasped and sat down in the other.

"Let's talk. Surprisingly calm, his clear and handsome face was covered with a layer of solid thin ice, and there was no expression at all, except for indifference or indifference.

"I ......"

"Shall I ask you to answer?" he interrupted me, and I was so hard that I shivered with cold, and I had no strength to confront him, so I had to nod.

"In Xirong, Bai Zhi wants to use you as bait to arrest me, you have already calculated at that time, Helian Yue will personally escort me to Licheng to negotiate peace, Yiluo will definitely rob me halfway, Helian Yue is in ambush, Bai Zhi will inevitably exchange you for Helian Yue, you can take the opportunity to blackmail Bai Zhi to restore your sight for you, right?"

"Yes. I ...... "The reason why I chose to regain my sight instead of recovering my memory is because I believe everything you say, and I need to confirm this truth."

Also, I want to take a look at you......

"After regaining your sight, you originally planned to follow Bai Zhi to Licheng to exchange for Helian Yue, but I disrupted your plan, you didn't want to follow me and came to Licheng, hoping to find a way to save Helian Yue without Xirong losing any troops or materials. Therefore, Bai Zhi's peace talks are simply a disguise, although there are many pursuers in Xirong along the way, the people who really follow you are hiding in the shadows, just waiting for you to find Helian Yue's location, provide them with convenience and opportunities, and they can save Helian Yue. What kind of land reparation is empty talk, and the lord of Yuanwu will definitely lie down and taste the courage to look forward to the day when he will make a comeback. Am I right?"

I sighed, "It's exactly what you said. ”

I want to return to my own light and freedom, but I can't see Helian Yue in prison, and I can't watch Xirong, which has been in ruin for years, worsening the situation of Xirong. Helian Yue hurt Mei Ziyan, but Xiyang was to Helian Yue, and he lost him.

"I originally guessed that there would be people from the Flame Sect to rob Helian Yue, so I set up a black guard where I returned to Xirong after all, but when I stopped the Flame Sect and Helian Yue, there were more than a dozen people in black who rescued Helian Yue. The man in black led by you, but Sima Xingnan, you are worried that it will be unfavorable for Xingnan if I rush there, so you tried your best to stay with me until dawn?"

It was I who begged Xingnan to save Helian Yue as an elder sister, and promised him to return to the East Court with him, so he reluctantly agreed. I didn't intend to hide it from Mu Cheng, so I said:

"Yes, that's indeed Xingnan......" As soon as the words came out, Mu Cheng's eyes that had been looking at the river in front of him swept over indifferently, deep and indifferent, but what made people chill was that the dead silence in his eyes was dull, my heart jumped twice uneasily, and I felt that something suddenly flowed between the two of us, so fast that I couldn't catch it......

"You have no last resort, and I am willing to bow down. But I want to ask you, if the knife I hurt myself for you in Xijon really ruined one of my arms, if I couldn't rescue Qingzhao in prison, I was scattered by reason, or if I was wounded by a dark arrow while chasing the escaped Helian Yue and the Fire Cultists...... Have you ever thought about these situations? Have you ever thought that even if you miss a small step, I will be in danger of my life?"

He looked at me with such a sad gaze, as if he were looking at a stranger whom he had loved, whom he had known, whom he had lived and died...... His face was covered with a layer of jade-like brilliance under the moon, and he raised the corners of his mouth sadly and self-deprecatingly, and said: "You don't have to answer, in fact, I already have the answer, but I don't want to believe it all the time, I don't want to die." ”

He said, Xiyang, I said I guessed what you wanted, I know what you want is freedom;

But I only guessed half right, and he said, I thought that you who were freed had me in your vision of the future.

So I was wrong, I took the blame on myself, I broke many of the good men of the Wuyi Guard, lost the strength of Yiluo, and raised the army for several years and now returned in vain - have you already calculated it, I will never bear to let you go to the heavens to accept the guilt, and have to let you wander the world freely?

Xiyang, I don't blame you, it's my fault. I mistook you for her, it turns out that as long as you are still that person, you will still be that heart......

Xiyang, why don't you directly ask me to release Helian Yue unconditionally? I will agree, I will even let you go, I will agree. Because the day she died, it left a shadow in my heart, and even if she never came back, I would not feel alone......

Looking at the back of him leaving, I was stiff like falling into an ice cave and couldn't move, I only felt a pain in my heart, as if I was pinched by an invisible hand, I could hardly breathe, and there was a mess in my throat that made me choke and couldn't make a sound, and his words hit me word by word, leaving no room for it, leaving no effort.

"You...... Don't you love me anymore?"

In the night wind he paused slightly, and without looking back, he said:

"Love, a beautiful word, but unfortunately you and I don't deserve ......"

I grabbed the hem of my shirt with both hands and gulped in the air, the pressure in my heart became more and more intense, and his words were like the last straw that crushed my overwhelmed heart. I don't deserve ...... What is our one-night lingering? My initiative to get into the prisoner car has also become a premeditation? Very good, Mu Cheng, you are really good......

Tears poured out of his eyes, but it was difficult to wash away the long-suppressed pain in his heart.

Mu Cheng, this is a ...... Abandon me, huh?

After all, you didn't believe me......

I stood up, dizzy, and staggered, and almost fell.

Xuan Wuyan, who walked quickly, hurriedly helped me, and I couldn't support it anymore and fell softly into her arms, only to hear her call my name in surprise:

"What's wrong with you, Miss Xiyang?" Lord Wang, Qingzhao, come and ......."

"It's nothing, Xuan Wu, I'm just tired. ”

Yes, I'm tired.

Originally, I should have been married in the twenty-eighth year, with a husband and children, eating chilled watermelon in the shaded courtyard in the summer, and sitting around the fireplace with my family in the hall in the winter and drinking warm hot wine...... Who is willing to go to great lengths to calculate others? Who wants to be alone to plan and worry? Mu Chengyan knows that I am not afraid or heartbroken? I don't want to sit still and be captured, I have forgotten the past, and I am in danger of pushing him to the unknown for myself, but can I choose?

If I don't bring him into the game, Bai Zhi will also use me to lure him into ambush, I don't want to blackmail Bai Zhi, she has the same way to exchange me for Helian Yue. And I want to get rid of Helian Yue completely, it is difficult to ascend to the sky, a person with such an extreme personality, if he is not dead, I don't know what he will do.

And Bai Zhi still owes me, I haven't got it yet......

Mu Cheng, why don't you believe me?