I was cold, huddled in a ball with the quilt, groggy and groggy for not knowing how long I had been asleep. It was not until the cold cloth rested on my forehead that the hot forehead was soothed, and my consciousness gradually returned, and when I opened my eyes, I saw Xuan Wu sitting at the head of the bed with an anxious face, and when she saw that I was awake, she immediately exclaimed:

"Lord Wang, Qingzhao Baekhyun, the girl is awake!"

Qing Zhao didn't come in at the door of the cabin, he asked Xuan Wu, "Is the girl okay?"

"It's still very hot, you scoop in a bowl of boiled white porridge. Xuan Wu said.

Qing Zhao responded, "Bai Xuan has already gotten off the boat to ask for a doctor, you talk to the girl, don't let her fall asleep." ”

After the doctor got on the boat, he gave me a pulse prescription, told me a few words, said not to let the patient get depressed, and left. I drank some porridge in a daze, drank another bowl of medicine, and fell asleep again.

He didn't come to see me.

At noon the next day, my fever subsided. However, the soreness in my body had not faded, so I slept under the quilt again, and when I opened my eyes, I saw that I was already in an inn, and the person sitting next to me was Xingnan, who was wearing a white regular dress and a chic and enchanting posture.

"What about him?" My heart was desolate, as if it were blown by a cold wind.

"Gone. Xingnan put his hand on my forehead and said with a frown

I smiled desolate and self-deprecatingly, "Sinan, you say, do I deserve it?"

Xingnan held my hand, her peach blossom eyes filtered out the floating light and only left a warm smile, and said firmly and gently: "You are my sister, you can't do too much, it's not wrong." ”

"But," I choked, my eyes red, "he doesn't want me anymore." ”

Xingnan slowly took me into his arms and patted me on the back calmly, and I finally couldn't help but lie on his shoulder and cry loudly.

"Bai Zhi asked me to bring you a word. ”

I gradually put away my crying, wiped away my tears and asked, "What did she say?"

"She said she was wrong, and the person who should be tricked is him, not you. ”

I let out a long sigh of relief.

He took out a palm-sized silver box with many fine holes, and opened the fine small lock with a snap, and inside was a blue-black and shiny Gu worm.

Lu Siqing is right, what is in my brain is not a golden needle, but a long-lost Heartless Gu in the legend of Xirong.

Xingnan took the Heavenly Secret Guardian Flame Sect and Helian Yue to break through Mu Cheng's encirclement, and he directly held the unconscious Helian Yue hostage to force Bai Zhi to hand over the Mother Gu, although Bai Zhi was surprised by Xingnan's appearance and the lie that had been deceiving me was revealed, but he still did not hesitate to hand over the Mother Gu. She said to Xingnan:

"Do you know? The most uncomfortable person in the past two years is me, not her!" In order to stay by Helian Yue's side, she had to see her man fall in love with another woman every day, she always felt that she was in danger and couldn't sleep at night, and every day was torture rather than happiness.

"What about one more thing?" I asked Xingnan, who took something out of his bosom and gave it to me, saying:

"Helian Yue has arrived in Ancheng safely, this is what Bai Zhi sent back yesterday, and I also conveyed what you want to say to Helian Yue. He looked sad at me, put his arm around my shoulder, and comforted:

"It's okay, tomorrow, everything will be fine. ”

I rubbed my red and swollen eyes and nodded.

Yes, tomorrow everything will be fine.

My heart was over, and I looked down at the Hanmei Yuxue dagger in my hand, the white jade on it was crystal clear.

The dagger of the Sima family has always only been inserted into the heart of the person he loves, and the first knife has pierced Mu Cheng's heart.

And Mei Ziyan's dumb slave will never come back.

On the day Xingnan brought me back to Qinglin Mountain, the weather was suddenly cold, but it was not yet the winter solstice, and the cold was not yet bone-chilling. Along the way up the mountain, looking at the yellow leaves that are about to fall, there is always an indescribable desolation in my heart. Occasionally, when I see the snow shining on the branches, I will think of the bits of ice and snow floating in his dark eyes, and I will think of his cold gaze sweeping my face unfamiliarly......

With green bricks and green tiles, and a long house, I stood under the plaque hanging high in Fufeng Academy, feeling uneasy. Xingnan reached out to pat the copper ring, I stopped him with one hand, and whispered:

"I'll come. As he spoke, he slapped the brass ring a few times, and soon the door creaked open a small crack, revealing a delicate little face, a pair of ghostly eyes rolled around the bones, and asked in a long voice:

"Who-"

Xingnan coughed dissatisfiedly, "Mo suspicious of you little ghost, stare at your bull's eyes to see who is back?!"

"Young Master, you're back," recognizing his voice, Mo Su smiled and opened the door, "Master was just talking about where you went to herd sheep yesterday, this-"

His smile froze completely the moment he saw me, and I touched my face, it was clean......

Suddenly, he turned around and ran inside, shouting, "Auntie is not dead, Auntie is back—" The voice echoed through the academy, and with a touch of surprise and a touch of sadness, I stood in the doorway, full of emotion, and my nose was sour.

"Sister, I'm going home. Xingnan took my hand and walked inside.

"Mabel-" A woman in green shouted to me and opened her arms to give me a big hug, I was unexpectedly passively hugged by her, she was so excited that she even spoke in a thick nasal voice:

"You're not dead, you're really not dead, I know, how can you say that you're gone......?

I don't remember who she was, but her hug warmed my heart, she's my friend, I think.

Because they are friends, they have that kind of happiness in their hearts.

"Meng Miao, you are crying wet my sister's clothes!" Xingnan pulled Meng Miao, and when I looked up, I found that there were several people standing next to me, all of whom were unfamiliar faces, and those eyes were all surprised and looked at me excitedly. I couldn't help but look helplessly at Xingnan, and at this time, the heavy people got out of the way, and a middle-aged couple slowly walked in front of me.

The woman was wearing a white dark satin dress, covered with a mink fur collar jacket, purple crystal hair was tied with a black silk coiled into a bun, her appearance was very beautiful, willow eyebrows and apricot eyes, her eyes were clear, and her black eyes were like two pills of mercury, and at this time she was covered with a layer of mist, and her eyes were slightly red, and she wanted to cry when she looked at me. Her hand was held by the man next to her, he was tall, his long eyebrows flew obliquely into his sideburns, a pair of peach blossom eyes were blurred, thin lips were slightly pursed, and he was the same as Xingnan, but his calm bearing was far from being comparable to Xingnan.

He looked at me, frowned slightly, and suddenly stretched out his hand to give me a chestnut chisel, the force was so great that I almost burst into tears, but the joy and excitement that swept between his eyebrows made me stunned, but Sinan reacted greatly, pulled me to my side dissatisfied, glared at him and said:

"Dad, don't hit my sister's head, she ......"

Daddy, he's my daddy?

At this time, the beautiful woman couldn't help but take my hand and hugged me, and sobbed and said, "Yan'er, Yan'er......"

Somehow, when I was held by her, my heart trembled, and all the sourness welled up to my nose. She is my mother's embrace, very warm and familiar, I saw a few strands of white hair on her sideburns, tears finally couldn't help falling, biting my lip and looking at Xingnan.

"In the past two years, your mother doesn't know how many tears have been shed for you!" The middle-aged man gently pulled his wife away and held back the sourness in his eyes, "Worrying bad girl, in the past two years, my parents have made their heads white......"

I looked at Xingnan, and he smiled and nodded at me with red eyes.

"I'm sorry," I said, holding their hands and smiling with tears in my eyes, "Dad, Mother, Yan'er is home." ”

The wind is frightened, and the snow is full of snow.

I sat in front of the red window of my own wing room in the Wind Lotus Courtyard and looked at the snow outside, it was early in the morning, I don't know why I always slept lightly, and I would wake up in the middle of the night with the slightest sound, and then I would think about some messy things.

Xingnan told my father and mother the ins and outs of the matter, including the unintentional Gu in my mind. My mother helped me check the pulse, and after a long time of silence, she said that if she wanted to take out the Zi Gu, she had to wait for someone to arrive. And Daddy said coldly on the side:

"Mu Cheng dares to leave you alone and go back to Tiandu, he'd better not appear in front of me again, otherwise see how I clean him up!"

As soon as I heard his name, my heart ached uncontrollably.

My mother talked with me for two nights, and she didn't mention Mu Cheng, but just told me some interesting stories about when I was a child.

"You have been naughty since you were a child, taking them to the boxwood forest in the back mountain all day and night, learning what people do to drill and make fire, and later dismantling the fireworks to play with gunpowder, one day accidentally burned your hair and eyebrows, and carried you back to the Wind Lotus Courtyard with a black face. When your father wasn't there, he simply pressed you to the bench and beat you on the buttocks, and you cried wolf all night...... From that day on, you and my fair lady will play crazy with them wherever you want, and you will follow them wherever you want......"

"Really?" I moved my body to her, closer to her warm and caring smile, and reached out to hug her, and said with a sour nose:

"Mother, but I have forgotten, what should I do? I have lost all those beautiful and precious pasts, am I still your Yan'er?"

"Silly girl, what's there to mind about this?" she rubbed my hair, looked at me lovingly, and said, "For those who love you, the past is not important, what matters is the present, we are together ......"

"Mother, you're so nice......" I slowly fell asleep in a daze.

Missing is like a seed, I don't know when it will sprout and grow wildly.

So when I heard that name when I passed by the study that day, my heart still skipped a beat and I couldn't help but stop.

"Is he in prison?" asked Dad indifferently.

Emperor Xuancheng was furious and sent him to prison. Indeed, if we do not do so, it will be difficult to explain to the different forces in the DPRK and China. Besides, the Empress Dowager Dongfang still held a grudge against him for his original plan to hunt Dongfang Hengqing, and when would he stay at this time if he didn't fall into the ground? Xingnan said.

"Message from the birth?"

"Yes. ”

"Who is this kid distressed? I hope I will come forward to settle this matter? I wish that stinky boy would suffer more in prison so that he would dare to leave my baby daughter!"

"Dad-" Xingnan said in a long voice, "You can't blame him for this, what man can stand being deceived by a woman like this?

"Who forced him to do this?" said his father angrily: "Is it you, or me?

Xingnan was speechless for a while, so he had to sigh lightly and walk out of the study.

I hurriedly retreated behind a clump of bamboo, so that Xingnan would not see my lost soul. After Xingnan walked away, I leaned on the bamboo and sighed lowly, and suddenly Jiyao's father's voice sounded in front of me:

"Come out, what are you hiding? useless girl......

The voice was both annoyed and helpless, I stepped forward, stood in front of him, shouted "Daddy" and did not speak again. His phoenix eyes swept indifferently over my slightly pale face and asked:

"Didn't you say you had forgotten about him at all? Mabel, your heart ......"

"And him. I no longer hid it, and answered honestly, "He's gone, but the shadow is still there." ”

He pursed his lips, his lines condensed, as if he was angry.

"Daddy," I pleaded, tugging at his sleeve, "save him......"

"Save him and let him bully you again?

"Daddy, if you don't save him, who will bully me back in the future?" I was anxious, biting my lip and saying, "If you don't save him, I'll tell my mother to go and let her go to Tiandu to find ......"

His phoenix eyes narrowed, his face was suddenly cold, I knew that I had touched the scales, I immediately silenced, lowered my head and said aggrievedly: "If you don't go, you won't go, if you don't tell your mother, you won't tell your mother, so what are you doing...... "Said hatefully let go of his sleeves and was about to turn away.

Behind him, he stroked his forehead and sighed, and said: "Why did I give birth to you, an unfilial girl, and always let my parents worry about it, so what's so good about Mu Cheng? Mei Bao, let me tell you, three-legged frogs are rare, and two-legged men are all over the street, can't you be a little more ambitious, and find someone who is slightly better and stronger than your father to marry? Where is my Mei Jiyao's daughter getting him Mu Cheng to bully?!"

I turned to look at him and said:

"Daddy, it's late. I am already his man, and if he dies, I will be a widow for him for the rest of my life. ”

As soon as these words came out, the stone was shattered. Jiyao's father's handsome and elegant face was suddenly bruised by my words, and the blue veins on his forehead suddenly appeared, and before he could say anything, I aggrievedly left a sentence:

"Daddy ignores me, I'm sad that I deserve it!"

Daddy's face stinked until he came down the mountain the next day, and before leaving, he said to me in a puzzled manner:

"Save him, and don't be heartbroken when I teach him in the future. ”

Watching him ride on Xueji and disappear into the dense forest, I smiled bitterly, my mother took my hand, smiled and said, "Don't worry, your father actually likes Mu Cheng's child very much." ”

I'm not worried about this, but about me and him, will there be a future?

The day after Daddy left, the priest came.

Mu Mo was a thin and short old man, his head was smooth and slick like a wet child's mountain, and the monk's robe on his body was too wide, making his figure a little funny no matter how he looked at it. His complexion was dark, and his small single-eyelid eyes were rolling on my face, and after reaching out to take the pulse, he showed a compassionate and kind look on his face, and said:

"Little apprentice, don't worry, as long as there is a mother Gu, your little life will definitely be saved. But it's a bit long and a bit painful......"

"Can I remember what happened before?"

"It's hard to say......," he muttered for a while, and then asked me, "Have you ever devoured the brain and heart of the Flame Cult's holy beast Axolotl?" Otherwise, this Gu worm has been dormant in your brain for so long, and if it were normal, it would have sucked your brain and marrow out long ago. ”

I nodded blankly, vaguely remembering that Bai Zhi had said this to Helian Yue.

"I have a bad fate, and I am unwilling to save you, or I will try my best to harm you......" He narrowed his eyes: "Little apprentice, don't you get rid of the peach blossom debt and avoid it?"

"Old Man Mu will really take advantage of people's danger," I laughed, "aren't you afraid that the debt collector will burn down your medical holy valley?"

Old man Mu said angrily: "A girl with no conscience, I don't know how to serve your master and me!"

"Okay, okay," I handed him the tea bowl, "I don't want anyone anyway, you can just pay for food and shelter when the time comes!"

The old man and my mother discussed for an afternoon, and after a busy day, he led me into a dusty room, and my mother handed me a bowl of very strong and bitter medicine for me to drink, and then lit an unknown incense with a strange smell in the incense burner in the corner of the house, and I became drowsy when I smelled it, and gradually fell asleep.

In my dream, I saw the gate of Fufeng Academy again, the copper ring on the door was stained with mottled green rust, and the man in green shirt stood outside the door and lingered for a long time, and finally made up his mind to step forward and pat the copper ring......