Chapter 169: I want to vent
Tang Duoduo was stunned for a moment.
But soon, she pretended to be nothing.
"The phone seems to be out of battery, go and charge it. She nagged and turned to walk out of the house.
As soon as he got out of the house, Tang Duoduo immediately covered his chest, and his heart was beating non-stop.
In the middle of the night, it was dark again, and suddenly seeing such a figure scared Tang Duoduo infirmly.
Almost subconsciously, a few words popped up in my mind, "a thief".
There are a lot of thieves in the countryside, as I said before, this is about to be the New Year, and the streets are full of second-rate people who are idle and have nothing to do. In the past few days, there have been several thefts in the village, and the loss of cash is not much, but the batteries of several families have been unloaded.
When he saw the black shadow, Tang Duoduo's first reaction was that there was a thief in the house.
But she didn't dare to go up, the current thieves are all with knives, He Yuan said, when encountering this kind of thing, you should try to stay away, she has thin arms and thin legs, and she can't do anything when she goes up, so don't go and make trouble.
After calming down, Tang Duoduo decided to hand over this matter to He Yuan to deal with.
She flipped out He Yuan's phone on her mobile phone and dialed it, but the phone rang several times and was not connected.
Tang Duoduo suddenly pricked up his ears and moved.
At night, the old house was very quiet, and she felt the direction of the room, and wanted to hear the mobile phone ringing.
Tang Duoduo hesitated for a moment and moved a little closer to the room.
The ringtone in his ears became louder and louder, and Tang Duoduo recognized that it was He Yuan's mobile phone ringtone.
Before, He Yuan's mobile phone was vibrating, and it was especially easy to miss messages, especially when walking, he often couldn't receive calls, and later, he simply turned the vibration into a mobile phone ringtone.
Could it be that the person in the room is far away?
Tang Duoduo hesitated, hung up the phone, and the mobile phone ringtone in the room quieted down. She dialed the number again, and after a while, the voice in the room rang out again.
Well, it turned out to be the guy.
While Tang Duoduo breathed a sigh of relief, he also felt afraid.
With a straight face, she walked to the door and knocked on it, "When did you come back?"
There was no one in the room.
Tang Duoduo frowned, a little unhappy in his heart.
She fumbled and turned on the light, and the bedroom instantly brightened.
"I said you...... What's wrong with you?" Tang Duoduo was just about to speak, when he saw He Yuan lying on the ground, he was stunned for a moment.
She stepped forward in three or two steps, squatted down and saw that it was indeed He Yuan.
"What's wrong with you, wake up. She patted He Yuan, He Yuan didn't react, and Tang Duoduo suddenly panicked.
She suddenly remembered Donald, when she saw Donald, Donald was also like this.
Tang Duoduo immediately took out his mobile phone and made a call......
......
He Yuan seemed to be watching a silent movie.
Countless scenes, countless pictures, and countless characters flashed in front of me.
All kinds of information are stuffed into my brain, and my brain is bulging and swollen, and I feel like I'm about to explode.
I don't know how long it took, but the picture suddenly closed, and He Yuan appeared in an open space.
There was darkness all around, nothing above and below.
"You're here. ”
He Yuan was stunned for a moment, and the voice sighed again: "It's not time for you to come, go back......"
He Yuan just wanted to speak, but suddenly "buzzed", and felt a sense of weightlessness all over his body, and the next second, his body shook violently.
"You're awake. ”
Before I could open my eyes, I heard a familiar voice in my ears.
He Yuan opened his eyes, and he was greeted by a white, white ceiling, white sheets, and, of course, the smell of the damn disinfectant water.
"I ...... Is this in the hospital?" He Yuanfa was stunned for a while, and as soon as he put his hands on the bed, he wanted to get up.
Tang Duoduo on the side came over to help him, and put his arm on Tang Duoduo's arm, and He Yuan got up from the bed.
Tang Duoduo took another pillow and put it behind He Yuan, letting He Yuan lean on the bed.
He Yuan stared at the blank bed for a while, and it took a while before he came back to his senses, and said to Tang Duoduo: "You sent me over?"
He remembered that before he fell into a coma, he should have been lying in bed, and now in the hospital, it was obvious that someone had sent him over.
"Hmm. Tang Duoduo sat down on the chair next to him, propped his chin, and looked at He Yuan for a while.
He Yuan was a little uncomfortable by her, and couldn't help asking, "What's wrong with you?"
"It's nothing, I'm just thinking, what's wrong with you. Tang Duoduo said.
She changed her hand, found a comfortable position, and hesitated for a moment before saying, "When I came back, I found you lying under the bed, did you fall at home, or ......"
"It's nothing, maybe I haven't rested well lately, I'm a little dizzy. He Yuan waved his hand, his face was still a little pale.
"By the way, the doctor came to say that you are a little anemic, and you should pay attention to rest more. Tang Duoduo said.
"Hmm. He Yuan replied, his gaze a little blank.
He knew about anemia early on, but it was just a little strange at first, he was always dizzy and a little unfocused. At that time, I asked many people, and everyone said that He Yuan might be a little anemic.
He used to look white, the kind of white that could not see the color of blood.
He Yuan also ate something that replenished blood for a while, but it didn't seem to have any effect. I went to the hospital to see it, and the doctor just said that He Yuan was too stressed, suffered from a certain anxiety disorder, and needed to be properly regulated, and then prescribed him a prescription of thousands of yuan, went to the hospital to buy medicine and ointment, and after eating it for a while, he didn't feel any use.
When I talked to my friends about this, my friends also said that He Yuan's body was too weak, and his weakness was not replenished, and he joked that He Yuan should usually pay attention to moderation, don't be young and don't know how expensive X is, and look at it when you are old......
Oh, what are you kidding, a person who is busy working every day for 365 days a year, even if he wants to go out and indulge, he must have time.
Besides, He Yuan also felt strange, why many people knew where to find that kind of part-time young lady, but He Yuan himself had never seen it. Even if he sometimes wanted to try it, he couldn't find anyone to try.
He Yuan felt that he might be suffocated.
"Since you're fine, I'll go back to cooking first, and I'll bring it to you when it's ready. Tang Duoduo said.
With that, she got up, packed her things, and prepared to leave.
"Wait, I'll go along. He Yuan also propped himself up from the bed and wanted to change his clothes.
"Aren't you going to stay here for a few days?" Tang Duoduo said strangely.
"No, it's all trivial. He Yuan shook his head, he didn't want to stay in a ghost place like the hospital.
Because it wasn't a big deal, the doctor didn't stop He Yuan.
just told He Yuan that in winter, his body was prone to problems, so He Yuan should pay more attention to maintenance.
After completing the discharge procedures, He Yuan followed Tang Duoduo out of the hospital.
Because he didn't drive when he came, He Yuan was too lazy to wait for the bus, so after stopping a taxi at the entrance of the hospital, he reported the address and sat in the car in a daze.
After returning home, Tang Duoduo continued to cook. She had just finished cooking halfway through when she encountered this kind of thing, and now it will take about half an hour to go back and get it again.
He Yuan didn't care about her, he hid in his room and locked himself up.
He Yuan lay on the sofa, looking at the ceiling in a daze.
What happened today really almost scared He Yuan to death.
He still remembers that when he was in Beijing, when he first found out that he had a brain tumor, he felt like the sky was about to collapse.
I am still so young, my career is just on the right track, I haven't bought a house yet, and I haven't talked about a girlfriend yet...... I still have so many things I want to do, but I haven't done yet.
But Heaven told him that he was going to die.
He Yuan was very unwilling, and even full of grief and indignation in his heart, and even complained about the sky.
He took a week off work and spent a week in a rental house before he grudgingly accepted the fact.
Yes, he's going to die.
At this age of luxury, I want to end my life of more than 20 years without a sense of achievement.
He Yuan felt disheartened for a moment, no matter how busy and tired he was at work before, but when he thought of tomorrow, He Yuan would feel full of strength. But in those seven days, He Yuan was directly smashed.
No matter how hard you work and how hard you work, what can you do?
He only has a few months to live, what can he do in a few months?
He Yuan resigned, went home, bought the old house, and stared at the yard in a daze every day, eating and waiting for death.
And he waited and waited, and one day, suddenly one morning, he didn't wake up.
This is the end of this meaningless life.
However, when he suddenly got the million, when he suddenly had his own property, when he learned that his brain tumor had been cured, He Yuan came back to life.
He felt that the heavens must be watching over him.
At the beginning, He Yuan still had scruples, and when facing Tian Rui, he hesitated and didn't dare to approach, because he didn't know what the situation was with the thing in his head, and he was afraid that when he woke up one day, he would be gone.
Until a few months passed, He Yuan almost forgot about the tumor in his brain, and he began to enjoy this carefree, leisurely and lazy day.
Although sometimes He Yuan is also a little distressed, feeling that he is not too salty. However, he couldn't find anything he wanted to do.
It's just a mix of getting by.
But today's incident gave He Yuan a head start.
Under the fear of death, He Yuancai recalled that he still had so many things he wanted to do, but he didn't do. And he indulged in a peaceful and comfortable life, and forgot all these things!
He Yuan felt his heart shrink suddenly, and he felt like he couldn't breathe.
What if, this time, it wasn't an accident today, and what if I really died......
He Yuan felt a chill in his body.
He was in the room for a while, and he didn't come out until Tang Duoduo called him to eat.
Dinner was very simple, at first, Tang Duoduo didn't expect He Yuan to be at home, so he only fried shredded potatoes, made a bowl of white radish soup, and sliced boiled bacon, well, and a small plate of pickled pickles at home.
Kimchi, Tang Duoduo moved from Tang's hometown, people in the past would often pickle some kimchi at home, what radish, cowpea, cabbage, cover with that kind of jar, store at home, when you want to eat, open the lid, and clip a little from it.
After Tang Duoduo moved to He Yuan's side, he didn't bring many things, but he moved some of the items left by Tang Lao to He Yuan's house, including several jars with kimchi.
Sichuan's kimchi is still quite famous, refreshing and crisp kimchi, drizzled with a little chili oil, and it is particularly appetizing to eat. The pickled kimchi at home, the selection of materials, and the pickling time are a little more particular than those outside, and the pickled taste is also better.
It's a pity that there are fewer and fewer people who still make kimchi at home.
After eating a meal, He Yuan was a little confused, his eyes kept staring at the air, and he didn't know what he was thinking.
Tang Duoduo put down the bowl and stretched out his hand to shake it in front of He Yuan's eyes, drawing his attention back.
"What's wrong, is there something uncomfortable?" Tang Duoduo saw He Yuanwang coming over, stopped his hand, and asked.
He Yuan shook his head.
Tang Duoduo was still a little uneasy, and continued: "Why don't you need to go to the hospital for a check-up. ”
"It's too late today, let's go tomorrow. He Yuan said.
"If there is anything, go as soon as possible, otherwise there will be a real problem when you turn back, and it will be too late to cure it. Tang Duoduo's expression became serious.
After Tang Lao's incident, Tang Duoduo was particularly concerned about these things.
He Yuan even found that Tang Duoduo sometimes used his mobile phone to swipe some things about medical insurance.
In her words, the cost of health care is too high and people are too vulnerable. After a serious illness, tens of thousands of dollars are smaller, hundreds of thousands more, and ordinary people can't afford it at all.
Tang Duoduo felt that it was better to prevent it early after he waited for something to happen and then thought of a way. Especially these daily payments of five insurances and one housing fund, medical insurance, usually do not look very good, but can help a lot at critical moments.
He Yuan happened to be watching a water drop chip at the time, which was forwarded to the circle of friends by people in the circle, so he showed it to Tang Duoduo casually.
Tang Duoduo shook his head at that time and said, "You still believe in these things?"
"Anyway, I don't believe it, if it's someone I know and knows more about him, I might be able to help. He Yuan scratched his head.
He hadn't actually donated a few times, and he didn't donate much.
When I was a child, I didn't understand, and when I saw someone begging on the road, I would often take out pocket money from my pocket and put it in someone else's bowl.
When he grew up, He Yuan knew that these people who begged on the street corners all the year round had become a profession, and people's daily income was used as He Yuan's pocket money for a year.
After it was a little bigger, there was a water drop, and seeing that the person above described himself as miserable, although He Yuan didn't believe it very much, he couldn't help but donate a little.
Until He Yuan knew that there were many people on the water drop, and they had several houses and cars at home. People just don't want to sell their houses and cars, so they raise money online for treatment, and even after removing the cost of treatment, the remaining money is enough for the whole family to travel to Europe.
You see, you think you're taking pity on others, you're showing kindness.
However, other people's lives are much better than you think.
Tang Duoduo will not use these things, she said, Yu Qi pinned her hopes on the kindness of others, it is better to think about how to make more money, and rely on herself when encountering difficulties.
This is very similar to He Yuan.
"It's okay, I'm just, I've been a little tired lately. He Yuan took a deep breath and smiled hard, "By the way, I asked someone to help with your relative's matter." In the last few days, you should pay attention, if there is something to call me, I will tell you when I get the result back. ”
He Yuan didn't want to worry about others.
Even if he is going to die and there is only one last day left, he is willing to bear it silently by himself.
Tang Duoduo felt that He Yuan was lying.
A woman's sixth sense is generally more acute.
So she stared at He Yuan's eyes without blinking.
He Yuan was a little overwhelmed, he avoided Tang Duoduo's gaze, picked up the spoon, and filled himself a bowl of soup.
"Well, this soup I cooked today is good, it has a taste, this radish is a little harder, it should be boiled again. He Yuan took a sip of soup and took another bite of the radish before commenting.
Tang Duoduo retracted his gaze, glanced at his bowl, and then at the radish soup on the table, "Let's go, let's finish the meal" twice, put the chopsticks and bowl on the table, and said, "I'm full." ”
Saying that, she didn't pay attention to He Yuan, and went out upstairs.
Looking at Tang Duoduo's departing back, He Yuan smiled bitterly.
He sandwiched the bacon and the white radish, finished the meal, and then began to clean up the table.
After cleaning up, He Yuan returned to the house. After the little guy saw He Yuan, he immediately came up and rubbed He Yuan's leg.
He Yuan rubbed its little head, and after entering the house, he closed the door.
He opened the table and took out the real estate certificate in Beijing, his face changing.
He took out his mobile phone, flipped to a number, hesitated for a while, and still didn't press it.
Forget it, let's figure out for yourself what happened.
He Yuan sighed and put the phone back away.
That night, He Yuan didn't rest well all night.
He was always dreaming, dreaming a lot, and there were many people talking to him in his dreams.
There are those who know and those who do not, those who are familiar and those who are unfamiliar.
But He Yuan looked dazed, he couldn't understand what they were saying.
It didn't take long for He Yuan to wake up from his dream.
He had memorized something, but when he woke up, he quickly forgot about it.
When I looked back on it, I realized that I didn't remember anything.
Rubbing his sore head, He Yuan made breakfast and asked Tang Duoduo to eat.
After sending Tang Duoduo away, He Yuan changed the cat litter and cat food for the little guy, then closed the door and drove into the county.
After completing the process with the familiar way, He Yuan was a little apprehensive in his heart.
To be honest, he was a little scared, afraid of getting a result that he didn't want.
The doctor's expression was also very solemn, he looked at the film and was speechless for a long time.
After a long while, he pushed down his glasses and asked He Yuan, "Have you felt any discomfort lately?"
"Me?" He Yuan pointed at himself, stunned for a moment. He recalled it in his mind, a little uncertain, "I've been doing it lately, and the rest is fine, but I often have some headaches, some limbs are weak, maybe it's cold, it's cold, I used to have a cold like this." ”
He Yuandao, as he spoke, he asked: "Doctor, my thing...... Is something wrong?"
"It's hard to say yet. The doctor shook his head and picked up the film, "Judging from the film, there is a little change in your mind, but now it's hard to say whether it's going in a good direction or a bad direction......
He Yuan's heart suddenly lifted.
"In this way, you have been taking care of your body recently, and you can exercise more often, so you can go out and play and relax. If anything, remember to come to me as soon as possible. By the way, remember, try to smoke less, drink less alcohol, and don't eat greasy and spicy foods lately, and pay more attention to your diet. After chatting with He Yuan for a while, the doctor left this sentence.
After He Yuan left, the doctor picked up the film again and talked to himself there
"Strange, I remember the last time he came, the tumor had shrunk. Why did you come this time and start to get bigger again......"
Coming out of the hospital, He Yuan was a little bored.
Every time he entered the hospital, he felt very depressed and uncomfortable.
Standing on the street, He Yuan took out a cigarette and habitually prepared to light it for himself.
As soon as he put the cigarette in his mouth, He Yuan suddenly paused, hesitated, and put the cigarette away again.
Forget it, the doctor said that it is best not to smoke in the recent period, and it just so happens that He Yuan has been looking for an opportunity to quit smoking.
It's just that before, he couldn't find a reason to quit smoking.
In his state of life, he is in an extremely depressed situation every day, and he doesn't smoke, he really doesn't know what else he can do.
Now the doctor gave him a reason.
If you keep smoking, you'll die.
Quit it.
He Yuan sighed and casually put the lighter in his pocket.
Sitting in the car, He Yuan was a little dazed for a while, not knowing where he should go.
Go home?
I don't know what to do when I go back, but I seem to have done everything I need to do.
Going out for a walk?
Where to go, I don't have anything to do now, and I can't think of where to go for a while.
He Yuan felt that he was extremely depressed now, and when he was bored, he especially didn't want to see his acquaintances, for fear of infecting the other party with his garbage emotions.
He just wanted to find a place to vent now.
Or, go and sing.
He Yuan suddenly thought.
Speaking of which, he hadn't sung in a long time.
When I used to work in Beijing, I went to KTV only a handful of times a year.
It's not a departmental dinner, or a friend treat, except for these reasons, He Yuan basically won't go out.
After coming back, He Yuan went to KTV once, which was the class reunion.
However, because there were too many wheat babies, He Yuan was reluctant to go up to grab the wheat with them, so after careful calculation, he hadn't gone to KTV to sing for about a year.
Back then, He Yuan was also a wheat tyrant, and he especially liked to listen to songs, and he liked to sing even more.
It was life that inhibited his hobbies.
Although it's still early, at this point, it feels a little weird to run to sing alone, but He Yuan can't care about it.
He just wanted to vent now.