Looking at Ziyu with a look of deep research, Tao Jingjing silently wanted to say in her heart, in fact, there is still Ziyu, she doesn't want to think about everything in the past and then involve all the people in those pains, but Tao Jingjing also knows that things may not be what she wants, especially now that Yu Xiang is back, if she doesn't explain many things clearly, if she doesn't make it clear to Ziyu, their friendship for so many years, Tao Jingjing is conscious, there will definitely be problems, although there are problems now, but if this is the case again, the feelings of the three people from childhood to adulthood are estimated to be consumed little by little by those unspeakable feelings。

"Ziyu, let's find a place to say, okay?", Tao Jingjing looked at the streets where people came and went, and the vendors next to the two people who quarreled and couldn't stop pointing, as well as Mu Zhuoyan, who had been looking at this side coldly, and Yu Xiang, who was silent and smoking a cigarette with his head down, Tao Jingjing was suddenly very tired, very tired, very tired for no reason.

"Ziyu, let's go find a place next to us and sit down, I'll tell you about my debt to Zhuo Yan and Yu Xiang before, and those things you don't know, okay?" Tao Jingjing said to Lin Ziyu almost pleadingly.

Lin Ziyu, looking at the sudden sadness on Tao Jingjing's face, was actually very unbearable in her heart, as if she was thinking and making a decision, and finally decided to listen to Tao Jingjing, and then walked forward without looking back. Tao Jingjing looked at Lin Ziyu like this, and hurriedly ran forward in small steps, and the two of them disappeared into the bustling street.

Why is Tao Jingjing reluctant to mention those pasts, even to her closest Lin Ziyu. In fact, it's not those pasts, not worth mentioning, or there are anything special, it's just that those pasts are always full of youthful pain. That was the last thing Tao Jingjing wanted to face, and she rushed to a future that she thought was very beautiful without hesitation.

But that seemingly beautiful future only gives you harm, harm to the people around you, and harm to your loved ones. Tao Jingjing didn't even want to think about her father's expression, grandfather's expression, and Yu Xiang's expression when she made that decision without hesitation, and she had been silently supporting her all the time.

The lights were dim, Tao Jingjing and Lin Ziyu were sitting in the corner of a small café, the two of them were facing each other, and neither of them took the initiative to speak, as if the quarrel on the street just now seemed to exist, but they both knew that the crack in this quarrel already existed. I don't know how long it took, Tao Jingjing unconsciously stirred the coffee in the cup with a spoon, turned her head to look at the rain outside that I didn't know when it fell, this voice was also very similar to when I shouted to my father.

On the rainy night of "I don't want you anymore, I just want Xiao Xiche", Tao Jingjing has been thinking about it later, if she can turn back that day and see her father's expression, will she be able to make a different decision, maybe, maybe she can really make a different decision, in order to love her father, even if she has a little stay, maybe the ending will be different. But he didn't stay, just like that, he rushed into the rain curtain without looking back, and then left it to himself in this life, that rainy night, to himself. Except for endless remorse, there is nothing else left, and I have to hide the guilt in the heart of others.

"Ziyu, do you know? After you left, Xiao Xiche said that he wanted to marry me, and I really thought he was going to marry me. Then I wanted the world to know my happiness, but the whole world didn't wait for me to tell them about my happiness, and the whole world knew about my sadness. My father's sudden hospitalization, do you know why?, because my father didn't agree when he knew that Xiao Xiche wanted to marry me, even if he was very optimistic about Xiao Xiche, he didn't agree with me marrying Xiao Xiche. At that time, I didn't know why, I didn't know that my father, who loved me so much, liked Xiao Xiche's father so much, why didn't he agree with me marrying Xiao Xiche?

My dad even wants to cut off the father-daughter relationship for me, if I have to marry Xiao Xiche. I had a long quarrel with my father, and even my grandfather came and talked a lot about the truth, a lot of pros and cons, but I didn't listen.

Now I tell my grandfather and my father that they just dislike Xiao Xiche for being poor, saying that they dislike poverty and love wealth. ”

Tao Jingjing now thinks of her father's expression when she said this, that incredible expression, I was actually really bad, but at that time, I felt that I was very great, for love, I was great without hesitation.

Tao Jingjing didn't want Lin Ziyu to express any opinions about her past, she felt that she was ridiculous when she said it, and she didn't want others to think how great and infatuated she was. In fact, Tao Jingjing also knew that no one could understand her situation at that time, even if she could understand it, because of so many years of feelings, she understood herself, but Tao Jingjing didn't want him to understand herself at all, so she didn't give Lin Ziyu a chance to experience her own mood and said it directly.

At that time, only Yu Xiang came to help me, even if he didn't agree with my behavior, but Yu Xiang looked at my determination and secretly supported me behind my father's back. ”

"From childhood to adulthood, whatever you do, Yu Xiang supports you!"

Tao Jingjing listened to Lin Ziyu's expressionless and emotionless voice, so she smiled slightly, because what she said was the truth, from childhood to adulthood, no matter what happened, Yu Xiang supported herself, even if she was wrong, she also supported herself. Therefore, Tao Jingjing felt even more indebted to Yu Xiang.

"Ziyu, I've been thinking about why the three of us haven't been able to come together smoothly since we were young? You like Yu Xiang, you like it since you were a child, Yu Xiang liked me later, you also know, why didn't you fight for it, why don't you treat me like other people treat love rivals like others?"

Listening to Tao Jingjing's words, Lin Ziyu was shocked and couldn't say anything, looking incredible, looking at Tao Jingjing for a long time without saying anything. When he spoke, he only lost a few words for a long time.

Tao Jingjing expected Ziyu's surprise, and also expected her possible reaction, so she was like this now, Tao Jingjing, just smiled, and then said to herself: "Zhuo Yan also likes Yu Xiang, I have always liked it, I have always known that she plays with us, she is good to us, to be precise, it is all because of Yu Xiang." ”