Chapter 52: Today is the first day
Sensing the anomaly, Siwei reflexively raised his phone, and the flashlight shone impartially on the face of the man at the door.
"It's me!" Song Ju'an blocked his eyes with one hand and hurriedly spoke.
Si Wei breathed a sigh of relief, and lowered his arm to the door: "How long have you been here?"
While asking and looking for the key from her pocket, Song Juan took her mobile phone and illuminated the keyhole.
"Almost ten minutes," he said. ”
Siwei inserted the key into the lock cylinder and turned the door.
Turning on the living room light, Song Ju'an squinted: "You have been living alone recently?"
"That one is no longer rented. ”
Song Ju'an sat on the sofa, his legs open, pressed his eyebrows and asked, "What about Xu Heyan?"
"The hospital has dormitories, and sometimes I don't come back when I'm busy. Si Wei looked at him through the coffee table, was silent for a moment and then asked, "You were kicked out of the team?"
Song Ju'an opened his dark eyes and met her eyes.
The indifferent and calm appearance made him embarrassed to tell the truth.
In the next second, Si Wei opened his eyes faintly: "Then let's stay here for the time being, have you eaten?"
She casually turned on the TV and naturally changed the subject.
The little girl is quite good at observing people's emotions, and she won't embarrass you, and it's very delicate!
"I've eaten it. Song Ju'an replied.
Siwei went into the kitchen, filled the pot with water, and heated it.
The sound of the water running could be faintly heard in the whirring sound of the kettle, and a few minutes later, Siwei came out with a plate of strawberries.
She sat down next to him, holding the remote control turntable and stuffing a strawberry into her mouth.
Her cheeks were slightly puffed up, and a slight flush was faintly revealed, so she was well-behaved and quiet, but silently tickling.
According to Siwei's habit of eating grass and berries, she usually doesn't swallow it in one bite, just because it is in front of others, if she bites one bite at a time, the picture is weird.
Song Ju'an turned his gaze: "I'm going to smoke a cigarette." ”
With that, he got up and went to the balcony.
Si Wei didn't move, and changed the channel at will according to the remote control in his hand, without the intention of looking.
Tonight is indeed an opportunity, always holding it back, even if it is well disguised on the surface, in fact, it is impossible to get along with him normally.
But if she takes this step, she has to prepare for the worst.
The relationship between the opposite sex is very delicate, and on the premise that the other party's mind cannot be confirmed, one party can choose to hide his or her mind in order to maintain the relationship.
It's a bit of a humble way, but it's the only way to not embarrass each other.
In the living room, Si Weiwu was distracted;
On the balcony, Song Ju'an squinted his eyes and spit out smoke rings, and inexplicably felt a sense of gain and loss in his heart.
When he thought that their relationship was gradual, there was always an invisible resistance separating the two sides.
The road to her was even more difficult than he had imagined.
Song Juan pinched the cigarette butt, threw it in the trash can in the corner, and took out the cigarette case from his pocket.
When the addiction to cigarettes came up, he twisted a stick and put it in his mouth.
At this moment, the balcony door behind him opened.
The moment he opened the balcony door, the cold wind poured in, Si shrank slightly, and when he raised his eyes, he met the man's dark eyes.
"I'll help you. ”
Bearing the cold, Siwei stood next to him, then took the lighter on the concrete wall and stood on tiptoe.
She was magnifying in her eyes, but Song Ju'an hadn't come back to her senses yet, and with a "snap", the flames jumped out of the ground, and the cluster of light was reflected in the eyes of the two of them.
Si Wei leaned over to him, holding one hand to block the wind, and there was light in his crystal eyes.
The little girl was not as tall as him, standing on tiptoe and still unable to stand shoulder to shoulder with the man, seemingly laboriously supporting, but her expression was focused and persistent.
Song Ju'an tilted his head slightly, and the cigarette butt was on the flame, raising a thin layer of smoke.
He sucks and burns, and raises his head;
She lifted her thumb and stood.
Song Ju'an deliberately avoided her, facing the night sky, sending the smoke out of his mouth.
He asked, "Why don't you go to bed?"
Si Wei glanced at him, "It's still early, and I can't sleep." ”
The smoke dispersed, and a few wisps were blown by the wind to his nose, but Si Wei didn't even feel pungent.
She looked away and looked at the neon in the distance: "Do you like to smoke a lot?"
Song Ju'an spit out the smoke ring, "I don't love it." ”
"When did you start smoking?"
"After going to military school, I smoked a few times, and after graduating and entering the fire brigade, I smoked very often. With that, he brought the cigarette to his lips again.
Listening to his words, Siwei suddenly thought of the painting she had painted, he didn't smoke at that time, but she just added that touch.
At the time, it was a feeling that he should have wanted to smoke.
In fact, this gratuitous intuition is exactly the same as his heart, so when Song Ju'an put away the painting, he was attracted at a glance.
Si Wei asked again: "Why did you take the military academy?"
"My temperament is suitable for honing and honing inside, and it is not suitable for anything else. Song Ju'an pinched the half of the cigarette and rolled his eyes: "Why do you suddenly ask this?"
Si Wei's face did not change color, "I'm just interested." ”
She shuddered.
Song Ju'an put out the cigarette butt in the pot soil, "Don't stand here, it's easy to catch a cold." ”
He turned around and took the lead in opening the balcony door, his eyes motioning for Si Wei to go out first.
He followed, closing the door.
Siwei stood still and looked at his back, and opened his lips slightly.
Song Ju'an turned his head, not paying attention to her changes, "You go back to the bedroom first, I'll pour you a glass of water." ”
Si Wei was silent for a moment, nodded and said yes.
Perhaps, she can't make up her mind herself.
In the bedroom, Si Wei took off his shoes and went to the bed, looking at the door fixedly, and mixed emotions rose in his heart.
Hesitation and impatience, indescribable entanglement.
Confessing this kind of thing is a big difficulty for her to overcome!
"Bang bang!"
When the knock on the door fell, Song Ju'an walked in with a water cup and put it on the bedside before going to see her: "I haven't slept for the time being, you can leave this kind of thing to me, and it will be regarded as your reward for taking me in." ”
Si Wei glanced at him hurriedly, "I see." ”
"Okay, let's go. ”
As soon as the words fell, Si Wei saw him turn around and walk away, and suddenly his whole body stiffened, and his thoughts throbbed and jumped.
With each step, his heart beat more and more out of order, speeding up like a drum, and wisps of tension flowed through his veins.
In the blink of an eye, only one thought robbed him of all reason.
"Song Ju'an!"
The named person paused at the end of the bed, he didn't think much about it, and turned around suspiciously.
The incandescent light spilled down, and a bright halo gilded them.
The person on the bed stood up at some point, and by the soft surface of the bed, she stepped on the edge of the bed and jumped up gently, her white and tender arms first stretched out to wrap around his neck, and then hooked his waist with her legs.
The man instinctively raised his hand, and as she jumped on top of him, his big palm supported the crook of her legs, firmly supporting the two legs on her waist.
Under the light, her white little face was flushed, and her eyes were still staring at him without blinking.
Through the shirt, when it pressed against the man's hard chest, his heart beat faster.
She paused, frowned, and tried to retreat.
The little girl took the initiative to send it to the door, but Song Ju'an naturally would not refuse, so she took out her free hand and silently pressed the person into her arms.
Unguarded, his body leaned forward sharply, and Si Wei's eyes widened suddenly.
Raising his eyes just happened to meet Song Ju'an's extremely aggressive eyes, not giving her a second chance to avoid, the man spoke slowly and strongly:
"Something to say?"
The eyes are ambiguous and resolute.
Si Wei swallowed his saliva, and under his burning gaze, he mustered up courage:
"Do you still like me?"
The ambiguous atmosphere suddenly froze, and then seemed to burn.
Si Wei even slowed his breathing, and his clear and flickering eyes stared straight at him, refusing to miss every trace of emotional change in his eyes.
His hands were still close to his body, and his hallucinations were getting hotter and hotter.
Back and thighs, every nerve is beating wildly.
Song Ju'an stared at her and asked, "Want to know?"
She nodded honestly.
"Reason. Song Ju'an said in a deep voice and spit out two words unhurriedly.
The temperature on his face continued to rise, his toes curled up, and Si Wei was very timid, and he was cramped and didn't open his eyes.
"Don't say it?" Song Ju'an picked up the last note and threatened her in a dumb voice.
After speaking, he deliberately lowered his head and exhaled hot air into her ear.
It's hot!
Si Wei blinked quickly, couldn't stand it anymore, raised his eyes to look at him again, and his voice tensed:
"I like you!"
When she finally spoke, she stared at him nervously, her chest rising and falling violently, her face flushing in the light.
The palms pressed on her body were straightened, and Song Ju'an suppressed the overwhelming throbbing, as if smiling: "Didn't you refuse it in your heart a long time ago?"
He laughed a little wickedly, deliberately embarrassed, intending to force her to recruit them all.
Under normal circumstances, Si Wei could still rationally distinguish and deal with it, but now he was flustered, and he didn't care if he was a scoundrel.
She tried to calm her heartbeat and said word by word: "I had a crush on you before, but I was afraid that you would leave like those firefighters in the news, so I didn't want to try." ”
Song Ju'an looked at her inquiringly: "What about now, are you still afraid?"
"I'm afraid. She said immediately, tears welling up in her eyes: "I don't want to spend my life missing someone, I tell myself this when I am sure of my heart for you." But now, I can't do it anymore. ”
With tears in her eyes, she said: "No one can adapt to parting, what makes me more uncomfortable than fear is the decision to give up on you, I have always minded your status as a firefighter, but I am deeply attracted because of the light that this profession brings you." ”
"I struggled with contradictions, and in the end I couldn't match the warmth and throbbing you gave me, and in the face of such you, even if I was dull and cowardly, I couldn't bear to miss it. ”
She looked at him without hiding, and her beautiful eyes were full of sporadic tears.
Song Ju'an thought about it thousands of times, about the appearance of the little girl when she showed him her heart, she was upright and cringe, and now this moment has really come.
It was her recklessness after her cowardly birth that she cried, and for the first time she cried in front of him and became a little tearful person.
The most unexpected thing was that her words touched his heart with a blow.
In an instant, the tense body slowly relaxed, and the hand behind her moved up inch by inch along her spine.
She was wearing a thin sweater, and Si Wei shuddered a little, especially when the rough fingertips fell on the back of her neck, and he only gently stroked a small part of the skin, and his body shrank like electricity.
Song Ju'an stared at her, his face slowly approaching, until his forehead brushed hers.
In such a posture, as long as you raise your eyes, you can easily bump into the opponent's eyes.
Si Wei had nowhere to hide, the palm on the back of his neck silently exerted pressure, and within a few moments, his heart beat like a drum against the man's dark and gloomy eyes.
Song Ju'an rubbed the tip of her nose lightly, and his gaze moved down, falling on her lips.
The blood in the whole body flowed backwards in an instant, and there was a bang in my head.
Si Wei was still immersed in his action of touching the tip of his nose, and in the next moment, his body was thrown up, and his arm subconsciously hooked the man's neck, and the unintentional action sent him over.
At this time, the palm on the back of her head pressed her down, followed by the sealing of her lips.
The height difference is too big, and this posture is just right.
His kiss is eager and domineering, there is no control force, it is a kiss or a bite, and there is no skill in speaking.
The breathing of the two alternately intertwined together, occasionally the teeth would knock, Si Wei would feel pain, and in an instant it would be replaced by an unfamiliar throbbing, so he could only be stiffly let go.
Song Ju'an took a step, put his legs against the end of the bed, and hugged her and fell down.
The bed was too soft, and the body bounced twice, deepening the kiss.
Zeng Xiao's lips were finally fulfilled tonight, Song Ju'an tasted the sweetness for the first time, and restrained himself from leaving the soft and soft place, with his arms propped on the bed, and his eyes were heavy and tightly locked under him.
The little girl's moist eyes were even more rippling in the light, and her eyelashes were wet and trembling.
With her sharp teeth, in the end, reason was still defeated by this series of sweet offsets.
Song Ju'an was so excited by her that he leaned down and gave her a kiss on her forehead.
After the kiss, he propped up his upper body slightly, and the corners of his lips curled: "Today is the first day." ”