Chapter 51: The Voice of the Heart

At one o'clock in the morning, there was a knock on the door.

Song Ju'an opened the door and looked at the person.

Shen Shuyi was stunned for a moment when she saw him, then she sank her face and took out something from her bag: "This is her mobile phone." ”

The man narrowed his eyes and took it, "That house is yours?"

Shen Shuyi nodded, "I want to go in and see her." ”

As he spoke, he tried to come in from the side.

"She shouldn't want to see you, please go back. Song Ju'an left a sentence and closed the door decisively.

At two o'clock in the morning, it snowed outside, and when it fell to the ground, it became water.

After Si Wei woke up, he opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling in a trance for a while, and the experience before he fell unconscious was still vivid.

She sat up from the bed and swept around, her eyes fixed on the chair next to her.

At this time, the doorknob turned, someone came in, and Si Wei looked up.

Looking at each other, Song Ju'an glanced at her lightly and then moved away, put the phone on the bedside table, and sat on the chair.

He wore a black shirt with sleeves rolled up to his elbows, revealing his strong forearms.

Song Ju'an pinched his eyebrows, leaned lazily back in the chair, the lines of his side face were blurred by the light, and he looked colder and harder than usual.

No one spoke first, and the room fell into an eerie silence.

Si Wei lightly exhaled a breath of turbidity and lowered his head: "I'm sorry, something happened temporarily and I couldn't make the appointment." ”

Song Ju'an pursed his lips, took out a box of cigarettes from his trouser pocket, tapped one side and took out one and held it between his lips.

Pressing the lighter, the flames burst into flames, instantly igniting the cigarette between his lips.

Burning, he spread his legs, leaned back his neck on the chair, and the lighter swirled skillfully at his fingertips,

The small voice was in her ears, and Si Wei seemed to have experienced a Ling Chi capital punishment, and she couldn't stand it and was about to speak.

"I took you out. Song Ju'an said calmly.

Si Wei's eyebrows jumped, and he subconsciously grabbed the quilt, and his voice was lower: "I'm sorry for the trouble." ”

Song Ju'an ignored her, took a deep breath of cigarette, his throat rolled slightly, the smoke spit out, and his voice was hoarse.

"When I led the team upstairs, it was no more than 17 minutes before the fire broke out, and the order was to rescue the trapped residents as soon as possible. ”

His analysis is so well-founded that it is impossible to find an excuse to refute it.

Siwei's heart sank suddenly, she clutched the quilt tightly, and stared at the corner of the bed a little timidly, "I'm too tired today, so I ......"

"I found a wet towel at the door. Song Ju'an interrupted her, sat up unhurriedly, and stared at her lowered side face: "Since you insist on coming to the fire brigade, why don't you call for help?"

Siwei's eyelashes twitched, and he realized that he was angry.

It is not reflected in the tone and action, but it invisibly forces her to have no way back and asks her to confess.

There was a sudden buzzing in his ears, and Siwei was silent.

In the next second, Song Ju pushed away the chair and stood up, and walked to the side of the bed in two steps.

Even if you don't look at him, you know how cold and sharp his eyes are at the moment.

The man is tall, and just standing like this, staring at her from a downward posture, can bring a sense of oppression to people.

Si Wei's fingertips tugging at the quilt began to sore, she closed her eyes, and her voice was as low as a mosquito: "I'm hungry......"

Song Ju'an took the cigarette butt, sandwiched it between his fingers, and exhaled deeply to calm his emotions.

He lowered his eyes and looked at the thin little body on the bed, his tongue pointed against his cheeks, and he was irritable in his heart: "I don't know how to stir-fry, can I eat the noodles below?"

Swei nodded.

"Fifteen minutes, come out and eat by yourself. ”

Song Ju'an closed the door and went out, glancing back at the door panel irritably, very unhappy.

Siwei was so hungry that she couldn't wait to go out early, sit upright at the table, and wait to be fed.

In the kitchen, Song Ju'an took out the poached eggs and put them on the noodles, and took a pair of clean chopsticks before serving them out.

Si Wei was afraid of the image, and his stomach was crying out for hunger, but his mouth was still chewing slowly.

Seeing through her careful thoughts, Song Ju'an went straight to the balcony, and the cold wind blew on his face, which was just right to make him sober up.

He lit another cigarette and looked out into the distant sky, his eyes as thick as ink.

This matter must not be left as it is!

Filling his stomach, Si slightly brushed the pots and bowls, dried his hands and turned his head to look at the balcony, Song Ju'an finished the smell of smoke in a timely manner.

He walked away with his hands in his pocket, but his face still didn't change.

I remember that for a long time, he had not been so serious about her, and this attitude was closer to the level of teaching her a lesson.

As he approached and stopped, Si Wei raised his eyes to look at him: "I have to go to work tomorrow, and I will talk about it when I have time." ”

"Then tomorrow night?" asked Song Ju'an strongly.

The expression seemed to say again, no matter how she pushed, she could only agree.

Siwei has never been so passive, she has always been more resolute than anyone else, but now in front of Song Ju'an, she has no power to fight back.

In the past, she could say indifferently that it has nothing to do with you, and this matter will be turned a page.

Now, she can't.

Siwei was silent for a moment and replied, "I don't want to talk about this matter. She looked directly into his deep eyes, and there was seriousness written in them: "But I can assure you that this will not happen again." ”

Song Ju'an stared at her for a while, until he repeatedly determined something, and nodded: "Go to sleep, I'll stay here and leave at dawn." ”

After staring at each other for a while, Si Wei said goodnight.

As she turned to walk back to her bedroom, she had the illusion that he had a heart for her.

Behind him, Song Ju'an furrowed his eyebrows and lay back on the sofa thoughtfully.

In the dark, despite the eyes closed, the mind is still somewhere else.

The next day, the alarm clock rang on time, and Siwei got up sleepily, and it took her a long time to cheer up, she opened the door and walked to the living room, looking around.

People, already gone.

Early in the morning, Song Ju'an first went to adjust the community monitoring on the grounds of checking that the fire escape was occupied, and then went back to the camp, borrowed Luo Qingqiang's car, and galloped all the way to the outside of Hu'an Villa.

He waited in the car for three hours until eleven o'clock in the afternoon, when a red sports car pulled out.

After calculating the distance, he started the car and followed.

——

Zhou Chen submitted his resignation, and according to the contract, he reported to the company two months in advance to prepare for the recruitment of new people.

Based on the current progress of work, it is expected that he will leave after the year.

On the same day, the boss attended an event as a gold medal reading promoter, and asked Si Wei to go to the scene with him on the grounds of increasing his knowledge, but in fact, he had the intention of letting her take over Zhou Chen's work.

Before the start of the event, Siwei came to the audience area, and his mobile phone vibrated in his pocket.

She took out her phone, scanned the caller ID with her side eyes, and when the host took the stage to announce the start of the event, she slid and hung up.

The other side at this time.

From being turned away last night to being rejected on the phone now, in a fit of anger, Shen Shuyi grabbed the Bluetooth headset and threw it aside, and stepped on the accelerator.

In an instant, the instrument panel pointer struck another extreme.

Before Shen Shuyi stepped to the bottom, she suddenly passed through a black car from behind and plunged straight into the road ahead.

The car didn't drive away, it turned around and stopped sideways in the middle of the road.

Seeing this, Shen Shuyi immediately stepped on the brakes, although it was quite timely, the car still slid forward for a while due to inertia, and stopped one meter short.

She herself was scared enough, and her first reaction was to take off her seat belt, staring fiercely at the front.

The door on the driver's side opened, and Song Ju'an stepped out of the car unhurriedly and stood on the cement road.

Shen Shuyi's pupils shrank, her disgust and disdain were not disguised, and she was not in a hurry to get out of the car after untying her seat belt.

With a haughty attitude, she watched the people outside the car walk towards the driver's seat.

Song Ju'an grabbed his pocket with one hand, a few steps away, and his eyes always fell elsewhere in front of him.

Until he came to the side of the car, his unruly eyes slowly met the people in the car.

sighed: "Does such a scene feel familiar?"

The windows were open, enough for sound to come in.

Shen Shuyi raised her eyebrows and said disdainfully: "Captain Song, if you want to see stitches, I advise you to break this idea." ”

Song Ju'an looked away, raised his hand on the roof of the car, and tapped it again and again: "Ten years ago, in Sichuan County, you were sitting in the back seat of a black car, and I stood outside the car, listening to you warn me in the same tone, don't you remember?"

Speaking of the last sentence, Song Juan turned his head and smiled coldly at her.

Shen Shuyi's face changed suddenly, and her eyes when she looked at Song Ju'an surged violently, and her face was full of incredulity.

"It doesn't matter if you don't remember, I just want to tell you that ten years ago, your words could have separated us, but today..."Song Ju'an leaned down slightly and approached the window: "Your little actions will only push her towards me, don't force her again in the future, if you still treat her as your daughter." ”

With that, he immediately straightened up and turned away.

Shen Shuyi panicked, pushed open the door and got out of the car, shouting his name.

Song Ju'an stopped, hooked his lips, and when he turned around, he quietly suppressed the sneer at the corner of his mouth, and there was no wave on his face.

Such a gesture obviously angered Shen Shuyi, and she restrained herself for a long time before revealing that sarcastic smile.

"Down-and-out, dirty, do you need me to remind you what kind of person you used to be, or do you think that by becoming a firefighter, you can wash away all those pasts?"

Song Ju'an didn't react, and his expression didn't move at all.

Shen Shuyi smiled again: "The night before I took her out of Sichuan County, guess what she told me? She said that she had to meet a friend, and when I came back from out of town, the neighbors went crazy, saying that she was messing with a bastard boy, she was my daughter, how could I allow her to have contact with someone like you?"

Speaking of this, she scoffed and continued: "I asked her what she was looking for that friend, and she listened to me and would say anything. ”

Hearing this, Song Ju'an's hand in his pocket clenched into a fist.

She said, to let that friend get back on track in the new semester, and go back to him after the college entrance examination, I was so angry that I didn't dare to be angry with her, and I talked to you the next day, but the girl was actually faster than me, as for what happened later, you must also know. ”

"I confess that I did use some tricks in that matter, but she ran to you, and you could have heard her options without coming to me, but you didn't. ”

Shen Shuyi crossed her arms around her chest, and her words were thorny: "In the end, there is also your responsibility in this, haven't you reflected on it, why did you leave her alone in that house? Fortunately, she didn't have an accident, otherwise you think you are still qualified to face her again?"

Song Ju'an's temples jumped suddenly, and he said in a deep voice: "What about you, as a mother, who abandoned the child and is now pointing fingers at her life, if we all have committed crimes against her, how many times will your sins be mine?"

Leaving this sentence, Song Ju'an strode into the car.

The car starts and drives away......

In the rearview mirror, Shen Shuyi seemed to have been drained of her strength, her body retreated violently, hit the front of the car, and she was stunned for a long time, hunched over to hide her face and cry.

The day is about to pass again, and in the dark night, there are no stars in the sky, and the moonlight is thin.

The window of the car was lowered, and the crimson sparks of cigarette butts peeked out of the window, flickering in the wind.

The cigarette was only smoked.

Song Ju'an put one hand on the window and leaned on the driver's seat slightly tiredly.

Shen Shuyi has a saying that is very right, has he reflected on that incident?

Of course, I reflected.

But no matter how many times he reflected on it, the answer was - he didn't expect that person to come back.

And what made Song Ju'an even clearer than this was that it was his retreat and carelessness that put Siwei in danger.

If he could stay by her side and listen to her say those words, maybe they would be better reunited after that.

Sure enough, it's good not to mention some things, but once they are revealed, they are miserable.

The cigarette burned out, Song Ju'an withdrew his hand and pressed the cigarette butt into the ashtray.

The reading party ended late, and it was more than nine o'clock after getting off the subway.

The night breeze softened a little, and Si Wei walked slowly along the street, and when he was idle recently, there was only one thing left in his heart.

Love can really make people abnormal.

Before she knew it, she went downstairs to the unit, collected her thoughts, and pressed the elevator to go upstairs.

The 27th floor is just around the corner.

The voice-activated light malfunctioned, and Si Wei took out her phone as she walked, and while turning past the safety passage sign, she turned on the phone lighting and hit the marble floor in front of her.

In the not-so-bright corridor, a figure gradually became clear in the light.