"It wasn't until I picked out one of my eyes again that it was relieved, but unfortunately it didn't work for long, and it didn't cure the symptoms, and then it happened again, and I picked out my other eye. ”

When Li Feng said this, he was extremely calm, as if he didn't do it himself, " I couldn't see in both eyes, I became a blind man, but this also strengthened my ears and sense of smell again, the hallucinations in front of me were gone, at first I felt that the world was so quiet, but the good times didn't last long, the tyranny in my heart was like pressure for a long time, it rebounded again, more intense than before, I was like fighting with another self, or rather, a voice was fighting, he wanted me to die, but my instinct was unwilling, I didn't want to die, I wanted to live to the end. ”

Ye Tian understood Li Feng's mentality very well, in the eight years of the dark training camp, they didn't need to find any reason, because their only reason was to live, live, and live to the end.

Whether it is brainwashing or indoctrination, there is always a human instinct that makes them insist, even if they don't know the future life, even if they don't know anything, because they live first, they have a future, so their desire to survive was stimulated to a very terrible level in the training camp when they were children.

Human beings live in this world, which is itself driven and enslaved by various desires, and it is just a matter of how you need to use these desires.

"I started to self-harm constantly, because this can calm me down, let me get a little respite from the madness, I gradually understood something, but I didn't feel it, the kids thought I was crazy, I didn't explain it, because I didn't understand it myself, I could only keep pushing back through the details in that state. ”

Li Feng's whole body sat up straight suddenly, his eyes were hollow, but Ye Tian obviously felt that he was very excited at this time, and he only heard the volume of his voice suddenly increase a lot:" Until one day, I occasionally remembered the child who came out of the training camp with me, I found the intelligence dealer to buy a lot of information, except for you, I found the information of other people, they were all dead a long time ago, the longest-lived Juan, that is, No. 1, but only 19 years old, and I lived to be 22 years old, and then I thought of a possibility, and then every time I entered that state, it felt extremely fit, that is, I was supposed to be dead, but I survived through self-harm, I should have died a long time ago, but I didn't die, the world is rejecting me, it is constantly affecting me, even my memory, it can affect。 ”

Ye Tian's body stiffened suddenly, and a monstrous wave surged in his heart, to be honest, he didn't quite understand Li Feng's mood before, the crazy state at that time, but this sentence made him suddenly sweat and hairs stand on end.

Memory, Ye Tian also noticed the irrationality in his memory.

That's something 'unknown' that has moved its hands and feet!

And now Li Feng's memory has also been affected.

Ye Tian couldn't help but ask, "What memory of yours has been affected?"

"Are they all dead?" Li Feng suddenly asked thoughtlessly, his emotions looking a little lost.

Ye Tian thought for a while, he understood that Li Feng was talking about the wild wolf team, and replied: "Well, they are all dead! I ended them with my own hands, at that time, I captured one alive, but he committed suicide without hesitation, they were ..... at that time"

Speaking of this, a strange look flashed on Ye Tian's face, and the memory flowed, unsealing the memory of the wild wolf team at that time, because he remembered what Li Feng had just said, which showed his state, the wild wolf team that assassinated him at that time, the attack behavior that was not fatal, and at this time, carefully observed from the memory, it seemed very appropriate.

Suicide attacks, it would not have been the behavior of mercenaries, they are taking money to do things, and they are not Shenfeng special forces, when they encounter unmatchable and unconfrontationable dangers, they will naturally give up the task, even if they leave a stain, but it is better than no life, do what they can, and do as much as they want, so the mercenary team has a mission success rate.

"They were ..... It's a lot like the state you said, everybody. Ye Tian said what he wanted to say later.

Li Feng was silent for a while, silent for more than ten seconds, and sighed heavily before he spoke again: " They are the first children I selected and trained, everyone retains the wolf nature, and each has its own talent, although it is much worse than us at the time, but the concept of my education is to let them unite and fight, fight with wisdom, there is a child in it is very similar to me, his name is Wolf, is the core of the whole team, speaking of which he is also very similar to you, with a sense of forgetfulness, super learning ability, extremely calm in case of trouble, and extremely high physical talent, over time, maybe I can completely surpass me, but it's a pity. ”

This made Ye Tian look sideways, because there are very few people who can really exist like him, this Wolf really sounds like his template, but unfortunately, from memory, none of the few people in the wild wolf team fit the image of the word calm.

"My memory has been affected by the recent thing, that is, about the task that the wolf team received, every time the wolf team accepts the task, a special team is needed to select the task, I will confirm it, and then arrange it for them, adapt to their ability at the stage, they can not contact the task system, this is the rule I set myself, that morning, I went to the computer room as usual, let the team continue to screen the task, dictate, determine the task, give the order, and then everyone said that I had given the order, the wolf team had gone to the mission yesterday, I felt very puzzled, because in my memory the wolf team just came back yesterday to rest, each time you need to rest for 1-3 days, the shortest also needs a day, if you are injured, it will take longer to recuperate. ”

"And I noticed that something was wrong, and immediately asked them to call up yesterday's task, the task is gone, but the prepaid funds transferred by the other party on the account still exist, not virtual, I immediately asked people to check the other party's transfer account, it is a one-time, has been cancelled, let people track, can not find any news, at the same time I asked people to quickly contact Wolf, but the wolf team has a white number mobile phone, they must take the initiative to contact back, we can't contact us. ”

"At that time, I inadvertently asked for a date, and I found that I was creepy at the time, because I had a memory of one day missing from my memory, no wonder I didn't have a memory of the wolf team going out on a mission that day, because the memory of the previous day was not in my mind at all, although I was physically disabled, but my thinking never had a problem, extremely clear, even if I fell into madness, I still tried to stay awake, and there would be no such strange thing as the memory was suddenly lost for a day. ”

Li Feng's voice suddenly became hoarse, as if he was still a little incredulous, and he only heard him say softly: "Later, I saw the memory of that day. ”

An invisible chill, along with these words, enveloped the wooden house.