Chapter 177: I can't bear it, I don't need to endure it anymore
I thought it was for her good, but I unknowingly hurt her more, and what I wanted to make up for was a bigger wound.
At this moment, Xiao Xiche had an impulse, he wanted to run in front of Tao Jingjing, and then tell her that he was wrong, all the situations he told her were lies made up by himself to make excuses, and his purpose was to be able to get close to her, but now that he knows that he was wrong, he will never be like this again in the future, he must be far away from her, and then he only needs to watch her live well behind her back, just do it, just do it, just do it...... But in the end, Xiao Xiche still didn't muster up the courage to do it, he didn't want to, he didn't want the image that was already unbearable in Tao Jingjing's heart, it became more unbearable, he didn't want to be like this, just leave far away, he could only see Tao Jingjing's back, and then watch her smile happily in someone else's arms, he couldn't do it, he really couldn't do it, he couldn't do it......
No matter how entangled Xiao Xiche is, no matter how uneasy he is in his heart, no matter how worried he is, the days still pass as usual, and the lunar New Year has arrived as scheduled when everyone is uncertain.
Make dumplings and paste spring couplets...... These things to do every year during the Spring Festival are like a routine, this year, Tao Jingjing feels especially different, I don't know if it's because of one more child, all day long, Tao Jingjing feels noisy, if it is this time of the previous year, the whole family is herself and grandpa. Paste the Spring Festival couplets in the morning, and then eat lunch and do things in various places, saying that they do their own things, but that is, grandpa watches TV, plays with his own mobile phone or computer or the like, and then eats in the evening, if Ziyu or Yu Xiang comes, it may be a little lively, but in recent years, Yu Xiang went abroad, and Ziyu generally went abroad during the New Year, so the whole year was also deserted, that is, there was not much difference from the usual days, but it, Tao Jingjing had more time to accompany her grandfather, there were two people here, and they didn't say anything, you watch your TV, I play with my mobile phone, Tao Jingjing also thinks this is very good, at least by his own side. But this year, in addition to the children who have been making noise, there is also Lin Musheng, who keeps coming out of the kitchen and making fuss, which makes Tao Jingjing a headache. She wondered what kind of nerves she had in her head at that time, why did she think about inviting him over?
Lin Ziyu, who was sitting opposite Tao Jingjing, watched Tao Jingjing staring in the direction of the kitchen, frowning constantly, and felt very ridiculous.
"Do you feel that you lifted a stone and hit your own foot? Does it hurt now?", Lin Ziyu kept making dumplings in his hand, and then said to Tao Jingjing jokingly.
It seems that since Mu Zhuoyan came back, after the two of them opened their hearts and talked about a lot of things during that meal, the time here is not very long, but the way he wants to get along with Lin Ming and Lin Ming is not said casually, but both of them have felt that there has been a great change. I can't say that there has been a big change, but it seems that the two of them have returned to the state they were in when they were in high school. There is no emotional dispute between them and Yu Xiang, and there is no dispute between Zhuo Yan and Harmony, and the two of them get along with each other in a very casual state, a very comfortable state.
"Regret, why don't you regret it? It's really a lifting stone to hit yourself in the foot, what did I think about at the beginning? How could I think of inviting her to my house for the New Year?", Tao Jingjing said with real chagrin in her eyes.
"Alas, why do you want to invite him over for the New Year?", Lin Ziyu was just surprised, Tao Jingjing actually invited Lin Musheng to celebrate the New Year together, looking at the two of them, she felt that they didn't have a good relationship to this extent!
"Oh, it's all tears. ”
Tao Jingjing remembered the matter of inviting Lin Musheng to celebrate the New Year, and she really said it in tears. It's very helpless.
"Haven't I been at work lately? When my aunt had an accident, Lin Musheng went to our company to work for a while. ”
"He goes to work in your company, what can he do?"
"Doing finance, you don't know, she studied finance. ”
"I know, but he does international auditing, what can he do in your company? Isn't your company's finance just a normal day-to-day operation? Isn't there anything else special? It doesn't have much to do with auditing, right?", Lin Ziyu was very puzzled, Lin Musheng went to Tao Jingjing and their company to work for the purpose and motive.
"It's a long thing in between. Anyway, then he went to our company for a period of time, and then I didn't go to work for a while, and our chairman felt that he was responsible for the company's finances, and this is not the end of the year? Tao Jingjing looked at Lin Ziyu with an inquiring look on her face, and quickly explained.
"I didn't say anything, what are you nervous about? What's going on behind the scenes!"
"And then it's nothing, isn't it just a little more contact with work. When the company took annual leave, I casually asked him, did he go back to the United States for the New Year, or where did he spend it?"
"What did he say?"
He said that he did not want to go back to the United States after being at home. He said that he was also alone in the United States, and he didn't want to say that he had not spent the New Year in China, and wanted to experience the atmosphere of the New Year in China. ”
"Then you invite him to come and celebrate the New Year together. ”
After he said this, I asked him how he was going to spend the New Year in China, whether he was going out to travel for the New Year? How to celebrate the New Year? Then I asked her if she wanted to come to the house for dinner during the New Year, and now it has become like this?"
"Okay, if you want to say this, this person is really polite, you are also polite, he really takes it seriously!", Lin Ziyu listened to the constant voices in the kitchen that he was not an outsider, and he couldn't be stunned, and felt that his perception of Lin Musheng still had to be redefined.
"When I first met this person, I thought that this person was just like Xiao Xiche, who didn't have a smile all day long, as if others owed him hundreds of dollars. The whole ice cube, now I still think that this person is really ......", Lin Ziyu thought for a long time and didn't come up with the right words to describe it, now Lin Musheng is the image in his mind, but he is very guilty of his previous idea that Lin Musheng is an ice cube, he really pays attention to the surface.
looked at Tao Jingjing still looking dejected, and the voice of the person who didn't treat himself as an outsider. Li Mingmei can now understand Tao Jingjing's mood very well.
"Okay, okay, now that this is the case, what else can you do? The people you invited also came, alas, so be it, anyway, there will be one more person and more pairs of chopsticks. ”
"But look at him, look at ......", Tao Jingjing pointed in the direction of the kitchen, very helpless, I don't know Lin Musheng, how can this person be so able to say now, so energetic, just now tomorrow night the child has been pestering him for a long time, tired and tired, now he still has the energy to talk to his grandfather in the kitchen, and what he said is yes or no, Tao Jingjing really wants to go to the kitchen to sew his mouth up.
"Flowey is the best girl I've ever seen. ”
"Grandpa, you are really blessed, a girl like Huahua is really rare in this world, you said that I have seen so many girls here from the United States, and Huahua is the girl who suits me the most. ”
"It's good to cook, it's virtuous, it's good to work......"
......
Tao Jingjing listened to Lin Musheng's voice coming from the kitchen, and she really couldn't bear it. As the saying goes, if you can't bear it, you don't need to endure it anymore, so she has to think that if Lin Musheng talks nonsense like this again, she will definitely go up.
Lin Ziyu kept seeing Tao Jingjing's expression change, watching her anger rise and rise, and when it reached the top, that is, Tao Jingjing was about to stand up, and grabbed Tao Jingjing's arm when she made a move.
"Alright, alright, isn't what he said also true? Aren't you virtuous again, and your work is fine, and so on, I think so too. You call people to come for the New Year, and they compliment you, but as for you to be angry with him? It's also you who is angry for the New Year, and your grandfather is so happy, so you make him happy, and listen to a few nice words. Everyone is happy and happy for the New Year, so many things have happened, you know, don't worry about it so much, hurry up, this dumpling has been wrapped for a long time, and there are not a few, so hurry up and report it. ”
"I can't help it. You said that I really thought he was blind at the beginning, oops, I think this person is really an iceberg beauty, but now, he is simply an eight women. ”
"Okay, okay, whether it's an iceberg beauty or a bad woman, you don't like people, what are you doing to manage people? Okay, make your dumplings. ”
Lin Ziyu was not polite to Tao Jingjing at all, and when she spoke, she also stuffed the rolling pin into Tao Jingjing's hand and asked her to roll the dumpling skin quickly.
Lin Ziyu said this, even if Tao Jingjing was angry, there was nothing to say, and the two of them quietly were busy with their own affairs. Only Lin Musheng in the kitchen was left in the whole room, complimenting Tao Zhongming's voice.
......
Maybe Tao Jingjing calmed down, and she didn't care about Lin Musen's pot stove, and suddenly said to Lin Ziyu: "You and Xu Qingming, what's the situation now?
"What can happen, it's still the same. ”