But she tried her best to escape, desperately to escape, but she couldn't escape from that strange circle, and she couldn't escape from the encirclement of those people, who were beside her, pulling her tightly like an invisible hand, sometimes breathing by herself, she couldn't breathe at all.

"I'm sorry, Huahua is really a grandfather, I didn't protect you well, if grandpa didn't say those angry words to you, didn't let you go, and protected you by your side, you wouldn't suffer from this. ”

"No, Grandpa. Even if I'm around you, those things are something I have to face, and it's not something you should take care of alone. Tao Jingjing actually spoke calmly at this moment, very calmly.

"No, if I were around and I am, they wouldn't do this to you. After all, I'm an adult, you're just a child, you're really a child, you don't know everything, you don't have to bear it all at all. ”

"I'm a kid? How old was I four years ago? Grandpa, I've graduated from college, I'm twenty-four or five years old, I'm a kid, I'm just a kid in the eyes of you and my father. In the eyes of those people, in the eyes of everyone else, I am already an adult, and I need to take my own responsibility, and I need to fulfill his responsibility for my father. If that's the case, it's a car accident, and it's because of my own reasons, really, grandpa, you don't have to feel sorry for me, and you don't have to blame yourself. ”

"But Huahua, you don't know, when grandpa saw you lying on the ground with your face covered in blood, and Yu Xiang hugged you, grandpa really collapsed at that time, really collapsed. ”

Even now, when Tao Zhongming remembers the scene at that time, he really feels that the sky is about to fall, and he really feels that the sky is going to fall.

"You slept for a month, a whole month. The doctor said there was no problem, but I didn't wake up for a month and didn't have any reaction. Even when you are desperate in the end, Huahua, grandpa thinks that if you sleep like that, you will sleep like that, grandpa will take care of you for a lifetime in the future, and grandpa will definitely take good care of you in his lifetime. Then when Grandpa goes to see your father in a hundred years, your grandmother can also give them an explanation. ”

"Grandpa, don't you see that I'm not alive and well now? Isn't my body very healthy, my body and mind are also very healthy, and there is nothing left, so as you said, the past is in the past, and this matter is not your reason at all, you really don't have to blame yourself. At this moment, Tao Jingjing comforted Tao Zhongming very calmly, in fact, he didn't know why he was so calm, listening to what Tao Zhongming said, as if he had forgotten, as if he had not experienced it, here is that Tao Zhongming at the beginning was a little bit of a fragment that occasionally flashed in their minds, which made him very painful, but when he really listened to Tao Zhongming, he didn't know why he was so calm, listening to what Tao Zhongming said, as if he had forgotten, as if he had not experienced it, here is that Tao Zhongming at the beginning was a little bit of fragment that occasionally flashed in their minds, which made him very painful, But when I really heard Tao Zhongming talk about the scene at that time and the scene of that period of time, my friend Yi was very calm and accepted that fact very calmly, even if she also knew that a lot of things happened in the middle, and many things, especially those things that her grandfather said, may be difficult for her to accept, but she knows that she can only accept it.

"Look at grandpa, it's all over, and I've forgotten about those things, we're doing well now. We're all doing well, and it's as if it didn't exist for me. ”

"It's true that it doesn't exist for the time being, the day you woke up suddenly, you were also very scared, you hated grandpa because of what grandpa had done to you, what he said, but you didn't know anything, and then asked grandpa with an ignorant face, why are you in the hospital. You didn't know grandpa's mood at the time, and that one should be very happy, but at the same time sad. Thank you, you have forgotten the hurt that your grandfather used to do to you, and you have forgotten the hurt that those so-called relatives have done to you. Sadly, God, it's so unfair to us. ”

"It should be said that God is not very fair to us, it should be said that God is also fair to us, let us suffer those and forget about them, as if those things did not happen, maybe this is God's greatest mercy to us!"

"Kindness, Kindness......"

Tao Zhongming wanted to laugh, merciful, if God is merciful to everyone in this world, then why do good people have to go through some twists and turns, and why do those who should have been punished live well.

"It's really merciful, but it's merciful!", Tao Zhongming sighed insincerely.

Tao Jingjing just smiled helplessly, in fact, he understood his grandfather's state at that time, and even remembered the mentality of things at that time at this time, for a long time, he was also like this, but later, after four years, she understood that not all things can be entangled in that by herself, and if she stubbornly complains, the problem can be solved, this God will be fair to everyone, no, whatever you want, no matter how dissatisfied you are, no matter how unsatisfactory you are, God will not change what has happened, what we can do, what we can do now, is only to work our own, and work hard to live a good life in the future, Thinking of these Tao Jingjing suddenly felt very relieved, even if his grandfather said that he was sorry for himself, what he said, and what he did, he had no impression at all. But in Tao Jingjing's heart, after all, there are shadows, if there are no shadows, she will not occasionally flash those scenes, those pictures, and those words in her mind, at this moment, she also suddenly understood that her grandfather said that she was stubborn and insisted on the past, because of her reasons, because she said those words to herself, and did those things to herself, even if she may have forgotten, but in her heart or to be precise, she still remembers those things firmly in her heart. But Tao Jingjing knows that this is not the case, he knows that it is not like this, because he is ready to forget those things to start a new life, but some people do not want to forget after all, and some things are not forgotten if they want to. Maybe this is also the reason why she stubbornly sticks to those things! Tao Jingjing thought that if she told her grandfather like this, would it, grandpa couldn't understand herself, she couldn't understand herself. But even if it is a grandfather, he can't understand, he can't understand himself, he still can't let go of those pasts after all, it's not that he is right and wrong, or that he wants to clear up the grievances of his father, so that everyone knows that his father has never done it, but that some things are unfair, that is, he has the opportunity to figure out these things, and at the same time give others a clear process, so Tao Jingjing thinks why she doesn't do it, she must do it and do it blatantly, and do it righteously and brightly。 Therefore, even if some people don't understand it now, even if her grandfather can't understand it, Tao Jingjing feels that she has to do it without hesitation. But just for a moment, Tao Jingjing didn't know what suddenly came to mind in her mind, she wanted to ask her grandfather what made him lose control of himself in the first place? Even if he was so nonsense, it was not arbitrary, according to his grandfather's love for him in the past, even if he was angry, he couldn't say what told him to go, and Yu Xiang, he had a car accident, why did he never tell himself, what happened at home during the car accident? Tao Jingjing had the illusion that when she returned from the hospital, everyone saw her, even if she asked for debts, they were polite......

Tao Jingjing knew that something must have happened, but she didn't know it yet......

"Grandpa, why did you drive me away in the first place......?

Tao Jingjing felt that she still had to ask clearly, even if it was the Chinese New Year, but since grandpa had brought it up to herself like this, when it came to this topic, if she didn't ask it, then she would definitely leave a shadow in her heart, and if she asked about it later, it was like going back to find grandpa's question. Tao Jingjing doesn't want to do this, she doesn't want to leave a gap between her grandfather and her grandfather, even if she knows that she will be uncomfortable with her grandfather now, but there will be a long time in the future, between people close to her, Tao Jingjing wants to be able to get along calmly.

"Flowey, I'm ......"

Tao Zhongming looked at Tao Jingjing with very clean eyes, and many times he doubted whether the inspection sheet he saw at the beginning was real, but the name on it still had time, so Tao Zhongming was very sure that it was Tao Jingjing's.

In fact, it is now the 21st century, premarital pregnancy is a very common thing, and the mother of a single parent is also a big group, how can I not accept it at the beginning, why did I see the test sheet out of control, in fact, Tao Zhongming thought that he should be able to do better, especially for Tao Jingjing, Tao Jingjing at that time could have done better, especially after knowing that Tao Jingjing had just had a miscarriage before returning to China, Tao Jingjing at that time needed to be cared about at home but what she had done, what she had done...... Thinking of those, Tao Zhongming really wanted to slap himself a few times.

Thinking of this, Tao Zhongming took a deep breath, since he had already said so much, even the matter of Tao Jingjing's parents had already been said by himself.