Even if he is now Tao Jingjing's closest relative, but he has done something wrong, he still needs to be forgiven, and he needs to be forgiven by Tao Jingjing. And now that Tao Jingjing has decided to re-investigate those things in the past, many things may be brought up again, as well as her daughter's affairs, many things look like this on the surface, in fact, many things hidden behind may involve some of these things, and she can't help but face her granddaughter, so in the face of the lost memory of her granddaughter, after all, she will be brought up again.

Tao Zhongming lifted Tao Jingjing out of his arms, and then stared at Tao Jingjing's already tearful face and said, "Huahua, I'm sorry, grandpa has indeed done something wrong to you." Grandpa said those things to you, too. Just like Grandpa said, Grandpa never denied that he once resented you. This year, I also know that your father will have an accident sooner or later, but because you are the closest person to me, because of you, this is not your reason after all, but there is one thing that none of us can deny. You know the wrong people, that's a fact we can't deny. This was the fuse, and then that series of things happened. There may not have been a fuse for this, and everything would have happened. But it's because you're the fuse. Even if he loves you so much and loves you so much, he will lose his mind when he encounters some things. I'm sorry, grandpa can only say sorry to you. Now I can only say I'm sorry to you. ”

Tao Zhongming's words suddenly intensified the doubts in Tao Jingjing's heart, she may have really lost a memory, and this memory may be a very painful memory for her, so she will forget. And the things that grandpa said are in this memory.

"Grandpa, when you say that, am I really amnesia? Am I really forgetting something, right?"

Tao Jingjing asked Tao Zhongming as if she was puzzled, but she was absolutely sure. At this moment, she knew with absolute certainty that she had forgotten something, and that it might be something that was important to her. And Tao Zhongming nodded silently, which made Tao Jingjing sure that she had indeed forgotten some things, but Tao Jingjing, who knew the truth, was extremely calm.

"What have I forgotten, grandpa?", Tao Jingjing said in a calm tone.

"You have forgotten the hurt that your grandfather has done to you, you have forgotten the faces of those so-called relatives, and you have forgotten the indifference of the world to you. ”

Tao Zhongming said this, which made Tao Jingjing laugh unconsciously, but this smile became more and more miserable.

"This world has never been warm to me, where is the indifference!"

Tao Jingjing's words made Tao Zhongming's heart tremble unconsciously. He never knew that Tao Jingjing would have such thoughts? Even if this granddaughter has been cold and lonely for the past few years since she woke up and everything has passed, he never thought that she would have such a thought in her heart, and she would actually look at this world like this.

"Flowey ......"

Tao Zhongming shouted Tao Jingjing, but he didn't know what he was going to say next, or what he could say.

"Grandpa, I ...... at the beginning"

Tao Jingjing wanted to ask Tao Zhongming why he did that to her in the first place, why he could say those words to her, even if he forgot the original scene, but imagining that picture in his mind, she felt that she couldn't bear it, how could her favorite grandfather say such things to herself? Do such a thing, but she couldn't ask, she was afraid that if she knew the truth of the matter, knew why grandpa really did those things, she was afraid that she would hate your grandpa, she was afraid that she couldn't accept it...... He was even afraid that he would be full of disappointment in the world, and then lose the confidence to live, what should his grandfather do at that time? At this moment, Tao Jingjing was still thinking about Tao Zhongming.

"At that time, when your father just died, in fact, I also knew that it was not your fault, but you had no hesitation to go to the United States to find Xiao Xiche, and you had to ask him what it was for, I couldn't care about so much of your father's affairs at that time, the company's affairs happened suddenly, and there was so much money owed, everything needed to be solved, but you were not sensible at all, and desperately insisted that Xiao Xiche would not do such a thing, even if Xiao Xiche did it, he also had a reason, he was also a victim, he must be persecuted, Xiao Xiche loves you so much, he can't hurt you, and you are so good to him, your father is so good to him, he can't hurt your father and your father's company......

Your whole person seems to be stunned, how to persuade, how to say you don't listen, originally before your father's accident, you have chased to the United States to find Xiao Xiche, after coming back, so many things at home, and a bunch of things that the company urgently needs to solve are waiting for us to solve, at this time you originally need to be strong, originally need to carry it for you to go to you to give you to go to give the company is no longer operating, then we must also be worthy of so many old employees of the company. But Huahua, at that time, grandpa was really disappointed in you, and he was very disappointed. I don't know how well I have been educated since I was a child, my granddaughter has been knowledgeable since she was a child, a good granddaughter, how did she meet Xiao Xiche and become like this, how good Xiao Xiche is, so that you can do anything for him, if you run away from home before you have an accident, you secretly live with him, grandpa, even if you don't agree, but you only know, you are also older, some things may also need to be experienced, you are willful, you are vexatious, it doesn't matter, there are family members who are helping you around, and family members are silently supporting you, you want to go back, family will always be there, me and your father will always be there。 But at that time, there was an accident in the family, and you still believed him without hesitation, and the evidence of the crime showed that he was wrong, and if you still did this, then you were really ignorant, and later, grandpa saw ......"

Tao Zhongming looked at Tao Jingjing and didn't know whether he wanted to say it, that thing, that thing about his granddaughter herself, thinking about the granddaughter's eyes when she looked at Wanwan on weekdays, and occasionally saw the stroller pushed by on the side of the road, those children's scenes, Tao Zhongming really couldn't bear to talk about those sad things again.

"Something happened to Grandpa, and then made Grandpa think that we Huahua was very unloving, plus everything was sandwiched together, which made Grandpa even more disappointed in you, so he said those words to you, and then kicked you out of the house. If you like that man, then you go to that man, and that man will do whatever he does to you? ”

Tao Zhongming still didn't say that thing after all, but mentioned it very tactfully, and then went on to talk about the rest of the matter.

"Actually, you want to go abroad, but because of the expiration of your passport, you didn't go out, and some of the company's creditors didn't ask for money from me, and they didn't know how to find you, but I didn't know where you were at the time, or later Yu Xiang told me that you were there with him. After you said those words to you and kicked you out, grandpa already regretted it, but because there were many things to deal with, and there were creditors at home all day long, you were in a very bad state at that time, and you only thought about going abroad all day long, only thinking about going to Xiao Xiche, and didn't want anything else, grandpa thought at that time, since you are there in Yu Xiang, you can take care of your grandfather and be able to concentrate on other things. But I didn't expect those creditors to find Yu Xiang and find you without asking for money from me. ”

"I'm sorry, Huahua, grandpa really didn't protect it well! ”

Thinking of what happened later, Tao Zhongming really couldn't accept it, but the facts did happen, and those things may also be the reason why Tao Zhongming was very hostile to this world for a long time!

"Later, they found it, what happened to me?", Tao Jingjing is really calm at this time, and the calmness is a little bit so that Tao Zhongming can't get used to it.

"I don't know how they knew Yu Xiang's residence, and then blocked Yu Xiang's door, you don't know what the situation was that day, originally Yu Xiang said that you haven't been out for a few days, but you went out that day, but you met them that day. ”

"Those people were originally relatives in the family. Some things are not family affection, and they were originally your father's friends, but when something happens at home, the warmth and coldness of the world are reflected. They saw that you were desperately surrounding, Yu Xiang saw that you were not in the right state, and originally pulled you out from the back door of the community, but I didn't expect to take it to the back door and meet some people. In the process of constant tugging, you run out and then have a car accident. ”

......

At this moment, Tao Zhongming was very calm, and the words he said were like telling someone else's story, but only he knew what he felt in his heart. And Tao Jingjing listened to the seemingly ordinary words that Tao Zhongming said, but she could imagine any meaning behind those words. Even if she has forgotten the memory of that period, but when she dreams back to occasional dreams at midnight, she always dreams of being surrounded by people, being pulled and intercepted, and those who are pulling and chasing after her are all relatives she once thought she had, and the faces of those uncles and aunts made Tao Jingjing very scared, afraid and wanted to escape, wanted to escape far away, wanted to escape to a place where no one knew her, and wanted to escape to a place where only she was......