When Pei Tu became ill, the doctors would rush in on time to hold down Pei Tu and inject a tranquilizer into him. After the tranquilizer was given, Pei Tu finally calmed down slowly, which is a physiological method to temporarily solve the onset of depression.

Xu Peng still stayed on the bed next door and looked at Pei Tu, picking up the newspaper from time to time and looking at it twice, although he was silent, there was not much look in his eyes, and there was not much vitality.

He is a very autistic person, Chu Qing only heard Xu Peng speak when he first came, and Xu Peng was basically silent at other times.

Chu Qing followed the attending doctor Jiao Liang out of the ward.

"Pei Tu originally studied psychology, and he was very defensive against doctors, hypnosis or something was useless to him, but fortunately, the onset of the disease was quite regular, Xu Peng looked a little better, but the onset of the disease did not have any regularity, maybe it was night, maybe it was daylight...... It's not normal, both of them have serious suicidal tendencies......" Jiao Liang seriously Chu Qing talked about the scene of some depressed patients when they were ill, Chu Qing listened very carefully, and from time to time took out the notebook he carried with him and recorded it, so that he could better understand the world of depressed patients.

"The depression mentioned in the search encyclopedia is actually very one-sided, there are many kinds of patients with real major depression, and the types are different, our brain is actually a very magical place, if there is a real problem, I am afraid it will be very bad...... It's hard to imagine, there are many ways for people with depression to manifest themselves, they are just one of them, of course, they are harmless to others, and some people with depression are not only depressed themselves, but also have an impact on other people......"

"Depression is a disease that can not be completely eradicated, can only be temporarily slowed down or suppressed, once it appears, it will accompany people for a lifetime, in fact, everyone is more or less depressed, the difference is that people who can self-regulate their emotions are basically no problem, people with poor emotional regulation will fall deeper and deeper, and gradually become self-denial and self-contempt in a state of self-denial. ”

"Of course, there are several states......

Jiao Liang talked about the various symptoms of depression, and at the same time talked about the symptoms of depression and other mental illnesses.

Chu Qing listened silently and remembered silently, and immediately felt that he had benefited a lot.

And then......

Chu Qing had already preliminarily formulated a set of ways to behave with depression in his mind, and he was ready to start experimenting with the two of them.

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The first day passed like this, and when the second day came, Chu Qing began to try to simulate the state of depression, when he played a depressed patient in front of Su Yurou before, Chu Qing always felt that something was a little wrong, as if something was missing. When Chu Qing really came into contact with a depressed patient, Chu Qing realized that when he performed a depressed patient before, his face was a depressed patient's expression, but his heart was not the heart of a depressed patient.

In other words, he didn't get distracted.

The acting skills that are not distracted are not really perfect acting skills, and Chu Qing is not very satisfied.

"Aoko, what's wrong with you?"

"What's wrong?"

"Why don't you eat?"

"No appetite. ”

"No appetite?"

"Yes. ”

The next day, Chu Qing began to try to act out some of the symptoms of early depression in front of Xu Peng and Pei Tu, and began to show it from some details of eating......

"No matter what happens, the food still has to be eaten. ”

"This meal is not to your liking, so eat it. ”

"Not in tune with appetite?"

Pei Tu watched Chu Qing stand up with his body slightly bent, and after only eating a few bites of food, Pei Tu's eyes flashed with a hint of strangeness.

When Chu Qing first came on the first day, he couldn't find out that Chu Qing had any depression or other mental illnesses on his body, he felt that Chu Qing was a normal person, but on the second day, Pei Tu felt that Chu Qing had something in common with himself and others in some details.

Although Chu Qing didn't say anything, it seemed that he had always been normal, but Pei Tu found that Chu Qing was starting to be a little pessimistic about some things.

For example, some anorexia, no matter how delicious things Chu Qing is, he won't eat much, and when it's time to eat, Chu Qing will always come out like a snail, and every time he eats, he barely eats a few bites, and then sighs slightly.

After eating, Chu Qing's free time began to be less, and occasionally said something that made Pei Tu feel discouraged, of course, this kind of thing is not something that I don't want to live, I want to die, uncomfortable and other straightforward words, but "It's a little boring." "I don't know what to do", "It's boring, I don't feel like I'm doing anything", "What the hell is wrong with the world." Something like that.

Xu Peng was then infected by Chu Qing's words, and then the two sighed for a long time, as sad as Lin Daiyu in the Dream of Red Mansions, Xu Peng felt that the two seemed to have something in common.

Chu Qing was very satisfied with his performance, and he felt that he would have to make persistent efforts tomorrow and could deepen his performance a little more appropriately.

The second day also passed very quietly, and when it came to the third and fourth days, both Xu Peng and Pei Tu felt a very strange emotion.

They felt that Chu Qing had changed.

Of course, I can't really say whether this change is good or bad.

Chu Qing didn't say anything discouraged, but began to say some inexplicable inspirational words, but when he said inspirational words, his eyes would always show a little gray, as obvious as schizophrenia......

It's inexplicable!

It's like hell to hell.

"We should live in this world, there are actually many things in this world that are interesting, such as sunlight, such as grass...... We should live well. When he was free, Chu Qing pulled Pei Tu and Xu Peng and began to say some positive and positive words.

Although this is the case, the two of them feel more and more wrong, Chu Qing does not seem to have any desire for life in his eyes, and the whole person seems to have become a little schizophrenic and contradictory.

It's weird, what's wrong?

"Aoko, are you alright...... Have you read any books these days?"

"It's okay, I'm fine, what's wrong?"

"Not really. ”

Xu Peng and Pei Tu felt that something was not right, and the two sometimes avoided Chu Qing and began to whisper.

"Is he a little schizophrenic?"

"Sort of. ”

"I think Aoko seems to have been brainwashed by something. ”

"Yes. ”

On the fourth or fifth day, Pei Tu felt more and more that Chu Qing was wrong.

For example, the last moment he was still smiling, and the next moment he immediately began to become a little anxious, and he was obviously very uneasy but maintained a very normal appearance......

At night, Chu Qing also began to not sleep all night, getting up from time to time to come to the iron barred window to stare out of the window, and staying like this for more than ten minutes, after staying for more than ten minutes, Chu Qing returned to the bed to wake up Pei Tu, inexplicably showed a weird smile and began to talk to Pei Tu about the origin of life, and occasionally came to Xu Peng's bed when the glass door was open, and asked Xu Peng to talk about a few words of life philosophy......

In short, it just doesn't let people sleep.

Xu Peng and Pei Tu felt more and more that Chu Qing not only had depression, but also schizophrenia, and the onset time was quite irregular. In the past, Pei Tu was able to sleep peacefully after taking the tranquilizer, but in the past few days, Pei Tu has become more and more unable to sleep.

He felt like he was going crazy.

This continued until the seventh day.

On the seventh day, Chu Qing found Pei Tu again during his free time activities, revealing a simple smile.

"Shall we leave this world? I've found something good, and I've stabbed it in the throat and I promise none of us will survive, it's good, and it shouldn't be painful. Chu Qingshen mysteriously took out a sharp spike from his pocket, and his face still showed a positive expression.

This is the tip of the toothbrush, and this toothbrush was secretly picked up by Chu Qing when he brushed his teeth, and the front part of the toothbrush was sharpened by Chu Qing quite sharply.

"This thing is going to go in, it's going to be a pipe going to be pierced, and I guess it's going to bleed a lot, and then we're going to struggle, and then we're going to die in despair, and then we're going to be free...... Oh, I think your temples are pretty good, this thing pierces your temples, and you are guaranteed to die right away......"

“？？？？”

Pei Tu looked at the serious Chu Qing, and suddenly felt a chill in his heart.

Chu Qing's smile seemed to him to be a creepy smile!

Chu Qing's words depicting death were chilling, obviously talking about a thing that would kill him directly, but Chu Qing said it in a slow tone of positive energy.

Pei Tu took a few steps back, and then he suddenly realized that he didn't want to die and wanted to live well.

For the first time after coming to a psychiatric hospital for treatment, he wanted to live.

At least he didn't want to die a little inexplicably.

"I think it's useless for us humans to live, but it's useful to die, after all, people can be used as fertilizer and food for maggots after they rot, and they have to waste the food of this society and cause a burden to this society when they are alive......" Chu Qing looked at Pei Tu who retreated, and smiled even more, "Come on, believe me, it's okay." ”

"Aoko...... We...... I suddenly feel that it's actually good to live well, don't be impulsive!"

"Uh, that's good, what's good?" Chu Qing scratched his head, and although he smiled, his eyes were very firm.

"If you don't feel at ease that you won't die, I'll send you on the road first, and then I'll go on the road after sending you on the road? I seriously doubt that the world after death is quite good, there should be heaven!" Chu Qing was like a brainwashed believer, instilling some creepy things into Pei Tu, but he smiled again.

"......" Pei Tu looked at Chu Qing and shook it with a sharp toothbrush again, he swallowed his saliva, and then his face became a little pale.

After returning to the ward after the free activity, after seeing Chu Qing's seemingly demonic smile, Pei Tu subconsciously pressed the alarm, he couldn't stand Chu Qing a little.

"What's wrong?"

Several doctors walked in......

"I can't stay in this place......"

After Pei Tu left the ward, he looked at Jiao Liang with a pale face.

"What's wrong?" Jiao Liang was very strange, he felt that Pei Tu's condition seemed to have begun to change a little, at least Pei Tu didn't seem to be ill last night, and his condition seemed to have eased somewhat.

"What kind of neuropathy did you send here...... Pei Tu's chest kept rising and falling, and his eyes were even more complicated.

"What?" Jiao Liang wondered.

"I ...... If you want to change your ward...... I really can't stand it at night, Chu Qing ran to my bedside and babbled about something positive...... You don't know the look on his face when he said these things, it was scary, it was a severe split, even though he covered it up well, but I studied psychology and I knew that this person had violent tendencies, do you know what he just said to me?"

"What?" Jiao Liang was a little strange.

"Damn, he said he was going to kill me, and he was going to take me with him to God!

Pei Tu felt that he had gone crazy.