Chapter 400: This is just a show
Chu Qing enjoyed this feeling very much.
He's a little enchanted, immersed in his own simulated world, playing the role of a depressed patient...
Of course, he doesn't feel that he is schizophrenic, nor does he feel that he is mentally ill, he feels that this is just an extreme pursuit of acting, and he controls the expressiveness of every detail...
My expressiveness should be normal, right?
However, Pei Tu's reaction made Chu Qing a little disappointed, Chu Qing couldn't see any sense of identity from Pei Tu, but when Chu Qing saw Pei Tu again, Pei Tu looked at him with a hint of fear in his eyes.
Yes, it's fear.
What's going on?
"Pei Tu, I think we need to talk..."
"Brother Qing...... I'm sorry, I've changed wards, and I won't live in this ward in the future!"
"Change the ward, where do you change?"
"Well, it's in the intensive care unit next door...... Not far from ......"
"Oh, then I'll change it too......"
"Don't, Brother Qing, don't you change ...... You, it's good for you to stay here, I'm ...... I am not blessed with your teachings!
“???”
Generally speaking, there should be a sense of harmony between depressed patients and depressed patients, after all, everyone is depressed, and it is easy to find a sense of belonging, isn't it?But Chu Qing looked at Pei Tu's appearance, but he didn't have any sense of identity, not only did he not have any sense of identity, but Pei Tu had a painful expression that he wanted to stay away, as if he was the most terrifying demon.
That's kind of weird...
The sense of identity I imagined was completely non-existent...
Isn't the core of a depressed person disappointed in life and then desperate for feeling that he can't accomplish anything?
After Pei Tu left, Chu Qing fell into deep thought, thinking about what was wrong with him during this time, it stands to reason that he should have a better relationship with Pei Tu, and there will be more topics.
Why does it make Pei Tu feel a sense of respect?
Chu Qing thought for a long time and silently looked up at the center of the ceiling, his eyes were slightly deep...
What's wrong?
What went wrong?
Wait a minute!
Could it be that my understanding of depressed patients is a little biased, and the aura and expressiveness of real depression are not like this?
After thinking of this reason, Chu Qing frowned and left the ward to find Jiao Liang.
"Qingzi, what did you do to Pei Tu?"
Jiao Liang's eyes were a little strange when he saw Chu Qing walking into the office, and before Chu Qing could ask, Jiao Liang stood up and asked first.
"Ah, I didn't do anything to Pei Tu, what's wrong?" Chu Qing scratched his head and couldn't figure out the situation.
"Pei Tu came to me just now and strongly asked to change the ward, and he complained to me about you, saying that you have serious violent suicidal tendencies, and you have split personality and masochistic psychology......" Jiao Liang looked Chu Qing up and down, Chu Qing obviously looks normal now, why would Pei Tu say that about Chu Qing? Wait, when Chu Qing entered the hospital, he seemed to say that he wanted to study depression patients and ponder his acting skills...
"What? Did he really say that about me?"
"Yes, oh, by the way, Xu Peng also came to me, and told me something else in a very dignified tone..."
"What did he tell you?"
"He said he suspected you of being a psychopathic murderer...... He's very insecure staying with you..."
“……”
Chu Qing opened his mouth, he wanted to say a lot of things, but at this moment, he couldn't even say a fart when he reached his throat.
Split personality, masochism, psychopathology, murderer?
What is this and what? Is it so exaggerated?
"Aoko...... I don't know if I should say a sentence or not?"
"Say yes. ”
"Aoko, I don't think you're acting a little too hard or something, I know your acting skills are very good, but you may have played the wrong role? Or, the depressed person you understand is not really a depressed person?"
"......" Chu Qing continued to open his mouth...
"But to be able to scare a depressed patient like this, you don't even dare to mention suicide, Qingzi, you are also invincible..."Jiao Liang hesitated for a long time, and finally took a deep look at Chu Qing and expressed his admiration for Chu Qing.
"......" Chu Qing...
He didn't even know how invincible he was...
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After thinking about it carefully, Chu Qing felt that he had indeed played the wrong role.
Zhang Fa in "Futu" is indeed a depressed patient, but this depression does not have any violent tendencies.
And the depressed person I performed before was not too pure, mixed with too many inexplicable things that I took for granted, so naturally it was not good.
Because of this, Pei Tu was taken aback by himself.
I'm crooked...
After acting crookedly, Chu Qing immediately adjusted his style, at first he was going to make contact with Pei Tu, but when he entered Pei Tu's ward again, Pei Tu's eyes widened!
"Aoko, my brother, I beg you...... I suddenly didn't want to die...... I suddenly felt like my depression was getting better...... I really feel like this world is a wonderful place!"
Pei Tu was played bad by Chu Qing, death is actually very simple, but the problem is that every time he thinks of death, he will inexplicably think of Chu Qing's eyes and expressions when he talked to him before, and then Pei Tu found out......
I don't want to fuck die.
No matter how Chu Qing explained, even Chu Qing pointed to his nose and said that he was a normal person, in fact, it was just to observe depressed patients in a mental hospital to increase the expressiveness of some movie performances, but Pei Tu didn't believe it!
Not only did he not believe it, but he even immediately pressed the alarm and called the hospital police, shouting that Chu Qing was going to hurt him and other unwarranted things.
Pei Tu's expression was very frightened, like a frightened child, and he patted his chest and breathed a sigh of relief after the hospital police came...
Chu Qing felt that this was very uncomfortable, and everyone couldn't chat properly...
He felt like he was genuine!
Isn't it sincere to explain the purpose and reason for going to the mental hospital, but it's useless, no matter what he says, Pei Tu just doesn't believe it, not only does he not believe it, but he doesn't cooperate at all with the feeling that Chu Qing is a dangerous person.
This made Chu Qing feel that he couldn't carry out his work anymore.
Then Chu Qing went back to the original ward and found Xu Peng, he felt that Xu Peng was not bad...
Xu Peng was still silent at first, looking at the newspaper unchanged from before, and Chu Qing greeted Xu Peng after entering the ward......
"Hello..."
“…”
Xu Peng raised his head, his eyes still calm and despairing.
Then Xu Peng pressed the alarm very calmly, and then the group of medical police rushed in again......
"Doctor, doctor...... I don't think I'm a berserk who can't live with me, or I'm in danger of my life at any time......"
“……”
When Chu Qing heard Xu Peng's words, Chu Qing suddenly felt a deep sense of despair.
He felt that he seemed to understand a lot about depression......
Because, he himself is about to get depressed.
What the is this,!