Chapter 245: Unfair
"What you see is the back of our hasty escape, and it is the person who faces the empty ward. ”
"I know you can't accept this fact, I know you're sad, you're sad, but none of us accept it. ”
"There are many things that none of us see first, but God is so unfair, such a person is angry, what can we do, what can we do. ”
Tao Jingjing seemed to say to Yu Xiang again, as if she was talking to the self in her heart, talking about her own reality, talking about the facts she might face, and saying that she had so much unwilling and helpless sadness in her heart.
"Are you trying to persuade me now? Do you want to tell me, okay, God is not fair like this, you just accept your fate, accept your fate, accept your fate for the rest of your life, just settle in a corner and then be obscure, the small and humble past is a long time for me?"
Yu Xiang said in a hoarse voice, Tao Jingjing, who listened, burst into tears, but she tried to endure not to let herself make a sound, so she quickly turned her head, and then didn't let Yu Xiang see her appearance.
"I didn't even figure out what it was, and then I was told, oh, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, your leg may not heal, and then you may be in a wheelchair for the rest of your life. Do you think it's a simple sentence of your words that can convince the parties in the face of reality, is it a sentence that God is unfair in the first place, and then I face these unfairness like this? Or is it the reality that is like this, and then I just have to accept all this?......
Yu Xiang asked Tao Jingjing one by one, constantly retreating, constantly retreating, and when she retreated to the point where there was no way back, she was trembling all over, in fact, what Yu Xiang said had nothing to do with anyone's experience, nothing to say about everything that had happened, but it really hit Tao Jingjing's heart......
"Forget it, I don't want to talk about this topic now, I need time, even if I have to face the reality, I need time to face all this, but now I don't want to face it, even if I beg you and myself, just let me escape alone, other things, let me think about it alone, think about it well, think about it well, think about it ......"
Yu Xiang's voice as if he was muttering to himself became lower and lower, and then finally there was no sound at all, and the whole ward fell silent, silent, silent...... The silence was so oppressive that the atmosphere was so silent that it was as if there was nothing popular in this room, and there was just cold air......
"Dinner is coming!"
The sound of Lin Ziyu pushing the door in broke the silence in the room, and the two people in the ward were also in a panic, especially Tao Jingjing, who hurriedly avoided Lin Ziyu's eyes, looking at the inquiry, Tao Jingjing avoided constant inquiry.
"I ate, there were a lot of people, I went to other places to buy it, and the time was delayed. ”
Lin Ziyu explained, looking at the expressions of the two people, although there were doubts in their hearts, but they looked very evasive, Lin Ziyu didn't ask anything after all, after all, they had already made preparations, didn't care about anything, didn't think about anything, only did what they could, stood in the position of a friend, and then did their best, just do it, although she knew how much perseverance she had endured in her heart, how much mental construction she had done, and how much she had brainwashed herself repeatedly, yes...... After all, I can still do it, I can do it......
"Oh, what did you buy, I was hungry just now. Tao Jingjing avoided Lin Ziyu's eyes, and then dodged and kept laughing to get the food that Lin Ziyu bought.
"There is porridge, and I bought a little soup for Yu Xiang, all of which are some light meals, you can eat whatever you like. Lin Ziyu took every meal out of the packing box as he spoke, and then placed it on the table next to the window.
Tao Jingjing looked at Lin Ziyu setting up the food, and hurriedly pushed Yu Xiang over.
"It's very appetizing to watch!"
Tao Jingjing said with a smile, taking out a wet paper towel from the tissue box next to her as she spoke, and then handed it to Yu Xiang and asked him to wipe his hands, and Lin Ziyu had already helped the two of them each fill a bowl of soup in this space, and handed it to the two of them...... Three people, as if this series of actions, have been done many times, smooth, other people who see it can't believe it, this series of actions, three people are doing it for the first time, every action, every time the time is just right, all just right. Then the rest of the time was to eat in silence, Tao Jingjing and Yu Xiang ate dinner in silence, and breakfast was already late for a long time.
......
"Huahua, what should I do here at night? should I hire a temporary nurse, or ......?"
Lin Ziyu didn't finish his words, Tao Jingjing quickly swallowed the soup in her mouth and said, "In the evening, I will accompany you, and we will look for it tomorrow and find a better nurse, now at this time, it's not too late to look for it." ”
"You're here at night, or I'll let Xu Qingming come over and stay with you for the night, you're ......"
Lin Ziyu originally wanted to say that there are differences between men and women, and there will be inconveniences, but Tao Jingjing didn't give her a chance to finish speaking, put down the bowl in her hand, and then said, "No need, Mr. Xu is tired from this day's work, I'll just look at Yu Xiang here, I've already told my grandfather, but Ziyu, tomorrow you may have to come in the morning to accompany me to find a nurse, and I told my grandfather to go back at noon, and I may not want you." ”
Tao Jingjing told Lin Ziyu about tomorrow's arrangements at one time, Lin Ziyu frowned vigorously when she listened, but put it down very openly, listened to what Tao Jingjing said, and then nodded silently.
"I see, I'll come early tomorrow morning. ”
"Okay, then you can go back and have a good rest in a minute, don't worry about it here, you see that Yu Xiang has nothing to do, don't worry, if there is anything unexpected, I will call you in time." ”
"What can happen. You all go back, I'll be here alone. ”
Yu Xiang silently put down the bowl in his hand, and then said to the two people with an expressionless frown. In fact, he received a call from Tao Jingjing from Tao Zhongming, and when he heard their discussion, he refused Tao Jingjing's escort, but he didn't give himself a chance at all, let him choose, let himself make a decision, and now when he heard Tao Jingjing and Lin Ziyu discussing here, Yu Xiang didn't think about refusing.
How can you be alone, what if there is something going on at night, and there is no one around?", Tao Jingjing listened to Yu Xiang's words, and continued without thinking about it, while Lin Ziyu nodded beside her, agreeing with what she said.
"I'm sleeping at night, what's the matter, besides, there are nurses here, can you have nurses who know more, can you have a nurse profession?"
"Me?", Yu Xiang asked Tao Jingjing 1 didn't know what to say, "But there are so many people, and the nurse can't just take care of you alone, if you have any needs, the nurse can't know in time, I can still run out to find someone, I ......", suddenly Tao Jingjing stopped her voice suddenly, and then looked at Yu Xiang a little timidly, and quickly explained, "I mean I can help you find a nurse, and then, no, I mean the nurse may not hear it for a while, and then I can ......"
Tao Jingjing found that she couldn't explain it clearly, as if it was easy for people to misunderstand what she said, but she didn't mean that.
"Yu Xiang, I mean ......"
"Okay, I know what you mean, but I don't agree that you will go back with Ziyu in a while, and if you want to come, you will come back tomorrow morning, and don't say anything else. Yu Xiang has no hesitation, as if no one can refuse.
"No.1, I'm not going back, I'm here with you. Tao Jingjing turned out to be angry, Yu Xiang said, he didn't listen to it at all, he didn't want to listen to it, and then he didn't look at Yu Xiang, so he turned his head and said to Lin Ziyu, "Ziyu, you go back now, just come early tomorrow morning." ”
Lin Ziyu has been quietly watching the two of them, quietly watching Tao Jingjing and Yu Xiang arguing, watching the two people fighting each other, and looking at the two people...... It's like watching a movie one movie after another, and thinking about other people's stories, so much so that she forgets that she is also in this story.
"Oh, I see, you two don't quarrel, get along well. Lin Ziyu thought that if the two finally got together, would they really be able to accept it calmly, maybe, maybe they would really be able to send blessings and then smile and say to them that they will be happy for a lifetime.
"Wait a minute, Huahua, you put all this away, and then you clean up and rest early, I'll be early tomorrow and bring you breakfast. ”
Lin Ziyu stood up and took his bag as he spoke, and then planned to leave, during the whole process, Lin Ziyu seemed to be related to Yu Xiang but seemed to exclude him little by little, Yu Xiang could feel it, Lin Ziyu himself knew it, but he still tried to let himself ignore all this.
"Gone!"
"Well, you go back and stay safe, and tell me when you get home. Tao Jingjing said to Lin Ziyu but all she saw was Lin Ziyu's back and the hand behind her back. All of this made Yu Xiang, who was originally very depressed, even more depressed, although he didn't know that this sense of loss came to him, but it just made him uncomfortable.
"Ziyu?"
Yu Xiang suddenly shouted to Lin Ziyu, who was about to walk out of the ward. But it was very strange to shout and not say anything, especially Lin Ziyu tried to control his urge to turn around, and stood there quietly, with his back to Yu Xiang and said, "What's wrong?"