Yu Xiang himself was very strange, and suddenly he didn't know what he wanted to say, or what he could say.

Lin Ziyu turned his back to Yu Xiang, smiled bitterly for a long time, and waited for Yu Xiang for a long time, but he had some kind of expectation in his heart, but he still didn't wait after all.

"It's okay, I'll go back first, I'll be there early tomorrow morning. ”

Lin Ziyu's voice became colder and colder, as if he had once again abandoned all the thoughts that he shouldn't have, and then the back of the front was even more careless.

"Ziyu, I'm sorry!"

Yu Xiang's words made Lin Ziyu who was already about to walk out of the ward door, and she stopped walking forward, Tao Jingjing couldn't see her expression, but her stopped footsteps all of a sudden, revealing Lin Ziyu's mood at this moment.

"Ziyu, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have been mad at you just now. Yu Xiang repeated it again.

Lin Ziyu didn't reply, she just stopped, and then only she knew how much helplessness and sadness there was in her voice.

"What is there to apologize for! Originally, we were wrong, we didn't tell you in advance, and it made you sad, in fact, we should apologize to you. ”

"Not really. I don't blame you for this, it's my own fault. It's me who didn't do a good job, it's me who spoiled you and got angry, I'm sorry, I made you worried, and I vented all my grievances on you. ”

"But I know you can all understand and understand me, right?"

Yu Xiang said, looking at Lin Ziyu's back with some expectation, after all, he still hoped that Lin Ziyu could turn back, and then they could reconcile, but after all, Lin Ziyu still didn't look back, this is the voice, and he said very calmly, "There is nothing to understand, there is nothing to understand or not to understand, we are all sad and sad when you are injured, you can take care of your injuries! ”

Lin Ziyu walked straight to the front as he spoke, and no longer listened to what Yu Xiang was going to say behind him and Tao Jingjing's expectant eyes.

After Tao Jingjing watched Lin Ziyu walk out, Yu Xiang's eyes suddenly dimmed, and today she walked to Yu Xiang's side and patted him on the shoulder and said, "It's okay, Yu Xiang." Ziyu will be considerate of you, and we didn't think it through in the first place, and then made you sad, and ......"

"Alright, don't say it!"

Tao Jingjing didn't know that what she said touched Yu Xiang, Yu Xiang actually started a fire, so frightened that Tao Jingjing took a few steps back, looking at Yu Xiang's expression, she didn't know what to say.

"I know, I don't say it, I don't say it......"

"Forget it, I'm not targeting you, I'm just ......", Yu Xiang explained helplessly and anxiously. And Tao Jingjing didn't listen to what Yu Xiang said, so she hurriedly waved her hand and said.

"I know, I know, it's me who says too much, I ......"

"It's not your problem, it's me, forget it, don't talk about it, you better go back at night, there's nothing to do here, and it's not convenient to live on the side, I ......"

"It's okay, I'll sleep next to this, don't disturb you, when you have something, I'll be on call, and the others really don't bother you, don't worry, rest assured." ”

Tao Jingjing said that she was afraid that Yu Xiang would not believe it, so she gestured to the side, and found that Yu Xiang was just staring at herself, as if watching a play, but she didn't react at all, and suddenly turned around and said, "I'll clean up the table, and then go and get hot water for you, wipe your face, soak your feet, and wait for a while to sleep comfortably." Saying that, Tao Jingjing no longer looked at Yu Xiang, as if she was very busy, and Yu Xiang had a headache when she saw it, and she was more helpless.

"Huahua, listen to me, you really don't have to be here, you're here, I'm ......"

"I won't delay your business, and I won't affect you, you rest, rest, I'll go out now, and I'll come back after a while. ”

Tao Jingjing actually knew what Yu Xiang wanted to say, but she just didn't want to go back, and then she was always afraid that as soon as she came out, she would never find Yu Xiang again, although she herself knew that Yu Xiang's car accident had nothing to do with her, but she just couldn't help thinking about these things, and then hurriedly packed up the packing box on the table, holding a hot water bottle in one hand, and walked outside, hurriedly, as if someone in the house was chasing her. Seeing that Yu Xiang was really helpless, as long as he was helpless, I don't know when Tao Jingjing became so stubborn, which gave Yu Xiang a headache, but he didn't know what to do, after all, he still couldn't bear to make this person sad, Yu Xiang thought that he still couldn't bear it after all, and couldn't bear it......

……

As soon as she walked out of the door of the ward, Tao Jingjing felt that her whole nerves were unconsciously tense, and then when she was alone, she suddenly relaxed, and after a moment of relaxation, she slowly squatted on the ground against the wall.

In fact, she didn't know what was going on, but she couldn't help it, and then the whole person was like a tight string.

I don't know how long it took to lean like this, Tao Jingjing raised her head, took a deep breath, and then stood up slowly against the wall, so that she didn't think about anything, and didn't want to think about the urge to see the ward, forcing herself to go forward, keep going...... She was afraid that when she turned around and saw Yu Xiang looking out of the window alone, sitting in a wheelchair in a daze, she would definitely not be able to control it, she couldn't control it, but she also knew that she must not lose control now, nor should she lose control, and then she forced herself to do other things to divert her attention, maybe, perhaps, Tao Jingjing thought, this should be better, so that everyone can pass this level smoothly, it should be, it should be, it should be like this.

……

In Tao Jingjing's memory, there are very few memories in the hospital, even when her father lived in the hospital, Tao Jingjing's memory rarely has her own memories in the hospital, and more often, she saw the white cloth in the hospital, so now she is lying on the hospital bed, staring at the white swaying wall above her head, and the light that even the curtains can't block from the outside, making Tao Jingjing keep thinking, at that time, is the situation of her father in the hospital also like this, the car lights that keep coming over and the sound of 120, and those families are experiencing joy, sorrow or life and death parting this night, How many people are in the same mood as themselves, feeling like waiting for the sentence, looking forward to the arrival of another tomorrow, but they always think about the current state, and they have always maintained this contradictory mood, and then they are constantly moving forward and moving forward in the contradictions......

"Can't you sleep?"

Tao Jingjing heard Yu Xiang's very sober voice, thinking that his turning over had affected him, so he quickly kept his movements, and then said: "It affects you, I won't move, don't move, don't move......"

"No, I didn't fall asleep either. What are you thinking?", Yu Xiang said to Tao Jingjing as if he wanted to talk to him.

As soon as Yu Xiang finished speaking, Tao Jingjing didn't know if she didn't understand Yu Xiang's meaning or if her focus was different from Yu Xiang's, the whole person sat up all of a sudden, and said very anxiously: "Why didn't you fall asleep, is there light or is the sound noisy to you?", saying, Tao Jingjing looked like she was about to get up.

"It's okay, it's okay, you don't have to get up, it's not the light or the sound, maybe I've been lying down a lot during the day, and now I don't feel sleepy. ”

Hearing Yu Xiang say this, Tao Jingjing breathed a sigh of relief, but she still repeated cautiously and unsure in her uncertainties, "Is there really no discomfort?"

"Not really!"

"Then do you drink water, do you want to go to the bathroom?"

"No, if you need to, I told you, you just lie there, and since you can't sleep, let's talk. ”

It may be in the dead of night, or the silence of no one calms down Yu Xiang's irritable mood, at this moment Yu Xiang, speaking is very calm, calm, Tao Jingjing feels like talking a lot in the past, warm and reassuring, so that Tao Jingjing has the illusion that this moment is not in the hospital but at home in the countryside, if Ziyu is also there, it will be more like, more like, those peaceful and dull days.

"What do you want to talk about?"

"What do you want to tell me?"

"Me?", Tao Jingjing tried to recall some of the things she wanted to say to Yu Xiang, and some of the things she could say to Yu Xiang, but she found that she couldn't say it, and she didn't know what to say.

"yes, is there anything you want to say to me?"

"Nope!"

Hearing Tao Jingjing say this, Yu Xiang felt that his breath was suddenly blocked in his heart, isn't he very able to say, why do you want to say it now, he actually said that he had nothing to say.

"Really have nothing to say?", Yu Xiang asked again without giving up.

"I don't have anything to say, what can I say to you, I'll see you every day, if you have anything to say, you'll have already said it, and you can keep it. ”

Tao Jingjing asked Yu Xiang in a very strange tone, and said to Yu Xiang, Yu Xiang was speechless, I didn't know what to say, I wanted to say a word, you are ruthless, you are ruthless but after all, I still didn't say it, and then silently took a deep breath, calmed down, and said, "Then what are you thinking about now?"

"Thinking that the night in the hospital is like a night market, you can hear that it is very lively outside. Tao Jingjing's voice was very fluttering, listening to Yu Xiang's ears, it was like a feather, and she swept it gently, and then it was a numb and crispy itch, I wanted to scratch it, but I didn't know which place to scratch, the whole heart was swishing, and the strange feeling was always in the bottom of my heart.