Chapter 40: Promise her
Those two words were presented in front of Lou Shengkun, and they were dazzling.
He clenched the glass of water in his hand, took a slow sip, glanced at the resignation letter again, and then swept his gaze to the courier he had brought from home.
I don't know who sent it to his home, but he came home last night to find it on the cabinet in the entryway.
The sender's information is all blank.
Lou Shengkun called home to ask, and the aunt who cleaned him said that she saw the courier being thrown at his door, and saw that the recipient was him, so she took it into the house.
The express, he opened it last night.
He could see what was inside.
Thinking of the woman's determination and ruthlessness last night, Lou Shengkun understood everything, and after understanding, he felt like a fool.
At two o'clock in the afternoon, Chu Jiaqi sneakily entered the company with a pair of panda eyes, and saw Qin Yan being called into Lou Shengkun's office.
She looked suspiciously, looked around, and leaned to the door to eavesdrop while no one was looking.
As soon as I leaned over, I heard a crackling sound from inside.
This was followed by the man's angry voice.
She frowned and ran away. Lou Shengkun is not easy to provoke when he gets angry, if he wants to let him know that he is eavesdropping, she may really not be able to eat and walk around.
In the office, the atmosphere was stiff, and the air was filled with a cold atmosphere.
Qin Yan stood in the house, looking at the photo thrown on the ground at her feet, she paused, squatted on the ground and picked it up.
"You're following me?" Qin Yan got up. Holding the photo in his hand, he questioned the man sitting behind the table.
The photo shows that she was hugged by Lin Shen outside the police station that day.
Hearing her question, Lou Shengkun laughed, but the smile did not reach the bottom of his eyes, adding a touch of bitterness.
"What's the matter, the heart is empty?"
"What is my weak heart?" Qin Yan looked at him lightly.
Lou Shengkun also looked at her, opened his lips and said, "Yes, what are you lacking in." ”
"You are willing to forgive your ex-boyfriend for splitting his legs, what else can't you Qin Yan do?"
"Say to me that the water pipe is bursting at home, and turn your head to talk to that scumbag, you and me, Qin Yan! It's fun to play me, right?!" Lou Shengkun glared at her, his eyes were blue, his eyes were slightly bloodshot, and his voice was getting louder and louder.
The man's voice was hoarse, echoing through the room.
Qin Yan's hand holding the photo tightened, faintly feeling that he had misunderstood something, and wanted to open his mouth to explain, thinking about it, maybe this is the best result.
"It's my own business, it's none of your business. She looked at him, playing the role of a ruthless and vicious woman.
"It has nothing to do with me?" Lou Shengkun suddenly bounced up from the chair and slapped the table hard.
"Qin Yan, do you have a conscience?" he stepped in front of Qin Yan in a few steps, holding her shoulders with both hands and shaking, his eyes full of pain.
"Even if it is...... Even if we were in that relationship, you shouldn't have done it, you shouldn't have hidden it from me......" He stared at her, speaking incoherently.
"Lou Shengkun. That's just the way it is......" she looked at him too.
"We don't have any feelings for each other. She said with a dry throat and some difficulty.
"No feelings, heh......" Lou Shengkun heard her say this, shook his shoulders, took a step back, and leaned against the corner of the table.
"If you go on like this, it will only be painful. ”
"Then do you have a relationship with him?"
"I have been with him for seven years. Qin Yan was like a ruthless executioner, numb to the mechanical Chaolou Sheng Kun's heart.
"Seven years ......" Lou Shengkun lowered his head and laughed coldly.
He understands everything, people have been with her for seven years, and in front of these seven years, he Lou Shengkun is nothing at all.
He turned around and pointed his back at Qin Yan.
"I see. He exhaled heavily.
"Qin Yan. You're just a slut. ”
Qin Yan pursed her dry lips and let the man scold her.
She thought to herself, scold, if you can dissipate your anger because of this, scold.
"It's none of your business. ”
She said this sentence again, and Lou Shengkun could feel that she was trying her best to get rid of her relationship.
"yes, it has nothing to do with me. He shrugged his shoulders and wrinkled his nose.
Then, there was silence with each other.
Lou Shengkun looked at the high-rise buildings outside the window, and suddenly walked back to his seat.
He picked up the resignation letter, looked elsewhere, and said, "I don't accept this resignation." ”
Qin Yan raised his head suddenly, "Please, you agree." ”
She called him "you", and Lou Shengkun squeezed his hand tightly.
"Give me a suitable reason. ”
The two have had such an unclear relationship, and it will definitely be embarrassing to work together again after they break off, isn't this a suitable reason?
Lou Shengkun didn't hear her speak, and turned his head to look at her.
"If you're going to say it's awkward to work together, don't say it. Public is public, private is private, I distinguish it very clearly, and I will not make it difficult for you. He said solemnly, as if he would definitely do so.
Qin Yan thought, oh, you are now a good boss with a clear distinction between public and private, and you are still the same freewheeling Lou Shengkun.
She paused, looked at him and said seriously, "I don't have the impulse......"
"It's not a suddenness. ”
Lou Shengkun raised his eyes to look at her, isn't this an impulse?
"I don't want to keep working as a secretary, I want to try something else while I'm young. ”
"Then transfer you to another department. ”
"No, I didn't think so. ”
"Then what are you thinking?" Lou Shengkun felt that he was already very patient.
"I can't tell you for the time being, please Mr. Kun agree. Qin Yan Feng was tightly guarded, and simply bent down and bowed to Lou Shengkun at ninety degrees.
Lou Shengkun pinched his forehead, which was a little painful, knowing that he couldn't keep her no matter what.
After a long time, he said with difficulty, "Okay...... You go out first. ”
Qin Yan breathed a sigh of relief, nodded, and walked towards the door.
"Wait......" Lou Shengkun suddenly stopped her.
Qin Yan turned his head and looked at him.
The man was sitting on the swivel chair, facing the floor-to-ceiling glass window at this time, and in Qin Yan's eyes, there was only his back.
"Although it may seem redundant to say this now, I still feel the need to clarify. ”
"Clarify what?" Qin Yan frowned suspiciously.
In the quiet, Lou Shengkun lit a cigarette and smoked slowly.
"The picture...... I didn't ask someone to shoot it. He exhaled a beautiful puff of smoke rings, which diffused through the air and faded away.
Qin Yan was stunned, and then looked at the photo he was holding in his hand.
"Believe it or not, I'm not going to do such a boring thing. He coughed violently, making some frightening sounds in his throat.
"You ......" smoke less.
Thinking of something, the second half of the sentence was hidden in her mouth.
She nodded, then remembered that he was facing away from him and couldn't see it, so she said, "I see." ”
"I'll go out if there's nothing to do, and I'll make it clear to Jiaqi about the follow-up handover. ”
"Hmm...... Ahem, ahem. He answered softly, then coughed violently.
Qin Yan frowned, pushed the door and walked out of the office.
Chu Jiaqi waited anxiously at the workstation, and after an hour, he finally saw Qin Yan come out.
"Sister Yan, Sister Yan, what's going on?" she pulled Qin Yan, very curious.
"Nothing. Qin Yan shook his head, and planned to wait for the handover to come down and then talk to Chu Jiaqi in detail.
"Is it really okay?" Chu Jiaqi didn't believe it and insisted on asking.
"I heard Brother Xiaolou scolding you......"
"Huh?" Qin Yan raised his eyebrows, staring at her.
"I didn't eavesdrop, I just passed by, just passing by......" Seeing her looking at herself strangely, Chu Jiaqi hurriedly brushed it off.
"Alright, let's not talk about that. I'll let you do something later. Qin Yan took out a small bag of tea bags from a beautifully packaged cardboard box.
"Just wait here. After Qin Yan finished speaking, he hurriedly walked to the pantry.
Chu Jiaqi was stunned in place, looking at Qin Yan's back, and scratched his head in confusion.
Soon, Qin Yan walked back again, holding a cup in his hand.
"You go, give this to Mr. Kun. Qin Yan stretched out his hand and handed the cup to Chu Jiaqi.
The cup just brewed the tea bag just now.
"Huh?" Chu Jiaqi was stunned and subconsciously took it.
"Mr. Kun's throat is a little uncomfortable, and honeysuckle tea is very useful for moistening and protecting his throat. With that, she crouched down in front of her seat again, pulled open the drawer, and grabbed a few throat lozenges from inside.
"Take this one too. She grabbed Chu Jiaqi's hand and stuffed the throat lozenge into her hand.
Although Chu Jiaqi felt a little strange, she was happy on her face.
"Shall I go in then?"
Qin Yan nodded.
"Wait. Qin Yan suddenly stopped Chu Jiaqi, who had walked a few steps.
Chu Jiaqi turned her head and looked at her, Qin Yan walked over and said, "Later, Mr. Kun will ask you who made the tea, and you will say that it is yourself, understand?"
Chu Jiaqi was stunned for a moment, and quickly reacted, Qin Yan was going to assist her.
She smiled, so happy that she couldn't help it, "Understood! Thank you, Sister Yan." ”
Qin Yan didn't know what she was thanking for, so she only returned to her seat and began to sort out the details that needed to be handed over.
At the door, Chu Jiaqi gently pushed the door in.
Lou Shengkun raised his eyes and saw that it was her, and his brows furrowed unconsciously.
"What are you doing in here?"
The tone is disgusting.
Chu Jiaqi was not annoyed, only pursed her lips slightly, and said, "What, people are here to care about you." ”
"Concern?" Lou Shengkun wanted to laugh, she stayed quietly, it would be good not to cause trouble for him.
"Brother Xiaolou, your eyes, can you not hurt people so much?" Chu Jiaqi was quite aggrieved.
"Okay, what the hell is going on?" Lou Shengkun lowered his head and reprocessed the documents.
"What's that......" Chu Jiaqi thought for a while, "I heard that you have an uncomfortable throat and made you honeysuckle tea." With that, she walked to the opposite side of Lou Shengkun and put the water cup down on the table.
Lou Shengkun was flipping through the documents when he heard the words and stopped.
He blinked his eyes and asked quietly, "I heard, who did you hear?"
Chu Jiaqi was stunned and said, "Who else, Sister Yan." ”
Lou Shengkun took the pen to sign, and when he heard her say that it was Qin Yan, his hand paused again.
He looked at the cup of tea on the table, Chu Jiaqi saw him staring like this, and pushed it in front of him again, saying, "Didn't you say that your throat is uncomfortable?
Lou Shengkun didn't answer, Chu Jiaqi suddenly thought of something, and suddenly realized, "Ah, my brain, I can't drink it if it's so hot." ”
He watched, and suddenly coughed violently again.
Chu Jiaqi opened his palm, raised it towards Lou Shengkun, and said, "Oh, this tea is still very hot, eat a throat lozenge to press?"
In the palm of his hand, there are a few green and white throat lozenges.
Lou Shengkun raised his eyes to look at her, suppressed the discomfort in his throat, and asked, "Where did this sugar come from?"
Chu Jiaqi put the candy on the table and said, "Where did it come from, of course it's my own." As she spoke, her eyes rolled to look elsewhere.
She looks like this, what else does Lou Shengkun not understand.
At this moment, the man's face turned cold.
"Get out. ”
He suddenly let out a cold sound, and Chu Jiaqi was startled.
"What, people care about you, just don't say thank you. and drove people away. Chu Jiaqi pursed her lips, complaining with some dissatisfaction.
Lou Shengkun listened to her alone, and his forehead suddenly hurt.
"Get out!" he repeated, his gaze growing colder as he glared at her.
Chu Jiaqi's words were held back and suffocated, her eyes were slightly red because of the cold treatment, if he yelled at her again, the water in his eyes might fall in the next second.
At this time, men are not easy to mess with, and they are very inexplicable.
She quickly turned around and walked out of the office dejectedly.
The second she turned around, she rubbed her reddened eyes.
"Why are you crying?" happily went in, and when he came out, his eyes were red, and he looked like he was about to cry at any time, no matter how Chu Jiaqi covered it up, Qin Yan still noticed it.
She pulled out a few tissues and handed them to Chu Jiaqi.
Chu Jiaqi wiped the corners of her eyes, and her voice was a little choked, "It's okay, I'm used to it." ”
Qin Yan dragged a chair and sat next to her, looking at her with some distress.
is obviously also the daughter of the parents in the family, she is beautiful, her family background is good, and her personality is also pleasing, why don't some people like it.
"Don't be sad. Qin Yan comforted her.
"I'm not sad. Chu Jiaqi shook her head and looked at her.
"Anyway, I'm going to have to boil his stone, and I'm going to take him down sooner or later!" Chu Jiaqi said, clenching his fists to cheer himself on.
Qin Yan looked at her, his eyes flashing.
Even if there is a blocked wall in front of him, a heart that has been frozen by ice, even if he hits his head and the blood flows, and it is as hot as a flame, the person still does not move. However, she still has to hit and burn her body.
Chu Jiaqi in front of him was like this in Qin Yan's heart.
She was a little distressed, but more envious.
Envy Chu Jiaqi only needs to rush forward vigorously, only need to consider Lou Shengkun's heart, and there is no need to take into account other resistances at all.
Unlike her, she can only look at the gap between her and Lou Shengkun, the gap is the abyss, and one step forward is a dead end. She could only stand still, watching his figure getting farther and farther away, unable to start.
She was in a daze, and was suddenly pulled back to her thoughts by Chu Jiaqi's laughter.
Chu Jiaqi didn't seem to be affected at all, holding her mobile phone to chat with people, and let out a few laughs from time to time.
Qin Yan smiled bitterly, his worries were a little redundant.
When she returned to her computer, she saw an email from Lou Shengkun.
The email stated that Qin Yan should handle the handover with Qi Zhe and Chu Jiaqi, and the handover would be completed within a month. This email was also forwarded to Ding Lei, Qi Zhe and Chu Jiaqi from the Personnel Department.
She quickly finished browsing, and when she turned her head, she saw Chu Jiaqi staring at her in surprise.
"Sister Yan, what's going on?" she didn't seem to accept it.
"As you can see, I resigned. Qin Yan smiled, the expression on his face was faint.
Chu Jiaqi was stunned, unable to tell whether she was happy or unhappy. On the one hand, there is Qin Yan with her. It is naturally good that she can avoid making sure that Lou Shengkun is not angry on some issues. But, on the other hand, if Qin Yan leaves, Lou Shengkun will have to ask her to do some things, so that the time she spends with Lou Shengkun will inevitably increase.
Even if that person doesn't take a good face to her, she doesn't care, it's much better than not being able to take a face for a day.
After speaking, Qin Yan continued to type on the keyboard.
"Working with Mr. Kun, there are more problems to pay attention to, and I will sort out a document. If you follow it in the future, it shouldn't be a big problem. Qin Yan was typing the words and talking to Chu Jiaqi.
Chu Jiaqi nodded subconsciously, and when she was about to ask why she resigned, the internal telephone rang.
Qin Yan looked at her and motioned for her to pick it up.
Chu Jiaqi swallowed his saliva and picked it up, "Hey?"
"Oh...... Good. ”
Then, she hung up.
"Brother Xiaolou said that he hates to drink that honeysuckle tea......" she said, while looking at Qin Yan's face, seeing that people were not emotional, she continued, "Let me make him a cup of coffee again." ”
Qin Yan nodded, "Okay, you can go." ”
Chu Jiaqi ran to the pantry, Qin Yan sat in front of the computer, pointed his fingers, and typed the next line of words. At the end, I felt that it was inappropriate, so I clicked delete again and knocked it down again.
Still inappropriate, she deleted it again......
She looked at the already five-page document on the table, and suddenly became a little irritated, she pinched her temples, took a deep breath, and calmed down again.
Hate drinking honeysuckle tea.
That was obviously for her, and he was reminding her that since she was ready to disconnect, she should not do something that would break the thread.
She picked up the water glass in her hand and took a sip, and the bitter taste of the coffee instantly spread in her mouth. It's the same as her mood right now. She swallowed, letting the bitterness go to the bottom of her heart.
That's what he did, and he did the right thing.
Chu Jiaqi made coffee and went in, but didn't come out until after work.
Qin Yan knocked ten pages of the document of precautions, and she packed up her things and added them tomorrow.
As soon as she picked up her bag, Qi Zhe walked towards her.
From the moment she resigned, Qin Yan knew that Qi Zhe would definitely look for her.
When night falls, a barbecue restaurant three hundred meters away.
Qin Yan and Qi Zhe faced each other and sat at a table against the window.
In the pot, pork belly, beef, squid, chicken wings, etc. are spread all over the pot, and the fire is burning vigorously, and the aroma of meat goes straight to people's noses. Qin Yan poured a drink for the two of them, and was busy turning over the pork belly that was about to be burned.
Qi Zhe just looked at her like this and didn't say a word.
The air conditioner in the barbecue restaurant was fully turned on, but Qin Yan felt sweat on his forehead.
She raised her glass, looked to the side, and took a sip of her drink.
Putting down the cup, she raised her head to look at Qi Zhe.
"Is there something wrong at home?" Qi Zhe looked at her and said the first sentence.
Suddenly resigned, without warning, Qi Zhe was very puzzled.
"Nope. Qin Yan shook his head. He lowered his head and turned over the flesh.
"......" Qi Zhe was silent.
"Why did you quit suddenly?" he is a colleague who likes to share gossip with her on weekdays, and he is the serious senior in private.
Qin Yan's movements in his hand stopped, and he continued, "I just want to try to do something else......"
"What about Lin Shen? He also agreed?" Qi Zhe was half-convinced, and asked what he was thinking.
Her eyes flashed, remembering that she had never told Qi Zhe about her breakup with Lin Shen.
Speaking of which, the three of them graduated from the same university, and Qi Zhe can also be regarded as Lin Shen's senior. After she confirmed her relationship with Lin Shen, she had dinner with Qi Zhe a few times, and the two of them knew each other.
Qin Yan smiled, and then sandwiched a slice of roasted beef into Qi Zhe's bowl.
"I've broken up with him. She said, the emotion on her face unwavering.
Qi Zhe looked at her, and the fist on the table slowly tightened.
"When?"
"It's been a long time......"
"Eat it, it's not good if it's cold. Qin Yan couldn't help but remind him when he saw that he didn't move his chopsticks.
Qi Zhe didn't move, and continued to ask, "Is he sorry for you?"
"It doesn't matter who is sorry for whom, it is not suitable between me and him. ”
"If he really is sorry for you, you leave it to me, and I will clean him up for you. Qi Zhe gritted his teeth and said with some hatred.
"Poof......" Qin Yan suddenly laughed.
"Senior, you are still ...... like this" is so righteous and kind to her.
"Which one?" Qi Zhe asked, raising his eyebrows.
"To be honest, I really appreciate you. Qin Yan didn't answer his question, and said something else.
"Since I was a child, there have only been a handful of people around me who are good to me, and you are one senior. ”
When Qi Zhe heard her mention this, he couldn't help frowning, "We came out of the same school, and if you call me a senior, you naturally want to be good to you." ”
Qin Yan listened, his heart was a little sour, and he wanted to say that in fact, you are the only one who really takes care of me as a junior sister, although sometimes it is not very reliable.
But she didn't say it.
The atmosphere was a little slower than before, and Qi Zhe picked up the chopsticks and ate the barbecue she put in the bowl.
"What are your plans for the future?" he asked, uneasy, as he ate.
Qin Yan chewed the meat in his mouth, only to feel that it was extremely delicious.
She paused before saying, "I should rest for a while." ”
"If you're nervous, you can tell me. He ate it, generously, and didn't think there was anything wrong with it.
Qin Yan laughed again and teased, "Don't, I'm afraid that my sister-in-law will chase me and fight." ”
When Qi Zhe heard her mention his wife Ruan Heyu, a sweet smile couldn't help but welling up on his face, and he shouted, "What nonsense!"
"In your senior's house, but I am in charge of the accounts, what are you afraid of her doing?"
Qin Yan sighed, obviously not believing.
Qi Zhe glared at her, and Qin Yan reined in and said, "Yes, yes, you are the most powerful senior in your family." ”
"Seriously, don't do everything yourself. Qi Zhe grimaced and became serious.
"Okay, I've saved a lot over the years, and as you know, Mr. Kun has given me a lot of bonuses. ”
"Also, Kun is always a big shot. Qi Zhe nodded. Suddenly thinking of something, he sighed mournfully, "You are gone, but I am the one who suffers." ”
Qi Zhe remembered that time when he couldn't recruit a suitable secretary, and he was tortured by Lou Shengkun alone, and now he feels a little afraid.
"Don't worry, isn't there still Chu Jiaqi? I'll take her first. ”
Qi Zhe was a little worried, after all, it was a big lady, but it could only be like this, so he said, "I hope so." ”
After the two of them finished eating, they each took a taxi home.
On the way, Qin Yan clicked on his mobile phone and looked at it, but there was no special news.
She poked the avatar and was really going to say goodbye.
When you get home. She went straight to the bathroom to wash, and after taking a shower and drying her hair, she got into the bed.
After that day's mischief, she ripped off the sheets covered with marks and threw them into the washing machine to wash them. Now the smell of the man is gone, leaving only the faint fragrance of laundry detergent.
In this faint fragrance, Qin Yan chatted with Zhang Muran, one of his few friends. Qin Yan said that from childhood to adulthood, there are only a handful of people who are good to her, and this Zhang Muran is counted as one.
She made an appointment with the other party and agreed to meet in a month.
After the arrangements were made, Qin Yan turned off his mobile phone. Tuck up the quilt and go to sleep.
Don't think about anything, just sleep......
But someone didn't want her to be better, and in the dream, he scolded her loudly.
"You are willing to forgive your ex-boyfriend for splitting his legs, what else can't you Qin Yan do?"
"Qin Yan, you have no conscience!"
"You're a slut!"
......
In the dream, the man pointed to her forehead and complained, forcing her back step by step.
He grabbed her shoulders and shook them, his face full of pain, and kept asking her why.
She looked at him, just tears, opened her mouth, but was speechless.
Then, she stomped into the air. A violent feeling of weightlessness came, and I woke up suddenly.
There was darkness above her head, and she moved, only to feel sore.
Qin Yan opened his eyes, and the tears full of tears slipped down in an instant, and went down, hiding into the dark pillow.
She touched it, and the pillow was wet and cold. She sat up on the bed with her legs bent, hugging her knees, her face buried in her laps, and her shoulders shrugged and twitched.
In the darkness of the night, she sobbed silently.
Early the next morning, Qin Yan still arrived at the company early.
Chu Jiaqi also seemed to have been stimulant, and followed Qin Yan's hind feet.
As soon as Qin Yan turned on the computer, he heard Chu Jiaqi's phone ringing.
"Hey, Brother Xiaolou......"
"Now?"
"No problem, no problem...... I'll come right over. Chu Jiaqi hurriedly picked it up and hung up quickly.
Qin Yan logged on to the account and asked her, "Is there something wrong?"
"Brother Xiaolou said that he was going on a business trip in the afternoon, so I asked him to take care of his luggage. Chu Jiaqi hung up the phone, and her voice was full of laughter.
Qin Yan looked at her little daughter's attitude, pursed her lips, and said cautiously, "I'll send you the problems that need to be paid attention to at work now, and there are some details of Mr. Kun's life, you can take a look at it more, don't make mistakes when the time comes." ”
Chu Jiaqi nodded, just smiled, and her eyes were full of longing for entering Lou Shengkun's single apartment.
Qin Yan had a headache, and after the document was sent to her, he urged her to hurry to Lou Shengkun.
After the people left, the area fell silent.
Qin Yan clicked on the dialog box with Qi Zhe and asked, "Mr. Kun is on a business trip in the afternoon, will you go too, senior?"
"Yes, I don't know what this ancestor is doing, so suddenly." Anyway, I'll get busy first. ”
She typed a few more words, thought about it, it shouldn't be necessary, and deleted them all again.
After everything was handed over, Qin Yan instantly felt that he was idle.
She patted her face and began to sort out the work with Qi Zhe again.
Qin Yan usually used to write and draw in a notebook and memorize some keywords, but at this time she took out the pen, but found that there was no ink.
She opened the drawer, looking for another pen, but saw the stack of photos again.
She took it from Lou Shengkun yesterday, and then threw it in a drawer.
"The picture...... I didn't ask someone to shoot it. ”
"Believe it or not, I'm not going to do such a boring thing. ”
The man's words rang in his ears again, and Qin Yan looked at the stack of photos and shook his head.
If he didn't shoot it, who would it be?
Qin Yan frowned, eager to pull out the faintly emerging clue.
Gao Pan Qin Yanlou Sheng Kun