After the news was sent, Qin Yan didn't care anymore, she tidied up her appearance, washed her hands, and went back to work.

Until the end of the evening, everything was normal.

Lou Shengkun didn't reply, but she vaguely felt that it was just the calm before the storm.

At half past eleven in the evening, Qin Yan was sleeping in a daze and heard the sound of someone slamming the door.

"Open the door!"

"Qin Yan, open the door for me!"

This was followed by a series of knocks on the door, which were exceptionally clear in the middle of the night.

Qin Yan sat up from the bed, she was silent for a moment, listening to the sound outside in silence, waiting for him to leave.

"Open the door!"

The man continued to knock on the door, shouting and knocking.

Soon, the other neighbors were also woken up, scolding, and some children also started crying.

Qin Yan couldn't wait any longer, she got up, put on her shoes, and paced to the door.

She opened the door a little and said to the man outside, "Go back." ”

Lou Shengkun saw her open the door. He stretched out his hand to push, but there was another chain on the door, and he couldn't push it open at all.

The voice-activated lights in the hallway went out, and darkness poured down.

"What do you mean?" Lou Shengkun asked her in a low voice in this darkness.

"You get the idea. Qin Yan lowered his head, not daring to look at him.

"Wasn't it okay the first two days?"

"We should have ended it a long time ago. ”

"What's not early, who made you finish!" Lou Shengkun yelled at her, and even the voice-activated lights turned on.

"Don't be like that, disturb others. She frowned, her face a little pale under the lamp.

"Let me in. Lou Shengkun pushed the door again and insisted.

Qin Yan was silent, thought about it, he wouldn't stop if he didn't make this matter clear, so he untied the chain and let people into the house.

As soon as the door was closed, Lou Shengkun kissed and peeled her, so eager that he couldn't do it.

"Lou Shengkun, don't be like this......" she refused, reaching out to block the kiss that the man was about to attack.

"What the hell is going on?" Lou Shengkun held her face, restraining the desire in his heart.

Something must have happened, he didn't believe it, and she had changed her mind again after only a day or two.

There were no lights on in the house. Only the faint street lights shining in from the balcony, he could only faintly see her face.

"No......" Qin Yan shook his head.

"What's the trouble without you?" Lou Shengkun didn't believe it.

"I'm serious, I didn't make a fuss. She turned her head sideways and looked at the dimly lit entryway, "We, we shouldn't have started in the first place. ”

"I started in a daze, entangled in an unknown way, I am very tired if it goes on like this......" Qin Yan helped his forehead, sighing a little helplessly.

"What's not clear?"

"At first, I asked if you wanted to be together. Who said he didn't want to?" Lou Shengkun looked at her, and the loss in his eyes was undoubted.

"I don't want to talk about friends seriously, but I like to make a date for excitement, Qin Yan, this is your own choice!"

"So I regret it. ”

"It's my fault that I didn't promise you. I was dizzy because of Lin Shen's split, confused, and emotionally unstable, so I ......"

"Speak to me well!" The more Lou Shengkun listened, the more he felt that the woman's words were outrageous.

What is dizzy, what is confused, so long, so many times of honey oil blending, is it just because of emotional instability that it started?

"That's just the way it is. Qin Yan suppressed the bitterness rolling in his throat and persevered.

"Are you serious...... Haven't you ever been moved by me?" Lou Shengkun pinched her chin, feeling very difficult every word he said.

Qin Yan looked at him and didn't speak, and after a long time, she nodded down.

Lou Shengkun had red eyes, and watched her nod.

He withdrew his hand, stepped back a little weakly, he curled his index finger, nodded in mid-air, and said, "Qin Yan, you are really a white-eyed wolf who can't be fed." ”

He remembered all the efforts he had made before, and it seemed to have become a joke.

That night, Lou Shengkun slammed the door and left.

In the dark, Qin Yan leaned against the wall and slowly slid on the ground.

She lowered her head, her face buried in her hands, her shoulders trembling. She opened her mouth to inhale, but a series of cries escaped from her mouth, her voice trembled, she wanted to hold back, but burst out with even more heart-rending cries.

In the quiet of the night, the room was filled with her crying, and she covered her face with both hands, crying uncontrollably. This reminded her of the spring outing when she was fifteen years old, when her classmates around her were taken care of by her parents and she could buy whatever she wanted, and she only had the rice balls she prepared last night.

Because of the hot weather, the rice balls have become rancid and smell bad, but this is her meal for the day. She could only swallow the hot water she brought, and for some reason, she looked at the smiling faces of her classmates and watched them eat the delicate snacks prepared by their parents, and suddenly began to cry.

She bit the rice ball, crying louder and louder, and the classmates next to her came around and asked her why she was crying. The teacher noticed and ran over as well.

They all asked her, why are you crying?

Qin Yan listened, tears came out more and more, and only Zhou Xiaoyi's sentence was in his mind: "What are you doing with a girl reading so many books! It's good to have a junior Chinese certificate, and you still want to go to high school." Go to college! You're so good at paying the tuition yourself, and I won't pay a penny. ”。

They don't know, and they won't understand why Qin Yan is crying.

That was the first time Qin Yan felt helpless, and it was also the first time he cried so much when he grew up.

This time, she leaned against the wall, and in the sound of crying, she thought of the past, and felt that she was alone again.

Lou Shengkun, I'm sorry......

She wiped away her tears and spoke silently in the darkness.

Lou Shengkun got off the elevator, kept walking all the way, found his car, and sat in.

In the middle of the night, the sound of the car door closing made a bang, abrupt and terrifying in the silence.

In the car, Lou Shengkun leaned back on the back of the chair, took out a cigarette from the cigarette case, knocked on the lighter, and lit it with a click.

As soon as the wind blew, the Mars grew brighter and brighter in the night.

His cheeks tightened, he took a hard puff from his cigarette, and his brows furrowed tightly into a Sichuan character. The smoke rings were spit out, disorganized, as he was in now, irritable.

"The beginning of confusion, the entanglement of inexplicability, if it goes on like this, I am tired......"

"I regret it......"

"It's my fault that I didn't promise you. I was dizzy because of Lin Shen's split, confused, and emotionally unstable, so I ......"

and then to the final decisive nod, her words and deeds are still lingering in his mind.

Lou Shengkun inhaled again, suddenly choked, and coughed several times.

"Ahem, ahem, ahem......" He secretly scolded and threw away the cigarette butt.

The smell of smoke surrounded the car, and it didn't disperse for a long time, Lou Shengkun leaned back, looked up at the roof of the car, and his nose wrinkled. If she was in the car, she would definitely cover her nose in disgust.

Thinking about it, a bitter smile welled up at the corner of the man's mouth.

The night flowed quietly, Lou Shengkun closed his eyes, remembering the past.

When did you first notice her?

At that time, he was not satisfied with the several secretaries recruited by the personnel department, and Lou Shengkun was so angry that he was angry at Qi Zhe.

Qi Zhe stood in his office, not daring to speak.

"Who are the recruits!" Lou Shengkun dropped another cup.

"I don't do the right thing all day long, and I do my best to do some crooked ways. ”

"When my company is a nightclub!" Lou Shengkun slapped the table angrily and sat on the chair to get angry.

Qi Zhe and the others were angry before they dared to speak, "Mr. Kun, I have a suitable person to recommend." ”

Lou Shengkun took a sip of water and raised his eyes to look at him.

"Rest assured, this is absolutely reliable. Qi Zhe raised his hands and reassured repeatedly.

In this way, Qin Yan entered his line of sight.

In the beginning. Lou Shengkun didn't pay much attention to this female secretary.

Qin Yan does a good job in routine work, and sometimes even thinks more than him.

At a meeting, Lou Shenggang took a piece of land to discuss whether to build a chemical plant or a commercial building.

At the meeting, almost all the middle-level employees were in favor of investing in the construction of a chemical plant, and Lou Shengkun had a headache when he heard it, but he always felt that he had not thought of anything.

In the interval, he wanted to drink water, and Qin Yan handed it over in time.

In a trance, he suddenly remembered that he hadn't let her speak, so he said, "Secretary Qin, tell me your opinion." ”

Qin Yan was stunned for a moment, then cleared his throat and said, "I think building a chemical plant may be a big problem......

As soon as she said this, the entire conference room looked at her.

Qin Yan glanced at Lou Shengkun, Lou Shengkun didn't say anything, raised his chin and motioned for her to continue.

"As far as I know, the northwest wind blows all year round in this area, and 500 meters below this land is a residential area. The chemical plant is built on it, and due to the direction of the wind, it is likely to affect the lives of the residents and even cause a lot of trouble......" she said slowly, pointing to the area on the screen.

In fact, these are not her majors, but she has read a lot of information in advance, and she doesn't believe that the professionals in this office will not know about these.

Lou Shengkun listened to her, his face became darker and darker, and finally he suddenly stood up from his seat.

He raised his index finger, nodded to the employees below, gritted his teeth and said, "Re-plan for me!"

Then, he slammed the door and walked out.

At that time, Qin Yan had just arrived, and I didn't know if he had provoked the big boss. However, Lou Shengkun didn't say anything to her.

At the end of the month, Qin Yan looked at the extra thousand yuan on the salary slip and was a little surprised. She went to ask Qi Zhe, and Qi Zhe told her that it was Lou Shengkun who gave her the bonus alone.

Since then, Lou Shengkun has asked her to do more things, and she has asked more opinions.

In general, Lou Shengkun felt that this secretary was used so easily for the first time, and the two sides had a very tacit understanding.

Soon winter came, and there was a turning point between her and him.

Lou Shengkun remembers that it was a November day, and it was very cold. It was also raining heavily, dripping on people's bodies like ice droplets. He was wrapped in a black woolen coat, tight and tight, and still felt cold.

A few days ago, he had a cold that didn't get better, and he couldn't stop coughing.

The driver Xiao Fan asked for leave, Qi Zhe also went on a business trip, and Lou Shengkun had to take Qin Yan with him.

Qin Yan drove, Lou Shengkun sat in the back, and went to the partner's company together.

The rain became heavier and heavier, and the wipers didn't have time to sweep the car before it was flooded with rain again. Slippery roads on rainy days. Qin Yan held the steering wheel, slowly, and drove very steadily.

She glanced diagonally behind, and a large truck behind her kept trying to speed, and the car got on the Chujiang Bridge, and the big truck still followed. Qin Yan was paying attention at any time, but he didn't expect the truck to suddenly hit it.

"What's the situation?"

Lou Shengkun was reading documents in the back seat, but he was hit and subconsciously looked back, but the truck hit it again. More fierce than the previous time, Qin Yan didn't have time to dodge, and the whole car rolled over and hit the fence and fell into the river.

A second before falling into the water, Lou Shengkun thought a little desperately, this time I am afraid I will not be able to escape.

With a plop, the people and the car fell into the water, and a large splash exploded on the river.

As soon as he entered the water, the biting cold came from all directions, Lou Shengkun held his breath, and it didn't take long for him to hold back, he raised his hand to pull the seat belt. The water is dim, and the seat belt doesn't know if it's entangled, and Lou Shengkun can't untie it. The car was falling faster and faster. Lou Shengkun vaguely saw Qin Yan get out of the driver's seat.

Then, then she swam towards herself......

The rain is getting lighter and lighter, but when it falls on people, they still feel cold to the bone.

On the beach by the river, Qin Yan dragged Lou Shengkun to hide under the bridge, at this moment, human life is the most important, Qin Yan didn't think too much, and directly performed artificial respiration on Lou Shengkun.

Back and forth for a long time, Qin Yan pressed his chest, and the anxious expression on his face did not relax for a moment.

"Mr. Kun, don't let anything happen to you. ”

"Wake up...... you"

"Don't fall asleep. ”

"I haven't thanked you yet, I heard that you gave me a bonus. ”

"Don't ...... Don't ......"

"I can't die, if I do, they will definitely doubt my ......"

Qin Yan pressed and spoke to Lou Shengkun, and at the end, his voice was already faintly crying.

Her limbs were stiff, her body was already cold, and carrying him ashore had taken so much of her strength that she had no more strength to spare.

"Wow......" Seeing that the person still didn't react, Qin Yan pounced on him and cried suddenly.

"Ahem......" Who knows this pounce. smashed Lou Shengkun coughed violently.

She was startled, and quickly wiped the tears mixed with rain on her face, and grabbed Lou Shengkun's shoulder.

"Mr. Kun, you're finally awake. ”

Lou Shengkun coughed up a lot of sewage in his mouth, and there was a trace of blood.

He glanced at Qin Yan, touched his throat, and remembered that a second before he fell unconscious, he felt a little trance for the rest of his life.

"Are you alright?" the woman looked worse than him, her face pale and her lips purple.

Qin Yan shook his head and said, "It's okay." ”

Lou Shengkun glanced at her again, in fact, when he was unconscious, he could hear what she said, but he couldn't wake up, and he couldn't respond to her at all.

In such a difficult situation, if she chooses to get out by herself, Lou Shengkun will not blame her at all.

Unexpectedly, she still had a lonely and brave body, and her small body actually dragged him up from under the water, a big man.

After all, she picked up his life.

Later, an eyewitness called the police, and an ambulance soon arrived at the scene, Lou Shengkun and Qin Yan were found and transferred to the hospital. Lou Shengkun thought that she would be like the people he had seen before, relying on her identity as his life-saving benefactor, and openly and secretly asking for his return. Lou Shengkun has seen a lot of such people.

However, there seems to be something different about her.

When Lou Shengkun was still recuperating in the hospital, he heard Qi Zhe say that she had returned to work early in the company. She saved him, Lou Shengkun didn't tell anyone else, and he didn't know why he did it, maybe he had some secret speculation in his heart.

He returned to work in the company, and there were no rumors about it among the employees, Lou Shengkun understood in an instant, and it turned out that she didn't mention it to anyone.

Later, I noticed that she had more time, and when Lou Shengkun reacted, there was a convenient space in his heart.

And then that night......

At the banquet, the two sides pushed their glasses and changed the lamps, Qin Yan was poured a lot of wine, and Lou Shengkun was also drunk.

He didn't know where her home was, and he didn't know her friend's phone number, except for one Qi Zhe. However, Qi Zhe also collapsed on the wine table.

Lou Shengkun put people in the back seat. And then he sat in as well.

Qin Yan leaned on the back seat, her body was crooked, Lou Shengkun reached out and grabbed her head.

"Mr. Kun, where are you going?" Xiao Fan looked ahead without squinting and asked Lou Shengkun.

There were car lights flickering next to him, Lou Shengkun squinted his eyes, and the hot breath exhaled was full of a strong smell of wine.

I don't know if it's the smell of wine, or the smell of wine that blinds his eyes.

He said, "Go to the nearest hotel." ”

Xiao Fan listened, didn't say anything, and focused on driving.

The car arrived downstairs at the hotel. Xiao Fan got out of the car and left.

Lou Shengkun touched his drunken face, and turned his head to look at the woman leaning on his shoulder.

"One last chance, where is your home?"

Qin Yan leaned on his shoulder, changed his comfortable position, rubbed, snorted with his eyes closed, and then didn't react again.

The car was dim, and from time to time there were one or two lights, and Lou Shengkun looked at her through this faint light.

The woman's eyes were closed at this moment, and her eyelashes were thin rows. The nose is small and straight, not the kind of popular Internet celebrity nose, with a kind of graceful temperament.

The lip flap is slightly upturned, seductively picked.

Lou Shengkun looked at it for a few seconds, and his throat rolled and rolled.

He turned his head, looked out the window, blinked, and said to himself, "Silence means yes, it's your choice." ”

Then, he picked up the woman and walked into the hotel.

30th floor of the hotel. Lou Shengkun was wearing a bathrobe, standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, outside was a neon flashing and colorful night scene, and behind him was a woman who made his heart move.

He looked at the flickering night light outside the window, frowned, and made the final bet.

Suddenly, the curtain was closed by the man's big hand.

He turned around, walked to the side of the bed, and looked at Qin Yan who was lying on the bed.

Then, he crouched down and stared at her as she lay on the edge of the bed.

From downstairs to the room, tossing back and forth, Qin Yan woke up a little at this time, and looked at Lou Shengkun with a confused look.

Lou Shengkun propped his hand on the edge of the bed and helped the woman's head that was about to fall down.

"Sleep in peace, I won't touch you. He got up slightly, took her head, and shifted it to the middle of the bed.

As soon as he was placed, the woman's arm hooked his neck, and he was stunned for a second, and then he was pressed down.

Lips to lips, Lou Shengkun stagnated all the nerves.

Later, it was torn and blended like an ocean......

Thinking of the past, the bitterness at the corners of Lou Shengkun's mouth became stronger and stronger.

She was so determined, what else could he do?

No matter how strong the feelings are, after many capricious suspicions and quarrels, there will be a tired day.

Lou Shengkun started the car, and with a bang, the car quickly slid out and disappeared into the night.

Early the next morning, Qin Yan still clocked in to work as usual.

I don't know why, Chu Jiaqi has been a little lax recently, not as enthusiastic as when he first came, and he still didn't come until ten o'clock.

Lou Shengkun was the same, and he didn't show up until eleven o'clock.

Qin Yan walked into his office and put something down.

At twelve o'clock, everyone had already gotten off work and went to the canteen to eat, and Lou Shengkun arrived at the company.

He picked up the glass of water on the table, and his eyes were caught by what was on top of the paper.

It was an envelope paper, white.

There was a big word "resignation" written on it.

Gao Pan Qin Yanlou Sheng Kun