117. Unable to Ask (9)
"Li Li, Aunt Chen called you to the factory," Yang Yun shouted.
At this time, Li Li was still lying on the bed, she turned around, rubbed her eyes, and said softly: "Well, I know, Chen Zheng will go for me." ”
Then fell asleep again, Yang Yun shook her head helplessly and left.
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"Li Li, it's time to work in the fields, it's the autumn harvest, everyone is busy in the fields, you should go quickly!" Yang Yun shouted with a hoe on her back.
"Oh, it's so sunny in the ground, Chen Zheng can help me get it, don't rush!" Li Li said impatiently.
......
"Li Li......" Yang Yun was interrupted by Li Li before she could finish speaking.
"I know you're here to call me to work, I'm not going! If you lack manpower, go find Chen Zheng, don't bother me!" Li Li clasped her hands, her face full of disgust.
"Li Li, you are still not a human being, who is Chen Zheng to you? Why does he help you do so many things? Can't you support yourself? Look what you look like now, a capitalist lady!" Yang Yun finally couldn't stand it anymore, and said indignantly for Chen Zheng.
Yang Yun's words completely ignited Li Li's anger.
"Yang Yun, aren't you just jealous that I have such an excellent admirer as Chen Zheng? I know you like him, but he doesn't like you, it's between me and him, it's not your turn to point fingers!"
"Li Li, you're really crazy!"
"Yes, I'm just crazy, otherwise how would I come to such a hellish place with you!"
Li Li roared, and then pushed Yang Yun violently, Yang Yun didn't stand firmly, and stumbled and fell to the corner, cutting her wrist and staining a large area of loess.
Yan Hong stung Li Li's eyes, and she panicked.
Yang Yun was immediately sent to the infirmary, and nothing happened to her.
Li Li sat outside alone, and when the cold wind of Layue blew, she couldn't help but shiver.
The winter in Ansan Village is very cold, the loess adobe houses are covered with thick snow, and the ground is barren, and there is no plum and no strength.
She sobbed, she hated it, she felt like she didn't belong here, she just wanted to go home.
There is still half a month to go before Chinese New Year's Eve, she has never been so far from home, she wants to return to Zhongdu, and wants to eat fried noodles made for her by her father.
She misses the hutongs of Zhongdu, which is her hometown.
The cold wind arouses people's yearning for warmth.
An army-green coat covered Li Li's body, driving away the cold and making it very warm.
Li Li tightened her coat, and she didn't need to look at it to know that it was put on by Chen Zheng.
Chen Zheng sat next to her and sang nursery rhymes to her.
"The moon is crooked, the stars are dotted, and there is a small boat fluttering in the sea, looking for its hometown......"
Chen Zheng's voice was hoarse a lot, probably because of fatigue.
"Chen Zheng, I really don't want to stay here anymore, I want to go home. Li Li leaned on Chen Zheng's shoulder, crying bitterly.
In those days, there were a lot of involuntary bodies, a lot of enthusiasm, in addition to overcoming physical difficulties - delicate bodies to do those thousands of pounds of work.
There is also psychologically, missing family, nostalgia for homeland, nostalgia for the old life.
Chen Zheng rubbed her head, "Little fool, when our struggle has a result, we will go home with our heads held high and high spirits." ”
"You say that every time, but when is this a head?" Li Li muttered.
"It's coming, it's really fast......"
Chen Zheng himself didn't believe what he said, and he didn't know when this would be the end.
In his lifetime, or only the soul returns to his hometown.
Chen Zheng sent Li Li back to the dormitory, and after settling her down, he went to the infirmary.
Yang Yun was lying on the hospital bed, her face was a little pale, and her wrists were wrapped in thick gauze.
"Yang Yun. Chen Zheng said.
Yang Yun's face also improved after seeing Chen Zheng, "Chen Zheng, you are here." ”
Chen Zheng nodded and pulled a chair to sit down.
"Regarding today's incident, I apologize to you on behalf of Li Li. Chen Zheng looked at Yang Yun and said.
Yang Yun paused for a moment, then sneered and said, "She is her, you are you, you don't need to do this." ”
"She has been used to being spoiled by the family since she was a child, she has not suffered much, and her temperament is a little tricky, so she accidentally did something to hurt you, and her nature is not bad. Chen Zheng said.
"Oh, yes, she's not bad by nature, she's pampered, so she can act recklessly, right?" Yang Yun said excitedly.
Yang Yun hates Li Li, not because Li Li and Chen Zheng are together, but because Li Li doesn't know how to be blessed in the blessings, and she has to make inches!
"Yang Yun......" Chen Zheng's voice was a little low.
"Chen Zheng, let me tell you, you are a tool in front of Li Li, a tool through and through! In the past six months, you have been undertaking double farm work every day, and you often can't eat enough, and you have to make her happy, but what about her? How did she treat you, did she care about you? Did she care about you?"
Chen Zheng was silent because he didn't know the answer either.
In the past six months, he has always spoiled Li Li like a child, and did not let her suffer a little, no matter how tired and hard the farm work was outside, he would not tell Li Li.
And these Li Li never asked him.
Yang Yun looked at Chen Zheng's silent appearance and smiled bitterly, "You already know it in your heart, and you know everything, but you just can't let go of Li Li." Chen Zheng, this is not love!"
Yang Yun's words stung Chen Zheng, as if you had a dream that was deep and long, and suddenly a thunderclap pulled you back from the dream.
Chen Zheng walked out of the infirmary in a daze, the night fell, the cold was even more pressing, and there was no trace of warmth.
Chen Zheng lay on the warm kang and covered the quilt tightly, but his body was still as cold as ice.
He didn't feel cold, he didn't feel very warm, he was a little numb, Yang Yun's words kept echoing in his ears.
Does Li Li like herself? He didn't know the answer, or he wasn't sure what was in his heart.
So he asked himself, does he still like Li Li?
The answer is: yes, he loved it.
Chen Zheng smiled, then that's enough.
The Spring Festival passed quietly, bringing such a lively and homesick feeling.
The plan of the year lies in the morning, and the plan of the year lies in the spring.
The spring rain nourishes all things and gives them the ability to be reborn, and those who survive in Lingdong are full of vitality when they are blown by the spring breeze.
And spring is also the busiest season, even busier than autumn.
Plough and plough the soil, weed and sow seeds.
Luckily, the spring is warm, there is no scorching heat, no winter cold...... Although the vast loess is sprinkled with seeds, the young people are enthusiastic about completing their mission.
The female students are knitting new clothes in the factory, and everything is going on in an orderly manner.
Except for Li Li.