118. Undesirable (10)

She is a girl who is held in the palm of Chen Zheng's hand, a girl that all girls envy and envy.

Li Li does very easy work every day, and she can lie down in the bed and sleep well.

Every few days, Chen Zheng would send her a tomato or apple, which Chen Zheng had earned through his own hard work.

Li Li still didn't ask Chen Zheng, is it hard work, is it tired? It seems that in his eyes, all this is what Chen Zheng should do.

Rightfully so-so.

After more than nine months, the girls have lost a lot of weight, their skin is also dark yellow and rough, and their dress is no different from that of the women in the village.

The boys are much burder, but their skin is dark and they have heavy dark circles.

Only Li Li, as when she came, is beautiful and noble.

"Li Li, I really envy you, Chen Zheng is not too good to you, look at your little face is still so tender!" Lin Xi touched Li Li's smooth little face and said with envy.

"That's not it, our family Chen Zheng is good to me. Li Li was very proud.

"Hey...... My family Yu Fei is different, at most he helps me do some heavy work, but I still have to do some other work myself. Lin Xi said.

"It must be that your family Yu Fei doesn't like you enough, if you really like it, you should have it all!" Li Li smoothed her braid.

"But under the sun, how can I bear to let our family Yu Feibao work for the two of them, what if he faints from heat stroke? Don't you care about Chen Zheng at all? It's June now!

"It hurts to death!" Li Li opened Lin Xi's hand, "Why don't I care about Chen Zheng, have you ever thought that if I go to do those farm work, I will faint, and it must be our family Chen Zheng who is distressed, in order not to make him feel distressed, I won't go!"

Lin Xi shook her head, she had nothing to say in the face of Li Li's crooked reasoning, and she didn't want to say more.

Li Li sat in the room very arrogantly, fanning her fan.

Not noticing a tall figure outside the door, he heard all the conversation.

Chen Zheng left gloomily, carrying a hoe and taking heavy steps, carving one footprint after another.

The scorching sun of June is particularly strong on this high slope.

The boy who was plowing in the field was stinged by the scorching sun.

Chen Zheng was silently farming in the distance, with a trace of anger, a trace of disappointment, a trace of grievances, and seven points of love.

He didn't know how long he had been working alone, the sun was slowly rising high, and there was not a trace of clouds in the blue sky.

It's like in the pouring rain, everyone passes by with umbrellas, but he can only wait alone.

- Waiting for an umbrella that does not know the date of return.

It's a pity that he didn't wait for the umbrella, the sun was high, and the fire and sweat formed a cloud, blurring his vision, and he finally couldn't hold it anymore and fell down.

He suffered from heat stroke and lay in the infirmary drinking anti-heat medicine, but his body was still very weak, and he was tired and slept well on the soft hospital bed.

In their dreams, they felt that they were sitting in the classroom at the Zhongdu Iron and Steel Academy.

At that time, they didn't know how difficult life outside of school was, and they didn't empathize with the difficulties of their ancestors in starting a national career.

Although they are not flowers in the greenhouse, they are all treasures in the palms of their parents and the pride of the sky in the eyes of teachers.

is a young man in Li Li's eyes.

Later, when they came to Ansan Village, solving the problem of food and clothing became their primary problem, and the knowledge they had learned in school before could be used very little.

They have experienced defeat and loneliness here.

Chen Zheng felt that it was not easy for him to go all the way, but there was always a light in his heart, pushing him forward step by step.

It's Li Li.

But today the light is gone.

The lights in the infirmary lit up, pulling him back from his dream to reality.

Chen Zheng opened his eyes vaguely, and there was a familiar figure beside the bed.

It's Yang Yun.

It's not Li Li.

Chen Zheng opened his mouth to say something, but his throat was too dry to make any sound.

Yang Yun hurriedly poured him a glass of water, and after drinking the water, his face was much better, and his lips were not so dry.

"Thank you. Chen Zheng said.

"Be polite with me. Yang Yun smiled, her eyes full of distress.

"You said you couldn't bear it, but you had to carry it hard, look, you're tired. Yang Yun said.

Chen Zheng smiled, "Yes, I'm tired." ”

Chen Zheng's answer surprised Yang Yun very much, Chen Zheng's voice was very low and low, a little terrifying, and there was a kind of despair in the terrible.

"Chen Zheng ......" Yang Yun was a little worried.

"Yang Yun, you're right, it's me who is paranoid and stubborn about unequal love to the extreme, and I'm to blame for all this. Chen Zheng said.

Chen Zheng's voice was very flat, so flat that it seemed that this matter had nothing to do with him. The more Chen Zheng is like this, the more Yang Yun's heart hurts, and the more he feels unworthy for Chen Zheng.

Just a few months ago, Yang Yun wished that Chen Zheng had realized earlier that the unequal relationship between him and Li Li could not be sustained.

But when she heard Chen Zheng say these words today, she retracted her thoughts.

If Chen Zheng can be happy, then she is willing to help Chen Zheng.

Yang Yun left the infirmary and went back to the dormitory, where Li Li sat on a chair and blew the cool breeze from the window.

Chen Zheng fainted. Yang Yun said.

"Oh. Li Li on the side didn't seem to have reacted, and continued to close her eyes and enjoy the breeze.

Yang Yun smiled bitterly, shook her head, and was just about to turn around and leave, when she heard Li Li shouting.

"What?"

"Li Li, have you only reacted now, do you know that Chen Zheng fainted in the field in order to complete your work for you, and is still lying in the infirmary. Yang Yun's eyes were a little moist, and she really felt worthless for Chen Zheng.

Li Li was like a thunderbolt on a sunny day, stunned in place.

She always thought that Chen Zheng's indestructibility was his eternal umbrella, and she never thought that Chen Zheng would one day not be able to carry it and would fall.

She admits that she is a very selfish person, but she also really likes Chen Zheng.

It's just that her liking is too ethereal, too nihilistic.

So Chen Zheng had to be humble to the bones.

Li Li walked to the infirmary with heavy steps, and Chen Zheng fell asleep, sleeping very quietly.

Li Li sat on the edge of the bed and carefully examined Chen Zheng's face.

She didn't seem to have seen Chen Zheng like this for a long time, and now, for the first time, he found that Chen Zheng was really much darker and thinner.

The edges and corners are sharp, and there is a heavy black under the good-looking eyelashes, and it seems that he is really tired.