It's really this thought of my own, which makes me feel indebted to Yu Xiang and Mu Zhuoyan all my life, thinking about that thing, Tao Jingjing is really full of remorse.

"Ziyu, do you know why I always feel indebted to Yu Xiang and Zhuo Yan?"

Lin Ziyu listened to Tao Jingjing's words, and was very puzzled, didn't you say it just now, wasn't it because of the car accident!

In fact, Lin Ziyu doesn't need to answer, Tao Jingjing can guess what she thinks now.

"It wasn't because of the car accident, if it was because of the car accident, I wouldn't have to feel guilty for so many years, after all, no one was hurt at the time. ”

"What is the reason for that?", Lin Ziyu stared at Tao Jingjing very suspiciously, not only curious but also incomprehensible.

"My dad suddenly had an accident, my mom cheated on me again and it was Xiao Zixin's dad who cheated, and they probably all knew about it a long time ago, I really didn't have any other thoughts except despair, I wanted to die, there was one thing, I didn't tell you, Xiao Zixin originally designed not to let me see my mother cheating, she found someone to drug me, and then let Xiao Xiche see my worst side, but ......"

Tao Jingjing thought about the scene at that time, and she really couldn't say it, but she knew that saying it now was the real face, facing those unbearable pasts and the things she did wrong.

"But I seemed to see Xiao Xiche on the way there, and then chased after him, but Yu Xiang and Mu Zhuoyan were because of my father's accident, especially Yu Xiang, my father asked him to take me back, at that time they were already waiting for me in the hotel, I never went back, Yu Xiang left Mu Zhuoyan, and then went out to find me, that's it...... When Yu Xiang found me and pulled me back, there was already an accident in the hotel room, and then Yu Xiang sent Zhuo Yan to the hospital, my father died suddenly, when I returned to China, Zhuo Yan ran out of the hospital alone, Yu Xiang looked for a long time and didn't find it, he relied on a lot of connections to see Zhuo Yan's exit record, and then I knew that Zhuo Yan left alone, Yu Xiang stayed in the United States for a few days, and then came back to help me take care of my father's affairs!"

Lin Ziyu never thought that there was still this period of things in between, thinking about the things at that time, that is, listening to Tao Jingjing now, it didn't seem to be a big deal, but Lin Ziyu's understanding of Tao Jingjing knew that this one thing alone was enough for Tao Jingjing to feel uneasy in her life, thinking about this, Lin Ziyu held Tao Jingjing's hand tightly, and wanted to tell her, it's okay, it's okay......

"You said that God is not long-sighted, it was already unfair, and even more unfair things happened. After my dad died, the company because of all kinds of debts, a good company for decades, said that it would go out of business, maybe my dad also expected what might happen, or take precautions, he invested in reimbursement before, after the company auction, the insurance lost a lot of money, the company's directors actually knew about it, originally my grandfather planned to use this money to pay for some other debts of the company, the employee's company, compensation...... But I didn't expect that the first beneficiary of the insurance was my mother, and after my father's accident, the woman called for a divorce, and then said that she had found true love, and the money was taken away, and the person suddenly disappeared, as if this person did not exist. ”

Tao Jingjing remembered the despair and overwhelmed at that time, all of a sudden the two people she trusted, the two people she loved were gone, Tao Jingjing really experienced the despair that she had never had, if it was possible, Tao Jingjing thought that she never wanted to have that kind of experience, those days were dark and lightless, Tao Jingjing felt that her life had never been truly happy since that time!

"It's okay, Huahua is fine, it's really all right......", Lin Ziyu felt that in addition to comforting Tao Jingjing like this, he really didn't know how to comfort her, except to tell her that it was okay, he really didn't know what else to say.

"It's really okay, it's all over, you see I've experienced everything, so I'm not afraid of anything else. ”

Tao Jingjing looked at Lin Ziyu with tears in her eyes with a smile, "Fate is originally so impermanent, I used to feel that fate was too unfair to me, but then I figured out that it wasn't fate that was unfair, but I did something wrong, and God would punish me like this." ”

"Flowey, it's not like this, it's not like this, it's ......"

"That's it! It's because I'm disobedient that God punishes me like this, I think my dad did something wrong, and now my grandfather has done something wrong, so they all suffer like this, especially my grandfather, what did he do wrong, such an old person, and he has to break his heart for his children. ”

"No, none of your grandfather did anything wrong, they just ......"

"It's just that fate is too good at jokes?"

"No, it's ......"

"I know what you say, but they didn't do anything, it was me who did the wrong thing, why should they punish them, and why should they suffer for me!"

In fact, this is what Tao Jingjing can't understand the most, she has done something wrong, and the people around her are all guilty, father, grandfather, Yu Xiang, Zhuo Yan and Ziyu, each of them is not because of their own affairs, and then the matter of Dad's company, the death of Dad, Ziyu's going abroad, Yu Xiang's wandering around in the past few years, as well as Zhuo Yan, and Grandpa, each of them, in fact, should not suffer from those things.

"Huahua, I know what you are thinking but what I want to say is that some things are not what you want to do, and whether it is me, or Yu Xiang, or even your father, your grandfather, what happened to us, what we experienced, may look at it, it is because of some things about you, but you have to be clear that even if there is no thing about you, many things, it will still happen, just like Yu Xiang, he didn't love me in the first place.

Even if you don't have you, the voice of that character Knowing that my mind will still leave me far away, I won't be able to stand it, and I will go abroad, and your father is too, even if you don't know Xiao Xiche, don't treat him as a boyfriend, and don't introduce him to your father's company, what they want to do will still be done after all, things will still happen, there are some things you don't have to blame yourself, and you don't need to blame yourself. ”