Chapter 130: There is no hope for life
"Uncle knows that you don't know everything, and he will definitely understand you......"
"Considerate? Children don't want to be considerate of their parents, but let their parents be considerate of their ignorance, I think this truth can't be said in that place in the world, I did something wrong, but God didn't give me this opportunity to apologize. β
Tao Jingjing remembered what happened in that period, she really burst into tears, but she also knew that things were over, just like her father told herself, no one supported her, she had to learn to be strong, she had to learn to take care of her old and frail grandfather, and now she doesn't cry, because she knows that crying is useless and she has someone to take care of and protect.
If you are not strong, then what should you do with the people you want to protect, this is also what Tao Jingjing has been saying to herself all these years, but now, seeing Lin Ziyu's concerned eyes, maybe because the two of them completely opened their hearts this night, Tao Jingjing suddenly wanted to cry, and wanted to let go of all her pretenses, those who were strong for themselves, and cried bitterly, but after all, Tao Jingjing still didn't cry, I don't know if the emotions were not in place or those strong did exist, Tao Jingjing didn't cry after all, tears just swirled in her eyes, and then she looked at Lin Ziyu with tearsγ
"When I was still messing around, my dad suddenly couldn't do it!"
"Suddenly?"
"Yes, I suddenly fainted in the office, and then after being sent to the hospital, it was checked that it was a cerebral hemorrhage, even if the rescue was timely but not saved, and I died soon!"
Lin Ziyu listened to Tao Jingjing's words as if she was light, but the hidden sadness in her eyes really couldn't be concealed, looking at these, Lin Ziyu couldn't help but hold Tao Jingjing's hand tightly, wanting to tell her that everything had passed but she couldn't say anything, because some pain is not something that we say will pass, just like those things that we have never said to anyone, in fact, not everyone can understand it, all I don't say it, and I don't want anyone to evaluate those rights and wrongs.
Now I am not qualified to talk about Tao Jingjing, whether it is to tell her that it is all over, she has to face a new life, or to tell her that she can understand her experience, to tell her that she empathizes with her feelings, she doesn't have to be so sad......
Now it's useless and meaningless to talk about these things, what I can do now is to be a good listener silently, and then tell her that I have always been with her, and tell her that no matter what the past or the present, I will accompany her. Thinking of these, Lin Ziyu held Tao Jingjing's hand tightly, and held Tao Jingjing's cold hand tightly, hoping that her little warmth could warm her already cold heart and tell her that hope was still there.
Tao Jingjing looked at Lin Ziyu holding her hand tightly and frowning, just smiled slightly, many things, I don't say it, as if I didn't think it was a big deal, but when I said it, looking at other people's emotions, it seemed that it was a big thing, and I would feel that it was a big thing, but I also knew that it was really not a big deal, no matter how big it was, you experienced it, it passed, it was really not a big deal.
Thinking of this, Tao Jingjing suddenly had a great desire to tell everything that happened later, I don't know if Lin Ziyu is indeed a good listener, anyway, Tao Jingjing really didn't wait for Lin Ziyu to ask about the future, and then began to continue to talk on her own.
"When my dad fell ill, I was still in the United States!"
"In the United States?"
"Yes, I went to the United States to find Xiao Xiche, to ask him if he loved me, to ask him if he did the company, to ask him if it was a scam to approach me from the beginning......"
"Did you find him, then?"
"Didn't find it, I went to all the places he told me he might have gone and didn't find him, but accidentally found my mom, my mom ......"
Thinking about 8 Thinking of this, Tao Jingjing couldn't open her mouth, the woman she liked most since she was a child, the woman who had always been in love with her father, the woman who let herself eat all the dog food, but gave herself an incredible blow, even now, Tao Jingjing thinks it's a joke when she thinks about it!
"I found out that my mother cheated, my father had the most difficult time in China, and the person who should be with him the most actually went behind his back to date other men, the most ridiculous thing, this is what Xiao Zixin led me over to see, my half-sister told me the world with her own hands, the most unbearable test is feelings, that is, feelings!", even now Tao Jingjing can still think of her despair at that time, everyone's betrayal.
"Xiao Zixin turned out to be your sister?"
Lin Ziyu was really taken aback when she heard Tao Jingjing say this, and remembered that before she went abroad, she went to Tao Jingjing's house and saw Tao Jingjing's mother entertaining Xiao Zixin and Xiao Xiche, at that time, what was Xiao Zixin's identity?
Lin Ziyu thought, it seems that Tao Jingjing brought it over as her senior sister, Tao Jingjing brought it over by herself, if Xiao Zixin knew the relationship between herself and Tao Jingjing, then this person's mind was really deep, but Lin Ziyu suddenly thought, Tao Jingjing's mother knows about this relationship.
"Xiao Zixin has been to your house before, ...... at that time"
"At that time, who knows, maybe they started planning at that time!"
"What are you planning?"
"Plotting everything, treating me, and my dad like a fool. β
Tao Jingjing looked at Lin Ziyu's puzzled expression, she was not surprised, nor did she explain, but continued to talk about the next things.
"They didn't know about each other's relationship, I don't know but I know that Xiao Zixin has always known, after I arrived in the United States, she has always known my whereabouts, and then there are all kinds of routines, and then I realized that the roads I walked were originally designed, all designed by them, and then it was taken for granted that they wanted me to see, I saw my mother cheating, I saw that man and my mother in front of so many people like a real husband and wife, a real family get along, and then that person also asked me to call uncle, call sister, you say what an ironic thing, just when my father suddenly fell ill, when I received a call from Yu Xiang. β
Tao Jingjing was actually very reluctant to think about what happened at that time, after all, at that time, she was the most desperate and hopeless in life, and even had suicidal thoughts.