It turned out that the things he did that he thought were for their good but hurt others ruthlessly turned out to be meaningless, at that moment, Xiao Xiche was devastated, and that period of time was Xiao Xiche's darkest period of time except for the most helpless moment when he first arrived in the United States, he abandoned himself, but in exchange for just a joke, a joke that he thought others would be happy, but he deeply hurt the people who had loved him, and those who really helped him, especially the girl who gave everything for herself and did not hesitate to break with her family, after all, she did something wrong, after all, she became the person she least wanted to be, hurt him and hurt herself, gained nothing but lost everything.

If there is anything in this world that Xiao Xiche can't forgive, or something that can't be forgiven, then it's that history of being deceived! Even if someone tells himself that he does that there is a reason, that is, someone tells himself that he has a hard time doing that, even if someone tells him that he did that unintentionally, but after all, he can't let go of that period of history that can't be said, but can, but the past. That past contains my initial cognition of feelings, as well as the cognition of my relatives, sometimes laughing and talking, and even thinking that if I was under his guidance, I would sink like this, and wait until many years later, when I look back and know those facts, what will I do, how will I see myself? What will I do when I look at the people around me, especially those who I once loved and loved myself, but I gave up and were deeply hurt, what would I think? And what do they think? Are they like monkeys who have been tricked? Let others look at the jokes and think they are doing something great.

Maybe time is really the best antidote in this world, from the beginning when he knew everything, Xiao Xiche's unforgivable mentality, and wanting to get to the bottom of it and ask him why he did this to himself, to then slowly come to the present step by step, the four years have passed step by step, and then think back to the original facts, Xiao Xiche didn't have a little fluctuation, emotional fluctuations, he was just surprised, and then very surprised, and there was also the purpose of his sudden return this time。

He can't accept betraying himself, but he also betrays others, he can't accept deceiving himself and deceiving others, he can't accept evasion, but he has learned to escape...... But after all, he is not him, he is not the self since then, he still learned to face it, face those pasts, face his own heart, face the harm he brought to others, and face those wounds that were once hidden under happiness, now Xiao Xiche feels that he has the courage and ability to face all this. She wants to protect what she guards, she wants to protect what she wants to protect, and she wants to love the person she truly loves, so no matter what the road ahead, it will eventually face it bravely.

At this time, Tao Jingjing didn't know what Xiao Xiche was going through, nor did she know the ups and downs in Xiao Xiche's heart, as well as the torment, she only knew what she had to face at this time. But in the same way, they all have their own people they want to protect and want to protect, but the objects are different.

Xiao Qingshan's return seems to be at that moment, to people, to Mu Qin, to Xiao Zixin, to Xiao Xiche, their lives have a little twists and turns, but it seems to be a little wave in the stormy waves, which has no impact on everything at all, even if they think so alone, it has no impact on everyone's lives, try, it seems to be the same, his return really has no impact on them. Xiao Xiche originally thought that he would have an impact on the company, Xiao Zixin originally thought that he would have an impact on what he was going to do, Mu Qin originally thought that he would hurt Xiao Xiche, Xiao Zixin, and Tao Jingjing, but nothing seemed to have happened, and the nerves were tense for several days, everyone waited for something to happen, but nothing happened, the days were as usual, just like that, the past passed peacefully, with the arrival of the lunar New Year, the days passed like this. It was Xiao Xiche who originally thought that Xiao Qingshan would have an impact on the company, but whether it was the company he was in now, or the company where Tao Jingjing was located, all things, all the company's operations, operations, etc., nothing suspicious happened, even when the last annual leave was coming, it seemed that the company was operating normally, and there was nothing to worry about！

"The company hasn't had anything lately?"

Xiao Xiche asked Xu Qingming very suspiciously, as if he was suspicious of what Xu Qingming told him just now, which made Xu Qingming also depressed, as if at this time, something must happen to the company to be worthy of this stage.

"Mr. Xiao, nothing has happened in the company recently, everyone is very good, and all aspects are also very good. ”

Xu Qingming tried his best to let himself talk about this matter in a tone that could convince Xiao Xiche that what he said was the truth, but then he talked and talked, and asked Xu Qiming over and over again, and even wondered if he was wrong and whether the facts he knew were also false.

Lin Musheng, who had been sitting in the corner and was going to watch the joke, looked at the two people in front of him who had been frowning and doubting each other, and said that he was very bored, why did he have nothing to do but come over to see a joke, for the New Year, he should go to the street to see the excitement, especially to see the beauties at this time, the beauties should all be out on the street, not now watching these two people doubt each other and doubt their lives.

"You two are still there, nothing has happened to the company, and it is running normally. Isn't that bad, and why do you have to question each other over and over again in this place? You're making me question all the things I'm dealing with. ”

Lin Musheng said that he couldn't stand it if he listened to each other like this, and he decided that he should withdraw quickly, don't look for trouble in this place, otherwise in the end, maybe Xiao Xiche will arrange something for himself.

After saying it himself, looking at the two of them still motionless, they both frowned, Lin Musheng decided that he couldn't go on like this anymore and continued: "If you two suspect each other here, I don't have anything to do anyway, and I'm not here to look at the two of you Well, I doubt each other's life, I'm going to withdraw, goodbye." ”

Lin Musheng said, and then planned to stand up and leave, but just as he thought, he was named by Xiao Xiche before he stood up.

"Don't go, I'm going to ask you. What's going on with their company lately?"

"It's going well, it's going to be working, it's profitable, it's all good, it's all good, really you believe me, I'm leaving, goodbye. ”

"What is normal operation and normal profit, is there anything special happening, or is there any sudden extra project or thing? ”

Xiao Zhouhua said and frowned and thought about what he might do if Xiao Qingshan took measures!

"Mr. Xiao, Manager Xiao, you really believe me, nothing happened in their company. If you suspect that you two are suspicious here, don't involve me, I'm just going to see how you've been doing lately? It's going to be the New Year, how are you going to spend the New Year? What are you going to eat for the New Year, do you want to go out and buy some new clothes? I remember that there seems to be a lot of people in China who want to buy new clothes for the New Year, hey, by the way, Mr. Xiao, I've worked for you for a year, you can't do this bonus, the bonus is not issued, these New Year's gifts always have to be prepared......

Lin Musheng chattered there alone for a long time, and he was tired and half dead, but suddenly found that Xiao Xiche and Xu Qingming didn't seem to take what they said to heart at all, the two of them still frowned, looking like they doubted life, Lin Musheng really convinced these two people, really admired them, and felt that he didn't admire anyone, so he admired these two people, which is why the two of them became the relationship they have now.

Seeing the two of them like this, Lin Musheng was angry.

"Well, what the hell are you two doing? Have you listened to me? I've been talking for a long time in vain!"

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"Under normal circumstances, it is impossible for nothing to happen, it is impossible for him to come back like this, not to take any measures, or to do nothing, this is absolutely impossible, according to what I know about him, how can he not give up so easily? ”

Lin Musheng shouted at the two of them, but suddenly heard Xiao Xiche talking to himself, sitting there alone, and Xu Qingming didn't react at all. This time, Suzuki's achievement is not just angry, it is like he wants to run away, he really doesn't know how he knows these two people, and he has worked with these two people for so many years, how did he accept so many shortcomings of these two people!

"For the New Year, you two don't let me be angry with you, and don't let me be angry at the two of you. There is nothing to do in the company, and there is nothing in life, you two don't ask for hardships here, self-doubt and then the suspicion is so serious, seeing that this is going to be the New Year, are you not going to celebrate the New Year, or do you want to do something?"