Chapter 172: The Family of Origin
"Xiaoqin, don't think like that. I really just want to get along with you and Zixin when I come back this time, we are all so old, what is there to fight about, what is there to grab, I just want to live a peaceful life with my relatives now. ”
Listening to what Xiao Qingshan said, Mu Qin seemed to be listening to a joke, because she knew that it was possible for anyone to think about living a peaceful life, but it was absolutely impossible for Xiao Qingshan, this person was full of ambition, she had seen it a long time ago, and this time she couldn't believe him anymore when he told these nonsense, so this time she must protect her children and protect them.
"You want to live a peaceful life, Xiao Qingshan, are you kidding, we have known each other for so many years, and we have spent half our lives tormenting each other to understand each other, I don't think we are much less than others. So you don't have to say nice things to deceive me, you don't have to hide anything from me, I don't want to know anything you plan to do, and what hegemony you want to build, I just want my two daughters and Xiche to be well. Xiao Qingshan, if you dare to hurt any of them, I have no power, no power and no money here, and I won't let you have a good time. ”
"Xiaoqin, why do you think of me so much? Why don't I want to live a peaceful life, the joy of family with my children by my side, how do you know that I don't want to live, but this God has never given me a chance to live such a day. I ......"
"Okay, you don't need to say it anymore, no matter what kind of life God wants to give you, it's your own business, and it has nothing to do with me, but what I should say is still to be said in front, my daughter, my son, that one, if you dare to hurt them, what kind of life you want to live, I won't let you live, even if God is on your side, I will act against the sky. I do what I say!"
Mu Qin said what he thought in his heart with emotion in one breath, and then hung up the phone without giving Xiao Qingshan a chance to continue. When she hung up the phone, Mu Qin stood alone in the empty home, looking at the deep night outside, her face was full of sadness, she didn't know what she was thinking at this moment, she didn't know if she regretted the decision she made or regretted everything she did at the beginning, or even more regretted knowing this man Xiao Qingshan, this man has always brought him humiliation and no happiness, but he still hurt the person who loves him the most because of this man.
Xiao Qingshan, who was on the other end of the phone, looked at the phone that had been hung up, and listened to the beeping sound of the phone. Still helplessly shook his head at the phone and smiled. This woman is still like this, after all these years, and it is still like this.
"You go and contact Zixin to see where she is now? ”
Xiao Qingshan put away the phone and said to the person next to him, when he finished speaking, after thinking about it for a while, he decided to call you himself and stop the people around him from pulling out the phone. , and then said: "Forget it, I'll call her myself, you all go back, it's so late, it's all off work." ”
"Let's go first, Mr. Xiao. ”
"Mr. Xiao, goodbye. ”
......
The people who were originally surrounded in the house all left in an instant, leaving Xiao Qingshan alone facing the empty room, at this moment, I don't know what Xiao Qingshan was thinking, I took the phone and dialed a number.
"Hey!"
"Hmm!"
"Where are you? Why are you arguing with your mother again? What are you running outside at night, making your mother worry and sad. Don't you know how old your mother is when you're not in good health? You ......"
Xiao Qingshan originally thought that he was like an ordinary father, but before he finished speaking, the phone was hung up instantly, and all that was left was a busy sound. Looking at the phone, Xiao Qingshan really didn't know what he could do except smile bitterly.
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If it were possible, Xiao Zixin thought that she would rather never be born, if it was possible, she could choose for herself, she would rather be born in a family that was poor but her parents loved her, and if it was possible...... But none of this is possible, and it is impossible to get rid of it yourself.
Now the whole society is talking about the sorrow of the original family, and the original family has an unshirkable responsibility for the education of children or the growth of children, but in the process of growing up, what a person experiences is not only the influence of the original family, but also the overall communication environment is also very important to a person's growth, as well as personal moral practice, the things he sees, and the people he meets......
The influence of the original family is actually only a part, and it is more about the decisions made by oneself in the general environment. So Xiao Zixin kept complaining about the impact of her original family on her growth, as well as the harm that her original family had done to her, but she ignored every decision she made in the process of growing up. In fact, this is the main reason for her current situation.
At this time, Xiao Zixin didn't know, Xiao Qingshan didn't know, and Mu Qin didn't know. They are all thinking about what they owe each other, and they are all trying to make up for it, but they ignore the factors that affect the personal behavior decisions in these making up for each other.
In the case that Tao Jingjing didn't know yet, when Tao Jingjing didn't know the situation between Xiao Zixin, Xiao Xiche, and Mu Qin now, Xiao Qingshan came back like this. An undeniable state appears in front of everyone. At a time when everyone didn't know, when everything was not very clear, Xiao Qingshan appeared in the city with all the answers, an undeniable attitude. Who knows how long it will be in the wind and rain in the future!
This night, for Xiao Xiche, for Xiao Zixin, for Tao Jingjing, for Mu Qin, for Xiao Qingshan, and even for Xu Qingming, for Lin Ziyu, for Mu Zhuoyan, and Tao Zhongming......
All these people who are related to each other are destined to be a sleepless night. It's just that some people recognize the reality, while some people are still struggling in reality, thinking about getting rid of the shackles of reality, and Er Xiao Xiche is the most powerful person in that struggle.
Xiao Xiche felt that he hadn't driven a car so depressed for a long time. He wanted to escape, but he didn't know how to escape, he had this feeling when he knew four years ago that he might be used by Uncle Xiao, and now he knows that Uncle Xiao, who had disappeared, appeared like this, and appeared in this city without knowing or noticing, so Xiao Zhuohua wanted to escape like a beast trapped in a cage, but he was carrying heavy shackles on his body, and he couldn't escape from the shackles of the cage. He didn't know what was wrong with him, so the car drove fast, as if the faster he drove, the more he felt like he could break out of the shackles.
Xiao Xiche's first memory of the things he remembered was still when he was four or five years old, and the memory at that time was the mourning hall, full of people, looking at the people back and forth in confusion, one of them smiled and said to himself, "Yiming, you are a good boy, and you are a brave boy, boys should be brave, let's not cry, let's go, uncle will take you to eat!"
Then for a long time later, the warmest thing I felt was that when I was helpless, this uncle told him that boys should be brave, and the bowl of little chaos that the uncle took him to eat became the warmest part of his initial memory, and then there was a scene of constant chaos, a cold scene......
Then it was the funeral and mourning hall, and then it was the cold space, the cold face, the cold home, and the lonely back...... Or this uncle, telling himself to be brave and learn to take care of himself......
Even in a foreign country, because of the bravery that this uncle told him, even if he encountered more problems and more cold eyes, he still persevered, and then told himself to work hard, and only if he struggled hard and became a successful person so that they could not suffer, thinking about the suffering they suffered when they first arrived in the United States, and he really inspired himself every day to make himself work hard. He wanted to have them all in a good house, dressed in decent clothes, and driving a decent car. Don't be bothered by money, starving and struggling because of money.
Only by doing this, and only by struggling in this way, can we be worthy of these people who have always cared about themselves, helped others, and loved themselves. And those people, including Xiao Zixin, also include Xiao Qingshan. It's for these people to hurt a girl who loves them very much, and here I know that the girl has always been innocent and the most innocent one, but I also hurt her fiercely, hurt her in the most ruthless way, and while hurting him, I also abandoned myself.
Even so, I feel that it is worth it, even if I have doubts, but thinking about the grievances I suffered when I first arrived in the United States, as well as the dedication of that person to myself, Xiaohua thought that it was all worth it, it was all worth it, even if it was a catastrophe for me, those things were worth it, as long as they lived happily. But later I found out that the help, the care, turned out to be a joke, a big joke.
He is nothing more than a ladder for him to realize his ambitions, a tool for him to achieve his revenge. At that moment, Xiao Xiche was the most unacceptable, not as a tool, as a ladder unacceptable, but the feeling of being betrayed by the person he loved and trusted the most was unacceptable to him. He couldn't accept that everything he had done was a joke.