Lovers Zhang Baotong

She stayed at her parents' house for months, ignoring me, even when she occasionally came back to pick up clothes, and ignored me, like we were strangers. She filed for divorce when we were separated for four months, and by this time I was already very sad and disappointed in the marriage. She's still that pretty, but I don't love her anymore. I am an idealist who values love as sacred and innocent, and if a person values money and material things more than love, then she will not care about feelings in particular. Although I sometimes feel that people are cute because they are beautiful, this is just an illusion, and in fact people are beautiful because they are cute. Since I don't love her anymore, no matter how beautiful she is, she won't make me moved.

I regret giving up Ma Mingyan and choosing Xu Chunli, which is the stupidest, most abrupt and most regretful thing I have ever done in my life. This profound lesson has taught me that when looking for a partner, we should look for the kind of person who can endure hardships and dedication for themselves, rather than looking for the kind of person who only thinks they are good-looking. If I could have a chance to regret it, I would definitely choose Ma Mingyan without hesitation, and I would never choose Xu Chunli. At this time, I also heard the teacher say that Ma Mingyan was married, found a truck driver, and life was not going well at all. This news made me feel even more sad and guilty. Because I hurt her, and I hurt myself. But in this world, there are only those who buy rat poison, and there are no regret medicines.

However, what makes me feel the most sad and sad is that Lin Yuqing, whenever I encounter a broken love, frustration and discouragement, I will think of her: If she can be with me, how can I have such an ending! She should know that I am in love with her and love her deeply, but why didn't she wait for me and marry someone else early? However, I never wanted to blame her for blaming her, but only blamed God for playing tricks, so that she happened to go to the bureau to participate in training that time, so that the track of our love was staggered from then on. I often wonder how nice it would be if we could be together! She would treat me very attentively and warmly, and I would reciprocate her with respect and gratitude. We will definitely live a life of affection and love with me.

She's been away from me for so long that I can't even remember what she looks like. Leaving her made me feel very lonely, and I was so lonely that I was going wrong again. I'm really going to lose myself. I never thought that I would also face the embarrassment and helplessness of divorce. Although divorce is a failure of marriage and life, for a dead marriage, divorce should be a good way to get out of failure.

A teacher with whom I had a good relationship learned that we were in a divorce and introduced her sister to me. Her sister is younger and more beautiful than Xu Chunli, she also seems rich and educated, and she also has a house, and she has just divorced, and she is an operator in the newspaper building. We met once and had a good impression of each other, but I could only tell her that I had to wait until I divorced Xu Chunli to talk to her about this kind of thing, otherwise others would think that I was not authentic and decent.

However, just as we were about to get a divorce, she suddenly became ill, and her abdomen hurt all day, but the real cause could not be found. Therefore, our divorce was delayed. Half a year later, her illness was found to be breast cancer. She and her family felt that the sky was about to fall, so the divorce was completely put aside.

Originally, we agreed to divorce after her surgery, but after the surgery, she changed her mind and asked me to wait until she was over two years of danger before leaving me. Considering that she had just escaped from death, and was very frightened and weak, I agreed to her. However, two years later, she said that the doctor said that she had to pass the five-year danger period before she could really pass the risk. However, the people over there are still waiting for me, and they have been waiting for me for two years. I forced her to divorce, but she insisted on waiting five years before leaving, and promised me an oath. Thinking that her life should be more important than my marriage, I had to compromise with her. The woman who waited for me saw that I had never been able to get married, and she was very disappointed, so she had to marry someone else. And her classmate, who drove a car in the railway unit, soon married another girl after hearing that she was sick and had surgery. That's probably why she won't divorce me.

Soon after, I was transferred to the Party Office of the Education Bureau as a secretary. A year later, I was transferred to the district party committee office as a secretary. At this time, I was only twenty-seven or eighteen years old, and it would not be very difficult to find another unmarried girl. However, Xu Chunli said to me in a threatening tone, if you must leave, I will die for your leaders to see. The secretary of our district party committee and the head of the district are all from the secretary. I might be able to become the mayor and secretary of the district. If you want to be the district mayor and secretary, you can't let the backyard catch fire, so Xu Chunli began to threaten me with this matter. I wasn't afraid of her threats, but at this time, my sister was divorced, which made my mother and our family very faceless in the Miluo family area. At that time, there were almost no divorces in the family area. I had said that our staff members were outside building railways, and their families were staying in the family area in Miluo, Hunan. Husbands and wives can only see each other once a year. Things like men and women ** and giving birth to lovers and children also happen from time to time, but none of them divorced. Because the family members do not have jobs and live on men, if they get divorced, there is no way to live, and there are many troubles such as raising children and remarrying, so even if something big happens, no one will get divorced. Divorce can be seen as a shameful thing. My sister is divorced, and if I get divorced too, it will be even more difficult for my mother and our family to see people in the family area, and it will even make people think that what is wrong with our family, and everything new is in our family. So, this is also the reason why I don't dare to mention divorce again.