"I'm sorry, husband......"

Wang Xu'er's voice was still ringing.

"I know, no matter how much I say I'm sorry, I can't make up for the damage I have done to you, I have failed your love, I have failed this family.

The reason why I am telling you all this is to make you understand that all the mistakes are caused by myself, and although Chen Zhen is bad, he is just a trigger. So, the person you should hate is me, and I am the one who ruined it all with my own hands.

I filed for divorce, not because I wanted to marry Chen Zhen, or rather, it was more convenient to get along with him.

From the very beginning, I never thought about marrying him, because, I never loved him, never!

As I said before, he and I are just tools for each other.

I'm just tired of the lukewarm boiled water of married life and attracted to the thrill of an extramarital affair. I understand that if I really marry Chen Zhen, then it will be no different from the life I have today.

Clearly, it is always difficult for people to overcome their desires.

I'm just an ordinary person, I don't have a strong will at all, and in the constant entanglements and contradictions, I always lose to desire again and again.

Every time I finish with him, in the midst of painful self-blame, I will have a crazy idea, pick up a knife and kill him!

Yes, I wanted to kill him more than once.

This terrible thought has been holding me tightly and making me breathless.

But when I think of you and my daughter, I lose my courage.

I can't bear to leave you behind!

Taking a step back, even if I kill him, this matter will still be exposed, and it will still hurt you!

I can only pray that this matter will not be discovered by you, but I know that this is self-deception, and the paper will not be able to contain the fire.

So, divorce is the only thing I can do, not letting you see me, maybe it will hurt you less.

Husband, please allow me to call you that again.

I said a thousand words, just to let you understand that the mistakes are all my fault, don't go to Chen Zhen. I really don't want you to be hurt, and I don't want my daughter to lose her father.

Think of our daughter, how can she lose her father again after her mother has made an unforgivable mistake?

If you have three strengths and two weaknesses, how can I explain them to her?

Let her grow up in hatred?

The thought of this makes me shudder!

At this point, she was sleeping right behind me.

I looked back at her quiet little face, and my heart was like a knife.

Husband, please, don't get hurt for the sake of me, a hopeless person.

Thinking that you are sleeping in the living room right now, we are so close to each other, but we are so close to the end of the world, my heart is going to break!

I want to go back to the old days!

But I knew that when I took that step, there was no turning back.

Confession, it's too late for me, I don't know how you found out, but I'm sure you noticed it when I came back from that pickup.

I know you too well, you are a very sensitive person, and you are also a person who is straightforward and can't hide things in your stomach.

When I see that your attitude towards me is not right, I understand that things are going to be exposed.

At that time, I thought a few times of confessing everything to you and letting you do it. But I didn't have the courage, and I had a deep fear in my heart.

Yes, I am a selfish woman, so selfish that I would ignore your ubiquitous love, like a child who has nothing to do, and has a knife in your heart!

Why is it that the person who is most likely to hurt is always the one who is best for himself?

Husband, forget about me!

Live your life again, you're still young and have a bright future. ”

The recording was aborted here.

Xue Xing sat there.

He couldn't feel what mood he was in, he didn't expect that he would be good to Wang Su'er wholeheartedly, and as a result, her derailment would be achieved!

I didn't expect that in her heart, there was a crazy side hidden that people couldn't believe, the elegant Wang Su'er, the virtuous and dignified Wang Su'er, were all images she disguised!

Xue Xing suddenly felt that he was stupid, even stupid to the point of being naïve.

He has been independent since he was a child and is used to being responsible for himself, so he never wants to panic with anyone.

He is the same on the outside and honest with everyone around him, because there is no need to hide or cover up his flaws.

Xue Xing has always thought that people are like this, and they should be like this, honest, straightforward, always live under the sun, and live frankly. Especially your relatives, you should face them sincerely without any guilt, even the most secret corners can be revealed to the people you love the most.

Love is inclusive, inclusive of everything you love.

This is his principle of being a human being.

Xue Xing thought that he was doing a good job, at least treating her, from beginning to end, he was doing his best to love and tolerate.

But it wasn't until now that Xue Xing knew that Wang Xu'er, whom he tolerated and loved, turned out to be just an illusory mirror image!

Wang Xu'er, who has lived with him for several years, is like a polyhedron, she only shows herself one side of her, even, only a very small side!

After a long time, Xue Xing sighed and closed the computer......

In this failed marriage, I am at fault, she is at fault, Chen Zhen is not wrong?

Inexistent.

Whether it is Chen Zhen, Zhang Qiang or Li Qiang, he is the destroyer of my marriage, the one who gave me shame, and I will not let him go!

After calming down, Xue Xing stood up.

What I have to do now is to find a place to live, so that Wang Su'er and her daughter can move back home, away from Zhang Dan and away from that beast.

In fact, after listening to Wang Xu'er's recording, Xue Xing's hatred for her decreased a little, and he felt a little more comfortable.

She has a sentence that Xue Xing thinks makes sense, she is just an ordinary person and doesn't have much strong willpower. She's been battling the demons in her heart, but she loses in the end.

That night, at Gao Xueran's house, if she hadn't made a phone call, she and Gao Xueran might have been distracted and followed in her footsteps.

However, it does not mean that I forgive her.

This kind of thing really can't be forgiven.

Poor people must have something to hate!

It was almost noon, and Xue Xing was ready to eat lunch and went out to find a house.

I was busy in the kitchen when there was a knock on the door.

She's back?

No, she has her own key, so she doesn't have to knock on the door.

He walked out and opened the door.

Standing outside the door was a smile.

"I called you, but your phone turned off, so I'll knock on the door and take a look. She said.

"Oh, maybe the phone is dead, I didn't pay attention. Don't stand, come in!"

Xiaoxiao walked in.

"Last time, didn't you ask me to help you find Wu Xiaoman's mobile phone number, I found it for you. She said.

"Thank you, thank you!"

In fact, Xue Xing had already gotten the phone number.

But he is also unwilling to live up to the kindness of others.

Xue Xing took a pen and pretended to write down the number.

"Did you just get up or did you just come back?" He asked.

"I came back from outside. ”

"I haven't eaten lunch yet, I'm cooking, let's eat together!"

"Then you're welcome. ”

"Hey, you're welcome. ”

Soon, the meal was served.

The two of them ate.

"By the way, Xiaoxiao, you have a wide range of people, I want to rent a house, do you have any friends who have a house to rent?"

The last time they met, Xue Xing told her that he was out of the house and wanted to rent a house outside.

"You live in my house!" Said with a smile.

He was stunned for a moment: "It's not good, it's inconvenient." ”

"What's inconvenient?" smiled and teased, "Isn't it normal for us two men to be unmarried and women unmarried?"

"Besides, looking at your dog-like appearance, you are also worthy of the old lady. ”

As soon as Xue Xing heard Xiaoxiao speak so bluntly, his old face turned red all of a sudden: "I... I haven't thought about the emotional aspect yet......"

"Look at you, I'll tease you!" A hint of gloom flashed in Xiaoxiao's eyes, "I want to go back to my hometown and do something, it will take at least half a month to come back, you can live in my house first, help me look after the house, and the house money will be counted." ”

Xue Xingchang breathed a sigh of relief:

"What are you doing back to your hometown, for so long?"

"Blind date!" smiled and said, "I've been single for so long, I'm empty, lonely and cold!

"You're not kidding. ”

"No kidding, haven't you seen me naked anyway?"

"That's the picture. "He panicked a little.

"Does it make a difference? Am I not charismatic?"

Xue Xing turned his head: "Okay, don't make trouble." ”

"It's all the kid's father, and he's still red-faced. How can you fight with Chen Zhen like this! Fight with that kind of shameless person, you have to be even more shameless than him. ”

Her words touched Xue Xing.

He really didn't plan to ask for face: "Thank you, I wish you a successful blind date." ”

"I hope so. Then you can help me look at the house. ”

"Okay, then I'm welcome, don't worry, I'll keep it clean. But after thinking about it, Xue Xing said again, "Forget it, thank you for your kindness, I'd better find another house." ”

"Why?"

"I told my daughter that I was on a business trip, how would I explain it if she let her see me?"

"You don't want her to see it. Xiaoxiao said, "You can only live for half a month, during which you can slowly find a house." This house is not something that can be found just by looking for it. ”

Xue Xing is right to think about it, now that he doesn't have a car, it is really troublesome to drag two suitcases to find a house.

"Well, thank you. ”