Lost (novella) Zhang Baotong

She thought that it would be good if Xu Bin could be by her side at this time, and he would comfort others the most. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info that time, she was stolen by a thief when she was buying vegetables in the market, and she was so angry that she told Xu Bin, but Xu Bin didn't think about it, but he didn't think that Xu Bin said that people have gains and losses, and there are blessings and woes, saying that she was ruined and avoiding disasters, and immediately took out 200 yuan and gave it to her. At the moment, she felt that she had really arrived in a place where the mountains and rivers were exhausted, walking among the pedestrians coming and going, but she did not know where to return at night. I really didn't want to, so I stayed in a simple hotel for a night, but when I made a mistake, I only lost 100 yuan to 90 yuan, and now I only have 10 yuan left.

Of course, she didn't have no way out, as long as she called her mother or Xu Bin, they would be ecstatic and take her back in a car. This is what ordinary people often say: take a step back and the world is wide. But she couldn't. To do so would be tantamount to tolerating and forgiving them lightly before she could get their pleadings and assurances, and it would not be enough for them to take a warning and change their ways. So, she can't do this, she wants to borrow some money first, get through these days, and pay her salary next week.

So, she took the bus back to the northern suburbs. After getting out of the car, she walked towards the factory where Yuan Hao was. When she came to the gate of the factory, the old man who was guarding the door knew Qiu Wen and told her that Yuan Hao would ride out as soon as he got off work. Qiu Wen knew that Yuan Hao would go to the net bus nine times out of ten, so she walked towards the net bus. The net bus is actually very close to here, less than a kilometer, so Qiu Wen walked slowly along the sidewalk. However, when she came to Wangba, she saw that Yuan Hao was not here, which made her a little disappointed.

Just as she was returning to the original road, she had just walked to the edge of an intersection, and saw Yuan Hao riding the brand-new motorcycle speeding from there, with a yellow-haired girl wearing a pink dress and pants behind her. Looking at this scene, Qiu Wen's heart was like breaking a bottle of vinegar, and she felt a lot of sadness in her heart.

The road in front of him was all broken, and there was only the retreat behind him. Even though Xu Bin lived just a few steps away, she didn't want to go to him. She would rather see her mother than him, because it was a sign of helplessness and compromise after all.

When I returned to my mother's house, there was no one in the house, and it felt like no one had lived in it for days. This not only made her feel unexpected, but even made her feel a little frightened: where has her mother gone, what happened? When I think about it, I feel that there is some kind of fear and secrecy hidden in this house, and people dare not stay longer. She went into her mother's room, turned on the light, and saw that everything in the room and on the bed was in order, except for a piece of letter paper on the table. She picked up the letter and looked at it, which read:

Qiu Wen: Mom and Xu Bin have paged you a lot, but you refuse to answer, knowing that you refuse to forgive us. Mom wants to say to you, Mom is sorry for you, but don't blame Xu Bin. Xu Bin is a good man, and Mom is happy that you can find a man like Xu Bin. In order to seek your forgiveness and the reconciliation between you and Xu Bin, my mother wanted to become a nun in Wutai Mountain. I had already told my acquaintance in the front yard who was a nun over there, and she said that I could go whenever I wanted. I heard that the scenery there is quiet, the air is fresh, and the day is all about chanting scriptures and all kinds of land, so my mother wanted to live that kind of quiet life. Mom's life is not good in this life, your dad is gone early, and Mom can only rely on you for her life, so Mom's wish is to make your life happy. Now my mother is leaving, but my mother still has something to say to you, don't be willful, call Xu Bin quickly. Mother.

After reading the letter, a string of tears rolled down from Qiu Wen's eyes. Yes, her father died when she was three years old, and her mother raised her single-handedly over the years. For this reason, her mother poured all her love into her. Because of her deep love and nostalgia for her father, her mother has never married, and she has put all her thoughts on her. However, her mother is also a woman with seven emotions and six desires, and she needs the care and love of a man just like herself. But because of her relationship with Xu Bin for a while, she was confused. She saw her as a betrayal of her father and her own depravity, and she refused to forgive her, so that she wanted to become a monk and apologize. Thinking about it this way, she felt that she was too stubborn and willful, too ruthless.

At this time, all she wanted was to find her mother back from the temple on Wutai Mountain, and then apologize to her mother and admit her mistakes, and reconcile with her mother. She immediately grabbed the microphone and dialed Xu Bin's home phone. As soon as she heard Xu Bin's familiar and deep voice, she said, "Xu Bin, my mother ran away from home. When Xu Bin heard this, he was taken aback and said, "Do you know where she went?" Qiu Wen said, "The note says that she went to Wutai Mountain to become a nun." Xu Bin replied and said, "Don't worry, I'll go into the mountains early tomorrow morning to find her, and I can find her back in three or two days at most." Qiu Wen said in an accentuated tone, "You have to do everything you can to get my mother back." Xu Bin said, "You can rest assured. ”

Next, Xu Bin asked her, "Where are you now?" Qiu Wen hesitated for a moment and said, "At my mother's house." She thought that Xu Bin would ask her to come over or he would come over himself, but she heard Xu Bin say, "Sleep well." He hung up the phone. She was very annoyed and dissatisfied with Xu Bin's lukewarm attitude, thinking that he didn't care about her anymore, or that she was getting along with other women. Thinking like this, she lost sleep again, tossing and turning, thinking left and right, and did not sleep well until dawn.

Because she hadn't slept well all night, she called her manager and said that she had a fever, was weak and wanted to take a day off. The manager asked her if she needed to be visited, and she knew that the manager's words were just polite words, because the staff in the store had been very tight, so she hurriedly said no.

She slept until twelve o'clock at noon and didn't wake up, because she didn't go to work and had nothing to do, so she made herself some food at home and lay down on the bed and watched TV. Because she was always worried about her mother's situation, she called Xu Bin's mobile phone once after a while, but Xu Bin's mobile phone was always turned off. This made her feel very uncertain, and she even wondered if Xu Bin really went to Wutai Mountain. Especially at three or four o'clock in the afternoon, she was like an ant on a hot pot, looking out the window at the intersection, and then simply standing at the intersection of the street and waiting. Because she felt that if Xu Bin found her mother, it would be time to go home at this time. However, until night fell, the neon lights illuminated the streets in color, and there were no figures of his mother and Xu Bin.

For people who are prone to insomnia, the arrival of darkness is always full of fear. So, she walked along the street for a while, feeling that the evening breeze was a little cool, and wanted to go back and add some clothes. When she went downstairs, she stumbled upon the lights of her house and a figure in front of the window, so she hurried towards the house. As soon as she reached the door, she saw that someone had opened the door, and her mother's familiar figure stood in the door. Qiu Wen called "Mom" and threw herself into her mother's arms. Her mother kept calling out to her in that dreamy voice, "My child, my Qiuwen." She was in her mother's arms, and she wanted to say something but didn't know what to say, she just said, "Mom, I've wronged you." As soon as she said this, the mother and daughter hugged and cried.

When the relationship between the two calmed down, Qiu Wen asked, "What about Xu Bin?" said her mother, "As soon as he sent me home, he said that he was in a hurry to leave." Qiu Wen blamed her mother and said, "Why don't you leave him behind?" said her mother, "I said that I would leave him for dinner before leaving, but he said that there was an urgent matter and he had to rush back." Qiu Wen picked up the microphone and called Xu Bin, "Xu Bin, where are you now?" The voice from over there said, "Qiu Wen, come back, I have already cooked the meal." Hearing this, Qiu Wen felt a warm current surging all over her body, and her eyes were filled with tears because of the momentary emotion. She said, "I'm going to block the car." ”

She put down the earpiece and said, "Mom, I wanted to talk to you tonight, but I have to go to Xu Bin's place." The mother smiled understandingly, and said, "Go quickly, but speak well, and don't be too aggressive." Qiu Wen said coquettishly, "Mom, I know. With that, he hurried out the door.

Qiu Wen blocked the car and rushed to Xu Bin's house. As soon as she knocked on the door, someone inside asked, "Who are you looking for?" Qiu Wen knew that Xu Bin was teasing her, so she replied mischievously, "Look for the man I lost." At this time, the door opened, Xu Bin put on an apron, and said with a smile, "Did you find it?" Qiu Wen screamed "wow", then pounced, hugged Xu Bin's neck, and kissed Xu Bin affectionately.