Lost (novella) Zhang Baotong

After this incident, Qiu Wen was afraid that the woman would find someone to take revenge on Baoyu, so she told Baoyu not to go to the dance hall these days to avoid the limelight. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info Ke Baoyu said that it was okay, and he called and paged the next evening, asking Qiu Wen to dance in the dance hall together. Qiu Wen also knew that she and Baoyu were just having fun and acting on the spot, and she often felt a sense of guilt and guilt in her heart, but she felt that she couldn't resist that kind of attraction and temptation.

When she came to the door of the dance hall, the ball had already begun, but Baoyu had not yet arrived. She waited for a while, but she didn't see Baoyu's figure, so she paged Baoyu, but Baoyu never replied. Qiu Wen couldn't wait any longer, so she walked along the way towards Baoyu's residence. Baoyu's place of residence is not far from the dance venue, and it takes about ten minutes to walk. When she came downstairs, she saw at a glance that the lights in the Baoyu House were on, so she walked quickly to the second floor.

When I got to the door, I was about to knock on the door when I heard a quarrel inside. Qiu Wen immediately stopped her steps and looked in through the gap in the curtains. She saw a woman with a gauze face wrapped in her face sitting opposite Baoyu, who was wearing only briefs and topless, lying on the bed smoking a cigarette. This kind of scene made Qiu Wen look very uncomfortable, and at the same time, she felt that the relationship between Baoyu and this woman was really unusual. Just thinking like this, I saw the woman take out a large dozen hundred-dollar bills from her handbag and hand them to Baoyu. Baoyu picked up the money and counted it, and said with a displeased look, "Only two thousand yuan?" The woman immediately explained with sincere fear, "The business in the mall has not been very good in the past two days, and I am afraid that he will know, so I dare not take more." Baoyu was obviously not very satisfied with the woman, and said, "What else are you doing? The woman said pleadingly, "Didn't you say that you won't go anywhere tonight and accompany me?" Baoyu said, "I originally wanted to accompany you, but you brought me this money, and you said that if I don't go out to earn some more, how can I spend it?" The woman was silent for a while, and then said in a low voice, "Or, I'll get you another two thousand yuan tomorrow?" Baoyu nodded and said lukewarmly, "Okay, then I have to accompany you tonight." Seeing this, Qiu Wen realized that this Baoyu not only accompanied the dance, but also was a little lover who was supported by women.

On the way home, Qiu Wen's mood was upset, and all she could think about was the scene and conversation between Baoyu and the woman. She thought that this Baoyu would be so greedy, and he was not satisfied when people gave him 2,000 yuan, and that woman was so lowly and had no personal dignity, and people kicked her face with their feet in front of the public, and she also gave money to others in a cheap way.

Back at home, Chunxia happened to be eating a cup of instant noodles, and when she saw Qiu Wen's frustration, she asked, "What, he dumped you?" Qiu Wen shook her head and asked strangely, "I don't want to stick to him, why do you want him to dump him?" Chunxia smiled and said, "Why are you upset?" Qiu Wen told Chunxia about the scene she had just seen. Chunxia said disapprerovingly, "That woman is actually a fool, her husband is a famous boss in the building materials market, and he is very good to her, but she is obsessed with ghosts, loves Baoyu with all her heart, and has to take out thousands of yuan a month to coax Baoyu to be good with her, but Baoyu doesn't like her at all, and often beats her and scolds her in public. Do you think this woman is cheap?" Qiu Wen smiled and said, "She may want to find that feeling of wanting to be Cinderella in Baoyu's body." Chunxia said, "That's right, what woman doesn't want to be Cinderella?"

Qiu Wen said, "You seem to like Baoyu a lot, and you worship it a little." Chunxia said, "Who doesn't like such a handsome and cool boy?" But this kind of man can only be a lover, not a husband. If you marry this kind of man, don't say that he will support you, even if you are tired to death, it will not be enough for him to squander. Therefore, it would be good if a woman had two men, one was a big boss like Xu Bin who could make a lot of money, and the other was a little lover like Baoyu who could make you happy and happy. Such a woman can be said to be a perfect woman. Qiu Wen also felt that Chunxia's words made sense, so she said, "But how can there be such a good thing in the world?" Chunxia said, "Therefore, women inevitably want red apricots to go out of the wall and think about having an affair." ”

Chunxia's words made Qiu Wen feel admired and surprised, so she asked, "How do you know so much at your young age?" Chunxia said modestly, "It's not from the book." If you want to see, I've got quite a few by my bedside. Qiu Wen shook her head and said, "You can also read that kind of book?" Chunxia said, "Can you remove the rough and absorb the essence from it?" Qiu Wen said, "I don't think you should read this kind of book, be careful of poisoning." Chunxia said disapprehantly, "Don't worry, my epidemic prevention ability is stronger than yours." With that, he hurriedly washed his hair, wiped his face, and put on his lipstick, and then, changing into the most beautiful dress, went out.

As soon as Chunxia left, Qiuwen couldn't stay in the house. Usually, accompanied by Xu Bin, after work, after they eat, they either go for a walk together in the fields and forests in the suburbs nearby, or sit together and watch TV, although life is not so romantic and exciting, but it is also peaceful and quiet, there is a faint warmth and soothing. But now, her heart was always confused by the kind of insolent idleness and boredom, entangled by that kind of inexplicable and impatient lust, and a pleasure of longing to vent and depravity tempted her from time to time, making her a little breathless. She knew that the reason why she had such abnormal emotions and feelings was because she had been intimately mingling with Baoyu and going in and out of the dance hall these days, which had made her feelings and feelings lose their peace and normal reason. And the reason why she lost this peace and normal reason was because she did not have a warm and stable home. If she had a warm and stable home, would she go to a place like a dance hall and a song hall to find comfort? Yes, if that Baoyu also had a warm and stable home, would he disregard his dignity and be willing to degenerate?

So, she couldn't help but think of home. Thinking of the loving home her mother gave her, and thinking of the home full of joy that Xu Bin gave her. She couldn't help but be a little moved, and she couldn't stop nostalgic. When I have a home, every day after work, when I return home, the two of them cook some delicious meals and eat, and then, either go out for a walk together, or watch TV at home together, although the scene is ordinary, but it is also peaceful and warm, making people have a kind of natural relaxation and worry-free peace. Thinking like this, she didn't feel so much hatred for Xu Bin and her mother, and even had a desire to forgive them quickly and reconcile with them.

In fact, after her mother and Xu Bin paged her for many days, the anger and resentment in her heart had begun to gradually weaken. Although she almost never answered them, she could sense from the paging that they were grieving and remorseful for the mistakes they had made, longing for her forgiveness and forgiveness, begging her to return to them as soon as possible, for they could not do without her. So, when she thought of them now, she felt that the anger and resentment had turned into a kind of loving sympathy and pity.

He misses them and longs to return to that home full of warmth and joy, but she can't take the initiative to call them, so that she will be like the woman who was kicked in the face by Baoyu, she will seem too undignified and too faceless. She asked Xu Bin and her mother to beg her to ask her to go back, so she thought that if her mother or Xu Bin came to paged again, she would reply to them in a sad and miserable tone that had been seriously hurt, so that they would be ashamed, and then begged her for forgiveness and came to take her home in person.

This afternoon, when she was at work, Qiu Wen heard the pager ring, so she hurriedly took out the pager from her purse and saw that it was not her mother or Xu Bin calling, but Chunxia who was paging, and she couldn't help but feel a little disappointed. She immediately picked up the phone on the counter and dialed back. Chunxia said to her, "Qiu Wen, I'm really embarrassed, my boyfriend is here, he wants to stay with me for a few days, you see ......" Qiu Wen couldn't help but be stunned when she heard it, but immediately said, "It's okay, I'll find a way to find a place." ”

Putting down the phone, Qiu Wen couldn't help but wonder where she would be tonight. This made her upset and uneasy, and somehow she found the wrong money for others. When I checked out at the end of the day, I still had 90 yuan less. Qiu Wen vaguely guessed that she had taken the ten yuan of a hired customer as one hundred yuan, but in any case, the money was really wrong, this was her responsibility, she had to pay the money in advance, and she couldn't let the manager know, otherwise it would be an accident, not only losing money, but also deducting money.

Qiu Wen is a careful person, over the years, whether it is for the cashier of the restaurant or in the supermarket, there has been no mistake, but this time she actually lost 90 yuan at once, which is equivalent to the income of her hard work for a week, how can she not be angry? Moreover, she can't tell the people in the store about this, and she doesn't want to hold back her anger in her heart, she wants to find someone to talk to, so that the anger in her heart can dissipate some, but Chunxia's boyfriend is here, and she can't go to someone else's place again.