Chapter 70: Resentment

If you haven't experienced death, you may not know that every hospital has a "one-stop" service docking staff from a funeral home.

Your loved one leaves the hospital, can get into the funeral home car an hour later, and the next day can be painted with near-distorted makeup and said goodbye in one of the rows of rooms.

You don't have to make a lot of effort, even the black label on your sleeve is ready for you.

Everyone dressed quietly and solemnly, and from the wreath that they didn't know how long it took, they picked a few that looked quite fresh, and picked them off and put them next to the deceased. Next, bow a few times and whisper a few words to complete this farewell.

Xue Mianmian, the last time Lu Wei saw in his life, was lying among those not too fresh flowers, like a wax statue.

The two ends of life, one life and one death, are all standardized.

Even the time of grief should be standardized.

Lu Weibei and Huo Yi could only hurriedly take half a day off, and then they had to return to their respective jobs.

And Qin Li only had three days to recover from his grief.

Before Xue Mianmian's operation, she gave Lu Wei a bag, which contained the letter she left for Lu Weibei and Qin Li, and there was nothing special in the letter, probably something like "I have no regrets in this life, you want to be happy all your life" and something like that.

In addition, there are skirts and hats she made for Lu Weibei, and the brooches of the same color she made for Huo Yi.

and a notebook left for Qin Li, which recorded in detail where she put the surgical cap for Qin Li, where she put the quick-frozen dumplings, how to pay the water and electricity bills, how to pick peaches to make them delicious, and where to store the sugar gourd so that it would not melt.

But Qin Li didn't even have the ability to encourage himself to open this book, so he hurried to work.

The world does not allow him to be absent, and therefore it does not allow him to grieve.

After the farewell ceremony, Lu Weibei met Qin Li for the first time on Thursday afternoon.

That afternoon, she came to the breast surgery department of the Third Hospital to do genetic counseling for a critically ill breast cancer patient according to her work needs.

When he left after the consultation, he happened to meet Qin Li lying on the railing in a decadent manner, looking at the hospital hall in despair.

Lu Weibei was a little unable to advance or retreat for a moment.

According to her habits, she would never dare to take the initiative to provoke others, but Xue Mianmian told her a thousand times before she died, asking her to help watch Qin Li and not let him do stupid things.

…… This state of mind seems a bit dangerous no matter how you look at it......

Lu Weibei hesitated, but still walked over, "Long time no see." ā€

Qin Li glanced back at her sluggishly, "I haven't seen you for a long time, and I've come to see the patient again." ā€

Lu Weibei nodded, "Yes, triple negative breast cancer, Š’RĪ£A test is negative, chemotherapy is not sensitive." ā€

The so-called "three negatives" refer to breast cancer in which estrogen receptors, progesterone receptors, and human epidermal growth factor receptors are not expressed. For this type of breast cancer, there are limited targeted treatment options for this type of breast cancer due to the lack of a target.

Š’RĪ£A1 and Š’RĪ£A2 are two genes related to hereditary breast cancer, and corresponding targeted drugs are also available. In this patient, both gene mutations were also negative.

It is not suitable for targeted drugs, it is not suitable for endocrine therapy, and almost all drug treatments depend on chemotherapy.

Usually, the sensitivity of chemotherapy for triple-negative breast cancer is good, but this patient is not sensitive to chemotherapy, so I found Lu Weibei here to see if I can find other targets and carry out some cross-indication drugs.

Qin Li paused, hammered on the railing, and scolded, "His uncle's!"

Lu Wei didn't hurry to stop him, "Don't get excited, surgeon, how important your hand is." She's lucky, TIL therapy should work well, and I just contacted her for a clinical trial. ā€

TIL is an English abbreviation for tumor-infiltrating lymphocytes, which are actually lymphocytes present in tumor tissue. They will attack the tumor in the tumor tissue, so as to achieve the purpose of eliminating the tumor cells. However, because the tumor itself has a suppressive effect on the immune system, it is generally not lymphocytes that win in the game between tumors and lymphocytes.

But the beauty of modern medicine is that it can constantly change the former impossible into the present.

A very important school of immunotherapy is to analyze the mutations of tumor cells to find the corresponding TIL, and then expand a large amount in vitro and then infuse it back into the body. This external support force from in vitro culture can help nearly 40% of patients achieve complete tumor regression within five years.

Today's patient Lu Weibie is one of the lucky 40%.

Lu Wei didn't mention this, the original intention was to comfort Qin Li, but he didn't expect Qin Li to be even more angry, and he slammed at the railing a few times.

"What are you doing! I don't want my hand!" Huo Yi rushed up and grabbed Qin Li.

Qin Li didn't answer, lowered his head and muttered, "Why are others, triple negative breast cancer, Š’RĪ£A negative, chemotherapy insensitive, all like this, they can live well." Why can't it work? Why can't it work?"

"Qin Li, Qin Li, calm down, if you say so, there are also many children who will not live to adulthood, isn't Mianmian lucky?

Lu Weibei knew that he had made a big disaster, and immediately corrected, "And no one can guarantee that she can live well, she just contacted the group, how can she know the result? I am ...... I just hope she can live well. ā€

Qin Li slowed down for a while before calming down, gently broke out of Huo Yi's arms, and reluctantly glanced at Huo Yi, "Why are you here?"

Huo Yi sighed, "You smashed the scalpel on the ground in the operating room, and you made such a big fuss, do you think you can hide it from me?" I wanted to come to you for a long time, but there was work at hand that dragged on, so I made time." ā€

Lu Weibei was taken aback, and hurriedly asked Qin Li, "What are you doing?"

"It's nothing, the patient is just numb, I haven't even moved the knife, it's not dangerous. Qin Liman didn't care about the authentic way.

"Qin Li, you have to see a psychiatrist. Huo Yi said.

"I want to go home. Qin Lidao.

"Qin Li, I know you're sad, but what you're doing now isn't necessarily what you really want......" Huo Yi said.

"Let's stop by the supermarket. Buy some sugar gourds, buy some beef, let's eat beef noodles at night, right?" Qin Li said.

"Qin Li......" Huo Yi shook his head, and wanted to persuade again.

"Then let's go now!" Lu Weibei hurriedly interrupted him.

Huo Yi looked at Lu Weibei incredulously.

Lu Weibei was a little weak-hearted, but he still gritted his teeth and pretended to be very courageous, "I can just get off work directly, you won't send me this pair of chopsticks, right?"

Huo Yi said helplessly, "He ...... now"

"He can go and change his clothes now. Qin Li, go quickly, we are waiting for you here. Lu Wei said goodbye.

Qin Li nodded and left.

Lu Wei glanced at Huo Yi's pot lid face with a weak heart, "You can also go and change your clothes." ā€

Huo Yi sighed, "Why are you so bold today? Do you know that only a psychiatrist can help him with the way he is now." He couldn't get into the operating room anymore, and his career was going to be ruined. ā€

"Help him take a leave of absence. Help him get rid of all the leave he has saved. Lu Wei lowered his eyes, "He'll be fine, he's just too sad." ā€

"Sadness doesn't pass. Huo Yi said.

"But at least give him some time and let him accept the fact that Xue Mianmian is no longer there. It was too sudden and too regrettable for him. Lu Wei said goodbye.

"What about you?" Huo Yi's voice suddenly tensed.

"What?" Lu Wei didn't feel his hair stand upside down.

"What about you, don't you feel sudden? Don't you regret that you have an unfinished goodbye?" Huo Yi stared at Lu Weibei tightly, and that strange speculation came to his mind again.

Lu Wei said tremblingly, "Why don't you feel regretful?" Of course I feel regretful, but Qin Li's regrets should be much more than mine." ā€

"Why did you insist that Qin Li give up Maomao's surgery at the beginning, and why did you start crying as soon as Xue Mianmian entered the operating room?" Huo Yi did not relent.

ā€œā€¦ā€¦ I'm timid. Lu Wei said goodbye.

Huo Yi was stunned, this is reasonable.

"Are you okay?" Lu Weibei clenched her fists, her palms were full of sweat, and she said very quickly, "If you are fine, hurry up and change your clothes, or Qin Li will come back in a while, and you haven't come back yet." ā€

Huo Yi nodded thoughtfully, and quickly went back to change his clothes.

After changing clothes, it was officially off work, and the three of them went to the supermarket together.

Qin Li's performance in the supermarket was like a large-scale ghost scene.

"Buy four sugar gourds, you can use them as desserts after eating. What do you eat? Is the bean paste good? Just the bean paste, Mianmian likes to eat the bean paste the most. ā€

"How can you eat without fruit? At this time, there are peaches, Mianmian likes to eat peaches the most, pick a few beautiful ones, it must be delicious." ā€

"For beef noodles, you must buy brisket, which is easier to bite into. Do you know why it's so easy to bite? Because the meat in that place, its fat is very evenly distributed, in fact, the more tender the texture we eat, the more fat there is. Mianmian always shouted that she wanted to lose weight and said that she would eat beef, but in fact, she didn't know that she had eaten a lot of fat. ā€

……

Lu Weibei followed behind with a stiff expression.

Huo Yi leaned over and whispered in her ear, "I said that we can't rely on us, I really have to find a psychiatrist for this." ā€

Lu Weibei was taken aback, jumped to the side, and roared in a low voice, "Can you not be so scary, people are scary and scared to death!"

Huo Yi glanced at her, "Do you think that we are four people shopping together?"

When he said something in his heart, Lu Wei didn't feel that the hairs on his body stood up, "You don't talk nonsense, okay?"

"Scared? Don't worry, it's okay. Everyone copes with this kind of thing in a different way, but it's a little weird, I was even more scary at the time, I just lay in bed and stared at every night, once Qin Li went to the bed and went to the toilet to see me, and almost didn't fall down. Huo Yi said.

Lu Weibei looked at the way he was talking lightly now, and felt a little distressed.

"You should ask me by now how I got here. Huo Yi followed the temptation.

"How did you come here at that time?" Lu Wei was not as good as a stream.

"Qin Lila, I went to see a psychiatrist. Huo Yi took the bag of seaweed in his hand and gently knocked Lu Wei's head.

"People die every day in this world, how come I haven't seen a psychiatrist so busy. Lu Wei was not convinced.

"Some people can come out and some people can't. For example, people who have hatred in their hearts. Huo Yi said.

"Qin Li, who does he hate?" Lu Wei was puzzled, "...... The Dr. Liu who was beaten by him?"

Huo Yi shook his head, his eyes sad, "He hates himself, very, very much." ā€

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