Chapter 47: Countdown to Thirty
If you had only thirty days left to live, what would you do?
It's a popular question that people use to ask questions in order to get to the bottom of their hearts.
Xue Mianmian asked this question to herself before, and also asked the people around her.
The answer was always unanimous, "I guess I'm going to travel." ”
You see, how frustrating life is. If it weren't for the fear that there would be no money available in the future, no one would want to continue their lives.
Xue Mianmian back then gave exactly the same answer: "I want to go out and take a look at the great rivers and mountains." ”
She even remembered the sparkle of anticipation in her eyes when she said this. It seems that the remaining thirty days are not a big deal, but that the opportunity to travel around as much as you want is.
But when one foot of life stepped into the grave, she found that there were thousands of people who would never have imagined the feeling of only 30 days of life.
The question is nothing more than a farmer's imagination of the emperor's golden pole.
When I knew that I only had 30 days left, my first reaction would not be yearning, but reluctance.
Annoying Party A, boring work, redundant housework, and stinky family members suddenly become vivid and precious, which makes people very reluctant.
It seems that the shackles that are desperately trying to break free are the happy destination that cannot be found.
Are the mountains and rivers in the distance necessarily good?
Not necessarily, but most likely yes.
The mountains and rivers are beautiful, the birds are singing and the flowers are fragrant.
But if you can't see it, you can't see it.
"I want to ...... I should find a way to let myself live for another thirty days, and then live for another thirty days......" Xue Mianmian said, "I said a long time ago, don't be so pessimistic......"
……
Lu Weibei felt that his assessment of Xue Mianmian's state was too optimistic.
"You're cheating, you know cheating!" her eyes darkened, and her tone became anxious, "Don't change your concept, answer the questions well!"
Xue Mianmian looked at her for two seconds, and then said as if she was a little angry, "It's okay, otherwise, what else can you do." ”
"You don't have any unfulfilled wishes, he sees that many foreigners have a ......" Lu Wei didn't hurry to roar, one was confiscated, and almost blurted out the word "wish list", she hurriedly changed her words, "The wish list that must be fulfilled, don't you have this kind of list?"
Xue Mianmian pretended not to care, but her face was a little unnatural, "That's all prepared by people who are dying, I don't need to be in such a hurry." Besides, I don't have any unfulfilled wishes, that's okay. ”
"You...... Don't you think that Qin Li's time with you is too short now?Or is there something that hasn't been done, it's a pity?" Lu Weibei asked tentatively.
"As for Qin Li's virtue, where did he get the time to stay with me?" Xue Mianmian put one hand on his cheek, "But I really have a wish that has not been fulfilled, so I have to hurry." ”
"What wish?" Lu Weibie perked up.
"Didn't I buy you a burgundy sauce last time we went shopping? Xue Mianmian straightened her back, "And Qin Li, I said a long time ago to make him a surgical cap, but I haven't been free." The sky blue material I bought last time was just right, and I embroidered a sunflower on it. And my parents said that they wanted a red painting at home, and I had to prepare it...... You all have it, do you have to make one for Huo Yi too?"
“…… That's all?" Lu Weibei said in disbelief.
"Isn't it enough? Why don't I make you a hat too?" Xue Mianmian thought for a while, "I'll make you a top hat with a skirt......! It's not appropriate to make clothes and hats for Huo Yi or something, why don't I make him an ornament, what does he like?"
“…… Huh?" Lu Weibei didn't react for a while.
"Does he have anything to like...... Imagery, like some kind of flower, some kind of bird, or something?" Xue Mianmian explained.
"Is it okay to read the literature and eat a boxed lunch?" Lu Weibei really thought about it seriously, "Others...... He seems to like tea?"
Xue Mianmian stopped talking and looked at Lu Weibei with a frown, "Miss Lu, it's impossible for you to chase a boy like this, you know?"
Lu Weibei instantly blushed, "No, no...... I didn't have ......"
"Okay, okay, you don't have it, you don't have it. Xue Mianmian nodded rather perfunctorily, "Then I'd better think about it again." After all, I have to count on him to take care of Qin Li, and he can't be too perfunctory. ”
Then, she really fell into deep thought, as if what gift to give Huo Yi could match his heart was the most important thing in this world.
Lu Weibei sighed, "Mianmian...... That's all you want?"
"Of course, there are others, such as going to the hospital more often, and helping patients who have the fate to know me. Xue Mianmian said.
“…… Why is that?"
"It makes me feel like I'm helping people who are sick, and I feel a little closer to you. Xue Mianmian said.
“…… You like us so much?" Lu Wei's eyes turned red, "You don't want to talk about traveling or something?"
Xue Mianmian couldn't help laughing, "Yes, I like you so much." If I don't give you a little thought, you will not be satisfied. You're going to worry about it all day long, even if I can't be cured of this disease, where can I just leave? Why do you have to listen to it for a year and a half, why are you in a hurry?"
"I'm not in a hurry......," Lu Wei said in a hurry.
"I know, I know, you're not in a hurry, you're planning ahead, right?" Xue Mianmian nodded with a smile, she paused, and added, "In that case, then fulfill one of my travel wishes, right?"
"What, where are you going?" Lu Weibei came to his senses in an instant.
"Arshan. Xue Mianmian's eyes were shining, "Let's go to Jiuzhaigou together, right?" I had planned to go before, but I was delayed and forgotten by this illness, thanks to you for reminding me. It just so happens that the four of us will go together this time, and we can save money on fuel. ”
Xue Mianmian was overjoyed in her heart, fortunately, Lu Weibei's bitter gourd head picked up such a topic today, otherwise she wouldn't know how to get her and Huo Yi together.
"That place...... The conditions are a bit difficult......" Lu Wei said hesitantly.
In case something goes wrong with Mianmian in the mountains, it's hard to find a hospital.
"Hey, hey, stop, stop, don't you understand what the bucket list means?" Xue Mianmian glanced at Lu Wei, and then changed his tone to a pitiful tone, "This is something I must accomplish, please fulfill my last wish." ”
“…… Good. Lu Wei said goodbye.
She didn't really want to say yes at all.
How did things end up in such an awkward situation?
She obviously wanted to remind Xue Mianmian and let her prepare for death, how did it turn out that Xue Mianmian was still heartless, and in turn used this matter to blackmail her?
Lu Weibei gritted her teeth, it seemed that it would be impossible for Xue Mianmian to make the matter clear about the priorities for the time being, or think about how to use her superpowers to save her first.
But this incident made Lu Weibei even more worried.
She is actually not a fairy Tinker Bell, except for a handful of superpowers that go out of control, almost every time she affects the life span of others, it is accompanied by certain events.
Huo Yi can guess what's going on, eighty percent of it is because of his psychological shadow, and finally provoked a certain temper tantrum who wants to euthanize.
This is an easy solution. Two plans, either she subtly untied his heart knot, or she stayed by his side on the last day, accidents in the workplace, it is always easy to avoid accidents in the workplace.
But Xue Mianmian, she has little confidence.
After all, pancreatic cancer is the king of cancers, and she has been doing this for so long, and the patients she has met with the best prognosis have lived for two years and seven months.
But she couldn't know more about pancreatic cancer than Qin Li's teachers, how could she come up with a better treatment plan in just thirty days?
Thirty days, thirty days, thirty days......
Lu Wei was forced to be confused by this number, how could she surpass the front-line experts in a certain disease subdivision within thirty days?
Thirty days was not enough for her......
Lu Weibei was suddenly stunned.
No, this number is not right!
Most of the patients she saw before were patients with advanced tumors, with large-scale metastasis, and many of them didn't even have the meaning of surgery. This made her take it for granted that Xue Mianmian's thirty days were also an ultimatum given to her by pancreatic cancer.
The thought was so natural that it even made her think of the possibility of her superpower failing.
But in fact......
Lu Weibei looked Xue Mianmian up and down. She had some hair loss on her shoulders, which was probably due to chemotherapy, and she had vomited before, but other than that, she couldn't tell that she looked like a cancer patient.
Indeed, Xue Mianmian already has symptoms of diabetes, but she has already been well controlled by medication; since she adjusted her diet and added antiemetic drugs, she has no problem eating, her nails are pink and pink, and she is obviously not lacking in nutrition.
As for hair loss, who doesn't lose their hair after chemotherapy? No one dies because of hair loss......
Thinking of this, Lu Wei don't suddenly have a spirit, Xue Mianmian will not be a hidden "nothing else, but I have to be pretty" syndrome, will commit suicide because of his baldness, right?
She said tremblingly, "...... Mianmian, that ...... Why don't we go get a haircut together? I'll shave your head with you?"
Xue Mianmian glanced at her like a neuropath, "Shave your head and waste sunscreen, don't make trouble, okay?"
“…… Understand. Lu Weibei nodded.
The answer is natural, there are no numbers above the head.
It seems that this is not the reason.
What is the reason for that?
"How about this weekend? Why don't we leave on Friday and come back next Tuesday. Can you ask for a leave over there?" asked Xue Mianmian, fiddling with his phone.
Lu Weibei was still thinking about the reason, but she didn't hear Mianmian call her.
"Hey, hey, this eldest lady," Xue Mianmian raised his hand and waved in front of Lu Weibie, "Please, did you listen to me?"
“…… Huh?" Lu Weibei reacted at this time.
"I said, go to Jiuzhaigou on Friday, come back next Tuesday, okay?" Xue Mianmian said.
"The day after tomorrow, so anxious?" Lu Wei was startled.
"yes...... Isn't it afraid that if you wait any longer, your hair will fall out and it won't look good......" Xue Mianmian pretended to be pitiful and said.
Lu Weibei gritted his teeth, "...... Good. ”
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